The weather was fine on July 31, 2019

Caring for a sick person is often the most tiring. Not only is it physically tiring, but the pressure in the heart will gradually crush people. Many families are taken care of by brothers in turn, and they are too tired to slow down, and Grandpa Meng's bedside ......

There is only one twenty-two-year-old Song Feng.

Chen Hui has not been in the store at all in the past few days, but he didn't show up in the ward much today, and only stayed in the corridor outside.

He was afraid that he would see Grandpa Meng unable to control himself.

In the corridor of the elevator room, there were many chairs, which were very noisy, some people were resting with their eyes closed, and some were like Chen Hui, their eyes were red and wiping their tears.

He found out last night and asked Grandma.

has known Boss Song for so many years, Grandpa Meng is like his own grandfather, he can't believe that such a good person is about to leave.

In a small city like theirs, no matter whether they are rich or poor, everyone is not much different, as long as people are there, there is no hurdle that cannot be overcome, but their families are scattered, and there are fewer and fewer people......

Taking out a pack of tissues from his pocket, Chen Hui wiped his eyes and nose, then fanned his eyes with his hand, slowed down for a while, and looked at the glass window to see that his eyes were not red before he returned to the ward.

In the ward, Grandpa is now conscious, half-seated and half-lying.

"Do you want to listen to the play?" Song Feng took out his mobile phone and flipped through it, afraid that he would be bored.

"Don't listen to ......" When people are sick, the pain in the body will make people upset, and everything is beyond their strength, Grandpa Meng looked out the window, "I've been here for so long, and I haven't seen a good ......"

Song Feng was scrolling through the mobile phone and stopped, his black silhouette was reflected on the screen, and after two seconds, he put the phone down and smiled: "Didn't I live for more than half a month during the Chinese New Year, it was almost a month at that time, just wait a few more days." ”

After returning from playing outside, Dr. Liang spent a week at home for infusion, and it has been a week since he came to the hospital.

"Now I can't even get out of bed, I'm really a wasted person...... "Sitting all day, everything on his body hurts, and grandpa struggled to change his position.

"Seventy people still want to run 800 meters?" Song Feng turned around and opened a bag, held back the tears in his eyes, and after a few seconds, he took a piece of plum candy, "Come, eat a candy." ”

It hadn't been five minutes since he came in, Chen Hui stood in the corner and hurriedly went out, he was not as tolerant as Boss Song, nor was he as good at hiding.

Grandpa took a look, opened his mouth and ate: "This is Dongdong bought, I haven't seen her in the past two days......"

His eyes were lowered, and Song Feng's eyes were covered with a layer of gray: "She still has to work every day, and she is very busy." ”

A rare smile appeared on Grandpa's face: "Don't bully others in the future......"

"Got it." The corners of Song Feng's mouth are very big, like the sunshine crushed in winter, brilliant is only the surface, but in fact it is cold and empty.

After a while, Grandpa closed his eyes again, but Song Feng knew that he hadn't slept.

"What do you want to eat at noon?" Didn't eat in the morning. Song Feng asked this question several times a day, but every time the answer was "I don't want to eat", looking at people who were getting thinner and thinner, he was really afraid of this answer.

"I want to eat ......" Grandpa's eyes were half-open and half-closed, and he paused for a few seconds, "I want to eat Yangchun noodles from that house in the south of the city..."

"Okay, then let Chen Hui buy it." Song Feng breathed a sigh of relief and hurriedly went to the corridor to find Chen Hui.

This should be the first time in a week that I heard what he wanted to eat, and he would be forcibly fed some gruel every day, but how much nutrition can porridge have, Song Feng had no choice, and told the doctor to infuse a bottle of nutrient solution every day.

Chen Hui was still sitting on the chair just now, and Song Feng walked up to him: "Grandpa said that he wants to eat the Yangchun noodles in the south of the city, you go buy it, and come back after eating." ”

"I'm fine, what are you going to eat?" As soon as Song Feng finished speaking, Chen Hui got up from the chair and pressed the elevator next to him.

"I don't have much appetite, you go, be careful on the road." Song Feng sat down and glanced at his phone, the phone screen was always stopped at Shu Dong's phone number.

The number outside the elevator kept rising, Chen Hui turned to look at him, and stopped talking: "Don't exhaust yourself." ”

The elevator door opened, and Chen Hui took the elevator downstairs.

Flipping from the mobile phone number to the WeChat dialog box, the last message was still stuck three days ago.

-Have you eaten?

At half past seven in the evening, Song Feng never replied to the message she sent.

Click on her avatar, the green train will never fade, Song Feng rubbed his fingertips carefully, over and over again......

Are you leaving tonight?

In less than an hour, Chen Hui returned, although the city of Hecheng is not big, but the south of the city and the hospital are exactly opposite distances.

It was noon, Chen Hui pushed open the door of the ward, his head was covered with sweat, he walked to his grandfather and lowered his voice: "Grandpa, it's time to eat." ”

Song Feng was about to prop up the small table on the bed that he usually ate, and his grandfather opened his eyes and looked at it.

"There were few people when I went, would you sit up and eat?" Chen Hui was ready to help his grandfather up.

Grandpa's eyes were a little confused, he glanced at the rice that Chen Hui was carrying, and shook his head: "Don't eat ......"

Chen Hui's movements paused, and Song Feng's movements of holding the bowl also stopped.

"Didn't you just say you wanted to eat?" Chen Hui said with a smile, like coaxing a child, very patient.

"I don't want to eat it, ......it hurts," Grandpa clutched his stomach in pain.

"Okay, okay, then don't eat, if you're hungry for a while, say, let's go buy something else." Chen Hui hurriedly handed the noodles to Song Feng.

Grandpa closed his eyes again.

Standing by the window, Song Feng turned around and looked out the window, a deep sigh scattered in the wind, and a sense of powerlessness spread throughout his body.

Just when Song Feng didn't know what to do, grandma came over.

"Didn't you come later? It's so hot. Song Feng took what his grandmother took.

"It's not hot or windy today," grandma smiled, sat in front of the hospital bed with a thermos bucket and said to grandpa, "boiled some egg soup, do you want to drink it?" ”

Grandpa opened his eyes, sat up a little after seeing that it was grandma, frowned and muttered, "Where did you go... I can't see you for a day......"

"Isn't this going home and cooking for you? If you don't leave today, why don't you eat now? "The two of them have lived a lifetime, and decades have passed, and grandma is still spoiled in her eyes.

"Well, a small half bowl ......"

Song Feng hugged his grandfather and sat up, he no longer had the strength to sit up.

"Xiaofeng Xiaohui, you should also go to dinner, I am here."

"Okay, I'll be back in a minute." Chen Hui said.

In the corridor of the hospital cafeteria, Chen Hui and Song Feng sat side by side, with deep dark circles under their eyes.

"Brother Dong is going to Jiangcheng today." Boss Song wouldn't be unaware, but Chen Hui still said it again.

Leaning back, Song Feng rubbed his eyebrows: "I know." ”

"Jiangcheng is so far away, can you rest assured that she is a girl?"

I was tired every day, but when I was free, my mind was full of her shadows, walking, eating, sleeping, and dreaming......

It's all her.

Jiangcheng is so far away, how can he rest assured?

The picture of last night kept emerging, although the light was dim, she looked up and faced the light, and Song Feng saw her crying.

He was distressed, but he couldn't help her wipe away her tears, he couldn't do anything.

With his eyes closed, his ears were full of noise, and after a long silence, Song Feng got up: "I'll go out." ”

The key was secretly assigned by Song Feng, and on that night last winter, he didn't go to send her, so that no one answered the mobile phone, and he went to match the key the next day.

Opening the door, Song Feng came in slowly, there was a suitcase in the living room, which was very small, he sat on the sofa and rubbed it slowly, and the moment he saw the luggage, he really realized that she was leaving.

She said she still had to work during the day and train at night.

So Song Feng only dared to come over now, he checked, the high-speed train takes 10 hours, and the ordinary train takes a day and a night.

Jiangcheng, really far.

The room was full of her smell, Song Feng lay down with the pillow on the sofa, breathing greedily, it had been a long time since he had spoken a good word to her, and he had not eaten together......

Now he can still come here secretly, but I don't know how long it will be before this house will be vacated and moved into someone else.

The heart was slowly gnawing, Song Feng frowned, and gradually fell asleep.

I slept very unsteadily, and my dreams were full of her, since the Internet café just opened last spring, she smoked under the willow tree, that was the first time Song Feng saw her, and inexplicably felt that this girl was very special.

A week later, she appeared at the counter with her ID card, always in the last corner of the row, and did not talk to anyone, always with an expression on her face, which was really special.

Once, I met her once in Uncle Li's barber shop, Song Feng just went in, she had already finished cutting, he was very surprised, he didn't know that there were girls who also came here to cut.

Then, knowing that she was with Yu Zhiyi, Song Feng kissed her.

……

I don't know how long it took, Song Feng woke up, his head hurt very much, he looked at the time, half past four.

I slept for two hours.

There was a crossbody bag on the sofa, which she carried with her, Song Feng slowly opened it and placed an envelope in the innermost mezzanine.

Looking around the room for the last time, Song Feng left.

The tattoo parlor is really busy today, Shu Dong didn't get home until seven o'clock, she sat on the sofa and pounded her shoulders, and when she was the last guest, Brother Lin came to urge her to go back quickly, so as not to miss the train.

And at that moment, Shu Dong actually thought, mistakenly, she won't go.

used to worry that she would forget her original intention after being with Song Feng, but even if he ignored her now and treated her coldly, Shu Dong was already in a deep trap.

Knowing that he had a trap on him, she jumped anyway.

Shu Dong closed her eyes and forced herself not to think about it anymore, she was afraid that if she continued, she really didn't want to go to the train station.

The train is at nine o'clock in the evening and will arrive at Jiangcheng at eight o'clock tomorrow night.

didn't stop for long, Shu Dong closed the window, closed the curtains, checked everything again, she dragged her suitcase to take one last look outside the door, and closed the door.

One goes to the station, one waits.

Maybe because it was summer vacation, there were many college students chatting in the sleeper compartment, Shu Dong sat down and looked at his phone, the page stayed in Song Feng's message box, and he didn't reply to the previous message.

Looking at that sentence I don't know how long it took, Shu Dong finally mustered up the courage and typed a few words in the message box.

-I'm leaving.

The fingertips stopped at a centimeter above the "send" button, and time seemed to stand still, and after a long time, Shu Dong deleted it word by word.

With their bright laughter in their ears, Shu Dong opened the bag and slowly took out a lollipop, it was in March, it had been a long time since now, and she had been putting it in the refrigerator for fear that the weather would be too hot to melt.

He gave her so much, and only the last one remained.

The hand holding the candy wrapper gradually strengthened, and a burst of bitterness spread in my heart.

The train roared forward, getting farther and farther away from the small city, Shu Dong looked out the window at the boundless night, and tears flowed out as if the line was broken......

She never knew that she would be so nostalgic for this city.