"It looks like there's a power outage. ”

Xiao Lei pulled Lin Shanshan into the room, which was his old house.

In the dark, Lin Shanshan was silent for a while, and said softly: "How long have we not been back? ”

Xiao Lei also smiled and said, "Damn, this year, everything needs money." He didn't pay attention, when he said this, Lin Shanshan's body trembled slightly.

The door that had been demolished once by Lei Roar was installed, but the house was empty, there was nothing, although there were some simple furniture, but it could be seen that it was very messy and dirty, and thick dust had accumulated in many places.

Xiao Lei took out a lighter and lit it, and the flames jumped, reflecting on the faces of the two, and the shadows seemed to be shaking on the wall.

"Are you cold?" Xiao Lei gently squeezed Lin Shanshan's hand, but found that the other party was shaking even more.

"It's not cold. Lin Shanshan said that she was not cold, but her body was a little closer to Xiao Lei.

The two walked into the room, Xiao Lei thought for a while, and said, "I have a way." ”

He took the sheet off the bed, then turned it over and spread the gray side on the floor, and smiled, "Sit down." ”

The two young men sat on the ground, the flame of the lighter shook, and Xiao Lei could clearly see a pair of long legs under Lin Shanshan's skirt carefully curled up, forming a graceful arc.

Leaning against the cool wall, Xiao Lei extinguished the lighter, but in the dark, his eyes looked at the ceiling, and muttered, "It's still comfortable here." A little dirty, but always in your own place. ”

Lin Shanshan was silent.

Xiao Lei smiled: "Why don't you speak? Am I a little strange? But I really think so, although the villa in Nanshan is spacious, I still like my home." It's like I'm a little unhappy today, and the first place that comes to mind is my old house, my own home. ”

Lin Shanshan hung her head, but said softly: "I don't have my own home." ”

Xiao Lei heard that Lin Shanshan's voice was a little bleak, hesitated slightly, and said in a low voice: "Lin Shanshan, ...... tonight I know you're on your mind...... Tell me about it. Tell us a little bit about you. ”

Lin Shanshan raised her face, the moonlight shone on her face from the window, and she smiled a little reluctantly: "Do you really want to hear it?"

The girl pursed her lips, her eyes showing a bit of remembrance, and then she slowly began to speak.

"There's nothing peculiar about my things, it's simple...... It's really simple. When I was very young, my parents were gone. My father was a seafarer and never came back after one voyage...... Not a shipwreck. But you know, life as a seafarer is a little ...... It's a little complicated. He once secretly transported some smuggled goods, but after a trip to sea, he did not come back. I don't know for what. When I was younger, I heard my mother talk about it, but she didn't know much about it. Some people say that my father was beaten to death for helping the gang smuggle drugs. Some people say that my father was killed in an overseas port because of gambling and local triad conflicts...... There are several theories anyway. I don't really know, anyway, in my heart, I don't have any impression of him, not at all. When I was a child, I saw a picture of my father, but the man in the photo was very unfamiliar to me. ”

"My mother is just an ordinary woman, she was probably very beautiful when she was young, but I haven't seen her look like when she was young. After my father died, it was very difficult for our family. At the time, I only had ...... Well, it seems that he is only six years old, which is Bao'er's age. One day, when I came back from outside, there were a lot of people in my house, and there were many relatives who I rarely saw in normal times. Later I found out that my mother was dead. She had asthma, but for money, she had to clean cotton yarn and batting in a textile factory for 12 hours a day. As a result, diseases of the respiratory tract ......"

Lin Shanshan spoke very slowly, her tone was very calm, but silent tears flowed from the corners of her eyes. Xiao Lei secretly sighed and didn't speak, just stretched out his fingers to wipe the tears from her face.

"When I was seven years old, I started living with a relative and they treated me...... Forget it, let's not talk about them. Lin Shanshan's seemingly relaxed words seemed to be full of vicissitudes: "Later, when I was fourteen years old, I went to middle school ......" When she said this, Lin Shanshan's tone was obvious, the muscles on her cheeks trembled slightly, and her eyes were a little flustered.

"There was a boy at school who liked me very much, well, I guess there were a lot of boys who liked me, and that boy's family was very rich. He invited me to dinner, invited me to watch a movie, invited me to dessert. I...... I wasn't very sensible at the time, and I had a hard time growing up, and he was very nice to me. Invite me to eat in those fancy places, invite me to watch a movie...... You know what? A movie ticket can get me lunch for a week. I was stupid and thought that a boy who liked me and was so nice to me really liked him. One night, he took me home and wanted to ......" Lin Shanshan frowned, her eyes were a little frightened, and she said in a low voice: "He wants to ...... But I was so scared, I refused, so he turned his face and said a lot of ugly things, scolding me for not knowing what to do, and trying to use force on me. I didn't know how to do it at the time, so I kicked him in the confusion and ran away, so I didn't let him succeed. The next day I found out that the boy didn't really like me, he just made a bet with a group of friends that he could trick me into chuang...... in a month."

Lin Shanshan sighed and suddenly smiled, but she smiled indifferently: "These rich children are like this." They were hateful, but as long as I tried to avoid them at the time, there was no problem...... Until one day......" Lin Shanshan hesitated for a moment, she bit her lip lightly: "The relative who adopted me, they have a son, three years older than me. That guy is a brute. One night, he sneaked into my room and wanted to ...... me."

Xiao Lei immediately realized and said angrily: "Fuck! brute!"

She glanced at Xiao Lei, and suddenly a strange smile appeared on her face: "He didn't succeed, because after almost being deceived by that rich kid, I used to sleep under the pillow and hide a pair of scissors! That night, that beast wanted to ...... me I stabbed him hard!" Lin Shanshan said here, with a trace of sadness in her eyes: "Later, his parents woke up and saw his son injured and lying in my room, still with blood on his body. They knew what was going on, but they beat me up...... That relative of mine, the father of the brute, actually slapped me more than a dozen times with a belt, calling me a slut!"

Xiao Lei was angry and scolded, "Where are they? I'll go and vent your anger!!"

Lin Shanshan glanced at Xiao Lei, shook her head, and said, "No need." There are many despicable and shameless people in the world, and they naturally have retribution, and I haven't seen that family since. That night, I ran out alone and never went back. So...... I don't have a home, I really don't have a home. ”

Xiao Lei glanced at Lin Shanshan a few times, frowned, but gently stretched out his hand and hugged her in his arms.

Lin Shanshan closed her eyes and seemed to enjoy the feeling of hugging.

After a while, she spoke slowly, "But I, a girl, only fourteen years old, sat on the road for a day and a night, walking around, and did not even have a coin in my pocket......

Lin Shanshan's gaze turned cold, the smile on her face was a little nervous, but her eyes were pitiful......

"My first man, guess who? I'll tell you, it's the boy who tried to trick me into going to chuang! That rich kid! He bought me for 10,000 yuan for one night!"

Xiao Lei suddenly felt a trace of sadness in his heart, Lin Shanshan's tone was so calm, as if he was telling someone else's story.

Lin Shanshan glanced at Xiao Lei and said lightly: "Will you look down on me?" But I had no choice at that time...... I didn't have a place to sleep, I didn't eat from morning to night, I was walking around the streets, I was at a loss, I didn't know where I was going, I didn't know where I was supposed to stay at night, I didn't know how I was going to get my next meal...... But in the evening, I walked down a street. There were a lot of women on that street, and those women really came out to be ladies, and I stood in the street and watched them for a full hour. They have beautiful clothes to wear, they have beautiful high heels, and they have money to eat and a place to sleep...... At the time, I figured it out, or rather, I thought I did. I ran to find the rich boy who had tried to trick me into going to chuang. I said to him, "Do you want me?" Give me ten thousand dollars, and I'll be yours. Then I followed him to a hotel room. ”

It seemed like a long time, and it seemed like it was just a moment, only to hear Lin Shanshan continue to speak......

"I don't have money, I don't have a place to live, I don't even know where my next meal will be. Then, I had to say yes to the rich kid at school...... Do it, be his woman, his lover, his mistress, his raised canary......"

Lin Shanshan cried silently, she suddenly wiped the corners of her eyes, smiled astringently, and said: "Many people look down on me, well, or rather, in school, no one looks down on me." Everyone thinks I'm a woman who cheats money by selling herself...... I'm numb, really numb. But God still didn't torture me enough...... Let me meet you...... When I met you that day...... I'm taking a sum of money to pay my tuition, as well as my rent. But my bag was robbed, and I really didn't know what to do...... That night, you took me in. Actually, you don't know, that night, I was supposed to meet someone else, according to the custom...... See the guy who gave me the money. Even that night, I wondered if you would come into my room in the middle of the night...... If you come to me that night. But in the middle of the night, you ran into my room to help me catch mice, and I knew you weren't a bad person. ”

She stretched out her hand, gently stroked Xiaolei's eyes, and muttered, "You always say that you are a scoundrel and a bad person, but I know that your eyes are cleaner than anyone else." The other men, some of them pretended to look down on me, some of them smiled on the surface, and they turned those dirty thoughts about me in their hearts...... But I can feel that no matter what their expressions are, in fact, in their hearts, in their eyes, when they look at me, they just want to take off my clothes!"

"That night, I even thought, if you come to me at night, I'll give myself to you......! Am I a very lowly woman?" Lin Shanshan muttered, "Maybe so." ”

Then her tone gradually became cold: "The next day, after going out from where you are, I secretly took your money and found that man, the man who spent money to buy me as his lover, and I said that I don't want to continue to be his lover in the future." I'm enough, I don't want to be a ghost anymore, I want to be a human. ”

She cried, very sadly, very sadly.

"He scolded me and beat me, but I didn't care. I didn't shed a single tear, I always thought of your eyes, I liked the look you looked at me that day, no contempt, no other color...... It's very clear. Lin Shanshan sighed faintly: "Fortunately, this time I'm different, I've saved a little bit of money, barely so that I won't starve to death." I wore the cheapest clothes, ate the simplest food, and lived in the cheapest house. I go to the supermarket every day to work and earn four cents an hour...... But with ...... The people in the school still treat me as a bitch, when I am a ...... It's a bitch!" she smiled sadly, her eyes full of despair.

She suddenly stared at Xiao Lei and said in a low voice: "When I have the money, I will go to you, I want to return the money I took from you...... All that money I earned was my hard-earned money, and I saved it...... Really, every penny is clean...... It's all clean...... Clean ......"

Xiao Lei sighed and said in a low voice, "Okay, don't say it again...... I really shouldn't have asked you to say that......"

"No!" Lin Shanshan suddenly said loudly: "No! I want to say! I want to tell you!" Xiao Lei ...... I'm going to tell you this!!"

She suddenly went crazy and hugged Xiao Lei, her body trembling like a leaf in the wind and rain: "Xiao Lei, I'm not a pure girl, I'm not a clean woman...... Tian Ke'er is prettier than me, and Xiaoqing is also prettier than me...... They are all nobler than me, and more suitable for you than I am...... I know, I really know in my heart...... But...... But ......"

She couldn't cry anymore, and cried in Xiao Lei's ear: "But, I really like you...... Really like you......"

After Lin Shanshan finished saying this, she suddenly seemed to have made a big determination, hugged Xiao Lei and pushed hard, and then the whole person pressed on Xiao Lei's body, in the dark, a pair of soft and trembling lips stuck to Xiao Lei's mouth, a slender hand held Xiao Lei's palm, and then dragged him towards the girl's soft body to explore in......

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[This chapter was very controversial when it was written, and it seems that any YY novel, similar to Lin Shanshan's character handling, will make many readers unbearable. But fortunately, from the beginning of this girl's appearance, I have already written that her background is not simple, so readers who like innocent girls may not be able to accept this role. But such people actually have many, many ...... in reality]

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