The weather was fine on August 3, 2019

The cancer spread to an advanced stage, and my grandfather was so painful that he couldn't eat at all, and he would vomit if he ate a little. Grandma looked anxious and wanted to cook something for him to eat all day long, but after all, she was old and her body couldn't support it.

Xu Wanzhu didn't leave after he came that day, and went to the hotel opposite the hospital according to Song Feng's words.

The woman is thoughtful, she is not too dirty or tired, grandpa said that it hurts, she takes gauze and bandages tightly wrapped around grandpa's abdomen, although it may only be a psychological effect. Afraid that it would be inconvenient for the elderly to drink water, she went to buy a cup with a straw......

Invisibly, Song Feng and Grandma were a little more relaxed.

Except for the illness that was secretly threatened, the atmosphere in the room was very good, Chen Hui pulled down the corner of Song Feng's clothes, Song Feng turned his head, and the two of them left the ward together.

"Do you smoke?" Chen Hui's chin also had stubble.

"Let's go down and buy something by the way." In just a few days, Song Feng's facial features seemed to be more prominent, and the angular outlines were as clear as knife carvings.

The environment of the hospital is very good, there is a glass corridor between the inpatient and outpatient buildings, and from the inpatient department to the supermarket, you will pass through the garden and an artificial river with a wooden bridge and pavilion.

Song Feng and Chen Hui sat on a bench, their backs slightly exposed in the sun, gradually getting hot.

"I think Aunt Xu is very good." Chen Hui handed the lighter to Song Feng, "It's okay to pretend in front of grandpa, don't make the old man feel uncomfortable." ”

The sky was very blue, spotlessly clean, Song Feng looked at it from afar, and felt that his heart was empty like that floating cloud.

But I don't know which direction the cloud is in or which sky is below.

"Got it." Song Feng played with the lighter and didn't smoke it again. In the past two days, his throat hurts, but there is no one in front of his grandfather's bed, and he doesn't even dare to get sick.

For that woman, Song Feng didn't have too many thoughts, there was no forgiveness or forgiveness, not so hypocritical, it wasn't a family anymore, they all had their own lives.

For the sake of her father's affection, or her affection for her grandparents, she came to see the old man off for the last time, but this will not change much from their future lives.

"Is there any news from Brother Dong?" With something in his heart, Chen Hui's hand didn't move for too long, and the cigarette butt slowly spread inside, and he was suddenly burned. He reflexively threw away the cigarette and looked at his hands to see if they were okay.

"Nope." Song Feng subconsciously touched his pocket, but the phone seemed to have fallen in the ward.

"Did you contact her?" Chen Hui frowned.

Song Feng didn't speak.

After a long time, Chen Hui sighed, although he wanted to persuade them, he knew that there was something between them, and it was difficult to cross.

The obstacle is not in Song Feng, but in Shu Dong.

Brother Dong has a good chance of finding his family this time, even if they are together now, but Brother Dong finally found his family, and he can't still stay in Hecheng......

And grandpa's business hit Brother Feng too hard.

"Even if it's ......" Chen Hui suddenly couldn't say the words behind, "but at least make a phone call to know if it's safe, a girl is ...... outside"

Chen Hui was very tired as he spoke, the sun really came out in the west, and one day it was his turn to teach Boss Song this kind of thing.

"Got it." The backs of two people were reflected in the water, and the wind was dry and hot.

Song Feng did call, but it wasn't Shu Dong, but Officer Wang.

Song Feng thought that a long time had passed, but in fact she had only been away for four days. The time when I couldn't see her all became long.

He would call Officer Wang every day to ask her how she was doing and how things were going.

In the end, don't tell her.

"You go home today and get a good night's sleep." Chen Hui turned his head, he was very uneasy about his current state, and the whole portrait was drained of his soul.

Although Grandma and Aunt Xu were also in the hospital, there had to be a boy there, and sometimes Grandpa didn't have enough strength to go for a checkup. At the beginning, it was said that Chen Hui and Song Feng would take turns to stay in the hospital at night, but Song Feng was not at ease every time, and he hadn't gone home for a long time.

"We'll talk about it in the evening."

The weather was too hot, Shu Dong didn't even have the heart to go out, but in the afternoon, the Jiangcheng police called and asked her to go, and asked some missing details, and it was over after two hours.

Aunt Dong and Officer Liu wanted to see her off, but Shu Dong politely refused, and she walked around casually by herself.

I don't have the habit of bringing skin care products with me, but fortunately, the UV rays are not very strong in the afternoon. Shu Dong went to the beach, the humid wind came with the breath of the sea, the sea water in this season is blue, the water and the sky are connected, and there is no end in sight.

I don't know why, such an empty scene, she misses Song Feng very much, and her heart is empty and misses him very much......

However, in fact, in a room of a few square meters, she still misses Song Feng very much, and her thoughts flow slowly, accumulating, flooding, fermenting in the closed room, becoming sour and unbearable.

There seemed to be sand in his eyes, and Shu Dong couldn't open his eyes.

The sky is getting darker and darker, the turquoise water becomes mysterious, and there is no light in the distance, only the gentle sound of the waves in the ears.

Shu Dong went back to the hotel.

Grandpa was lying down and hadn't slept yet, and the book on the bedside was brought by Song Feng from home, his favorite Dream of Red Mansions, but he hadn't seen it a few times.

Everything became overwhelming, and even when I opened my eyes, I felt tired from my eyelids.

"Grandpa." Song Feng sat on the edge of the bed, close to his ear.

"Huh?" Grandpa slowly opened his eyes.

"I'll go home and let Chen Hui stay here with you tonight." Song Feng said softly.

"Let's go back...... I'm fine...... "Grandpa is most afraid of causing trouble to others, if it wasn't for the pain that he couldn't help it, he wouldn't say it."

"Okay, I'll be here early tomorrow morning." Song Feng covered him with a quilt.

Grandpa has been pestering grandma a lot these days, and if he can't see it for a while, he will ask, so grandma is also in the hospital these nights.

Song Feng called Chen Hui out: "If you wake up in pain at night, ask the nurse to inject a tranquilizer." ”

"I know, you should go back quickly." Chen Hui saw that his eyes were full of red bloodshots, and he wanted to throw him home immediately.

"Call me if there's something." Song Feng was still not at ease.

"Got it, long-winded." Chen Hui pressed the elevator, and just as the elevator came up, he reached out and pushed him in.

I don't know if Chen Hui pushed it hard, or because the elevator went down, Song Feng was very dizzy, he leaned on the elevator and slowly slid to the ground, until the elevator reached the first floor, and the dizziness disappeared.

If it weren't for the fact that he couldn't hold on, Song Feng wouldn't have gone back.

But he didn't go home, but went to Shu Dong.

Shu Dong took a shower and came out of the bathroom, his hair half-dry. She habitually picked up her phone, but there was still no message.

The light on the mobile phone screen illuminates the eyes, and then gradually goes out, and the black silhouette is reflected in the mobile phone, tracing the outline of loneliness.

Putting down the phone sluggishly, Shu Dong slowly exhaled, wanting to dissipate the turbid mouth that was suppressed in his heart.

Find something to do, don't go on like this.

His head had been groggy all the time, Shu Dong turned around and was about to go back to bed, but his footsteps were a little weak and accidentally hit the chair, and the bag on top fell to the ground, and the contents were scattered......

Hearing the sound of things falling on the ground, Shu Dong rubbed his eyebrows with a headache, sat on the edge of the bed and slowed down for a while, Shu Dong squatted down to clean up his things.

ID card, wallet, tissue, lollipop ......

Shu Dong's eyes suddenly fell on an envelope, is it a document from the police station? She wasn't impressed. Stopping the things he was packing, Shu Dong reached out and took the envelope, sat on the ground and prepared to open it.

The envelope was not glued and was easily opened. But as soon as the contents of the inside were revealed, Shu Dong was stunned......

Without taking it out again, Shu Dong looked at the envelope blankly, and after a long time, time seemed to freeze, and her hands couldn't help but tremble.

Shu Dong looked at the money in the envelope, his eyes were red.

It's him.

Who else but him?

Worry about her in this way while pushing her away.

It had to be him, it had to be.

Tears flowed out like broken threads, leaving tear stains on his face, and Shu Dong's sobbing voice became louder and louder, and he gradually became uncontrollable.

His breathing was so chaotic that he seemed to be out of breath, Shu Dong completely opened the envelope and took out a thick wad of money.

In the ward, grandparents were talking, Chen Hui went in and out, it had been several days, and sometimes he was still not used to it, and the urge to cry was instantaneous, and it was difficult to control.

In the corridor, Chen Hui raised his head to hold back his tears, took out his mobile phone and dialed Shu Dong's number.

He didn't want to care about the future, he couldn't go on in front of him, what else was he thinking, he almost didn't cry when he saw Boss Song's swaying figure just now.

After crying for too long, his heart was not very comfortable, Shu Dong lay on the bed and looked at the chandelier sluggishly, the light was too dazzling, and tears fell silently from the corners of his eyes.

20,000 pieces.

Are you afraid that she will not be familiar with life outside and endure hardships? Or are you afraid that the new family will treat her badly?

Shu Dong picked up the mobile phone next to his pillow and wanted to ask him urgently, but as soon as he opened the address book and was about to dial out, a call came in......

Chen Hui.

"Brother Dong." Chen Hui pursed his lips, the moment he dialed the phone, he was a little impulsive, and he hadn't thought about what to say.

"Hmm." Shu Dong's voice was very low,

"How's it going over there?" Chen Hui stood by the window, looking at the boundless night.

"We'll have to wait a few days for the results." Shu Dong has a very nasal voice.

"You have a cold?" Chen Hui frowned.

"Nope."

There were countless questions entangled in her heart, Shu Dong gradually lost patience, she wanted to call Song Feng first, and then call back to Chen Hui later.

"Brother Dong, tell you something."

Shu Dong was about to speak, but slowly stopped, she intuitively felt that what Chen Hui was going to say was what she wanted to know, looking at the 20,000 yuan, Shu Dong asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"Grandpa has cancer."

“……”

Shu Dong sat on the bed in a daze, his mind was blank, and the picture of his grandfather lying on the hospital bed kept pouring out...... The silent silence on the phone seemed to be a devil devouring everything, Shu Dong lost strength in his hand, and the phone fell on the bed.

"Hey, Brother Dong? Calm down and listen to me. Chen Hui suddenly regretted telling her what to do if something happened to her outside alone.

Chen Hui's anxious voice rang on the phone, but Shu Dong's mind was full of images of his grandfather lying on the hospital bed and Song Feng pushing her away, and tears began to accumulate again, overflowing his eyes in an instant.

Shu Dong picked up the phone again, she endured it and calmed her breathing: "When did it happen?" ”

"The day before you went to Jiangcheng." In the corridor, Chen Hui's sigh was all over, "Brother Feng cares about you, but Grandpa's matter has hit him too hard, he feels that he has no ability to protect you, and he doesn't want to delay you to find your family......"

"Brother Dong, come back and have a look when you have time." Chen Hui's nose was a little sour, he raised his head and squinted, "You're not here, and there's something about grandpa...... Brother Feng is very difficult. ”

"Good...... I know. ”

Without listening to Chen Hui continue, Shu Dong hung up the phone after speaking, she got up from the bed and began to pack her luggage, but tears blurred her vision, and she accidentally stepped on the things that had just been scattered and slipped and fell heavily on the ground.

It didn't seem to feel pain, Shu Dong got up again the next moment, she didn't want to delay for a second, she wanted to go back, she wanted to go back to Hecheng......