After my mother helped me settle in the dormitory, I left with my father and Cheng Dada. I don't remember the details now, but I remember the day I cried and didn't dare to look them in the eye.

Since then, the four-person team of 412 bedrooms has officially assembled.

Among the four of us, only me and Li Dan are in the same class, Qiu Qi is in the fifth class, and Han Xiaoxiao is in the third class. The four of us stayed together that night.

Just after seven o'clock in the evening, Qiu Qi was holding a blue basin and a dark blue kettle, ready to wash his feet.

Li Dan on the side also picked up his kettle and went out to fetch water when he saw it, Han Xiaoxiao said with a smile: "I also wash my feet." Then I said, "I will wash too." ”

In fact, I don't wash my feet every day at home, I wash every two days, or I was reminded by my mother that I don't have a good habit of washing my feet on time, and it would be good to wash my face on time at that time.

The four of us began to wash our feet after hula. After washing his feet, Qiu Qi ran to the bathroom to brush his teeth, the second was Li Dan, then Han Xiaoxiao, and then me. Our dormitory is very good, but there is a separate bathroom in the house, or a toilet. And the moms cleaned it up for us.

After washing, the four of us went about our own business. Qiu Qi kept humming with Bluetooth headphones plugged in, and kept rapping in his mouth, I guess I would listen to rock songs again. Li Dan was writing something with a pen, and later I saw that it was her motto: excellence is not a behavior but a habit. Xiaoxiao on the side read a high school physics book with relish.

"What are you looking at?"

"High School Physics." He didn't raise his head for a moment. In just half an hour, she read three pages. Then he said to us, "My favorite thing in junior high school is physics, and our teacher used to call a few of us to the office to discuss with him." Anyway, I'm the one in the room with a perfect score this time. ”

"Whew, that's amazing." I praised it again and again, thinking that I deserved to be admitted to a key high school.

And I've been thinking about Yue, what is he doing? I only remember that at that time, the mobile phone was full of Xu Song's songs, "No Makeup", "The Funeral of Roses"... My favorite is still the song "The World Declares Love You". At that time, I felt that this song was really suitable for my love story with Yue, so I was copying the lyrics, and I copied the lyrics of this song one by one on a beautiful notepad.

"Waiting for you under the camphor tree that has escaped the rain

Rub shoulders around the corner on the flyover

Create the accumulation of fate for each encounter

I can finally hold your hand

Protect you

The place where you are is exceptionally fresh

The corners of my mouth will rise when I think of you

The silhouette of the Alluring City

Stained with my longing

The sky is becoming transparent

Hear your own permission

Declare your love to the whole world

I just want to be with you

This heart

No fear

Too firm

I'm glad I was able to meet you

Even if the whole world denies it

I'm going to be with you too

I want to hold hands

I want to hug

I want to love you

The heavens and the earth will be together

The place where you are is exceptionally fresh

The corners of my mouth will rise when I think of you

The silhouette of the Alluring City

Stained with my longing

The sky is becoming transparent

Hear your own permission

Declare your love to the whole world

I just want to be with you

This heart

No fear

Too firm

I'm glad I was able to meet you

Even if the whole world denies it

I'm going to be with you too

I want to hold hands

I want to hug

I want to love you

The heavens and the earth will be together. ”

That's right, I copied the lyrics stroke by stroke under the lamp alone, especially the sentence: Even if the whole world denies it, I want to be with you, I want to hold hands, I want to hug, I want to love you, and I want to be together. Because at that time, I knew that my family would never agree to me being with Yue, and this lyric showed my heart at that time, that is, I would always want to be with Yue. I folded this beautiful piece of paper and put the clay heart that Yue sent me into a beautiful box, this box turned out to be containing jade, I wrapped the jade in toilet paper, and put all the things that Yue sent me into this box. Then I put this box under my pillow and pillow it every day when I sleep, as if the more I am around, my heart is very sweet.

At that time, I really had two wishes in my heart, one was to study hard to get ahead. The second is to always be with Yue. These two aspirations sustained me through a difficult time in this talent-filled high school.

Listening to this song every night with my headphones plugged in, I feel empowered.

And now, I don't dare to listen to this song anymore because it hurts every time I hear it.

Every time I hear it, I think I was really stupid, even stupid.