Chapter 432: No
"What about your girlfriend?" Zhao Lingzi believed that Ling Jinxi had a girlfriend, but why didn't Ling Jinxi's girlfriend show up?
"She, she's a person with a world of her own, and her world is complete." Ling Jinxi smiled bitterly, "I really don't know why you like me, but I really don't have the time or energy to care about anything other than the competition."
Zhao Lingzi stepped forward and grabbed Zhou Yuan, "Okay, I know, I won't bother you anymore, I wish you a smooth game."
Zhao Lingzi waved her hand generously and took Zhou Yuan away.
Ling Jinxi finally got a rare peace, and his life returned to its former peace.
Every day, I still read, train, and occasionally send messages to Ji Weiliang.
And Ji Weiliang's reply is still capricious, but it makes sense.
"So, don't you have a little bit of pity? Two beautiful women." Ji Weiliang's half-truthful ridicule.
"Why pity?"
"There are many people like this, every day there are beautiful women who feel annoyed, and then the beauty suddenly doesn't follow, but he is not used to it, and then the two of them are together, and vice versa, chasing girls can also use this trick." Ji Weiliang looked very understanding.
"And what about chasing you?" Ling Jinxi asked.
"Oh, disgusting, I'm a carnal phobia." Ji Weiliang made a blue expression.
"I mean, how do you chase an Aries?" Ling Jinxi chuckled, maybe it was Stockholm, his requirements for Ji Weiliang were very low, as long as Ji Weiliang was willing to take care of him.
"What zodiac sign are you?" Ji Weiliang asked.
"Scorpio."
"Wow, the opposite sign, it's sadomasochistic together."
「?」
"Let's put it this way, it's very abusive to be with a Scorpio, or Aries, it's simply love and kill each other."
Ji Weiliang's words made Ling Jinxi silent for a moment, "Why?"
"They are all stubborn people, they are all signs that are cold when they are cold, they are all signs of self, Aries yearns for freedom, Scorpio admires self, but they are all signs with a particularly strong sense of possessiveness......
"So, the core is, neither side is willing to back down?" Ling Jinxi seemed to understand.
"Let's put it this way, Aries is a sign that can't be chased, you have to seduce, so when you can't handle Aries, Aries will think you're boring, for Aries, love, fun is the first thing." Ji Weiliang talked on paper, "For example, I, standard Aries, I like or dislike a person, I can determine at a glance, what I like is what I like, what I hate is what I hate, and it won't change."
"Then you hate me?" Ling Jinxi asked very directly.
"You've been friends since the beginning, and you've been like that at most with me, never in my range of mates." Ji Weiliang is very clear.
"I'm just worried if I'm doing the same to the person I like." Ling Jinxi panicked.
"Are you pretty?"
"It should be fine."
"That's half the win, Aries are all Yan dogs, and Mu Qiang."
"What about you? Do you have someone you like?"
"Yes, when I was studying, there was a boy who saved me, and I liked him, but he had a girlfriend, so I had to retreat, and when I was traveling in Japan, a particularly fancy boy invited me to dinner."
"So......" You refused.
"I like him very much, but I don't believe him, it's a foreign country, there can't be any results, just let everything stop at its best.
After all, for me, security is more important than liking, but liking and security have to happen at the same time." Ji Weiliang paused, "I already knew that I was destined to be lonely for the rest of my life."
"Why? You're so good!" Ling Jinxi responded hurriedly.
"Because the boy who will take the initiative to chase the girl, either he loves him deeply, or the Sea King himself, or he has a plan, I will reject the Sea King, and the Sea King is not available to waste time with me; I can see through other people's schemes, and it will not be fulfilled."
"What if someone really falls in love with you?
Ling Jinxi asked.
"Then I probably don't love him." Ji Weiliang knows very well that he is a deformed and pathological madman in terms of feelings, "I like flamboyant and bright boys, but I won't get along with them, I can meet a boy who is a little better than me, and then normal, I will be content."
"You'll meet." Ling Jinxi smiled slightly, "The boy who invited you to dinner must like you."
"I can't climb high." Ji Weiliang was very calm, "Where in this world is there anything handsome and unknowing, beautiful and unknowing, unless that girl is blind, the people around will tell them with practical actions that they are very good-looking."
「…… What if he just really likes you?"
"Can you believe it? I don't believe it." Ji Weiliang was very calm, "I am also a woman, but I can tell you that the woman who will believe that I love you will definitely not believe you alone, and vice versa, a man who easily says love will not only say love to a woman."
"What if that person actually showed up?"
"Impossible." Ji Weiliang is sober and not like a living person, "There are three kinds of love, lust is the kind of love at first sight, with sexual attraction as the core, fragile and fickle is also due to the perfection of the brain, most of the people who are sought after are like this."
"And then?" Ling Jinxi was actually not interested in these, he was in the mood to listen to them, just because these were said by Ji Weiliang.
"There is also love, childhood sweethearts, and the co-life and death caused by the drawbridge effect, all of which are the same, with a strong desire for exclusivity, and the pursuit may be extreme."
"What's the last one?" Ling Jinxi asked as she took notes.
"The last kind is affection, thinking that we understand each other, but in fact......
"You don't like love?" Ling Jinxi was a little sad, he was like facing an abyss.
"No, I think that's beautiful, but I don't deserve it."
"What do you want? What kind of love do you want?" Ling Jinxi was curious.
"It's love at first sight, it's love over time, it's mutual understanding and mutual restraint, I can accept the blow of dimensionality reduction, but it shouldn't be possible for that kind of person to waste a two-way foil on me."
「?」 Ling Jinxi didn't understand what a dimensionality reduction strike was and what a two-way foil was.
"If you don't understand, forget it." Ji Weiliang sighed and didn't bother to explain, this guy will never understand her words, the only advantage is that he can listen patiently, and then respond to her seriously.
"I just checked." Ling Jinxi copied and pasted seriously, "The dimensionality reduction strike, from the book "The Three-Body Problem", refers to an attack method used by aliens to use the "two-way foil" to reduce the solar system from three-dimensional space to two-dimensional space.
It now refers to changing the environment of the other side so that it cannot adapt to it, so as to highlight the superiority of the other side, which is a strategic means.
That is, it is used to describe the group with high-end technology directly entering the field of the low-end technology group, forming a crushing blow to the latter, similar to bullying the weak, bullying the small with the big and crushing the small, and it naturally has an overwhelming comparative advantage attribute."
"The dimensionality reduction blow in interpersonal communication means that others understand everything, but they are still willing to play with you."
"What about you, I think you're also a dimensionality reduction blow to me." Ling Jinxi laughed, he really thought Ji Weiliang was very special.
"So I'm just confiding in you one-sidedly, without any emotional resonance and fluctuations."
"......" was hit again, Ling Jinxi smiled bitterly, he was actually used to it, but he still felt very unwilling.
"Actually, talking too much can be annoying, and I don't think it's easy for you to have the patience to listen to my nonsense." Ji Weiliang leaned against the head of the bed and typed, the fan buzzing and spinning, stirring mixed with sticky heat.
"Because you have a point." But even if what you're saying doesn't make sense, I'm probably willing to listen.
"I always want to be useful to others, and over-communication, overly complicated expressions, in fact, are very boring." Ji Weiliang's health is still not good, she will have nervous vomiting, frequent auditory hallucinations, and she has no patience for anyone.
"Then you can do what interests you." Ling Jinxi's eyes were gentle, he was slowly getting used to her hot and cold, and he was slowly understanding her world.
"I'm actually very jealous of people who have things they like, and the most attractive thing about you for me is that you are an athlete, you can be very pure love, very pure pursuit of your own and human limits, which is very happy."
"My new custom-made tracksuit is about to arrive, and I'll send it to you in two days of training." Ling Jinxi promised.
"Okay."
Putting away the phone, Ling Jinxi also put away the little black notebook.
In fact, there are many times when he doesn't know what he thinks.
At first it was jealousy, then revenge, now pity, but at the end of the day, he just didn't want to lose.
People like Ji Weiliang are as fragile as a nightmare, bizarre and chaotic, but he can't forget them.
The nightmare continues, the error spreads, and perhaps it's not a bad thing.
People sometimes indulge in falling, they enjoy pain, they are in awe and fear.
Ling Jinxi stretched, he felt that his current life was very good, very, very good.
Ji Weiliang quickly rummaged through Ling Jinxi's memories for his unforgettable memories.
"The peer who impressed me the most turned out to be a nasty person, this Ling Jinxi is really not funny." Ji Weiliang muttered.
Judging from Ling Jinxi's attitude towards women, he is a person who is very clear and will not be affected by others, while walking through his memories, he injects dependence into Ling Jinxi's subconscious through dreams, which is what Ji Weiliang is doing at present.
The relationship between people often needs to get along to deepen.
Ji Weiliang is very thoughtful, she wants to control Ling Jinxi's dreams, and she wants to change Ling Jinxi's subconscious little by little, so she gave Ling Jinxi the same power instead.
Only if Ling Jinxi feels that he has developed feelings for her because he has seen too much of Ji Weiliang's memories, will such feelings not be so abrupt.
The more hunters are, the more they must learn to disguise, the more they want to win, the more they must learn to show weakness, and they want to fight and show that they will not fight.
If it were someone else, they probably wouldn't understand Ji Weiliang's caution, but what does that have to do with Ji Weiliang?
If you want to fight, you must win.
If you are not sure of victory, you have to wait for the opportunity.
In the face of the so-called male protagonist, Ji Weiliang firmly believes that he can't be too careful.
Squinting his eyes and touching the cat in his arms, Ji Weiliang thought about how he should treat Ling Jinxi.
"A man with a strong goal, a pure career brain, such a man, in the relationship, is very advantageous, I don't need to respond to him, but to make him pay, this kind of person is easy not to hit the south wall and not look back, then let him be reluctant to his sunk cost." Ji Weiliang squeezed the back of the cat's neck, "It seems that I still need to work harder, I have to read all his memories as soon as possible."
Ji Weiliang, who had made up his mind, closed his eyes and sank into Ling Jinxi's memory again.
This time it was at a dinner.
Ling Jinxi ate the food in the bowl in silence, but to those people, he was like a heinous criminal, who was doing the most heinous evil deeds.
Ling Jinxi, who swallowed the last bite of food, smiled when he thought of this, he remembered the movie recommended to him by Ji Weiliang, "Silence, Lamb", in which Hannibal is a cannibal demon with insight into human nature, but he was moved by a policewoman.
Ling Jinxi didn't understand it very well at first, but Ji Weiliang said that the policewoman felt sorry for those silent lambs, who were obviously with a butcher's knife in front of them, but the lambs didn't know how to resist, and they didn't even know how to run away - just like most people.
Slaughtered by fate and crushed by reality, they themselves don't even understand that they should resist.
Ling Jinxi raised his glass and drank the high spirits.
Visible to the naked eye, his skin rapidly turned red.
Scratching the neck that was already rash, Ling Jinxi pulled his tie, "I'm sorry, I have something to do, so I'll leave first."
Ling Jinxi didn't go home, he directly booked a ticket for country J.
His mother's calls continued, but Ling Jinxi didn't want to answer, he was not interested in arguing with his mother, his attitude was clear enough.
Now that it has been decided, Ling Jinxi is also ready to accept all the consequences, as for the unnecessary entanglements involved, Ling Jinxi does not want to
Waste time cooperating with the show.
Winning the title this season?
More than a dozen other players in front of Ling Jinxi, two were banned by the country because of the war, two retired, and three announced their retirement due to injury.
At the airport, her mother finally found Ling Jinxi, this beautiful and elegant woman calmed down and slowly walked to Ling Jinxi and sat down.
"You've decided?"
"Hmm." Ling Jinxi responded.
"Do you know what you're rejecting?" Mother confirmed to Ling Jinxi again.
"A bright and flat future."
"Why? How did you become so rebellious?" Mother looked at Ling Jinxi sadly, "I obviously arranged it for you, why didn't you listen? You just have to go back to China to train......
"And then? Isn't it also a competition to read?" Ling Jinxi shook her head, "I chose this only because I don't have any other hobbies, and you've always asked me to learn, I think I'm tame enough."
「…… Are you blaming me?" Mother in tears.
"I'm just telling you that emotionally, I respect you, but my life, after all, is mine." Ling Jinxi looked at the unknown place, "I will do my best, but I have no interest in dealing with those complicated entanglements of the human heart."
"You're not young anymore, why are you still like a child?" The mother cried.
"It's time, I'm on the plane." Ling Jinxi didn't want to say more, "What I have done in the past, let's continue in the future."
Looking at her son's back, the mother was silent, she always knew that this son had a temper, from the time he studied alone, to the time he went to train alone.
It's not that his mother doesn't want to accompany him, but Ling Jinxi doesn't want anyone to follow at all.
Covering her heart, others said that Ling Jinxi was very well-behaved, very obedient, and very good, but only as a mother, she knew how stubborn and self-conscious this son was.
Dressed in a obedient skin, but never compromising for anything.
Ling Jinxi boarded the plane and took anti-allergy medicine, he is much better now, but his skin is red and a little itchy.
He remembered what he had promised, and he would be able to make up for his training this week by rushing to Country J tonight.
At the airport, my mother called Uncle Zhao, "Old Zhao, thank you for your hard work."
"It's okay, it didn't help, you don't have to be polite." Lao Zhao sighed, "You want to help him return to the national team, you are also for his good, he is too young after all."
"Alas, his temper, I also know, when something like that happened, he decided to train abroad and compete on his own, I thought he would give up quickly, but he persevered." Xia's mother was very sad, "Later, his sister joined the national team, and I thought he would be willing to come back."
Zhao Zhenyu also took pity on this woman, "He has a strong personality, don't come with him, he has grown up."
"Grow up?" Xia Mu cried, "He will torture me, he never thought about me!"
A middle-aged woman squatted at the airport crying like a child, no one would sympathize with her, and everyone avoided her with disdain.
Obviously she is already so painful, obviously she is the one who is hurt, but ......
After getting off the plane, Ling Jinxi made a few more trips to the training ground.
The slightly cool air awakened the memory of the muscles, and quickly changed into training clothes, Ling Jinxi shook it twice before starting the movement training.
I don't know when the two coaches have arrived, looking at Ling Jinxi from afar.
Breathing in the cold air, Ling Jinxi closed his eyes and enjoyed it, his emotions were buried deep in his heart, only on the field, he could be unscrupulous
It all reminded him of when he was a child, when he was a child, he was in the mountains with his grandfather, and in the early hours of the morning, his grandfather would take him to collect medicine, jump on the steep rocks, and walk through the white mist.
It's an addictive taste.
With every training, there will be new realizations, and every time you slide, you will have new feelings.
In the empty training ground, Ling Jinxi was soberly indulging.
It wasn't until the applause rang out that Ling Jinxi came back to her senses and looked at the two applauding coaches.
"Hey, you made it." One coach had tears in his eyes.
"Very good." Another coach was also clapping.
Ling Jinxi just smiled lightly, he figured it out, so everything else didn't matter.
Dragging her luggage back to the hotel, Ling Jinxi remembered her promise to Ji Weiliang - he promised to let her see the new clothes.
"I'm sorry." Are these three words enough?
"Huh?" Ji Weiliang's reply was still timely, even though it was four o'clock in the morning over there.
"I didn't get a new training uniform."
"It's fine."
"Obviously I promised you, but I didn't do it, aren't you angry?"
"Oh, it really doesn't matter, I never care about any promises." So frank, yet so cruel.
"I'll send it to you later!" Ling Jinxi brought his clothes, he also wanted to go to the training ground.
"No, I'm not interested in sports in the first place."
「…… But I want you to see it."
"I don't like that."
Angry? must be angry, Ji Weiliang is this kind of character, if you can't get it, you will say that you don't want it, and if you are deceived once, you will never believe it again.
"I'll go to the training ground now."
"I said, I don't want to see it." Ji Weiliang is very calm, she has long been used to the big cakes drawn by others, and what she hates most is other people's promises, "Go to bed early, I'm sleepy too."
Ling Jinxi kept typing and deleting, and finally he said, "I disobeyed my mother, she wanted me to go back to China to train."
"Then did you tell her why you didn't want to go back to China to train?"
「…… She knows why." Ling Jinxi said.
"So, you didn't tell her?" Ji Weiliang sighed, "I think, maybe you can tell her."
"What about you? Why can't you tell me, why." Ling Jinxi asked.
"I only believe in myself, I only believe in what I can control, so I really don't care about your promises, it's really too late now, and you should rest." The explanation is to cover up, obviously minding, but still let yourself be generous, so as not to be hated.
"I don't seem to have thought about these problems, I encountered some things when I was a child, so I didn't want to go back to China to train." Ling Jinxi didn't take a bath, put down the salute and lay on the bed.
"Then don't go back."
"You won't persuade me?" Ling Jinxi lay on the bed and smiled.
"Do you have a favorite food?" Ji Weiliang suddenly asked an irrelevant question.
"I don't think so, if I have to say it, I like green peppers." In fact, it's not Ling Jinxi who likes to eat green peppers, he just doesn't hate it.
"Before you make a decision, eat what you like."
"Okay." Ling Jinxi was obedient, although he had already decided, he would still listen to her.
"It's late, let's sleep." Ji Weiliang was also a little sleepy.
"Okay." Ling Jinxi fell asleep in an instant.
Ji Weiliang put down her phone and looked at the night sky silently, next to her was the corpse of a bee.
For some reason, there are often some small insects in the place where Ji Weiliang lives, and she never hurts and disturbs those little lives.
Today the bee stayed in the room for some reason, and after feeding honey, it still didn't survive.
"Bees live in colonies, but I'm the only one to send you tonight." Ling Jinxi muttered, "Don't be afraid, I'll be with you."
A truly gentle person never feels that he is gentle, just as a truly cruel person never feels that he is cruel.
The biological clock that he was accustomed to for many years made Ling Jinxi wake up on time, and looking at the sunshine of country J, he went out to the market and bought green peppers.
The green peppers are shredded and sprinkled with soy sauce and marinated.
Slightly sweet, crunchy, and not unpleasant.
Ling Jinxi finished eating the green pepper, sent Ji Weiliang a photo of the sky, and then bowed
Went to the training ground.
When the training was over, several junior brothers took Ling Jinxi to the dormitory.
King Jason handed Ling Jinxi a piece of cake, "Xi, let's eat some."
"Nope." Ling Jinxi shook his head, this was his habit, he never accepted anything from anyone easily.
"Hey, there's only two months left in the new season, and I heard that last year's champions and runners-up are not going to compete." Jason Wang's face was full of envy, "Needless to say, last year's champion was a Grand Slam, and the runner-up was also a rich second generation, I heard that I was going back to inherit the family property, and I was still having a headache for physiotherapy costs."
Ling Jinxi smiled, "You have always been very talented, I believe you will definitely have good results this season."
"Bonus, bonus, by the way, your country seems to have a quota this year, you can at least take the domestic quota." There was some mockery in King Jason's words, "I envy you."
"Then do you want to go back to China?" Ling Jinxi's expression was calm, "After all, in terms of bloodline, you and I are both from the same country."
"I was born in country M, and I hope you don't be so pitiful and look for the same kind everywhere."
"Hey, enough is enough!" Salis nudged King Jason, "Didn't you say we'd get together?" We are all teachers and students, and we are all going to compete this year."
"Then you should try." King Jason waved his hand and walked away triumphantly.
"Nozomi-chan, don't worry, Jason is this character, he is bound to win the championship this year." Matsuyama Mitsuki, who was from country R, patted Ling Jinxi on the shoulder.
"We are all students of the teacher, and we can get a good ranking is also a reward for the teacher." Ling Jinxi didn't care, and went to the arena, how many people didn't want to win?
"By the way, I heard that you have improved again, congratulations." Matsuyama saw the moon and congratulated Ling Jinxi very seriously.
"No, you know, I don't train much." Ling Jinxi pushed away Matsuyama's hand without a trace.
However, Salis is not interested in these, anyway, his family is not short of money, and the prize money is not his concern, "Xia, why does King Jason like to embarrass you so much, aren't you the same blood?"
In Salis's opinion, Ling Jinxi and King Jason look similar, but Ling Jinxi is taller and better-looking.
"They're all like that." The young man sleeping on the gorgeous big bed spoke, "I don't believe you ask Ling Jinxi, they are a low-class race that doesn't even have a sense of identity with themselves, so naturally some people want to escape."
The boy said it in LJ, so Ling Jinxi couldn't understand it, or fortunately, he couldn't understand it.
But Ling Jinxi is not a fool, he guessed, it must not be a good word, "It's almost time, I'm going to catch a plane back to school, see you next week."
"Look, inferior people, it doesn't look as good as my dead spirit!" Haha laughed, accompanied by the boy's hand, gently lifted the corner of the bed curtain.
It was a shockingly beautiful face, with short blond hair, blue eyes, almost glamorous handsomeness, and red lips with the rebelliousness of a teenager.
He is so beautiful, so beautiful that people have to lower their eyes, otherwise they will be burned by his beauty.
Ling Jinxi raised his eyes to look at the man, his dark pupils were all indifferent, unlike the boundless blue of the young man, Ling Jinxi's eyes were like foggy ice.
"You should be glad that I don't want to be involved in the fight between you pigs and dogs." The young man raised his chin slightly, milky white skin, elegant jaw, he was a true nobleman, and he could look down on the nobility of the whole world.
"Heh," Ling Jinxi raised his eyes disdainfully, and he raised his head and said slowly in Chinese, "In my country, only pigs and dogs talk about blood."
Walking out of his classmate's dormitory, Ling Jinxi's eyes were indifferent, he still had to catch a plane, and he still had classes at eight o'clock tomorrow morning.
In the dormitory, the three of them couldn't understand what Ling Jinxi was saying, and Jason Wang, who had been waiting at the door, laughed.
"Hey, Jason, what did Nozomi say?" Salis asked curiously.
"Oh, he just told the truth." King Jason shrugged with a smile and refused to translate.
This circle is very realistic, strength is the foundation of everything, when you climb high enough and look down, it is a piece
Smiling face, but there is only one champion.
Sportsmanship can only be a requirement of oneself, not an expectation of others.
Every opponent is the first opponent, and defeating it is the first priority!
On the way to the airport, the wind was cool under the clear sky.
Ling Jinxi took out her mobile phone and watched her training video over and over again.
Not perfect enough, still not perfect enough, want to be more perfect, want to be more ......
A new message popped up, and when you clicked on the interface, it was another piece of sky.
The moment of touch was like a needle piercing a hot water bottle that was about to explode, and everything turned into a warm current.
"If I said I felt like a failure, a weakness, would you hate me?"
"Why do you want people to like you?" Her answer was still so cold and seemed impersonal, "Do you know who likes people at home and abroad?"
"Strong enough?"
"No one likes a strong opponent, but people like to be stupid and forced to abandon their martial arts." Ji Weiliang remembered a country, "Do you know the Star of Africa? Legend has it that the only developed country in Africa, because of one person, the poles are reversed."
"I don't know." Ling Jinxi really didn't know, his life was very simple, and his information was very limited.
"Now blacks discriminate against whites there, and of course there have been massacres." Ji Weiliang leaned back in the chair and typed, her eyes were soft, her fingertips tapped on the screen, clicking softly, "And the one who caused all this is called a saint, because he allowed the countries to divide that country, just to regain power for the black people."
「?」 Ling Jinxi still didn't understand.
"You're really stupid, others think you're good just because you're good for them, like bugs, where there's good and evil, they're just trying to live in their own ecosystem."
"Then, what is useful is called a beneficial insect, and what is harmful to human interests is considered a pest." Ling Jinxi sighed, he hoped that the person who said this to him was not her.
"So as a human being, if you do your best, you are responsible for everyone."
"Hmm." Ling Jinxi hesitated and sent Ji Weiliang several training videos, "Take a look, maybe you'll like it."
Ji Weiliang was not interested at all, and he didn't click on any of them.
"I want you to help me see my shortcomings."
In the first video, Ji Weiliang was not interested after watching it.
The second one looked halfway and cut the next one.
The third season is slightly cool.
The fourth season was slightly cool, and he was directly shocked.
"Damn, who's the fourth one? This look, this figure, it's just beautiful!" Ji Weiliang instantly refreshed, who doesn't love beauty!
The legendary blonde and blue-eyed, graceful swan-like dancer, that feels like a kaolin flower, out of reach.
With a tired look in that person's eyes, Ji Weiliang made up a million-word plot in his mind, what saved the frozen prince, what ice balabala......
If jealousy could be concretized, it must be a castle hanging upside down in the sky, burning and falling.
"He won't be involved in any international rankings." Ling Jinxi hated that Ji Weiliang liked others, so hateful, almost hateful.
"Why?!" Ji Weiliang was also excited, who doesn't love beauties.
"He's afraid of losing." Ling Jinxi scratched her neck irritably, "You like him very much?"
"It's okay to be afraid of losing, but if you're afraid of losing, you should want to win."
"So, have you watched all those videos, how do you feel?" Ling Jinxi didn't want to talk about others.
"The first one gave me the feeling that it was too hard, and the second felt that the posture was not beautiful enough, as if the limbs were not well developed, and the hands and feet were short."
"What about the third?"
"Is that you?"
"I don't think about anyone if it's me, your feelings."
"The third is the standard answer sheet."
"It's standard, it's serious, but it's not like that
The feeling of conquering everything."
"Really?"
On the other side, Ji Weiliang just smiled and leaned back in the chair, her long hair with a natural curly arc, her eyes bearing brown sunlight, pink and purple lips, and an invisible smile.
Ling Jinxi shrunk up in the back seat, his mother wanted him to return to China for training, and on the side of country J, there was still a lot of discrimination and intrigue.
Why is it that something that is obviously very simple can become so complicated, why is it that he has tried his best, but he can't satisfy anyone.
"I'll tell you what I saw, I saw you carefully trying to open yourself, perhaps, you can remember my words, believe in yourself, only believe in what you are in control, and then go to be kind, then go to Qing, and then make decisions."
"I feel like I have nothing......
"You've got yourself, that's everything."
"Chicken soup?" Ling Jinxi smiled bitterly.
"No, it's a fact that many people forget." Ji Weiliang pinched the fat that grew because of the medicine, "I have also lost a lot, in my eyes, the pain of others is not worth mentioning, and in the eyes of others, I am the same."
Ji Weiliang sighed long, "It is impossible for people to have absolute mutual understanding, no matter how much commitment, no matter how much love and hate, after all, they are two individuals, cold and warm self-aware."
"I like you." Ling Jinxi typed these four words.
"Would you like to be my girlfriend?"
"You're too small." Ji Weiliang never drags mud and water, likes it if he likes it, and refuses it directly if he doesn't like it.
"And what kind of person do you like?"
"It doesn't matter." Ji Weiliang will not give any hope, "A friend is a friend, a lover is a lover, everyone in my heart has a unique place and will not change."
"So, you don't like me." Ling Jinxi's eyes were red.
"Do you like yourself?" Ji Weiliang didn't answer the rhetorical question.
"......" likes it and doesn't like it.
He went abroad to train on his own, loneliness, frustration, pain, discrimination, everything was not terrible, he just felt that it was all meaningless.
"Well, your life has just begun, for you, you just need a fulcrum, if you want, then I can do my best, but that's not love."
Ji Weiliang, who came out of Ling Jinxi's memory, covered her face, she did have bad intentions, but she wouldn't rob a man with the heroine!