What hates me the most is that I am only white today

There are always people in this world who like to talk those bastard things

There's always something that says it's up to you to choose

It's as simple as all the questions

In the end, reading books or raising pigs

A person who has absolute confidence in his own strength

When you are cornered

will find out

Those opportunities are fleeting

In most cases

In fact, we are all white, and in the end, we have no choice at all

Today is the day when I say goodbye to this place once and for all

Treated like a cow as a horse

It was PUA

But I'm not willing to just accept my fate

Those past achievements seem ridiculous now

has just become a footnote on other people's military medals

But I eventually learned to resist

I learned true forbearance

Only now did I suddenly understand the emotion when Liu Bei said that

"I am a bird in a cage, a fish in a net, this line is like a bird in the sky, a fish in the sea, no longer fettered!"

From now on, he will not be hindered by others

Do whatever you want

If you're not happy, fuck it

It's been five years, and how many five years are there in life

Although think about this period of life carefully

Except for the first year without vacation, the rest of the time was happy

The humiliation and anger have strengthened me now

Drink a glass of spirits that night

Everything is just a cloud of smoke from the past

No more looking back

No more attachment to the past

Although knowing that sooner or later there will be such a day

But life is full of uncertainties

I really didn't expect it to be today

Personal belongings were sorted out a year ago

Immerse yourself in your life

And the work has passed for such a year with a chaotic attitude

The moment I received the notification, I felt a little sour

It's ridiculous

Isn't that what I want to happen?

Anything can happen in this wilderness

Is it that my already numb feelings suddenly have some comfort?

I don't know

I don't want to bother with my own feelings

Say goodbye to those who have been in trouble together

I don't know, though

Is there any one of those people who has ever had a genuine heart for me?

But I tried to try to get to know these people again

I also began to learn to see the real world clearly

Only when you withdraw from the intimate relationship that you are now

Maybe you can really see the truth of a person to you

Sure enough, life is unconventional

There are many people in this world who cannot be friends with you

They are only forced by the situation to stand on the same line with you

They are just footnotes in your life

It's a good thing to see ahead of time

There's no need to waste that time and energy on them

Except for some emotional fluctuations with a few acquaintances

Listening to some sanctimonious blessings, I feel a little ridiculous

Why bother

Falsely being a masked person

In the end, the mask will merge with the face

When I left here

I also found a kind person who can really be admired

Those things that a former adversary wrote for me

Let me know that there are people who know your pursuit and spirit

Like this guy said

Everyone has a different life

There is no need for identity between us

What we need is respect

I was very impressed

Playing against such noble people is the result I really want

Sometimes you want to win the game

But you end up winning a soulmate

Maybe that's the meaning of life

Look at the others

I scoffed at them contemptuously

maybe

From now on, it's a good thing that we don't meet in life

I burned down my barn

Started a new journey of his own

Now that I think about it, maybe pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger is really a wise saying

Nothing that has been done before has attracted attention

has created the current result

Okay, I want to live better.

Goodbye, everybody

See you at a high place