Chapter 58: Just Peace of Mind
King Jing did not reply, but motioned for her to continue with his eyes. Feng Zhirong changed her tone again, and then returned to the stability she had seen at the beginning and said: "The prince just asked me what I was afraid of, I may be afraid of a lot of things, but I haven't encountered them yet, but the only thing I can be sure of is that I am afraid of deep friendships with people." ”
After pausing for a while, and without waiting for King Jing to react, Feng Zhirong only felt that she was bound to open up today, otherwise King Jing's exploration would be endless. She pointed to her chest and said, "No one in this world can really hurt here, the only thing that can hurt her heart is herself." And the knife from the person you value can make people bloody. As he spoke, he couldn't hide the painful look on his face.
"Why can you say such a thing? You're only 10 years old, but what have you been through? "King Jing doesn't understand. She is just a ten-year-old baby, and she is free and smooth in the Feng Mansion, how can she have such an expression?
Feng Zhirong pulled the corners of her mouth bitterly and said, "Lord Wang, I haven't been able to explain it clearly for a while, but this is just a few years of realization. ”
King Jing almost muttered: "No wonder, my father wanted to marry me at that time, and said that if I have someone I value, I will guard my life for him." ”
King Jing looked at Feng Zhirong's expression carefully, and said, "Do you know? Over the years, I have been able to win victories in the south and north of the country, not only by ordinary strategy, but more importantly, by no one who thinks that I, as the commander of an army, dare to lead dozens of elites to directly smash the enemy's formation and behead the generals. Speaking of his deeds in front of the battle, King Jing's spirits were uplifted, as if the bloody battlefield was his destination.
Feng Zhirong had never seen such stories in her previous life and in this life, and she understood this art of war. "Surprise wins." In fact, it is more appropriate to use the Huanglong directly, but Feng Zhirong has read many books in this life, and she also knows that the place name from which this idiom is derived does not appear, so if it is used easily, it will cause people to be confused.
King Jing's eyes flashed with a fascinating look: "That's right, it's a surprise victory-my father is always angry with me for dying, but General Fan has praised it!" ”
Feng Zhirong looked at King Jing's appearance, and couldn't help laughing: "No wonder Your Majesty hopes that the prince will have a soft place in his heart, so that the prince will cherish his life more." ”
"This king has always cherished his life." King Jing disagreed when he heard this, and said with some seriousness: "If you don't have the chance to win, you won't easily step into the enemy formation." ”
Feng Zhirong nodded in agreement: "If the prince is reckless, presumably Your Majesty will not be able to trust the silver armor army to the prince's orders." ”
King Jing did not answer, but changed the conversation and said: "If this king is unwilling to have concerns, it is also a matter of reason, but what about you?" ”
Feng Zhirong couldn't help but be shocked, and then she spoke: "...... I'll be afraid. ”
"Xun Jian Zheng said, you are a talent who will enter and exit...... If you are going to be in the picture, how can you still be afraid of this little thing? ”
A trace of bitterness came out of Feng Zhirong's mouth, she looked at King Jing for a long time, and finally said with an almost pleading look and tone: "Lord Wang, give me a good time!" …… I won't escape, and I haven't thought of escaping, if King Jing speaks, even if there is a mountain of swords and a sea of fire ahead, I will find a way to break through! What Feng Zhirong mentioned was her only weakness under her seemingly flawless performance.
That uncertainty and insecurity made her feel deeply frightened and even frightened.
King Jing was stunned for a moment, and didn't care what Feng Zhirong said.
Feng Zhirong didn't care what King Jing thought, so she spoke: "Niangniang, Wang Ye, and grandfather and father and mother earlier, I don't understand a word of what you say!" ”
Feng Zhirong hangs a heart that has not fully healed since her previous life, which is indeed her most secret point that she never seems to have ever raised her mind about anything.
That may also be the reason why she never paid special attention to interpersonal communication in her previous life.
She was afraid of getting hurt.
Even if it is a little hurt, as long as the person who can make her open her heart and accept it, only need to throw a small pebble at her, and it can also set off waves in her heart.
Vaguely, she even spoke with a little crying: "Lord Wang, please tell me, why do you keep mentioning me?" My grandfather said it, and Master Liu of Qin Tianjian also said it, and they all said that I was a talented person who was in and out of the picture...... But what does that have to do with the person who His Majesty has appointed for the prince to marry and can enter the picture? ”
King Jing was stupid.
Perhaps it was the first time in the twenty-one years that he had been born so stupid.
This stupid boy!
It's stupid!
I don't know when it started, the ten-year-old doll in front of him is no longer an ignorant girl for him, but an adult who can talk to him on an equal footing.
King Jing was dumbfounded for a while, and then he smiled and said, "You really have been struggling with this problem? ”
Feng Zhirong nodded, looking aggrieved, trying to hold back her emotions that were about to get out of control.
I saw that King Jing restrained his expression and said seriously: "That day, my father and the emperor pointed out to me that the object of marriage was you, not someone else. ”
When Feng Zhirong heard this, she couldn't help but have red eyes, and said in a low voice: "Thank you, I know." ”
King Jing didn't expect that what he said would make Feng Zhirong have such a big reaction.
The little man in front of him tried to choke the tears in his eyes, stubbornly refusing to let them fall. King Jing looked at Feng Zhirong like this, and he didn't speak, but he just felt an indescribable taste in his heart.
After a long time, Feng Zhirong sniffed and said, "I'm sorry, I lost my honor." ”
King Jing shook his head and didn't say anything.
"I ......" Feng Zhirong hesitated for a moment before she said as if she had made up her mind: "I just want peace of mind." ”
Feng Zhirong said this normally, but King Jing frowned and said, "Peace of mind, what is it?" ”
Feng Zhirong thought for a while and said, "No matter what happens, you can always move forward steadily, this is peace of mind, just like ...... Didn't the prince just say that he cherished his life very much? ”
King Jing nodded.
Feng Zhirong continued to explain: "Whenever the prince charges into battle, he can always have no scruples, that is, because he has peace of mind, so he can let go of his hands and feet no matter what he does. ”
"So, why are you asking...... Just asking for peace of mind? ”
"I can't imagine that I will talk about marriage with others one day......" Feng Zhirong smiled faintly, with a slight helplessness on her face: "After all, the marriage in this world is the order of the parents and the words of the matchmaker, so I have always felt anxious about the coming day, worried that I will be sold like a commodity in the store." Besides, the elders have always pointed out to me but refused to say it, which makes me panic, but now...... Since the prince told me personally, he has a bottom in his heart, and he is somewhat relieved. ”