She was worried that Ruan Jianglin was afraid of being rejected by herself, so she didn't want it.

Seeing that the children around her are gradually getting older, she is Chinese New Year's Eve years old today, and Ruan Jianglin is also over thirty-seven.

It's not that she has to do it now, it's just that she has to put the plan on the agenda, and she has this plan, after all, she doesn't plan to have children.

She still wants it, and Ruan Jianglin's child, she always looks forward to it.

She had never talked to Ruan Jianglin about this topic before, and she didn't know what he thought.

When he came back from Ruan's house that day, Jiang Yan went back to rummage through the cabinets.

It was a sling that Haruki gave her as a wedding gift.

At that time, she only felt too bold, and held it in her hand like a hot potato, burning her face in a panic, so she hid it in the closet.

Later, after the change of seasons in autumn, I couldn't find it.

She was alone at home that day, and she almost didn't overturn the cabinet, and finally found the "clothes" with only a few threads.

Good guy, at first glance, it is the type that Ruan Jianglin will like, what is the difference between this and not wearing it, Jiang Yan didn't see it for a while.

She didn't have the courage to stand in front of Ruan Jianglin, which was a little sassy.

And it's cold in autumn, and she doesn't want to catch a cold.

After putting it on, he lay on the bed and wrapped himself in a quilt.

For a moment, Jiang Yan felt like an ancient concubine, waiting for the emperor to pamper her.

He worked overtime again tonight, waiting for her to be sleepy, and when Ruan Jianglin came back, she was already asleep.

It wasn't until the man's restless hand groped around her that she woke up, and it turned out that he had returned.

With a casual smile on the corner of his mouth, a cynical look on his face, he sneered at her jaw, "Why are you so interested today?" ”

Jiang Yan was lazy, like a cat, and shrunk him back, "Why did you come back, I'm waiting to fall asleep." ”

"Next time you have this kind of interest, remember to let me know in advance." He stroked the woman's chin with his hand, teasing her like a cat.

"But I'm sleepy."

"Don't mind, it's hot Lao Tzu's whole body of fire, so you have to put it out." As he spoke, his big palm kept moving down.

also provoked Jiang Yan's fire, she took the initiative to kiss him, and responded enthusiastically, without any sleepiness.

"Ruan Jianglin, I want it."

He deliberately teased her, his hand movements did not decrease, and he asked in a deep voice, "What do you want?" ”

"Ruan Jianglin, we want a child." Her legs hooked the man's waist.

Ruan Jianglin didn't speak, he seemed to hear, and he didn't seem to hear.

He kept kissing her, leaving his mark on her, and his movements were not gentle at all, even rude.

He reached out to touch the sleeve in the drawer, but before he could touch it, he was stopped by Jiang Yan.

She pulled his hand back, her eyes fixed on the man.

Ruan Jianglin let go of his hand, got up, and folded the quilt for her, afraid that she would be cold, "Be good, go to bed early." ”

is naked and perfunctory, he is such a person, and when he can't respond, he will change the topic bluntly.

He doesn't know how stiff his tone is when he turns the subject?

She wanted to have a child, and he was happy in his heart, but then he laughed at himself and suppressed this idea.

The matter of marriage was regarded as selfishness on his part, and after waiting for eight years to get a result, he wanted to marry her.

But the child, he didn't dare to ask for it, he was afraid of her back injury, so he didn't mention it again.

But now, he was worried that he would drag her down, and he didn't know how long he could resist this body, maybe five years would be a problem.

So he didn't dare to ask for it, the marriage could be divorced, but as for the child, he had to raise her, and he couldn't bear to be alone.

Ruan Jianglin regretted it for the second time, because he regretted that he had been so cheap to his own body and fell ill.

He worries day after day, he has never been this kind of personality before, he has always believed in orders, and life must be happy.

The fire in his body was as if it had been suddenly extinguished by a bucket of water.

Jiang Yan was a little stunned, probably didn't expect this to be the result, but he knew it, he did have concerns.

She reached for the blanket and wrapped it around her, kneeling, and holding him from behind.

"Ruan Jianglin, I'm here, don't be afraid." She put her face on the man's back and said slowly.

After a long time, I heard the man respond, "Hmm." ”

During that period of time, Jiang Yan had not mentioned this topic in front of him, for fear that he would think too much.

However, she looked at Jiang Yao's growing belly, and her overflowing maternal love was a little difficult to hide.

still has to be happy in front of Ruan Jianglin, a little reluctantly, her joy and anger have already been seen clearly in front of men.

After coming out of Ruan's house, Ruan Jianglin took the initiative to take her hand and hold it in the palm of his hand.

"Jiang Yan, why do you want a child so much." He asked slowly, untying the knot in her heart.

"I just want to have one with you."

The man lowered his eyes and smiled, reaching out and touching her head.

"What should I do, Jiang Yan, I don't want you to be a widow at all." His eyebrows were full of regret and loneliness, and his emotions were entangled.

Jiang Yan hugged him, "Ruan Jianglin, believe me, no, let's just let it be." ”

In fact, she herself has no confidence, she just wants to gamble once, winning or losing is a matter of the future, she just wants to grasp the present, it is always now, Ruan Jianglin is by her side.

"Well, I believe you."

Jiang Yan originally wanted to go with the flow, and he didn't have to deliberately set a time to get pregnant.

But Ruan Jianglin is really good at this person, he can hit it once.

Before the onset of winter, there were already some subtle changes in her own body, which she could feel.

He smiled when she showed the pregnancy test to the man.

"Congratulations, I'm going to be a father." Her eyebrows and eyes were crooked, and her lower abdomen was giving birth to the continuation of her and Ruan Jianglin's lives.

"You, too, are going to be mothers."

He opened his arms, and Jiang Yan pounced in, and she became more and more greedy for this man's arms.

At the age of 37, Nguyen Jianglin completed many important things in his life, and many accidents also occurred. He had a broken finger and a scar on his back, and at the same time, he married Jiang Yan and had children.

It was as if in that year, his life was complete, and he experienced all the ups and downs.

"Jiang Yan, thank you." He sniffed the woman's hair, and the faint fragrance was like her, so cold that it was lingering and lingering.

"You're welcome." She laughed.

When she was pregnant, Ruan Jianglin took care of her more carefully, from one meal to one drink, to one cold and one hot, he was extremely meticulous.

Later, when she was a little older, she had to be more avoidant, and at first she was fine, but then she became more and more greedy.

She, a person with a light taste, would actually want to eat hot pot, and she had to persuade Ruan Jianglin to agree.

"Ruan Jianglin, I heard that if a man treats his wife very well during pregnancy, the child he gives birth to must love his father very much."

"Then he must love me to death." He handed over a glass of warm water.

"Eat hot pot that night, and he will love you."

"Well, tell the child, don't love me, it won't work."

Sure enough, I can't just set up a flag, there are only four chapters, and I seem to be getting into this dead knot, and I can't get out more

(End of chapter)