This diary was recorded by fifteen-year-old Chen Li.

From the diary, Zhang Ya can clearly see how obsessed Chen Li was with money at that time.

He longs for money to change his destiny......

And throughout childhood, as well as adolescence.

Chen Li has always regarded his parents as enemies!

At the same time, Zhang Ya secretly felt sad for Chen Li's past.

Chen Li stretched out his hand again and flipped the diary to the next page.

"September 6, 1992, weather, cloudy."

"I'm a freshman in high school! It is a key high school in the prefecture! ”

"In the past two years, I have received a lot of subsidies and scholarships, so for me, the burden of tuition fees is not so heavy."

"In the past two years, my father's attitude towards me has obviously improved a lot......"

"What makes me laugh is that in the last two years, they have often told me not to forget their nurturing kindness, and when I make a lot of money in the future, let me be kind to them!"

"I really want to laugh when I hear them say that......"

"What kind of mentality do they have to say such shameless words!"

"Where is their nurturing grace to me?"

"I even felt that even when I was a child, I grew up in an orphanage and was better off than in this home......"

"They've been complaining to me since the day they gave me ......"

"When I was just a little older, I thought about how to use me to generate value for my family......"

"Hehe, they have a fart nurturing grace for me......"

"And yet, even though I sneered at them in my heart, I wished they were going to die immediately!"

"But on the surface, I would still say that I will never forget their nurturing kindness......"

"No way, I still have to maintain the image of a good baby......"

"Hehe, my acting skills have become more and more perfect......"

"Now for me, what I want to pursue is more money......

"I also want to wear new clothes, new shoes, and I want to go to the arcade."

"But alas, I can't do any of that!"

"I have to give the impression that everyone is hard and studious!"

"Only then will everyone be willing to continue to help me!"

"But I think this kind of day is coming to an end."

"When I go to college, and then wait until I graduate from college, won't it be better......

"At that point, will I be able to live the life I want......

"Seven years to go... Seven years..."

"I wish time would pass soon......"

"I also hope that before I graduate from college, those two old things will die quickly!"

"During the summer vacation after graduating from junior high school, I worked a summer job and earned a little money."

"Actually, I really want to spend it, but I can't, I can only save it!"

"Because when people know I'm doing well, they won't continue to help me!"

"Until I grow up, I'll have to maintain my persona!"

After slowly reading this page of the diary, Zhang Ya's heart unconsciously sighed again......

It can be seen from the diary that Chen Lizheng has become a careerist little by little!

Become an absolute egoist!

Chen Li's face still had an inexplicable evil smile, and he silently opened the diary to the next page.

"May 20, 1995, weather, cloudy."

"I'm in my third year of high school and I'm graduating soon."

"In the past few years, despite my reluctance, I have been studying hard!"

"And the results are also remarkable, and I am still the number one in the whole school."

"The head teacher told me that with my grades, if nothing else, I should be able to be admitted to a prestigious school."

"A few days ago, the head teacher specially invited my father to the school and talked to him a lot ......"

"Hehe... As I expected..."

"My dad doesn't care what famous school I go to or not!"

"All he cares about is which school can spend a little less money, so that he can take less money out......"

"Hehe, I've guessed these a long time ago!"

"In the past two years, his health has become worse and worse, the money he makes is getting less and less, and he is still addicted to alcohol, and his family has become more and more unable to make ends meet."

"If I hadn't been able to get some scholarships from time to time, I wouldn't have been able to finish high school!"

"I don't really have a problem with what university to go to, as long as I can stay away from this home, it doesn't matter where I go!"

"However, in order to maintain the character of a well-behaved child and a sensible child, I can only choose a university with better benefits and scholarship treatment."

"Only in this way can I give the impression of a work-study program!"

"It's okay, Chen Li, you can do it! Hold on! ”

"The two of them are not far from death!"

"When they're dead, you'll be able to live the life you want!"

The page of the diary in front of me, the entire text, is still full of resentment and violence......

Zhang Ya felt very sad......

The first half of Chen Li's life... It's really hard... He's not happy at all...

But what about yourself?

After meeting him, what did he think of himself?

Myself... Is it just a tool on his way to success?

In Zhang Ya's heart, there was a trace of doubt......

Of course, if his own life, in Chen Li's heart, is just a tool.

Then, even if Zhang Ya can understand him again!

He is not forgivable at all!

He is sorry for loving himself so much, and he is sorry for Zhang Ya's parents for treating him so well, even treating him like a son!

While Zhang Ya was secretly thinking, Chen Li had already stretched out his hand and turned the diary to the next page again.

"January 5, 1996, weather, cloudy."

"I'm in college, it's a university in Rencheng, it's not bad!"

"Life at university is completely different from what it used to be......

"Here, I have a deeper understanding of the ugliness of human nature!"

"Students will compare themselves with each other and be jealous of each other......"

"They will compare who wears better clothes and whose family conditions are better, hehe......"

"Humanity is vividly displayed in a group of young people in their twenties......"

"Because of my personality, many people look at me with deep contempt......"

"I know, they look down on me, they look down on me, a child from the countryside!"

"Hehe, one day, I'll be better off than all of you!"

"Of course, in addition to some people who look down on me, there are also some teachers and classmates who look at me with a little sympathy in their eyes......"

"To be honest, this kind of gaze also makes me uncomfortable......"

"Because that's not the same kind of eyes, in their eyes, I seem to be a kitten and a puppy, and I need to be protected......"

"This feeling is very uncomfortable!"

"Therefore, my pursuit of success has become more urgent!"

"It's a coincidence......"

"In school, there is a recognized green tea, her name is Zhang Ya."

"She is very helpful and likes to show her skills in front of others......"

"Actually, I didn't have any thoughts about her, after all, how other people's lives want to live has nothing to do with me......"

"It doesn't matter if she's a green tea bitch or a slut!"

"But I didn't expect that by chance, I met her on the roof of the teaching building......"

"And after that, she would come to me from time to time, deliberately."

"Hehe, I know, she should like me......"

"No, to be precise, she fell in love with my disguise!"

"She likes my hard-working, sunny, optimistic look......"

"Hehe, it's just that she doesn't know my true face......"

"Through side inquiries, I know that this girl's family background seems to be very good."

"Right now, I'm still worried about the tuition fees in the future!"

"If I can be with this girl, will I be one step closer to success?"

"So, I chose to be with her......"

"On a sunny afternoon, I bought a bouquet of roses and showed her love......"

"My acting skills are still great, anyway, I don't think I can find anything wrong with it......"

"And the effect is really good! Ha ha! She was so moved! ”

"From that day on, we were both together......"

"I know that if you want to cheat someone out of money, you must not simply ask for it, it will seem stupid, and it will also arouse the vigilance of others!"

"The really clever way is to get the other party to take the initiative to give you money!"

"So after that, I continued to maintain my personality."

"Every day after school, I was in front of her, showing a reluctant look, and then, I went to work part-time ......"

"This work-study image, I must play it well in front of her!"

"I did this for more than two months until the end of the first semester......"

"At the train station, when I was sent home, she was crying in front of me......"

"I had no choice, I had to leave a few tears in front of her......"

"Being with her really tested my acting skills!"

"But I think it's all worth it!"

"I'm going to attack her tonight!"

"Because she's completely inseparable from me now......"

"So I'm going to create the illusion that I have to leave! If she really loves me, she will definitely keep me! ”

"Everything depends on tonight!"

Seeing this diary in front of him, Zhang Ya's brain was completely confused......

Although she had a trace of speculation in her heart.

I'm afraid that I'm just a tool of Chen Li!

But she never thought that everything Chen Li had in front of him from beginning to end was all acting!

Even Chen Li is no different from everyone else in the school!

He also treats her like a green tea! Became a slut!

And the reason why he chose to be with her was just to cheat money out of her......

Endless remorse! With anger!

In a flash!

In Zhang Ya's heart, rise up!

At the same time, the cold and biting black gas that surrounded her body gradually poured into her body at the moment when Zhang Ya's mood changed......

Black weird... Squeezing into her body little by little...

A wave of violence! Emotions of hatred!

In Zhang Ya's heart, a little bit poured out!

"Strange, why is it so cold all of a sudden?"

Chen Li, who was on the side, frowned and muttered, he twisted his head and looked around......

However, he found nothing......

"It's weird!"

He muttered a sentence softly, and then he didn't care, but turned the diary to the next page.

"February 18, 1996, weather, cloudy."

"Today is Chinese New Year's Eve, and it's a new year!"

"Looking at my father and mother who were busy on the side, preparing Chinese New Year's Eve meal, I felt very disgusted......"

"Despite my reluctance, I had to endure my nausea and help them!"

"Why aren't they dead?"

"What the hell! Lao Tzu still has to spend it for you! I've got to buy you something! ”

"Thinking of this, I feel angry unconsciously!"

"My New Year's resolution! I just hope they die soon! ”

"Forget it, don't think about these unhappy people yet......"

"At the end of this year, I still encountered a rare thing that made me happy!"

"What I wrote down last time, what I wanted to achieve, has been achieved!"

"Haha, that woman is so easy to deceive!"

"I told her that I have no money to pay for the next semester's tuition, and when school starts, I won't be able to go back to Rencheng......"

"Haha! As a result, that woman was really fooled! ”

"She said she had a passbook with enough money to pay for four years of college."

"When I get back to Rencheng, she'll give me that passbook!"

"Of course, she said to give me a passbook, it's not unconditional, she asked me to be good to her after graduation and be with her!"

"Sun and Moon"

"Haha! Again! Just like those two old guys! ”

"That's not right! It's not exactly the same! ”

"Because at the very least, she wants to give me some money first, and then let me be nice to her!"

"But... I'm still going to have to keep an eye out! ”

"After all, the money hasn't arrived yet, what if this woman just speaks nicely?"

"What if... What if she's an actor with a higher rank than me? ”

"It's not impossible, after all, on campus, she is recognized as a green tea......

"I think she's like her, too! Every day you know how to laugh and smile! ”

"Isn't she like me! Is it also acting all the time? ”

"It can't be that our two old actors happen to get together, right?"

"If that's the case, it's not going to be easy!"

"Anyway, I still have to try to play the show as well as possible, and when school starts, try to get that passbook in my hands!"

"As long as I have that passbook, I will have money!"

"But... How do I spend it? ”

"I still have to maintain my personality, and I can't act like a person who is not short of money......"

"That's right! I can secretly buy something and use it when I'm alone! ”

"That's right! That's it! ”

"Haha... I can't wait for the day I get back to school! ”

"But before that, I still have to play the show well!"

"What should I do......

"That's right! Today is Chinese New Year's Eve! ”

"Originally, I didn't plan to talk to her today, after all, I have to run far away every day to call, and I feel quite troublesome!"

"But if I call her at twelve o'clock tonight, at the beginning of the new year, will she be very moved?"

"I guess it will! Right! That's it! ”

"It just so happens that I don't want to see those two old things at home, and I have to help them work, why the hell?"

"Just do it, and when the night comes, I'll find an excuse to get out!"

"Wait until twelve o'clock, I will call Zhang Ya again and send her New Year's wishes!"

"In this way, she should be more moved, and she shouldn't be stingy with that passbook, right?"

"That's right! This can also be counted as a temptation on my part! ”

"If she is still unwilling to give me the passbook after this, then she must be an old actor!"

"At that point, I'll have to find a way to change my goal!"

"Come on, Chen Li! Step up your game! Struggle! ”