When she was pregnant, Ruan Jianglin managed her very strictly, and the little temperaments that she had never used before are now used.

pestering him all day long, it's rare to be clingy, but Ruan Jianglin likes her to be clingy like this, and he doesn't feel bored.

However, Jiang Yan noticed that Ruan Jiang was approaching many international conferences, and a female secretary was added, and her figure was hot, blonde and blue-eyed, and her smile was full of charm.

Jiang Yan was also full of praise when she saw it, and sighed in her heart, but she was not afraid that Ruan Jianglin would not be able to bear the loneliness, she was very relieved of him now.

He has been busy recently, probably because he has only taken annual leave, and he will be too busy to take a break after a while.

Jiang Yan occasionally complained, and he joked that he was going to sell the company.

Jiang Yan didn't speak, just smiled, he was really willing to work hard for so long.

On Valentine's Day, he came back very late, probably after socializing and drinking.

His secretary sent him back, and as soon as Jiang Yan opened the door, he saw his secretary supporting him.

The man was slightly drunk, his eyes were a little scarlet, and there was some indescribable ambiguity between the two.

Jiang Yan glanced at him and didn't help him.

When he came in by himself, it was really embarrassing for him, and he still found a home and knew that he would come back.

As soon as he came in, Jiang Yan slammed the door shut, almost hitting the bridge of the female secretary's nose outside the door.

The man chuckled and put his hand naturally on her shoulder, "Tasted?" ”

What kind of person should Ruan Jianglin be, he can be affectionate for Jiang Yan, but he is not attentive, it is undeniable that he has the same shortcomings as most men, especially men who have reached his status, that is, he can't accept his heart.

He still loves Jiang Yan, and even says that he only loves Jiang Yan, but he can still flirt with others intentionally or unintentionally, of course, not in front of Jiang Yan, and he is not arrogant to that realm.

He's bad, really bad, so bad that he still spoils Jiang Yan, it can be said that he is spoiled.

It is unfortunate to fall in love with such a man.

Jiang Yan tore his hand away, she was pregnant, and her big belly was a little inconvenient, and Ruan Jianglin really put his strength on her.

"Ruan Jianglin, an equinox." She chuckled and spoke lightly.

Ruan Jianglin staggered two steps, almost not standing firmly, and then helped the woman to sit on the sofa.

He crouched down, a little drunk.

He stretched out his big palm and held her waist, and the other big palm slowly covered the bulge in her lower abdomen.

He didn't dare to touch it, for fear of causing the umbilical cord to wrap around his neck.

"Okay, ancestor, Ming'er will quit her, okay?" With a smile in his eyebrows, he propped his hands on her sides, took a bite on her face, and bit it gently, leaving a mark that was neither deep nor shallow.

Jiang Yan was raised by him to lose his temper, and he didn't want to make himself angry in vain.

"You can control it."

"Ancestor, believe in me." He smiled lightly, and the fine lines under his eyes deepened.

Jiang Yan stretched out his foot and slowly kicked him in the chest, but before he could use any force, he was held by the man, held in his arms, and warmed her.

As the months go, she gets harder and harder, and in the middle of the night, she often cramps and aches for a while.

As long as she moves slightly, Ruan Jianglin will notice it and get up to massage her.

He was very busy during that time, often staying up late, and often getting up in the middle of the night, Jiang Yan felt a little sorry for him, and often endured it in the middle of the night without saying a word.

Ruan Jianglin saw everything in his eyes, and silently got up and pressed her.

It's April again, on the wedding anniversary of the two of them, Ruan Jianglin gave her a very grand ceremony, and it was the same as remarriage at the venue where they got married.

It's rare for her to be lazy anymore, and she deliberately put on a delicate makeup that day.

Except for the bulging belly, the limbs are still slender, and I can't tell that I am a pregnant woman when I look at the back.

She was wearing lipstick, and she didn't know when Ruan Jianglin was standing behind her.

He bent over and wrapped his arms around the woman's waist, his snort tickling her neck, and he lingered, "I want to kiss you." ”

Jiang Yan dodged for a moment, "I put on lipstick."

"Puff."

"Then don't stretch."

*

——— "told you not to stick out your tongue." ”

"Sorry, reflex." He said with his lips hooked.

Until the summer, Ruan Jianglin took a vacation to accompany her to give birth.

Her feet were so swollen that she couldn't see them at all, she couldn't wear her shoes, she would take care of her image at the beginning, she didn't want Ruan Jianglin to see it, and she couldn't hide it if she wanted to, but it was just some normal phenomena.

Not long after entering the summer, Jiang Yan gave birth to a big fat boy, I couldn't tell who he looked like, wrinkled, Jiang Yan felt ugly, but Ruan Jianglin was very happy, he held a small lump in his arms, but he was happy.

However, he is a little afraid of holding the child, too small, and always worried that he will hold it tightly when he holds it, like a porcelain doll, in the palm of his hand.

When she was confined, the Ruan family came to take a look, and Ms. Jiao Jingyan was very happy and kept telling her what she needed to pay attention to during the confinement.

She listened carefully, Ruan Jianglin stood beside her, and he didn't know which sentence he started coughing again.

Jiao Jingyan put the child in the crib and couldn't help but ask: "Haven't you gotten any better, how was the situation in the last physical examination?" ”

No one spoke.

*

Jiang Yan stayed in the confinement center for two months before leaving.

Forty days is enough for ordinary people, but Ruan Jiang Linfei said that he was not at ease and wanted to let her stay for two months.

Because she had a back injury, she had to give birth by caesarean section.

There was a terrible scar on her lower abdomen, and she felt scared every time she looked at it.

During the operation, she could even hear the doctor's scissors clicking, and she herself was hairy all the time.

He has not been in good health, although he has quit smoking and has been taking good care these days, the area of infection has been irretrievable, and even more and more expanded.

After that, it may develop into lung cancer, so I basically go for a check-up every month.

Not long after she was confined, Ruan Jianglin really sold the company, she was inevitably surprised, but he always said that he wanted to accompany her more, and he was happy.

At that time, he would often stare at her scar for a long time, and unconsciously reach out to touch it.

Jiang Yan was inevitably a little repulsed, and asked with some disgust: "Isn't it ugly?" ”

Ruan Jianglin stared at her directly and replied seriously: "It's beautiful." ”

He lied to her again, and she herself looked so ugly.

"Why don't I go for a scar removal operation?"

"Don't mind, it's really good-looking, I like it."

He leaned over to kiss her, so that she could no longer speak.

*

Ruan Jianglin's illness dragged on for two years, and it was not until he was 40 years old that he was diagnosed with advanced lung cancer, but it was only half a month away from the last physical examination.

For Jiang Yan, there are some thunderbolts from the blue, and she always hopes that a miracle will happen this year.

But every time she checked, she found that the area of his lung infection was expanding, which was a fact, and it was constantly battering and consuming her heart.

Ruan Jianglin looked very calm, but it was too calm, as if he was arranging the aftermath.

In those days, Jiang Yan always cried, hiding in the corner of the hospital and crying.

Every time she came to the hospital, she prayed countless times, and the walls of the hospital heard her most sincere hope.

She didn't dare to let Ruan Jianglin know, but how could her crying red eyes not be seen.

However, since she pretended, Ruan Jianglin naturally did not reveal it.

"Where's the kid?"

"Sent my mother there." Jiang Yan peeled an apple for him and handed it to her.

He stretched out his hand to take it, but he didn't eat, he didn't tell Jiang Yan, he actually couldn't even eat anything.

In his last days, Ye Chen and Mo Zibai often came to visit and talked about some things, but they didn't say anything about his illness, and seemed to deliberately avoid this topic.

He was thinner, skinny, and completely different from the cynical and peerless image she remembered.

Patients with terminal cancer receiving chemotherapy are tantamount to dying and struggling, but he always thinks that if he can delay it for a day, even if it is not for himself, he will have to drag it for Jiang Yan.

His back was covered with pinholes.

Jiang Yan was distressed every time she saw it, and she didn't even dare to bring the child to the hospital to see him.

Jiang Yan stood outside the door, she didn't go in until Ruan Jianglin finished the treatment, she couldn't bear to look at it, he was in pain every time, and never shouted.

With such a proud temperament, how could he allow himself to snort.

Jiang Yan helped him into a wheelchair.

"Bring Ziqing over tonight, I haven't seen him for a long time." His voice was so weak that it could be blown away like a puff of sand.

She stroked the man's hand and forced her voice: "Okay." ”

He probably had a foreshadowing, and knew that the end was near.

Ruan Ziqing is two years old, and he can speak clearly, but he doesn't know Ruan Jianglin very well, because he is out of appearance.

When Jiang Yan brought the child over, the little guy was obviously a little scared and shrank his head, and the father in his impression was not like this.

*

Just after twelve o'clock, the Ruan family was standing outside the door of the ward.

The last bit of time must be left to Jiang Yan.

Jiang Yan was lying on the side of the hospital bed, his eyes had dried up from crying, and his eyes were empty.

She watched the man breathe extremely hard together, it was Ruan Jianglin, the Ruan Jianglin who was used to being high and noble.

But now he was lying on the hospital bed, so weak that he needed to overdraw his vital vitality even for a single breath.

Jiang Yan knelt on the edge of his hospital bed, holding the man's hand, his originally bony hand was now so thin that only skin and bones remained.

"Ruan Jianglin, you go, I'll let you go."

Her obsession is deep-rooted, the joy of her youth, the separation halfway, she has known him for nearly twenty years, but it has taken more than half of the time to separate.

She has a calculating mind and a web that she has painstakingly wove to trap not only Ruan Jianglin, but also herself.

The word "rest of life", for her, has changed from a promising future to a distant future.

He's gone, what about her path?

Nguyen Jianglin died in the early hours of the morning, and the heartbeat on the machine slowly stretched into a straight line until it could no longer make any waves.

Jiang Yan didn't know that before Ruan Jiang died, he had regretted it for the third time in his life.

At the last second of his life, he regretted that he had agreed to have a child with her.

*

It was a summer, and all the Juliets he had planted on the hill had withered, and the ginger tobacco seeds had no longer lived, and there was no life left, and the flowering period was over.

The follow-up is extra, I'll change it at will, and everyone can just watch it at will.

There are a lot of controversies about the plot and characters, everyone is genuine and has the right to comment or dispute. Good or bad, I'll take it all. Along the way, thank you for your company. Goodbye to the rivers and lakes, fate continues, good luck.

(End of chapter)