Chapter 120: Change of Mind
Yushuangyan was picked up by Qu Mingming early the next morning, and when she left, although Fu Lianqing didn't look at Qu Mingming coldly, she still didn't have a good face.
Yushuangyan didn't know what was wrong, so she could only apologize with a helpless face.
"Kids." Qu Mingming didn't mind Fu Lianqing's attitude, but he still had a worried expression.
"What's wrong? Is there anything you want to ask me? Yushuangyan kept the script in his hand, feeling that Qu Mingming's mood was not very good, and as soon as he contacted the eyes that he was staring at Fu Liangchuan just now, he had to close the script first and asked.
"Sister Frost Smoke, it's okay...... I just can't get used to it, you don't have to worry about me. Qu Ming was stunned for a moment, looked ahead with a red face, and replied with a choked neck.
After a while, however, he began to mumble again, "I just can't accept the status quo."
As soon as he said this, Yushuangyan had nothing to explain, after all, she couldn't accept it herself, but what if she couldn't accept it, all kinds of reality made her have to compromise temporarily.
"I'm confused...... So much has happened these days. Qu Mingming seemed to cry, but after a moment, he apologized again: "I'm sorry, I didn't control my emotions." ”
"It's fine." Yushuangyan replied lightly, with mixed thoughts in her heart.
In the end, the two of them didn't say anything else, Yushuangyan's heart seemed to be pressing a mountain, and the script couldn't be read at all, and the dense white and black words couldn't attract her attention at all, until she arrived on the set, she withdrew some attention and made herself look less listless.
Although they were not late, as soon as they heard that Bai Dao had arrived at the scene, Yu Shuangyan hurriedly ran to Bai Dao's room with the meeting gift that instructed Qu Mingming.
Standing at the door, Yushuang swallowed her saliva and raised her hand to knock on the door.
"Come in." A low and majestic voice came from inside, listening to it gave people a fierce feeling, Yushuang shook the smoke, patted his stiff face and pushed the door open.
"Director Bai is good, I have admired the name for a long time, my name is Yushuangyan, I am ......" Yushuangyan, who was standing at the door, was a little nervous when he saw the legendary famous director. She introduced herself a little awkwardly, and before she could finish the introduction, she heard the voice continue: "Yushuang Yan, right? Mr. Fu told me. ”
"Huh?" Yushuang Yan was stunned, listening to Fu Liangchuan seemed to have a personal relationship with the director.
"I've seen a few steps of yours, and your acting skills are decent, nothing particularly outstanding, and there are no particularly big flaws." Director Bai is not polite to her, and he will understand his opinions on Yushuangyan straight to the point, without derogatory or exaggerated, calm and objective.
"And ......" He suddenly withdrew his gaze from the computer screen and looked sharply at Yushuangyan: "To be honest, I didn't see your enthusiasm for acting. ”
Yushuangyan's heart was shocked, and she opened her mouth to refute, she is not without enthusiasm for acting, learning to perform is so good, almost every teacher or senior has said that she has the talent to eat this bowl of rice.
How did you get to Bai Dao here, but he got such an evaluation? She couldn't take it!
"Don't worry, I didn't say that you weren't dedicated, I didn't say you weren't attentive, I just talked about things." Director Bai looked at Yushuangyan's appearance of wanting to blow up his hair but forcibly enduring, frowned and patted the seat in front of him: "Come over and I'll tell you." ”
Yushuangyan was more or less unconvinced because of his denial, and she even wanted to blame Fu Liangchuan for Director Bai's negation of her - he must have said something bad and wanted her to lose her job.
But when she calmed down and thought about it, her guess just now was not only an insult to Director Bai's professionalism, but such malicious speculation was an insult to herself.
And Fu Liangchuan has never dictated her career, and even tried his best to help her, even this script, this play. He organized it all by himself.
She is clearly divided into stubbles and stubbles, and she can't be so good and bad.
Throwing away a bunch of cranky thoughts in her mind, she sat next to Director Bai and looked at the screen, only to find that Director Bai was watching the film of her debut.
In it, she played a role that although there were not many scenes, the emotional entanglement was unforgettable, so she won a lot of audience favor.
"What are you thinking right now?" Director Bai pressed the pause button on a scene where she was crying very miserably, and turned his head to ask her.
What was she thinking? Yushuangyan looked at her face on the screen, because of her makeup, she looked gloomy and weird in the movie.
"I wonder why I didn't do anything wrong, but God wants to be so cruel to me." Yushuang Yan gathered her emotions and replied.
"Who were you hating at the time?" Director Bai touched his gray beard, looked at her fixedly, and continued to ask.
"Hate...... Hate those who hurt me. "Yushuangyan is not stupid, Director Bai has already said this, if she doesn't understand it, either there is a problem with her ears, or there is a problem with her brain.
She can't feel the pain of betrayal and separation, but the concept expands a little, and she understands the pain, or rather, at that time, she herself was deeply in pain, she mixed her own pain with the character, and used her own pain to express the inner world that belonged to the character.
"Of course, I'm not accusing you this time, it's just that as an actor, you still can't completely strip yourself in front of the camera, let alone the way forward, even if it's me, it's difficult for you to shoot well."
"You can't judge my current level by the first play of my debut." Yushuangyan was a little indignant, the memory that hadn't bothered her for a long time came back, and the pain of scratching her heart and lungs and wanting to shout loudly made her eyes slowly redden.
"I can't deny that you are very serious with hard work, and you are also very expressive when interpreting other characters, but this play is ...... Have you read the script? The story itself is an interpretation of pain, and it will have different levels, and you can't show it in one way. ”
The rumored Bai Dao, who is not good-tempered, actually has some sense of being kind and seductive at this moment, he is like an elder and a friend, little by little, he pulled out the deep pain in Yushuangyan's heart.
Yushuangyan felt that she was stiff, and it was probably very strange to look at Bai Dao's expression.
In the past three years, everyone has said that she has a cold temperament and that she can be seen from afar, but only those who understand her past know that she is just used to hiding her true self and hiding her pain.
However, she didn't guess that Director Bai, who had never met before, could figure out this kind of thing deep in her heart through her performance.
"And what are you going to do?" Yu Shuangyan asked as she heard herself tremble.
"Don't worry, since you have been finalized, you will not be replaced at will." He stretched his waist, got up with a smile as if he had changed someone, as if the one just now did not exist, and looked at the gift that Yushuangyan still held in his hand, "What do you bring?" ”
"A little heart."
Yushuangyan felt that her hands and feet were so cold that she gradually warmed up, and then smiled and said softly.
After that, the two of them talked about the character again, although they didn't say too deeply, but Director Bai could feel that Yushuangyan was interested in this role.
After a while, when he heard someone knocking on the door, Director Bai patted Yushuangyan on the shoulder: "Young people, look forward, pain should not be an obstacle for you to be complacent." ”
After that, he didn't look at Yushuangyan's expression, got up and opened the door, and let all the leading actors in.
The male protagonist is a niche who has just emerged in the past two years, but he has been up and down in this circle for too long, and the whole person looks old and steady, and when he sees Bai Dao, his eyes are not as excited as others.
"Come in, this time the time is tight, everyone may be busy for a while."
I read the script before filming started today, but just now Yushuangyan couldn't concentrate for a long time because of Director Bai's words just now, and Director Bai glanced at her several times between words, but didn't say anything in the end.
It took half a day, and not long after lunch, Bai Daocai drank a dry mouth and signaled everyone to finish.
Yushuangyan followed everyone out of the director's room, and when passing by the first corridor, the actor of the male protagonist suddenly stopped in front of her, stretched out his hand and said, "Hello, my name is Zhao Liangsheng." ”
"Ah...... Hello, I'm Yushuangyan. Yushuangyan was still distracted, and was startled by a hand that suddenly reached out in front of him, and only then did he see his face clearly.
"I don't see your face is good, are you okay?"
"It's okay, thank you for your concern." Yushuangyan endured his distraction and exchanged a few words with him, and seeing that he didn't look like he was going to end the topic at all, he had to cough lightly, said that he was out of company, and left quickly.
Qu Mingming was talking to the producer at this time, and his neck was red from the quarrel, Yushuangyan walked over, interrupted the two of them and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"Sister Shuangyan, this place is not far from your home, I told him that you can go home, he has to let him stay in the hotel, what is it for safety."
Yushuangyan didn't tell Qu Mingming in advance about this problem, although it was okay to stay in a hotel, she and Fu Liangchuan had a quarrel yesterday because of staying in a hotel, but she was forced to make a decision without a notice, and Yushuangyan was also quite angry.
"Who decides this?" Yushuangyan asked with a sinking face.
"This ...... It's Mr. Fu Liangchuan Fu, this is also for the safety of everyone in the crew, I can't help it, right? ”
The producer had a bitter face, and she couldn't wait to cry to Yushuangyan on the spot, but Yushuangyan was really surprised, she didn't expect that Fu Liangchuan had to insist on letting her go back to the south of the city yesterday, why did she suddenly change her mind today.
He ...... When will you be notified? Yushuangyan asked tentatively.
"I am really sorry that I failed to tell you in time last night."
The producer's babbling apology Yushuangyan didn't listen to a word, all she was thinking about was - after the quarrel yesterday, Fu Liangchuan had already changed his mind.