Shen Xixun looked at Shen Hao's photo, she had a lot of things to say to Shen Hao, and her heart was sour, and she couldn't say anything.

If there was a spirit in the innocence, then he would definitely know what was in her heart.

Shen Xixun stayed in the cemetery for a long time, until the cold wind blew her through and her cheeks were numb to the point of coldness, and then Lu Zhan patted her on the shoulder.

Shen Xixun came back to his senses and asked softly, "What day of the week is today?"

"Saturday."

"I want to go to Yue He."

"I've told Yuguang that there will be no class today, and you can go home and rest." Lu Zhan said.

"I don't go to class, I just see the light and miss him."

"Okay."

Lu Zhan grabbed Shen Xixun's shoulders and got into the car, Shen Xixun's head rested on Lu Zhan's sturdy shoulders.

"Ah Zhan, Bai Wanjun came to me a few days ago, and before I could tell you, my brother Shen Hao came out." Shen Xixun opened his mouth shallowly.

When Lu Zhan heard Bai Wanjun, his face changed slightly, he was worried that Bai Wanjun was looking for Shen Xixun's stubble, so he immediately said to Lan Ming in front of him, "Lan Ming, check her recent situation."

"Okay boss." Lan Ming responded.

"Did she do anything to hurt you?" Lu Zhan asked Shen Xixun.

"No, don't worry. I always felt that I had seen too much of the warmth and coldness of the world, and it was difficult to have sympathy for people who were not close to me, and it was difficult to like people who were disgusted. Because Bai Wanjun treats you badly, I hate her very much in my heart, and when I talk to her, I want to put up a thorn in my body and pierce her. She came to me the other day and I still didn't have a very nice tone for her. But after Shen Hao's incident, in the past few days, many things have been swirling in my mind, people will eventually die, and leaving no regrets is the best way to leave, whether it is for the living or the departed."

Shen Xixun said calmly, Lu Zhan's hand held Shen Xixun's shoulder and patted it gently, as if he was coaxing a few months-old baby.

"I'm worried that she will hurt you, she always has a way to mess up the Lu family."

"She misses you and has light." Shen Xixun said.

Lu Zhan's hand paused, put it on Shen Xixun's shoulder, and didn't raise it for a long time.

After a while, Lu Zhan sneered and said, "What did she tell you?"

"Well, she told me."

"She would never think about me and Youguang, and it would be a kind of rhetoric to talk to you like this. Don't tell me you believe."

"I didn't believe it, but then I believed it again."

"Don't believe it, don't let her affect our lives. I'll look for her and tell her not to bother you in the future. She just wants money, and over the years, she has only contacted the Lu family because of these things."

"People change, when you were very young, did you have good memories with her?" Shen Xixun asked.

"Nope." Lu Zhan replied very simply.

"Not at all? Close your eyes and think about it, maybe there are details that are missing." Shen Xixun continued to ask.

"What did she tell you? You'll speak for her."

"You want to know?"

Lu Zhan said "um".

"Tell me one thing you remember before she left, and I'll tell you what we said."

"Tell me about the conditions? Maybe I'm not that curious, and if you don't tell me, I don't feel awkward, it must not be an important thing." Lu Zhan said.

"You're a thief, you're comforting yourself." The corners of Shen Xixun's lips are slightly hooked.

Lu Zhan laughed sullenly, but instead talked to himself.

"One of the things that impressed me the most was that I didn't learn to ride a bike for a long time, when I was about four or five years old, and I had a lot of fun riding every day. One day it was raining outside, so I rode indoors, riding in circles, and then the speed got faster and faster, and I accidentally slipped and fell down, and the whole person was thrown out. A large vase in the living room was directly knocked down and broken by me, and she was on the sofa. I thought she was going to scold me, but when I stood in front of her with my head hunched and waiting to be scolded, she laughed out loud. I don't remember what she said to me, I just remember that she smiled at me, so much so that I intellectually hated her very much later, but when I think of that smile, the laughter of that day, and all the demands she made, I still turn a blind eye." Lu Zhan said.

Shen Xixun was quite surprised when he heard Lu Zhan's words. She thought that it would be very tricky to resolve the contradictions between them, but today for the first time she heard Lu Zhan confess his heart, she felt that it was not a difficult task. After Bai Wanjun left Lu Zhan, Lu Zhan must have been very eager for maternal love.

"Some people are born with their egos, and they are arranged to play the role of parents, it is the first time, maybe she doesn't understand what every step of life is for."

"Did she really buy you?"

"No, don't be that sensitive."

As he was talking, the car stopped, and when he arrived at Yuehe, Shen Xixun didn't say anything more, and got out of the car with Lu Zhan.

Lu Youguang was bored running and playing in the yard.

Seeing Shen Xixun and Lu Zhan coming, he immediately ran over, and pounced directly on Shen Xixun on the side, full of arms.

Shen Xixun laughed casually.

Lu Zhan saw that Shen Xixun's state had improved, and a big stone in his heart finally landed.