The seasonality of cold storage is very strong, and there is not much work to be done in June and July. In addition to going to the library every day, Wang Defa followed the woman to work in the field and help the rest of the time. The woman also laughed at Wang Defa's work in the field, which was a mess, and it was not as good as a woman's family that could farm.

Wang Defa, who holds the pen, can not mention the shovel, this can't be blamed on him, it is not difficult for those who know, but not for those who are difficult. He did a good job, but he didn't do a good job, but he had this heart.

If this year's apples are going to come down, it will take more than three months, and in these three months, Wang Defa has thought about a lot of things. It is the two mountains that press on his head: Guisheng and the cold storage business.

The doctor at the People's Hospital told him to take Wang Guisheng for another re-examination in three months. At the end of July, it was almost three months, and Guisheng's medicine was almost gone. Wang Defa has never been lazy about children.

He still looked for a weekend and decided to take Guisheng to the provincial capital again, and he also wanted to know if Guisheng's three months of medicine had any effect.

"This time, I will go for a re-examination, and I feel that the disease of this child may be conclusive." Wang De sent it to his woman and said.

"Your illness depends on you, go and see, can you speak, it is our son. Once born, the second is ripe, this time I will save some money and do not have to buy things for the family. ”

"Knowing it, I vaguely feel that we may be really sorry for this child, and I have an ominous premonition."

"It's all fate, and it's all your sins, so what's the excuse to complain."

Just like three months ago, Wang Defa took Guisheng all the way to the provincial capital. The road was very smooth, Wang Guisheng did not pee his pants again, and Wang Defa was prepared for being deceived.

After arriving in the city, Wang Defa did not take a taxi, but followed the bus route he took last time, and took a reverse bus all the way to the People's Hospital.

Everything is as usual, I stayed in the same hotel as last time, and it was already afternoon when I arrived in the provincial capital, so it was too late to go to the doctor. Wang Defa put his things in the room, washed his face, and took Guisheng out to eat.

When the doctor left last time, he said that when he came to recheck, he would look for him directly, and he would arrange it, so Wang Defa was not in a hurry. If the review can be completed quickly tomorrow morning, then he is ready to return directly in the afternoon, so that he can save a day's accommodation fees, and if the review is not over, he will have to stay in the provincial capital for one night. These problems are not big, since they have come out, of course, it is mainly to see a doctor, and it doesn't matter if you have one more day or one less day.

Early the next morning, Wang Defa took Guisheng to find a doctor. There was a long queue outside the office, and when the doctor saw Wang Defa with Guisheng, he remembered that it was a patient from three months ago who came for a reexamination.

"Doctor, I've done the math, it's almost three months, according to your instructions, come over and give the doll a second check."

"I know, remember you, I guess you'll be here in a few days. I'll give you a list of films, and you will follow the process last time to shoot another film for the doll, you look outside, there are a lot of people today, and you can come over in the afternoon after filming, I guess it's a little too busy in the morning. ”

"Okay, then you can open it for me, and I'll go take the doll to shoot a film first."

After taking Wang Guisheng's film, Wang Defa followed the doctor's example, picked it up and looked at the sun above his head, looked at it for a long time, and didn't see anything famous, so he took Guisheng back to his residence. If the doctor could have done a re-examination in the morning, he would have been on his way back by now. It's useless to complain, just do what the doctor says.

"Hello doctor." Wang Defa was waiting for the doctor in the surgical building early in the afternoon, and when he saw the doctor entering the building to work, Wang Defa hurriedly said hello.

"Come on, come on, let's go to the office."

"Okay!"

After entering the office, Wang Defa handed the film taken in the morning to the doctor.

There were no other patients in the office, and everyone waiting to see a doctor was outside. The doctor raised the film and looked at it repeatedly, his brows were tightened, and for a while he felt that the air in the room was condensed, Wang Guisheng sat on the stool, and he didn't dare to move, only his eyes were looking at the office with his eyes slipping, Wang Defa couldn't understand the film, he looked at the doctor's expression, and he hoped to see the expression he hoped for from the doctor's face.

After a while, the doctor opened the drawer where he put the information and found the film of Wang Guisheng three months ago. He didn't talk to Wang Defa, but directly looked at the two films and observed them carefully.

This situation made Wang Defa a little nervous, he looked at the two films in the doctor's hand, black and white, what is the difference, there is no difference.

"You take your medicine on time when you go home, right?" The doctor finally spoke.

"Eat on time, I stare at Jean's food every day." Wang Defa said.

"If the medicine is taken on time, the child's problems are really not very clear now." The doctor took the two pieces in his hand, turned his head and said to Wang Defa.

"You let the child go outside to play in the corridor, it's okay in the hospital, as long as you don't go downstairs, it's safe." The doctor seemed to be deliberately trying to avoid Wang Guisheng and give Wang Defa a separate conversation.

"Guisheng, come, go to the corridor to play, don't run around, wait for Dad to come out."

Wang Guisheng was a little timid, and was very reluctant to be taken to the corridor by Wang Defa.

"I just watched the children's films from three months ago and today, and the situation is not optimistic, you have to be mentally prepared. Come over and take a look, and I'll tell you about it. ”

Wang Defa leaned closer, looking for the doctor's finger and listening to the doctor talk about the similarities and differences between the two films.

"You first look at the two overall films, do you find that most of the places have changed compared with the last time?"

"Hmm."

"The child is still young, and the brain is developing fast, and what you can see now is only subtle changes, but if you look at it again, is there any change in this dark place behind the head?"

Wang Defa looked closer and carefully, as if if he didn't say it carefully, he would say that his son was sick, and his cautious appearance reflected a father's love for his child to the fullest.

"This part doesn't look like much, what was it like three months ago, and what is the film today." Wang Defa slowly held back a sentence.

"That's right! That's right, you're right, the problem is that nothing has changed in this place. The brain needs to develop, even if it is a short period of three months, but the traces of development can be seen to some extent, but this part of the brain, that is, the place where it may be fallen, does not develop at all. That's the root of the problem. The doctor said to Wang Defa.

What does it mean? Not developing? Does it mean that it has stopped, and a part of your brain has stopped developing? Wang Defa panicked all of a sudden, and asked, "Doctor, what does this mean?" Is this child's brain not developing properly? ”

"I can't say that, what I can see through the film now, that is, this area, basically does not reflect the changes in growth and development, and it is difficult to say in the future. But one thing is certain, this part is definitely not normal, and it is precisely in the area of the brain that controls language, and it may affect the child's balance, intelligence, and so on in the future. ”

"Oh, so the kid is pretty sure now that there's something wrong with his brain development?" Wang Defa asked woodenly.

"Yes." The doctor replied simply.

"Is there no cure for it?"

"The medicine that the child took at these three months is basically the best medicine now, and the medicine is taken to stimulate the normal development of the brain, but the result is negative. So, there's basically nothing left to do. ”

"What's the worst case scenario?" Wang De asked.

"Children with low intelligence are fools as we say, and their body movements may be uncoordinated, and their physical development is not normal, which will lead to short stature and so on. It is not excluded that life cannot take care of oneself. ”

After Wang Defa listened, he spread out on the chair and stared blankly at the film in the doctor's hand.

"The effect of the medicine is not very obvious, do you think you need to prescribe some medicine this time?" The doctor asked.

"Let's open it, eat it again. By the way, doctor, you just said that three months may not be accurate, is there a possibility of a miracle? After all, this child is still young. ”

"Miracles happen at any time, and it's hard to say if they don't happen. If it is an adult, the brain is basically developed and formed, and the development changes in three months are not obvious, so it is difficult to judge, but a five-year-old child, the traces of brain development are still relatively obvious, in this case, the place where he fell, there is no change in three months, and it is unlikely that a miracle will happen. ”

Doctors have seen many patients, and they all understand a truth, what they can say makes patients die, never give them white lies, never be emotional in their own diagnosis, seek truth from facts, and see a doctor is not to give hope but to have hope.

Wang Defa was completely chilled by the doctor's words, and he went out to call Guisheng in, afraid that he would get lost.

"Doctor, that's the case, you prescribe me medicine for a few more months, I want to try again, after taking it, if I have time, we will come back again to see if there is any situation."

"Okay, then I'll give you another three months, if you're still not sure, after three months, if conditions permit, you can come back to make a film for review. At present, in my medical experience, it is indeed not easy to recover from brain damage. ”

"I see, thank you, then I'll go get the medicine."

"Go ahead, don't have too much pressure, after all, it's already a fact, just face it, you adults can figure it out, and the doll can figure it out, otherwise the pressure on the doll will be greater than you in the future."

This time, Wang Defa didn't answer, nodded his head, and took Guisheng to the pharmacy on the first floor to get the medicine. The medicine he is taking now is Guisheng's last straw, and Wang Defa really hopes that after taking these medicines, Guisheng can suddenly speak fluently.

During the period from coming out of the hospital to returning by car the next day, Wang Defa was not in the mood to go around the city, but he felt that the cigarettes he bought last time tasted good, so he bought a few more, which were cheaper than those at home. First, I smoked by myself, and secondly, I was inspired by the time I went to the county to inspect the cold storage, sometimes socializing, taking out the cigarettes, lighting them, and things seemed to go relatively smoothly.

After returning home, Wang Defa told the woman the results of the examination, and he could basically determine that there was something wrong with the doll's brain, and no one knew what it would look like in the future.

When the woman heard Wang Defa's words, she cried to death, and she didn't go down to work in the field for two days in a row, holding Guisheng's head all day long, repeating "My baby's life is hard".

All of this Wang Chenglong and Wang Laidi saw clearly, his younger brother was a fool, watching the woman cry heartbreakingly, Wang Chenglong was sad and cried together.

Among all the people, only Wang Guisheng is still happy, when everyone cries, he is quiet, everyone does not cry, when everyone is busy, he holds the bottom of his wine bottle to the sun, looking for burning ants everywhere.

Wang Defa's two mountains, Guisheng's future is ironclad and can't be put down, this child is really born at the wrong time, from birth to the present, except for because it is a handle that makes the whole family happy, it has never made people worry.

Wang Defa estimates that he will never understand in this life whether Guisheng is taking the blame for the sins he created, or whether God wants the Wang family to suffer retribution.

He began to look back at what he had done for almost half of his life, trying to see what had happened as a bystander, and whether he really deserved to be damned.

Before becoming an accountant, Wang Defa had no ability, of course, he couldn't create evil, and it was during this time that Wang Defa's family was quite smooth. Later, because he had read books and was good at mathematics, he gradually showed amazing calculation ability, and after being favored by the captain, he slowly became the accountant of the team, and it was from this time that Wang Defa felt that he was slowly beginning to change.

Captain Chen Anguo is a scheming guy, Wang Defa is nothing compared to the captain. He cooperated with the captain, and the most regrettable thing he had done so far was to collect the dead in the team. At that time, the land of each family was divided according to the labor force of the family, to put it bluntly, it was the husband and wife, plus the standard land division of a son and a daughter in the family, and the maximum land allocated by a family was more than four acres. But in the eyes of Captain Chen Anguo, as long as the people are gone, there will be one less mouth to eat, and the land will have to be taken back, so that it doesn't matter whether the family can still live if they take back the land. And these recovered lands, Wang Defa can do all in the registration of the book, there is no trace, what happened to the captain, no one can find the answer. Whether this is something that should be retributed, I can't say, but now that I think about it, Wang Defa feels that this matter is indeed inappropriate and inconsiderate for himself and the captain, in that era when the captain had the final say on everything in the team, no one could do anything about the captain.

The captain is a big witch, and under his influence, Wang Defa slowly turned into a little witch. Tampering with data for personal gain, deceiving and fooling team members, and scheming and abducting are all tricks that Wang Defa skillfully used when he was an accountant. Should this be retribution? Wang De found that he felt that it should be counted.

Later, he inadvertently began to rob the tomb, and the people lying under the ground were all ancestors, Wang Defa made the ancestors not live in peace, can the ancestors let him live in peace? Should this matter be punished? Wang Defa felt that he deserved it even more.

Wang Defa looks back on his past, it may not take long, but Wang Defa is reluctant to think about how much harm he has actually walked through has brought to the parties. It's just that I listed all the things I did in the past in my mind. Finally, even he felt that he deserved retribution, but unfortunately this retribution did not come to him, but to his only son Wang Guisheng, and if he wanted a son, he had to let him be born in order to have it; If you want your son to inherit the lineage, let his son be a fool, whether you can marry a daughter-in-law in the future is a question mark, who wants to marry a fool to your daughter? Even if you marry a daughter-in-law, whether you can have children is a question mark, look at it, who has retribution let go?

Wang De found that there was a mirror in his mind, reflecting his past words and deeds, and finally, he understood what Lao Yin and Yang had told him repeatedly: You can't do anything to cut off your children and grandchildren.

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