When Mom and Dad left, I cried.

I always thought I was a warrior, in fact, I was a weak, because every Saturday night, you will hear bursts of crying from the toilet, yes, this person is me, at that time I would choke up every time to call home, and my father always fixed the sentence: "Son, be strong!" ”

I'm kind of familiar with a few people in the dormitory. One is the cold and dragging Qiu Qi, the other is the pampered Han Xiaoxiao, and the other is the local Li Dan. From brushing our teeth and feet every night to going straight to bed after school, we learned to be honest with each other by pretending to be honest with each other.

"Xuan Xuan, do you want to eat in the cafeteria?"

"Go." Li Dan and I chose to eat in the cafeteria, Xiaoxiao ate bread and drank milk in the dormitory all day long, she would call home what she wanted to eat, and then her gentle mother would send it to her the same, while Qiu Qi ordered food in her own home, paid the money every month, and then cooked for you in a different way. Children from ordinary families like Li Dan and I choose to follow the public to eat in the cafeteria.

If you order food at noon, then come to a special window in the morning and tell people what you want to eat, he will write you on the lunch box and issue you a meal card with a number, you just need to press the number to pick up the meal.

Li Dan and I felt that the meal was too slow, and we had to queue up, so we decided to order food.

"Uncle, I want tomatoes, eggs and shredded potatoes, and the staple food is rice."

I looked up and saw in the window a young man in his twenties and thirties, dyed with brown hair. I said casually: "Eldest sister, is it obvious that he is an elder brother, how can he be an uncle." I felt that this Li Dan really couldn't speak.

When I ordered food, this brother seemed to be very gentle with me.

"What are you going to eat?" He said to me with a smile.

"I eat tofu and scrambled eggs." I think it's because I'm more discerning that my brother in the cafeteria is tolerant of me.

Until later, this brother has always been very good to me, he will give me a meal card No. 001, let me be the first to pick up the meal, which saves me a lot of time to eat, and then I don't need to take the meal card at all, go directly to the window to find him, no matter how many people are lined up, he will give me the meal as soon as possible, and he will leave me every No. 001 meal card, he said to give me a souvenir. In the end, he gave me three lunch boxes every time I picked up food.

"Hey, why are there so many?" I looked at him curiously.

"There's fish in it, eat it while it's hot." It turned out that he made me an extra fish. Otherwise, it's a chicken cake, add an extra chicken leg, and he always opens a small stove for me, which is why I am 120 pounds in high school.

Later, I learned that he was the cook of the cafeteria. When I think of how often I order food, I complain in front of him: "This dish is not delicious, that dish is not delicious." "I just felt embarrassed that my cafeteria brother was the first good person I met in high school that impressed me.

Subsequently, we carried out a compulsory high school course - military training. It was hot, we were dressed like soldiers, and I stood on the lawn and thought: I must study hard, fight for my parents, and be with the boy I like. At that time, I carried the muddy heart that Yue gave me every day (mentioned earlier). I put one in my trouser pocket for military training and one in my stationery box, so it seems like Yue is always by my side.

During the military training, I found that there were many good-looking little girls in our class, and there was a particularly good-looking girl named Liu Yuting. I thought she was very beautiful even though she wore a pair of black-framed glasses, but she still couldn't hide her big watery eyes, and many boys were revolving around her at that time.

A girl standing in front of me must be a beauty, because I can only see her back, yellow hair, white wrist tied with a bracelet, that bracelet is very special to make her wrist look better, from the back she is a particularly temperamental girl, I have been looking forward to her turning, when she turns around, but not as amazing as I thought, I can only say that it is generally good-looking, her name is Lin Chen, this girl I will mention later.

Looking at the group of people in front of me, I know that they are all my future competitors, no matter what the current grades are, in the future, there will definitely be my place in this class, and this position will definitely be very high, because I firmly believe that I will not be a phoenix.

At that time, I was confident, sunny, strong and full of perseverance, but I didn't know that a few years later, I no longer had such courage and determination, and I only had low self-esteem, misanthropy and indifference.