Chapter 241: I Love Myself More
After the Spring Festival, Shen Xixun returned to Yancheng to continue working, Di Rui has been in the company for a period of time, and Shen Xixun and Di Rui have communicated twice.
The company has not been busy yet, and Shen Xixun is ready to talk to him about the specific work to be handed over after a while.
Many people's hearts have not yet recovered from the holiday, and the performance of February is the most bleak of the year, as if only the traditional Lantern Festival is really over the Spring Festival. z.br>
After February, we face March, which is the end of the first quarter, and the time is very fast.
Shen Xixun looked at February's business data, and as expected, he had a headache.
Fortunately, Lin He never asked anything.
At noon, Shen Xixun was about to go to dinner when he received a call from Bai Wanjun.
Shen Xixun frowned slightly.
"Would you like to meet at noon?" Bai Wanjun asked.
"What's the matter? said on the phone."
"I'm downstairs with you, and I can't delay you for long." Bai Wanjun is persistent.
Shen Xixun thought that it was not pleasant to meet Bai Wanjun before, she said calmly: "There is no need to meet between us, there is something to talk about on the phone, if there is nothing to do, I still have something."
"I'm sick." Bai Wanjun was afraid that Shen Xixun would hang up the phone first, so she said immediately.
Shen Xixun's first reaction was not to believe it.
"What disease?"
"Lymphoma, advanced." Bai Wanjun said.
Shen Xixun paused for a few seconds, said lightly, and said, "There is a Western restaurant opposite the company, we will meet there."
"Okay." Bai Wanjun responded.
Shen Xixun didn't know if Bai Wanjun was true or false, but on the phone today, Bai Wanjun didn't have the momentum she had before, and there was no point in deceiving her about this kind of thing.
When he arrived at the restaurant, Shen Xixun saw Bai Wanjun.
Bai Wanjun was wearing a black tweed coat, short hair shoulder-length, thin cheeks, and slightly sunken eyes.
She sat across from Bai Wanjun and asked, "What do you want to eat?"
"Anything."
Shen Xixun ordered a set meal at random, and raised his eyes to look at Bai Wanjun: "Say it."
"Miss Shen, there was an unpleasant relationship between us last year. What you said also makes sense, I have been pursuing my life for people and things that I can't ask for, and at this moment, there is nothing. I'm sick, and I don't have much left in my life, and you say that I deserve retribution, but I still want to make up for Ah Zhan and Youguang." Bai Wanjun's voice was weak.
Shen Xixun's face was as usual, she could feel Bai Wanjun's weakness, even if she put on makeup, she couldn't resist her weak complexion.
The illness came like a mountain, she didn't know Bai Wanjun's specific condition, but sometimes, people are just afraid, and the illness is not yet, so she frightens herself first, and her expression is full of panic.
"Where did the hospital diagnose you?" Shen Xixun asked.
"Beicheng Union Hospital, I felt unwell abroad, and I was diagnosed after I came back." Bai Wanjun said frankly.
"What do you want me to do?" Shen Xixun asked.
"I know I'm sorry for Ah Zhan and Youguang, and I don't have the face to go directly to them at this time, I hope you can ease the relationship between me and them."
Shen Xixun was dumbfounded, he really wanted to scold.
"Why do you think I'm going to help you? You treat them badly, it's your business, hurt them for more than ten years and twenty years. When you're dying, how do you think they'll feel at the thought of being nicer to them? Let them be more sad after you die? Or are you worried that no one will go to pay your respects when you die?" Shen Xixun's words are heart-wrenching.
"I know you're not obligated to help me, but I'm their mother after all."
"You know you're their mother." Shen Xixun sneered.
The conversation between the two people was deadlocked, the waiter came over to serve the meal, and Shen Xixun just took a sip of lemonade.
"Eat it while it's hot."
After Shen Xixun finished speaking, she got up and went to the bathroom, Union Hospital happened to have her acquaintance, and she called her old classmates to help investigate Bai Wanjun's case.
After a while, the old classmate put
The electronic medical case was sent to Shen Xixun, and Shen Xixun looked at the case with deep eyes.
Bai Wanjun is right.
Coming out of the bathroom, Bai Wanjun lowered her head and ate a plate of corn salad in front of her.
Seeing Shen Xixun coming back, she looked up and said, "Thank you for being by Ah Zhan's side."
"I'm there for him, I don't need you to say thank you to me."
"I know you're hostile to me, for my sake......
"So small, how can you bear to abandon them?" Shen Xixun never understood Bai Wanjun's approach.
"I don't love his dad, I hate myself even more at that time, his dad died, and I wanted to get away from here."
"Did you think about him, then? Forget it, what's the use of talking about this. Ah Zhan is because his father is dead, so what about the light? What is light? was thrown back to China by you at birth, and he didn't even know who his mother was. You're going to die right now and come back to make amends, are you going to let me join you and give them so-called maternal love, moral kidnapping, and completely force them to death?" The more Shen Xixun thought about it, the more angry he became.
"It was an accident that there was light, and I thought he would change his attitude towards me because of the light."
Shen Xixun was suddenly surprised at this time, and she was surprised: "Youguang is the son of you and Lan Xingkai?"
Bai Wanjun nodded.
Shen Xixun let out a sigh, she finally understood why she had a different feeling when she saw Youguang from the beginning.
She was annoyed and angry, looking at Bai Wanjun helplessly.
Bai Wanjun's expression was a gloomy prayer.
Shen Xixun knew that she would be soft-hearted.
"I knew this was the case, why did I do it so desperately in the first place?"
"So everything is retribution, and I admit it."
"Do you have love for them in your heart?"
"You want to hear the truth?" Bai Wanjun asked.
"I think I guessed the answer."
"I love myself more, but I'll admit now that they're my children and I should do something about it."
When Shen Xixun heard this answer, she was also expected.
"It's honest."
If Bai Wanjun didn't think like this, how could she ignore Lu Zhan and Lu Youguang for so many years.
Maybe Bai Wanjun said that he loved them, which would be even more suspicious.
Some people are born selfish, even if it is their own children, they have to be ranked after themselves.