Bai Wanjun couldn't move Shen Xixun, Shen Xixun just thought that one day in the future, Lu Zhan would know about Bai Wanjun's death, and his heart was like a dark black hole, about his mother, about the perception of women that his mother brought him, from the root of Bai Wanjun, it could no longer be corrected.

Shen Xixun and Bai Wanjun looked at each other for a few seconds, and said, "I promise you, I haven't figured out how to help me yet."

Bai Wanjun's eyes were full of vitality for a moment.

"Don't tell Zhan about my illness just yet."

Shen Xixun nodded and said calmly: "I won't hide this matter for too long, I will first look at his attitude, find an opportunity to confess this matter to him, and then talk about the relationship between you."

"I'm sorry for you."

"This is just the first time we have worked together, and the last, and it will be a pleasure to work together."

The corners of Shen Xixun's lips hooked slightly, she was not a charitable person, but at this time, Bai Wanjun helped her, and she opened her mouth to care, "Do you have a place to live now?"

"Stay in a hotel."

"Okay."

After Shen Xixun and Bai Wanjun finished talking, after eating, Shen Xixun returned to the company.

She looked at the desk calendar on the table and was fascinated, why did Bai Wanjun suddenly fall ill?

However, life always catches people off guard, Bai Wanjun's matter, she hasn't figured out how to help, in the afternoon, she received a call from Shen Songyan.

There was a mess on the phone, and she heard Fu Naiqiu's mournful cry next to her.

She frowned slightly, and a bad premonition welled up in her heart.

Shen Songyan said to Shen Xixun in a low voice, "Xixun, now go back to Xiyuan."

The tone of the absolute order had no room for relaxation, like every phone call Fu Naiqiu had made to her. Her heart can be stirred up by Fu Naiqiu's phone call every time, and she has to pretend to be calm on the surface.

Today, if she is Shen Songyan, she does not have the panic in her heart before.

She didn't ask anything, put down the work at hand, and immediately returned to Xiyuan.

On the way, she was wondering if Shen Songyan and Fu Naiqiu had a quarrel? Because of what? Because of the money, because of the Midland......

Shen Xixun thought about countless situations, but he didn't think about the worst one.

In Xiyuan's living room, Fu Naiqiu's crying echoed, Aunt Liu stood aside, secretly wiping her tears, and Shen Songyan kept smoking on the side.

"Dad, what's wrong?"

Shen Xixun was afraid that Fu Naiqiu would come up and choke her neck, this kind of scene appeared in her mind countless times, in her dreams, every time she returned to Xiyuan, she would do a good job of various psychological construction.

Fu Naiqiu heard Shen Xixun's voice, raised his head, and said with a crying voice; "Shen Hao, your brother Shen Hao, he, he's gone, woo woo woo......

Then, there was another burst of crying from Fu Naiqiu.

Shen Xixun's throat choked, and she suddenly became a little unsteady on her feet.

reacted, rushed upstairs, and went straight to Shen Hao's bedroom.

Shen Hao lay on the bed calmly, she had a trace of fantasy in her heart, maybe it wasn't true, if Shen Hao left, it would be impossible for them not to send him to the hospital.

She walked over, and the familiar face of Shen Hao was like ashes. She reached out and gently touched Shen Hao's hand, it was cold and stiff, without a little temperature, it was obvious that she had been away for a long time.

The last remaining luck was gone, and she withdrew her frightened hand and fell to her knees.

Yesterday, she and Lu Zhan came to Xiyuan for dinner, and if she didn't see Shen Hao, she should ask, if she asked, would the result be different?

Then, why didn't she ask?

Shen Xixun couldn't help herself with grief for a while, she threw herself on Shen Hao's bed, tears streaming down.

Shen Hao has always been a neutral existence for her, in the Shen family, but for so many years, it is enough.

He doesn't like to talk, and the state he treats her, within the scope of his cognition, may already be a guardian.

At least, he has never rejected Shen Xixun.

After becoming an adult, Shen Xixun wanted to chat with Shen Hao alone for a while countless times, open his heart, and talk about these years

He is an elder brother and she is a sister, and they really feel for each other.

And this kind of scenario has not yet had time to be realized.

She looked at the room full of paintings, dark, depressing, lonely, desperate, and she was a little suffocated.

She coughed incessantly.

"Brother, brother, you are my brother, I only have you as an elder brother, you wake up, I still have something to tell you, please wake up......

Shen Xixun coughed and said that Shen Hao's sudden departure made her sad and made her powerless.

Only then did she realize that Shen Hao was so important in her heart.

She came to the Shen family at the age of eight, left the Shen family at the age of eighteen, and for ten years, about the Shen family, in her cognition, only Fu Zhixia treated her with true affection.

And today, she suddenly realized that Shen Hao was the one who was quietly and silently by her side.

He once let her come to his room, and every time Fu Naiqiu embarrassed Shen Xixun, he would cause some movement and interrupt Fu Naiqiu's words......

The more Shen Xixun thought about it, the more she cried, she didn't understand why Shen Hao was like this, she really wanted to get to know Shen Hao well, she would definitely be able to help him.

Because they grew up in the same family, she may be able to clearly understand why Shen Hao is like this.

Shen Xixun was so desperate that he lay on the ground.

Let salty tears slide down the corners of her eyes and fall into your hair, leaving only a damp patch.

Self-blame, sadness, regret, all kinds of emotions were mixed together, if it weren't for Shen Hao's body in front of her, she would never have imagined that Shen Hao would leave like this.

Shen Hao, Shen Hao......

What Shen Xixun muttered in his mouth was Shen Hao's name.

Did she ever exist in his world when he chose to die?

Shen Xixun didn't know anything about Shen Hao.

She didn't even feel like she was qualified to grieve for him.

Tiredness, powerlessness, drowning swept over, her tears were almost dry, and her cheeks were hot.

Later, she vaguely felt that Aunt Liu kept calling her name and picked her up. Her body was heavy, and the drowning person was filled with lead and sank to the bottom of the water, unable to float at all.

The moment you lie in bed, the world spins.

Her eyes were closed, her brain was shattered, and the chaotic sound on the first floor was thousands of miles away.