Early the next morning, I put on a knee-length linen gauze dress, tied my balls, and cleaned myself up. I put on my backpack and put the stones and shells I picked up yesterday into my bag.

When he went downstairs and bumped into Ying Zhicheng, he raised his eyebrows: "Xiaoxiao, why don't you sleep lazy on the weekend?" ”

"I made an appointment with the fat man to hang out." I paused: "Come back for dinner in the evening." ”

In the evening, of course not coming back. Last night's relatively silent dinner was our last meal.

Ying Zhicheng nodded casually and didn't say anything.

I sneered in my heart: At night, you just wait to die in a hurry!

When I arrived at the fat man's house, I showed him the stones and shells, and he was very happy. This guy has always liked to play with sand and rocks and the like.

We gently put the stones and shells into the pool where he collected them, and the stones fell to the bottom with a ding-dong sound. The fish were immediately frightened and dispersed, causing the lotus flowers to shake slightly. The breeze blows, and the aroma is faint.

I thought about it, reached into the water, and flipped the shell over so that its back was facing up.

"Like a house that doesn't look like a fish? They can sleep here at night. ”

The fat man touched his nose and said very sincerely: "The house is too small, only enough for two." ”

I shook my head: "A small house has the benefits of a small house. ”

When living in a small house, at least Zhicheng and Zhang Ning are affectionate.

Squatting by the pool to watch the fish, soon my feet became numb. I struggled to get up and stood for a while before I threw off my legs and moved. The fat man went to clean up his things, I went around the small yard twice, touched the swing, poked the sand a few times on the sand, and the white sea sand slid down silently, reflecting the sun, like Antarctic snow dust.

I went to the lake in the community to see the pairs of swans.

I was reluctant to go out, and I looked back. The fat man couldn't wait, and as soon as he got in the car, he said to his driver: "Go to my mother's, drive faster, don't tell my father." ”

The driver nodded immediately.

Of course, he knew that the fat man's parents divorced and became enemies, and water and fire were incompatible. When they mention each other, they replace each other with a certain human organ nine percent of the time.

On the ring road, out of the city, 40 minutes off the highway, turn left and right between the dense buildings, and finally arrive at an old community that is not too big or small.

The fat man opened the car door and ran straight forward, and when the stone bricks on the ground were defective, he jumped over, and when the sheets and bedding were dried among the trees like flags, he picked up and rushed forward.

I followed, out of breath.

Soon arrived, and the fat man slammed the door.

The door opened, and a strange woman looked at us curiously: "Who are you?" ”

The fat man didn't look at it, stretched out his long arms and lined her up and walked inside. "I'm looking for my mother, it's about your Chen family!"

On the sofa, Aunt Zhang got up in surprise when she heard this: "Son! Hey, son! She opened her hands and walked over quickly to hug the fat man.

But the fat man stopped, and took three steps back.

"Mom, what's wrong with your stomach!"

I then entered the door, holding on to the wall and panting, while looking at Aunt Zhang from between the fat man and the wall, just one glance, immediately gasped, and grabbed the fat man's arm tightly.

The fat man is sad, too sad.

The blind man should also see that the round belly is pregnant.

A few months ago, the fat man came to see his mother, and said that his mother seemed to be blessed, but now it seems to be ......

The fat man's face immediately turned pale: "When did it happen?" Why didn't you tell me? ”

Aunt Zhang snorted: "No, aren't you afraid that you won't be able to accept it?" ”

"I'll be okay with a little bastard coming out of nowhere?" The fat man slapped his palm at the wall, and the lime brush was washed off.

The strange woman on the side frowned and said, "How do you speak?" This is also your brother and sister......"

The fat man turned abruptly, grabbed the woman by the neck, forked her out of the door, and closed the door with a "clang."

I've never seen anything like this. But I felt that he was too relieved.

The fat man roared: "Half-brothers and sisters, I don't want it!" ”

Aunt Zhang held her big belly, stood in a "D" shape, folded her hands and covered her mouth and cried, her voice whimpering: "I knew it would be like this, I knew it would be like this......"

The fat man took a few steps forward, rushed to his mother, pointed at the tip of her nose, and said hatefully, "Cry, cry, cry!" You know crying! Are you wronged? You have the ability to endure humiliation and bear the burden to part! Knowing that I will have no one to take care of, you still divorce my dad in a flash. Knowing that I wanted to move in with you, you still remarried. I know I can't accept it, but you're still pregnant! You know how miserable I am, do you know how miserable I am! ”

He kicked over the coffee table, and the gold-edged bone china soup bowl on the coffee table immediately shattered, and a strong smell of medicinal food suddenly wafted out of the room.

Aunt Zhang took two steps back with one hand to protect her waist and hold her stomach with the other, her mouth curled and she didn't dare to cry, with tears in her eyes.

The fat man went away like a whirlwind, came back like a whirlwind, grabbed my wrist, and dragged me out the door.

A strange woman's scolding voice came from behind him: "Little rabbit cub, with the surname He's virtuous!" Uncultured stuff! ”

The fat man turned around suddenly, flew up and kicked the woman to the ground, and the woman screamed "wow, yes", trying to get up, but the fat man kicked her again.

"You let the surnamed Chen return my mother to me, naturally someone will be educated!"

In the house, Aunt Zhang's crying voice suddenly became louder and sharper, like a bamboo shoot that was finally unearthed.

What face does she have to cry? The fat man didn't cry! I thought coldly.

On the way back by car, the fat man kept his gloomy face, like a coffee-colored towel that had just been fished out of the basin, and it looked like it was about to come out of the water as soon as he twisted it.

I reached out my right hand to get my arm around his neck and let him lean against me, but tried a few times without success.

He was too tall and fat.

I simply hugged his right arm and leaned on his shoulder.

The fat man sighed, reached out and wrapped his hand in my arms, his chin on top of my head, and kept silent all the way.

In fact, his head was very heavy, and the point on my head was so heavy, but I endured it until he moved away by himself, and then quietly reached out and rubbed the top of his head.

The fat man saw it, and his face full of gloom softened a little.

He rubbed my hair, and I didn't hide.

"Xiaoxiao, you must not let your parents divorce." The fat man said in a low voice: "Xiaoxiao, when your parents have families and children, who will remember you?" ”

That's right!

I slapped my thigh.

If I seek death, they will be sad for a few days, as I wish. But if they are stunned for a few days, and in the blink of an eye they find a new love, and they love to have children, will I die unjustly?

The fat man continued: "You yourself are quietly sad, so sad that they don't know whether you want to die or live. It's better to make trouble with them, how to toss and come, and make them dare not leave! ”

Right! That's it!

I grabbed the fat man: "You have to help me, I'm not very good at making trouble." ”

The fat man looked at me and hated that iron could not become steel: "Xiaoxiao, you are really useless!" ”

No matter how bad I am, the fat man still has to help me, and soon we will go back to my house together.

Open the door, and the floor is full of messes.

Stolen from home?

The fat man took a few steps, squatted on the ground, and picked up a torn piece of clothing, "Huh? ”

I feel a little familiar, but sure, it's certainly not our family. It's obviously a nurse's uniform, but it's too short.

On the ground, there are also big, white rabbit ears.

I looked ahead, and there was something I didn't know if it was rope or cloth.

Also, two triangles of fabric strung together with a few strings, I looked at it for a long time and thought it looked like a small bra. But what does that cover?

Thanks to the few minutes of wool that day, I quickly realized that this was not a theft scene, this was a wool scene!

You should be sincere, you personal scum!

The fat man's voice was flickering: "Your father, no, no, no, you should be sincere, why is it the same as my father?" ”

I rushed into the kitchen and "brushed-" pulling the shiny kitchen knife from the knife holder.

The fat man hurriedly hugged me: "Don't don't, don't, what kind of lethal weapon!" ”

I lowered my head and bit the back of his hand: "Death to those who stand in my way!" ”

The fat man hurriedly changed his words: "I'll help you beat the fox spirit, and I will beat it in the face, ah?" Xiaoxiao is obedient! Don't get your hands dirty, you're a good girl, don't mess with rotten dirty things. ”

I glanced at the counter, snapped the knife, and pulled out the rolling pin.

The fat man nodded.

I took the lead, and rushed upstairs with a vigorous "knock knock", kicking open the closed door.

Damn, kicking my feet numb.

There was a person lying in the quilt on the bed, Yan Yan didn't even show his hair, only saw that he was shaking and shaking.

Ying Zhicheng was naked, hurriedly lifting his pants and zipping up, and when he saw the two of us, he shouted: "Don't come in!" ”

Listen to you? I don't have a surname!

I rushed up, carrying my rolling pin and dropping it.

Ying Zhicheng put on his pants, hurriedly blocked with one arm, and took the cane, and then picked me up and walked out of the door.

He was tall and strong, and I kicked my legs in the air to no avail, so I threw the rolling pin into the bed, as if to hit the vixen in the leg, because I saw a sharp shrinkage under the covers.

The fat man behind him bypassed him and rushed in at this gap, walked to the edge of the bed in a few steps, grabbed the corner of the quilt and pulled it.

Ying Zhicheng was in a hurry, threw me to the ground with both hands, rushed over like lightning, and swept the fat man away. Around the weight of the fat man, he was also swept to the ground.

We both lay on the ground, looked up, and each other was stunned.

I was frightened, and the fat man was frightened.

Because of Ying Zhizhi's expression, it is very hideous! His eyes bulged out, his veins bulged, and he walked up to the fat man, and he raised his foot to kick.

The fat man stretched out his hand to cover his head, Ying Zhicheng suddenly retracted his feet, and roared angrily: "Stinky boy, get out of Lao Tzu!" ”

Throw me to the ground for the sake of a wild woman. For the sake of the wild woman, the only child of an important partner was beaten!

Ying Zhicheng is a scumbag, and he is a madman.

Before he could say "roll", I got up and flew out of the door.

This time, I really, really didn't want to live!

Behind him was the fat man's shout: "Xiaoxiao! Wait for me to go! ”

I understood what he meant.

Okay, let's be together, be each other's company.

An hour later, we stumbled off the rental and threw ourselves on the river.

I lifted my feet and walked into the river.

The fat man grabbed me: "Wait, Xiaoxiao, I want to go to the toilet." ”

I glared angrily: "Coward! Go aside! Don't get in the way of Lao Tzu looking for death! ”

The fat man rubbed his hands: "Xiaoxiao, so Xiaoxiao, I really want to have diarrhea, not to be scared to pee." ”

I laughed angrily: "What kind of toilet do you go to when you die soon?" ”

The fat man had a sad face, and he was embarrassed and waisted: "Xiaoxiao, I don't want to be salvaged after I die, and I find that the crotch of my pants is full of yellow." ”

Disgusting to death!

I held back the tumbling of my chest and waved my hand impatiently: "Go, wait for you for ten minutes, don't wait." ”

I waited a full twenty minutes.

When the fat man came back, his expression was really not so sad, that is, his legs were slightly open when he walked, and his arms were not swaying normally.

Definitely leg squat numb!

Too lazy to scold him, I took his fleshy hand and went into the water together. The fat man seemed a little frightened, took my arm and kept half a step behind me. I had the illusion that I had kidnapped a little brother to do something bad.

One-step, two-step, three-step...... After more than ten steps, the water was up to the chin.

My heart was pounding, like a gong beating a drum.

The fat man moved, and his body seemed to ripple in the water.

"Xiaoxiao." There seemed to be a twitch in his voice.

"If you don't want to die, go away!" I nudged him: "I don't want to be with you coward." ”

"It's not." He paused: "I don't seem to be sinking." ”

Yes?

His expression was very ashamed: "I shrunk my feet, but I still don't sink." Am I too fat? The density of fat is lower than that of water. ”

Damn, I can meet you!

I gritted my teeth and stared at him with wide eyes.

He stretched out his hand and pulled me: "Why don't we go back and find another way to die?" ”

I kicked him hard.

With this kick, I not only lost my balance, but was also pushed into the deep water by the reaction force.

The fat man pounced and hurriedly pulled me, and the two of them fluttered together.

For the first time, I knew what it was like to be off the real ground. Drifting, rootless, rootless, no dependence, no hope, no beginning, and no ending, like, it's like a child leaving his parents.

The fat man grabbed me and circled me. My head popped out of the water, I breathed heavily, and a funny thought came to my mind: how can this fat man not sink like a swimming ring?

I held him down, trying to lift up, and the next second, I saw him being pressed into the water by me. I let go slightly, and he floated again.

Water rushed to my mouth and nose. I took a big breath, and the result was a big gulp of water, and my lungs were hot like chili noodles. I threw myself vigorously, and each time I came out of the water, I quickly sank deeper into the water.

The fat man stretched out his arm to catch me, and I kicked him hard, and with this kick, I slipped farther and farther into the deep water.

"Xiaoxiao! Drizzly! Someone's coming! Help! He panicked and hurriedly shouted.

As the swaying river sank, my fearful mind was relieved.

The fat man's voice was so continuous, he really didn't sink.

That's nice. He's not going to die.

His dad won't stab my dad with a knife anymore.

"Wow-wow-"

Lately, I've been quite involved with "Wow".

I didn't think heartily, if I didn't die, it would be suitable to become a fan of Zhong Hanliang.

When I vomited on the deck of the fishing boat, I was being flipped over, my belly was buckled down on my knees, and I vomited so much that my heart, liver, intestines and lungs were about to come out, and my forehead was swollen and jumped.

After vomiting easily, the fat man jumped up and hugged me tightly: "Xiaoxiao, Xiaoxiao, are you okay?" ”

I opened my eyes weakly and saw that his face was pale. Probably cold, the water is a little cold.

The two people next to me to control the water, middle-aged men and women, of similar age, pulled up their trouser sleeves, and were dripping wet. They smell of fish, and they look like fishing.

I shivered, and the boatman immediately draped me in a new air-conditioned quilt.

The fat man bent over, put one hand under his armpit and put his arm around my waist and abdomen, and the other hand around the crook of his leg, and carried me into the cabin.

The boatlady followed up and handed me a dry dress: "My daughter's, change it quickly." ”

I looked at the fat man weakly: "Why didn't I die?" ”

The fat man rolled his eyes: "You don't remember?" ”

I shook my head: "It looks like a lot of people are circling around me." ”

"You're drowning and confused." The fat man said, "The couple outside saved both of us, and I jumped off as soon as I called them." ”

I kicked him with the strength of the barely recovered idea: "Get in the way, get out of the way!" ”

The fat man was reluctant to go out: "Xiaoxiao, you won't still jump, right?" ”

"Lao Tzu wants to change his clothes!"

The fat man hurriedly opened the curtain and went out.

The fishing boat's cabin is low and can only be half-bent. I sat down on a small stool and quickly changed my clothes. Simple sweatshirt pants, good quality, actually quite fit.

After coming out, the fat man was seriously thanking the fishing couple.

It's a matter of both of us who want to die, but they are real heroes who bravely save people regardless of their safety.

I also walked over: "Thank you uncle and aunt for saving us, you are also wet, go and change your clothes!" ”

The two looked at each other and shook their heads: "It's okay, we have been on the water all year round, and we haven't done it all the time." ”

The boatlady turned to me and asked, "I said, little girl, why can't you get by when you're young?" I can't do such a stupid thing again! ”

I shook my head and didn't speak.

The boat lady changed her tone and asked, "Are you still uncomfortable?" ”

I nodded. After spitting up water for a long time, the bitter gall is about to vomit out, and the throat is uncomfortable, as if swallowing chili noodles.

"I know it's uncomfortable, don't do this in the future? Why don't you students think more about your parents? What if there are really three long and two short, what should parents do? ”

I listened with a dull head.

Not every parent is reluctant to have children, and I just learned this truth.

But I didn't want to jump again for a while, and I couldn't tell the people who saved me that I might actually die.

The fisherman shook his head, took off his vest and wrung a handful of water: "I don't understand what today's children think, there are always people who come to jump into the river." ”

The fat man asked curiously: "Those students, are also parents who divorced?" ”

The boatman glanced at his wife with a "sure enough" expression.

The boat lady shook her head: "Not exactly. Today's children have poor psychological endurance and commit suicide at every turn. The few we saved, some were scolded by the teacher, some were rejected for confession, some failed in the exam, and another, well, it's ridiculous, the game was stolen. ”

The fat man shook his head again and again: "I'm stupid to death, wouldn't it be better to practice one more?" What can be solved by spending money is also called a thing? ”

The boat lady teased: "Yo, such a big breath! It seems to be the child of a rich family? If you are so rich, what are you doing to die? ”

I sighed: "What can't be saved with more money is the most troublesome thing." ”

The boat lady pouted: "Young and old-fashioned." ”

The boatman smiled and pulled a small stool for the two of us to sit on: "Don't see the two dolls like my wife." However, don't be easily discouraged, how can there be no difficulties in this life? Turn it over, and the road will be easy to walk. Even if it's hard to walk, don't jump into the river, it won't make our efforts in vain. ”

"I ......" for a moment, I didn't even know how to answer.

The boat lady interjected: "Little sister, let me tell you, in fact, jumping into the river is the worst death." ”

If you don't save me, I'll die so long ago that I can't die anymore, no matter how uncomfortable it is, it will be done in a minute, what is miserable?

I thought so in my heart, but I listened very obediently.

The boatman slowly pulled out a cigarette, "let's da, da" a few times before lighting the lighter, took a deep breath, and spat out a string of pale blue smoke.

"Little sister, do you guess what we do to make the most money when we walk on the river?"

The fat man hurriedly replied: "I know this, if you hit a rare fish in the wild, what kind of swordfish can be sold for thousands of pounds!" ”

The boatman shook his head and held out a finger: "There are more expensive ones." There is one thing, and it is not uncommon to catch one in the tens of thousands, and it is not uncommon to catch hundreds of thousands. ”

What fish is so valuable?

The boatlady patted her husband on the shoulder: "What a hell, respect!" It's one. ”

I looked at the fat man, but I still didn't understand.

The boatman casually knocked the cigarette ash on the side of the deck: "It's a corpse." Those who commit suicide by the river, those who fall into the water, the family members always have to find the body back, right? The river is so big, the water is so complicated, how can it be so easy to find? Sometimes a dozen or so fishing boats take a few days to catch them, but don't you want hundreds of thousands? ”

The boat lady looked at me and said seriously: "Little girl, if you look at these corpses, you don't want to die!" The underwater undercurrent rushed, and the corpses were scarred by collisions, and if they were fished up at the reef, there was basically no good skin on the body. Also, if you are a man or a woman, Jiang Shui doesn't recognize it! The basic clothes that were scooped up were all washed away, and those women, naked, were salvaged up, and there was not a single veil left on their bodies! was pointed at and discussed by a group of people, and was not sure to be taken by those inhuman schadenfreude to take a photo and send it to a circle of friends. What is the dignity after death? There is no such thing! ”

My hands and feet were cold, and my head went blank.

The boatman added: "The people who were picked up after a few days are so swollen that their parents don't know each other!" Some of them were bitten by fish......"

"Impossible! How can a fish eat a man! It's not a crocodile! I subconsciously retorted.

"If the fish is hungry and eat, it doesn't matter if you are human or not? There are several kinds of fish in the river, specializing in eating rotten meat and dead fish and shrimp, and there is a lot of fat meat, and a group of fish are happy to gnaw around! gnawed the corpse full of holes, and the flesh, blood vessels, nerves, and rotten cotton wool seemed to be swinging in the water, which was more terrifying than a horror movie! ”

I let out a "wow-" and threw up again.