Chapter 56
The weather was fine on August 4, 2019
After packing his luggage, Shu Dong's hair hadn't dried yet.
She hurried to the airport and bought a ticket for the nearest time. There is no airport in Hecheng, so at three or four o'clock in the morning, Shu Dong came out of the provincial airport and called a taxi to the railway station.
After a tiring journey, I finally arrived home at 7 a.m., a city that I missed so much after only a few days away.
The taxi stopped outside the gate of the community, and Shu Dong was in a hurry with her suitcase, but after taking a few steps, she stopped and turned to look at the 24-hour ATM of the bank across the road......
She dragged her suitcase across the road again.
The curtains in the living room blocked all the morning light out of the window, and the indoor light was dim, Song Feng was lying on the sofa, covered with a thin blanket, half of which was already hanging on the ground.
Maybe I'm too tired, I would wake up countless times when I went to bed a few nights ago, and I never seemed to be asleep, and today, Song Feng hasn't woken up yet. In his sleep, his brow was no longer wrinkled, and he was completely relaxed, not even dreaming......
Actually, he wanted to dream about her.
This night, I slept very deeply and peacefully.
The suitcase was very small and light, and there were only a few clothes in it, in fact, when Shu Dong left, she never had the idea of not coming back, she just ......
I just want Song Feng to keep her.
When the elevator reached the 9th floor, Shu Dong hurriedly walked out, and hurriedly took out the key from her bag, all the actions seemed to be played quickly, and she wanted to go to Song Feng immediately after putting her luggage home.
The key turned in the door lock, Shu Dong quickly opened the door and came in, the room was very dim, and she changed her shoes by the faint light.
was sleeping deeply, Song Feng heard a noise in the haze, opened his eyes, he couldn't tell where it was for a while, but subconsciously raised his hand to block his eyes.
But as his consciousness became clearer, the voice in his ears became clearer and clearer, Song Feng opened his eyes again, his eyes were clear, his breathing was inexplicably with some expectation and fear, and he slowly propped up his body......
changed his shoes and was about to go back to the bedroom, but as soon as Shu Dong turned around, he saw people on the sofa.
She froze in an instant......
The eyes of the two people met in the air, instantly overflowing with thousands of threads, there were surging thoughts, countless love and entanglement, all in each other's eyes, quietly diffused in the closed room, gradually spreading until they were completely submerged......
The bag was thrown on the ground, Shu Dong walked over quickly, threw himself into his arms and hugged him tightly, tears flowed uncontrollably.
His eyes were not focused, Song Feng looked at the opposite wall distractedly, feeling the warmth in his arms, and she sobbed one after another, at this moment, he believed that this was not a dream......
The green tendons of the arm hanging to the side were exposed, Song Feng raised it slightly, and put his hand on her back and hugged her tighter and tighter.
A look, a hug.
Two wandering hearts finally stick together.
There is no longer a distance for three thousand miles.
"Why?" Shu Dong's voice trembled, leaning on his chest and listening to his heartbeat, as if this was the only way to feel at ease.
His chin rested on her shoulder, Song Feng's head was buried in her hair, his breath was full of familiar smell, he didn't speak, he just wanted to hug her quietly.
"Why didn't you tell me?" Shu Dong raised her head and tried her best to control her breathing, she finally saw it clearly at such a close distance.
He had lost a lot of weight, and his eyes were bloodshot and cloudy......
His heart was so sour that he couldn't speak, Shu Dong raised his hand and gently stroked his face, it's only been a few days, why has everything changed?
Song Feng grabbed her hand and gently wiped away the tears on her face, but her tone was full of forbearance and decadence: "I can't give you anything." ”
"I don't want anything."
"Stupid or not?" Song Feng chuckled, he knew that he might not be able to push her away anymore, "How is Jiangcheng there?" ”
"I don't know." Shu Dong shook his head absentmindedly, got up and picked up the bag on the ground and sat down on the sofa again.
"This is the 20,000 yuan you put in my bag," Shu Dong put the envelope in Song Feng's arms and continued to take it out, "There are more than 32,000 yuan here, let's take it to see grandpa, it's not enough to borrow it, in short, everything will be fine......"
Shu Dong choked up as she spoke, obviously saying that the good grandfather was very good, she thought she was about to be discharged from the hospital, why......
More than 32,000 yuan, very thick, Song Feng's eyes fell on the money, and his Adam's apple couldn't help scrolling up and down, he knew what the money meant.
To be exact, it was thirty-two thousand four hundred yuan, except for a fraction of dozens of yuan, Shu Dong took it all out.
This is the money that Shu Dong has saved for a long time to find his family since he was a child.
How big can a person's world be?
The pianist's world is eighty-eight keys, and Shu Dong's world is the thirty thousand yuan, which is all she has.
"What if Jiang Cheng doesn't?" Song Feng's throat seemed to be mixed with wind and sand, and he was full of hoarseness.
"I'm not looking for it."
On the way to the airport, Shu Dong had never felt so homecoming, and she desperately wanted to return to this small city, which she always wanted to escape from before, but now always tugged at her heart.
Because there was a person here, it became a reason why she didn't want to leave.
Shu Dong thought about it, if Jiang Cheng's result came out and it wasn't, then she wouldn't look for it in the future, everyone had their own fate, and she didn't want to disappoint the people in front of her for the sake of the ethereal future.
"Shu Dong." His lips tightened, and Song Feng's eyes were fierce and gentle, "I gave you a chance to leave, but there will be no more in the future." ”
After speaking, without waiting for her to react, Song Feng kissed her on the lips fiercely.
All the words were too pale, he didn't know how to express the sourness and emotion in his heart, how could he be virtuous, worthy of her to like so much?
The better she is, the more Song Feng can't let go, and the more she can't give up.
Song Feng has never been a generous person, he has a strong desire to control and possessive, this time to let her go, he has exhausted all his courage, and he has also tasted the bitter taste of missing.
In the future, never......
The room was dimly lit, with only a faint amount of daylight filtering in, and there seemed to be wind by the window, and the curtains moved slightly, casting a vague and mottled shadow on the ground.
Feeling his love and aggression, Shu Dong slowly hooked his shoulder.
I don't know how long it took, Song Feng finally let go of her, and the moment the two looked at each other, Shu Dong lowered his head.
It seems that everything falls into place, but the sudden intimacy is still embarrassing.
"Put it away." Song Feng sorted out the money and put it in Shu Dong's hands.
"I don't need it now, you take it." Shu Dong pushed him to his side.
It was just because he was afraid that he wouldn't want the transfer, so Shu Dong took out the cash, just like the envelope he secretly put in her bag.
"Grandpa...... I don't need it now. Song Feng's eyelids drooped, and there was no glimmer of light in the gloom.
The most powerless thing is not that there is no money, there is no money to find a way to borrow, but now, they don't even have this opportunity, no matter how much money they have, it's useless, it's too late.
All the money in his hand was scattered on the sofa, Shu Dong looked at him in disbelief, shocked and unwilling to believe, has it come to this point?
In Shu Dong's consciousness, she only left for a few days, every time she asked him and Chen Hui, they always said that grandpa was getting better, yesterday Chen Hui said on the phone that cancer was too sudden, suddenly she couldn't accept it, she was afraid, but now, she felt hopeless.
"It's not that you can still have chemotherapy, you can also have surgery, so many people are getting better......" Shu Dong couldn't go on, deep fear surged from the bottom of her heart, she couldn't believe that her grandfather might be leaving.
"Grandpa's body, I can't bear anything." Song Feng's brain was swollen, this was Dr. Zhang's original words.
"If it wasn't for Chen Hui calling last night, when are you going to tell me?" Shu Dong looked up and questioned him, she didn't like this feeling, he pushed her away and took it all alone, and at the same time couldn't help but be frightened......
She knew that if Chen Hui hadn't told her, she would never have known. Forever immersed in the sourness that Song Feng pushed her away, and forever sat on the sweet dream of grandpa's physical recovery.
"Not anymore." Song Feng's chin rubbed against her hair, and he understood how she felt now, as if he had just known that his grandmother was hiding it from him.
He had told Chen Hui many times not to tell her, but he didn't expect it...... Song Feng smiled, and was a little lucky.
"I'll go to the hospital with you in a moment." Every time he thinks of his grandparents, Shu Dong is very moved, they are such warm people.
"Chen Hui ...... last night" Song Feng stopped as he spoke, and he suddenly realized something, "How did you come back?" ”
Jiangcheng and Hecheng are separated by three thousand miles.
"Bought a ticket and then transferred to the train." Shu Dong grabbed his hand, interlocking his fingers, wanting to give him strength, wanting to tell him that no matter what happened in the future, she would always be there.
Song Feng's eyes were complicated, his eyes were full of enthusiasm, he never knew that he was so important in her heart.
"Let's sleep." Song Feng landed a soft kiss on her forehead.
"Can't sleep." Shu Dong shook his head, worried about his grandfather, how could she sleep.
She didn't sleep all night, and she tossed back and forth, Song Feng was very worried about her body, but he didn't force her to sleep anymore.
There is no knot or misunderstanding between them, everything is left to time, and time has proved them right.
But now is not the time to fall in love, and neither of them is in the mood for this. Before, they always chased one after the other and went back, although it seemed that they had finally made it clear at that moment just now, but even if there was nothing before, they had already regarded each other as a very important part.
Shu Dong regards his grandparents as his family.
After a while, the two of them packed up and had a breakfast and went to the hospital together.
In the hospital, grandma, Xu Wanzhu and Chen Hui are all there.
Grandpa is in a very bad state today, the cough has never stopped, I woke up once last night, Chen Hui asked the nurse to give a tranquilizer, but after a long time, grandpa couldn't sleep, grandma kept talking to him, talking about what happened to them before......
Chen Hui endured and didn't call Song Feng.
But now it's almost nine o'clock, and he hasn't come yet, and he usually wakes up before dawn. Chen Hui was worried about whether something had happened to him, but he was afraid that he would wake him up again by calling him while he was sleeping, so he finally had a good night's sleep.
Chen Hui was very anxious, including calling Brother Dong last night, he couldn't hear the tone on the phone, he just hung up after a few words, and when he called again, he turned off the phone.
Brother Dong...... It shouldn't be so heartless, right?
Leaning against the wall of the corridor, Chen Hui couldn't help but start thinking nonsense, but just as his heart gradually fell to the bottom, the elevator door on the opposite side suddenly opened......
Exercise......
Was he dazzled?
Song Feng and Shu Dong came out of the elevator holding hands, still carrying breakfast and other things in their hands.
Chen Hui hurriedly turned his back and faced the wall, the wind was too strong, and bricks were in his eyes......
However, Song Feng and Shu Dong had already seen him, and Song Feng walked over and patted him on the shoulder.
His face was full of tears, and it seemed useless to hide anymore, Chen Hui turned around and hugged Song Feng violently: "You fucking ......"
Song Feng smiled and patted him on the back, Chen Hui has always been a very emotional person, and during this time, I am really grateful to him.
After hugging Song Feng, Chen Hui stretched out his hand to Shu Dong again, aggrieved: "Brother Dong, I miss you." ”
Shu Dong smiled and hugged him: "Thank you." ”
For Song Feng, Chen Hui is like a brother, and for Shu Dong, Chen Hui is her first friend.
The three of them went to the ward together, and when they walked to the bed, Shu Dong looked at the emaciated person on the bed and forcibly endured the sourness in his eyes.
"Grandpa." Shu Dong carefully grabbed his grandfather's hand.
"Dongdong is coming......"