The first of the three children to come out of the grief of losing their mother was Wang Guisheng, what was surprising about this Emei, he didn't even grieve, and occasionally asked Wang Defa stupidly: "Where is my mother?" Sometimes Wang Defa, who asked, wanted to beat him, but when he turned his head and thought about it, the most pitiful thing was Wang Guisheng, and the urge to beat him was gone.

Guisheng is a fool, when a woman is alive, he is the most worried, now that the woman is gone, the man is a rough man, the burden of a large family is on Wang Defa's body, there is no more energy to take care of Guisheng, of course, compared to Jackie Chan and his brother, Guisheng should be satisfied, as the only boy in the family, he deserves more love and attention from Wang Defa.

It's just that people change. Wang Defa couldn't see the future of the Wang family in Wang Guisheng, and after a long time, that ardent hope slowly faded.

Wang Defa couldn't adapt to the days without a woman, the things he arranged at home were a mess, the elderly mother looked at her son like this, and she was very distressed, the years are not forgiving, she is an old lady, and she can't help anything.

When a woman is there, the ingredients at home, she will think of ways to make every day's meals can be eaten in a variety of ways, and now, Wang Defa is a potato pimple every day; When a woman was there, he never had to worry about tea, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, and now, Wang Defa often loses his temper because he finds that there is no salt halfway through the meal; When the woman was there, the three children were always neatly dressed, and now, Wang Defa is used to the sloppy three dolls; When the woman was there, he never had to think about how to plan his land in the coming year, and now, Wang Defa didn't know how to plan at all.

Without comparison, you don't know the gap between dispensable, and without comparison, Wang Defa doesn't know how hard she has to work in her life.

Fate has never favored anyone, but the time has not yet come, and one day, all the things owed should be repaid.

When the new semester started, something happened again, and Wang Chenglong didn't go to school.

This kid doesn't say why he doesn't go to school, in short, he just cries and doesn't go to school.

This made Wang Defa very annoyed, when the woman was dying, Wang Defa held her hand and promised, the child must go to school. Among these three children, the talented and intelligent one belongs to Wang Chenglong, and when a clear-eyed person sees it, he follows her mother, but it is precisely Wang Chenglong who caused such a thing.

There is an inertia among children to follow the trend, Wang Chenglong does not go to school, and Wang Laidi does not want to go.

The day before the start of school, Wang Laidi was beaten with a stick by Wang Defa before agreeing to go to school the next day.

Wang Chenglong doesn't care how the stick falls on his buttocks, if he doesn't go, he won't go. Wang Defa is out of line, he is also tired, and the tempered Wang Chenglong still shows no signs of changing.

After the anger subsided, Wang Defa felt that if the hard one was not good, then come with a soft one. Wang Chenglong, the child, remembered for a long time, and Wang Defa also knew that he had suffered a lot of psychological grievances because of his imprisonment, and the crux of the father and daughter was actually in this place.

"Jackie Chan, Dad won't beat you anymore, I want to say a few words to you." Wang Defa spoke first.

"You tell Dad, why the hell are you going to school, why don't you go to school?"

Wang Chenglong didn't answer, he cried with a stick, and he didn't stop until now, his head twisted to the side and choked.

"I know that you have a big opinion of me, you watched me appear in shackles on the grave of your grandfather, and I also know that since you went to school, you have been ridiculed, indifferent and hurt by your classmates, all because of me. But after all, this is all in the past, Dad made a mistake, but you have to understand, what am I for? It's not for this family, your mother is gone, you are the eldest child in the family, and you should be sensible. See for yourself, what does this home look like now? Wang Defa said, and he sobbed too.

"There is no one who has walked on the right path all his life, and there are too many people who have taken the wrong path, but there is a shore to turn back. I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I know it's wrong, and I keep going. During those five years in prison, I have no regrets, and I am even grateful for those five years that allowed me to turn back. I hope you can forgive Dad, if you can't forgive, who else in this world has the need to forgive? ”

Wang Chenglong still didn't speak, but he choked up a lot less than before, and he was obviously much calmer, listening carefully to what Wang De sent her.

"You are the eldest in the family, you follow your mother, you are talented and intelligent, you are not going to school like this, you are not delaying yourself, not to mention anything else, I am not just because I have studied for a few years more than others, so that I became an accountant and let this family enjoy happiness. You have to be obedient, it's okay if you don't go, you have to have a reason, you always have a plan to not go to school, right? You tell my father, what's wrong, don't go to school, if you have a good reason, don't go up, don't go up, three hundred and sixty lines, the line is the champion, studying is a way to change your fate, but it's not the only one. ”

"I'll help you at home!" Wang Chenglong interrupted Wang Defa before he could say the next sentence.

Wang Defa heard it, of course he heard this sentence that he will never forget for the rest of his life. And tears began to fall.

A third-grader made such a decision not because of how mature she was, but because she saw her father, who had lost her mother, languishing, and she saw the messiness of this family when there were no people. She sees the world through the eyes of a child, and she feels that as long as she doesn't go to school, she can do laundry and cook at home, take care of her grandmother, younger brothers and sisters, and she can support the family with her father.

Wang Chenglong thought too simply, she didn't go to school, and she couldn't change the status quo at home.

"Jackie Chan, when you say that, Dad is really moved." A big man, speaking to a child, almost in a crying tone.

"What kind of work can you do for the family, you can't do heavy work, and Dad can do the odd housework. You can think so, I'm content, you have forgiven Dad from the bottom of your heart, right? ”

After saying what he just said, Wang Chenglong just tore the corners of his clothes and stopped talking.

"Jackie Chan, you are the eldest in the family, you have to listen to your father, your mother is gone. Do you know what she said when she took my hand before she left? Her last words were, you must let the three of you read the book, especially you, she knows that if you can read it, you will be her pride. I looked at her pained expression and sobbed and promised her, and then, not long after, she walked away with a smile on her face. Do you know why now, do you have to learn this? If you look at the current situation of our family, I really hope that you can help the family more, but you see, this is your mother's meaning, it is her wishes, and I also hope that you can go to school. ”

Wang Chenglong had just calmed down, and when he heard her mother's last words, which was to let the three of them continue to study, he cried again. The simplicity and innocence in the child's heart were awakened by Wang Defa's words. Crying and crying, he said, "I'll go, I'll go to school, and tomorrow I'll go to school." ”

Wang Defa breathed a long sigh of relief and said: "Okay, I'll go tomorrow, I still have to study well in school as before, don't care about the gossip of my classmates, at home, Dad can afford it." ”

Wang Chenglong was actually reluctant to leave school, but if she was asked to choose between home and school, she chose home. At Wang Defa's insistence, being able to return to school made her feel happy. You must know that there are many people who are the same age as her and older than her who have dropped out of school because of changes in their families, and if you want to know what the outcome will be after dropping out of school, examples abound around you.

Wang Chenglong is lucky, and the Wang family is lucky.

Wang Chenglong was persuaded by Wang Defa to go back to school, Wang Laidi was beaten back to school by Wang Defa, and Wang Guisheng was left, and Wang Defa didn't know what to do.

During the winter vacation, Mr. Lei also came to persuade Wang Defa to send your students to school, and everything became different from before during the winter vacation.

Wang De found that he didn't know how to deal with Guisheng's affairs. After thinking about it for a long time, he came up with two ways, one is to follow him to do business on his own, so that at least he can be taken care of by his side; The second method is to follow Mr. Lei's suggestion and send it to school, not to learn anything, but to learn how to deal with classmates, and to be able to deal with people in society in the future.

It's been two days since the start of school, Wang Defa has been hesitating with the school seal on the application for suspension, from the bottom of his heart, he is still very resistant to sending your student to school, for Wang Defa, for this stupid son, he can endure any hardship, but he can't be wronged.

I want to try to communicate with your students, but it is too difficult, there is no way, and it can even be said that I can't communicate.

What to do? The woman also hopes to send her son to school when she comes. In the end, Wang Defa decided to take your students to the school to have a look, take him as the standard, if he didn't refuse, Wang Defa was ready to let him go to school, if he rejected, forget it, this can be regarded as an answer to the woman's spirit in the sky.

On the third day after the start of school, Wang Guisheng entered the campus again where he had left for more than a year, Guisheng's eyes were full of longing, and he involuntarily walked towards his class a year ago, and was pulled back by Wang Defa.

"Guisheng, do you want to come to school?" Wang De asked.

Guisheng glanced at Wang Defa, his eyes were still looking at his original class, and Wang Defa understood in his heart.

I took your student to the Academic Affairs Office. The re-enrollment process went smoothly because wherever I went to the office, I could hear "Oh, Mr. Lei explained the matter of this child." ”

At the woman's wish, all three children were sent to school. Wang Chenglong and Wang Laidi take their younger brother to and from school every day. The children's affairs seem to be slowly getting on the right track, after all, they are children, adapt to it, and hurry up.

Now the problem is Wang Defa. The life of two people has now become him alone, not to mention the question of whether or not he can or can, the most important thing is that Wang Defa lacks skills.

When he got up in the morning, the family packed up some food, watched the three dolls go to school, Wang Defa had three hours at most in the morning, the fruit cellar and the field, all had to be taken care of, the time seemed to be wings, and he came back to cook in a hurry at noon, and the afternoon time could be slightly better. At dinner, Wang Defa's family was the latest among the neighbors.

The woman is gone, there is one less layer of concern, Li Qiyang has come to Wang Defa's house less often, and slowly feels less close, and Wang Defa no longer takes the initiative to ask him for help.

Luckily for all the misfortunes, after the beginning of spring, this year's apple prices were good, and the apples in the cellar were in perfect condition, just like the ones that had just been picked from the tree. Many merchants came from other places, and they went door to door to find fruit cellars to harvest apples.

Wang Defa sold the apples he collected for two and a half yuan, which can be regarded as a lot of money. Without waiting for everyone to urge the account, after Wang Defa got the money, he sent the money to all the fruit farmers, and everyone was waiting for the money to pay taxes.

He repaid all the money owed to Fang Zhancai and Li Qiyang at one time, and asked around if there was any money owed by women, and they all paid it back.

Everything in the past of the Wang family, Wang Defa has completely ended, and the heavens do not owe, the earth does not owe, and the people do not owe. The future of the Wang family, Wang Defa didn't dare to look up and think about it, and took one step at a time.

Since then, people have seen Wang Defa, who gets up early and works in the field every day with everyone, facing the loess with his back to the sky day and night, Wang Defa looks a lot older.

He is trying to adapt to his own life, and he is also trying to make life accept that he is not as good as others now.

Several times, when the second Zhou Donghai chatted with Wang Defa, he mentioned that Wang Defa should consider finding another woman, after all, the child is already older, Jackie Chan is in the fourth grade, and his younger brother is also in the third grade, and Guisheng will not object to him doing anything at all. Even, the second child even has a good candidate.

The second child's heartfelt suggestion is really concerned about Wang Defa, when Wang Defa was not an accountant, he handed over this job to the second child, the second child is not a kind person, this kindness, he has always remembered.

As long as Wang Defa hears the persuasion of the second child once, he refuses once.

"Second child, I know that you are for my good, but I don't want to think about this matter now, wait until your sister-in-law burns the paper for three years, and the doll will be bigger, so think about it again." It's been more than a year, and I haven't adapted to the reality that your sister-in-law is gone, let alone accepting a stranger again, it's hard for me to accept, and it's hard for the dolls to accept. ”

"Okay, what you said makes sense, but, brother, the paper has been burned for three years, you should really think about this problem, in this family, you are alone, even if you have the ability, you can't bear the whole family."

"Got it, let's talk about it later."

Wang Defa has adapted to the days of having a woman, has adapted to most of his life, and now he has to adapt to the days without her, I don't know how long it will take, it may be the rest of his life, or it may be the next second.

。