A wordless song belonging to the 2010s
(a)
I don't seem to be interested in anything lately
A little tired and a little tired
Maybe it's the pressure of schoolwork
With age
The pressure often comes from the voices of the people around you
My family and friends have been urging me to get married lately
Let me hurry to find a partner with whom I can stay for the rest of my life
Before I knew it, I hadn't started a long-term relationship for two years
When you have to face this problem every day, you find it not so difficult
Alcohol is a good painkiller
It's good to get through the night
Somehow, it's probably still a little overwhelming
She recently got married
It's hard to imagine when I hear the news
The inner feelings are extraordinarily calm
And it seems to be a stranger to her
Feel out of the way
It's as if the person in the photo is someone else
Someone who has no connection to me
Time is such a scary thing
I think I haven't seen each other for more than four years
She doesn't seem to remember what happened
It doesn't matter if this person is happy or not
This person has nothing to do with me
I can only sit idly by and see what her future holds
The nature of the heart is different from that of the past
We've all become different people
(b)
I returned to my hometown after a year
Carrying a backpack that has been with me for many years
A person goes alone to walk the way of the past
Former confidants and friends have been scattered in the rivers and lakes
It's really hard to see each other
I took a lot of pictures of them
I'm like a nobody with no connection in the city
I saw a lot of old scenes
The building where my family used to shop is dilapidated
That's where I grew up
It's also where my family struggles
The large shop was split into several small shops for rent
There are no old acquaintances who come and go
The noodle restaurant I like to eat seems to have increased in price again, but it still tastes good
Back to the same school as before
Seeing the red list of the college entrance examination in the new year, all the people in my heart were ashamed
I used to think I was "the chosen one" among my peers
A word came to my heart
"There is no hero when the shaft becomes famous."
This sentence is a satire on these juniors and on me
Grew up in a small city
It is very easy for the habit of being excellent since childhood to collapse in front of people who are really good
People need to fight against the world
I hope they don't sit in the well and watch the sky for too long like me
It took so long to understand
What you want
It took so long to understand my shallowness
(c)
I'm so short of money
Every time I think about myself, I am not insatiable
The days that were originally lazy and lazy could be lived for a lifetime until death
I have to suffer this sin
But as it is
Rather than staying in his hometown silently
It's better to bite the bullet and ride a thousand miles alone
Try to do everything and don't jump to conclusions
I'm a person who rarely regrets myself
Hopefully luck will favor me a little more
If I could, I would like to have a career that I could strive for all my life to make up for my current embarrassment
I was very moved to see a friend I had never met writing a word
"We chose to leave our homeland because we knew that the road was neither smooth nor unstable. People always say that reality is not as happy and enviable as sun. One goes to dinner, one goes to the movies, one goes shopping, one goes to meet all the eyes around him. I'm used to letting people know I'm doing well. It's because I know that the reason why people are lonely is just to find their true selves. ”
Hopefully I never give up
I still want to win my life
(iv)
When I was admitted to school and work, I occasionally had the idea of not taking exams again for the rest of my life
The praise of others inevitably reveals complacency and boasting
Life and work are all consciously now, but they have forgotten the first sentence of teaching and educating people in school
Late arrivals and early departures are prohibited
Swim through thousands of troops
Suddenly unlock the gold rope
Under desire and uncontrollable repressive forces
Conceit and laziness are no longer like siblings
The war with the ego will always be lost.
But if you don't fight
It's going to die