Chapter 57: I'll See What You Look Like
Feng Zhirong looked at King Jing's smile, and the anger and blood qi he was telling about the encounter in the north seemed to dissipate in an instant. She was fascinated, and she didn't pay much attention to her words: "The prince just said that His Majesty wants to marry the prince, could it be that this is what the content of the excerpt is written?" β
"It was a child's birthday, and the child was only four years old at the time, and even I thought it was ridiculous." King Jing smiled and said: "My father and queen came and asked me to pretend to be a distant relative of the child and see her a few times from afar, but I said that the child was young and didn't pay attention to it. β
"At that time, the prince was already a scholar, and the child had not yet reached the beginning of his life." Feng Zhirong expressed that she could understand: "If people are older, they don't care about that age, but after all, one party is still young and the other party is still a child." β
King Jing did not express his opinion on Feng Zhirong's words, but continued the topic of Fang Cai: "My father said, since I want to fight all my life like this, he will give me a talent that will enter the prime minister, and it is also a perfect match." β
Hearing the key words, Feng Zhirong was stunned.
"I just think that women are not all embroidering and embroidering in the boudoir, crying and crying at every turn? How can anyone be able to get in and out of the phase? King Jing shook his head and said, "It's too strange. β
Feng Zhirong held back her thoughts, but because the direction of things gradually pointed to her, she had to purse her lips and hold back her silence when her heart was greatly shaken.
"The first time I confronted you that day, I just felt that you were like those old men in the court, desperate to maintain their proper manners, always trying to decorate themselves impeccably, just for that worthless face." King Jing said slowly: "At that time, I had only led the Silver Armor Army back to Beijing for a short time, and I didn't expect to meet you......"
King Jing paused for a long time, then looked at Feng Zhirong's eyes, and continued: "I don't see you as a child anymore, I'm just curious about what kind of person you are...... So, I decided to come and see what you look like. β
Feng Zhirong's heart trembled slightly.
She didn't know how to describe her feelings.
The thoughts in my head were like snow rolling up on the ground, and I was dazzled.
Although from the words of the Empress and King Jing, they had already vaguely guessed who the person in their mouths was, Feng Zhirong did not dare to be sure.
After all, it was too unrealistic for her.
In this life, the Feng family, the elders have never said anything related to her, and only occasionally mention the concept of men getting married and women getting married.
She always thought that the concept of this era was more obscure about the marriage of her underage daughter's family, but there was a big loophole in this idea - after all, whether it was her own nurse Peng or the maids in the Feng Mansion, they did not shy away from talking about marriage. Why, then, did only my grandfather and his parents talk about him as if there was something unspeakable?
Feng Zhirong almost bleed her lips.
Her mind was not able to function smoothly at this time, and she could only control her external demeanor and image by instinct.
King Jing didn't speak, just looked at her like this, watching her go from hesitation, wondering, nervousness, to self-doubt, confusion and even confusion. It wasn't until Feng Zhirong thought that she was about to be completely out of her mind that her lips trembled and said, "The courtiers don't understand what the prince means. β
King Jing said: "You really don't understand what I mean? β
"The courtiers don't dare to understand."
Feng Zhirong struggled to regulate her breathing, and then said, "Courtiers have always been ...... I'm not very good at guessing beyond words. "And I don't dare to expect too much.
"I don't understand why you're so scared?"
Feng Zhirong's body trembled.
She knew it herself, but she couldn't say it.
It was a memory of her previous life, because she let her guard down and let others go deep into her heart.
At that time, she didn't quite trust her instincts, and although she was vaguely hesitant, she decided to open her heart and deal with it. But in the end, she didn't expect that the other party was just trying to make her famous, and wanted to take one step to the sky by herselfβand the complex interpersonal emotions of the multiple axes were like a car turning around, throwing her away and leaving her behind.
At that time, she had already given an intact heart, and naturally by the time she was completely separated from the other party, she would have been dismembered into pieces of wreckage.
She put the other party into her heart, and when she separated again, she was sticky and blurry.
After that, she began to fear further communication with people, and after half a year, there was a stage accident caused by that person, and soon after, she died in the alleyway in broad daylight.
That series of memories and blows was the part she feared the most, so much so that after she was reincarnated in this life, she had nightmares for almost a year, until she began to get used to the body and environment of this life.
The first few years of her life were always filled with sorrow.
It's a baby, but he doesn't cry or make trouble, but occasionally tears quietly.
Everyone says that this baby is quiet and well-behaved, and she will definitely become a demure and elegant woman when she grows up, but only Feng Xu doesn't think so.
Thanks to Feng Xu, who saw her difference when she was still very young in this life and often took her around, her heart opened up a lot, and the irreparable regret in the face of the previous life gradually faded.
But even so, she was still afraid.
Afraid that someone could walk into her heart again, and even into her life.
If there is no choice in the family, it would be fine, but since she was deeply attracted by King Jing's eyes, her heart has always been uneasy.
King Jing appeared in front of him by chance several times, but what else did it mean? Like the junior I met in my previous life, I have a plan? - No, it can't be. In terms of King Jing's status and status, he didn't need to do this at all, but the pimple in her heart was still there, and she could only flee in a panic when she encountered this kind of thing.
Even though she wanted to trust her instincts, the pain of the past was profound.
She didn't think that King Jing would believe nonsense such as "memories of past lives", not to mention that the so-called "past life" was still a very modern place, not this kind of place where there was no electricity, no Internet, and no convenience stores - even if you think about it on your knees, you know that this life is "ancient", and the previous life in which she was alive is "modern".
She didn't know how to answer King Jing's words, but seeing that King Jing was waiting for her, she had to reply again. I had no choice but to ask rhetorically: "The prince has been fighting abroad for many years, aren't you afraid that someone will take it to heart and have some scruples?" β