Saw a story about tablemates today

I remembered a piece of the past

The beginning of the story begins with the first placement in high school

Failed the high school entrance examination that year

I lost the opportunity to study at the provincial level

I was placed in a mid-stream class in the city

Confused with a group of confused classmates

That was the first time I felt that life should not be wasted like this

Destiny should be in your own hands

At the very least, you should do your best in those areas that you can master

It just so happened that the arts and sciences were divided early

The first half of high school will begin

So it took months of effort

Acting alone in an almost disregard for the eyes of others

Finally the hard work paid off

I was fortunate enough to be placed in the first class in the liberal arts

Because it takes up to half a year to fish in the fish pond

Of course, I was excited about being assigned to the so-called experimental class

On the first day, I was excited to wake up early

Of course, that's just for me

Because I'm a big latecomer all year round

It turned out that I seemed to be coming on the penultimate night of the class

You can only sit in the last seat in the last row

Just when I was depressed

I saw a girl who came later than me

Come here recklessly

At that time she wore a ponytail

Completely leaking out of the door of the brain

When she found out she was the first to last

She was embarrassed

Her expression amused me

Because there are no seats left

I and the others helped her move the table

Only the penultimate girl has a place to sit

But our protagonist today is not her

I'm still laughing at what I just did

The head teacher saw that everyone was coming

With that, we'll sit in this seat for the time being

The swap will be made until the end of the period

That's when I noticed my tablemates

The tall, skinny girl

He has a baby face

Hello, I'm H

Hello, I'm H

Ay? Are you H too?

No, you heard it wrong

I'm Ho

This was my first meeting with Ho

I learned from the mouths of others

She has been in this class and has never left

She's not like my other tablemates before

I'm a self-cooked

I often express my kindness to others first

But this is the first time I've seen someone like her

Maybe it's because I don't know each other very well

She didn't pay much attention to me

I spoke ten words to her

She replied to me

I'm depressed to communicate with such people

I don't know if she looks down on someone as frivolous as me in her heart

Or is it her own personality?

I really can't handle someone with such a personality

I didn't want to get acquainted with her too much

But at the time of class

For someone like me who loves to talk and chat

It's hard to be at the same table with someone like that

My way of rest at school is to chat in addition to sports

I don't have the habit of reading extracurricular books in class

She has always been silent in class

At that time she used a Nokia phone

Usually when she encounters a class she doesn't like very much, she will put on headphones and listen to music

In between classes, she likes to read ancient books

Once I stumbled upon a glimpse of her reading Caigen Tan

For me at that age

I read Yu Hua and it was already very niche

It's the first time I've seen someone like her

In a small city, such students are too rare

The Chinese teacher would talk to her when she chatted with her

You're reading these books too early

But I appreciate her

I heard it from the side

My respect for her deepened

Once she read in class that Dream of Red Mansions seemed to be the scene of Daiyu burying flowers

Crying in class

When the teacher noticed that she was not in the right state

She took the initiative to ask the teacher to leave the class and take a break

It's good for her to go out

The eyes of the whole class were staring at me in unison

Because I'm usually a thorn

Everyone subconsciously thought that I was angry with her and cried

What the fuck does it matter to me?

What the fuck are you all staring at me?

It's a fun memory when I think about it now

No one spoke to me

I had to start reading and studying

If you encounter a class you don't like, you can also change subjects to study

Her English is very good

Frequently praised by teachers

But she didn't seem to like the English teacher

He liked the politics teacher very much

That teacher was a bit like a college-style teacher

It seems that the focus is not on lecturing

It's chatting with others

Talk about facts

And I had a good conversation with that teacher

She said to me once in surprise

Turns out you like these things, too

I said you didn't ask me

Occasional exchanges didn't deepen the distance between us

But I deeply feel that this girl has extraordinary strength

Many classmates have mentioned it

Our experimental class is very depressing

Because most of the classmates are from different class places

There are also a lot of transfer students

Most of them were students who had been very good in the past

And I was lucky enough to get here

I don't know anything about my own strength

But I can feel it too

Everyone seems to be holding their breath

See where you rank in this class

The first exam of the placement is obviously a highlight

And I've been at the same table with her for a month now

The students are guessing who will be the first place in the whole grade in this exam

And I already have the answer in my heart

After all, we've been together for a month

But perhaps

I'm the only one who knows

When the rankings came out, everyone knew what was the undisputed number one in the whole grade

And I got my best grade in high school

16th in the whole grade

But none of the teachers knew who I was

I only know that I am Ho's tablemate

Fuck they're too despised too

At that time, I was very angry

Although I'm ashamed to say it

But I know what's to be credited with

Because why don't you make small talk with me

Instead, it made me develop good habits

I wouldn't have been so focused on studying before

But that doesn't mean I like to sit at the same table with her

She also has friends

I used to be in this class too

That girl is the type I hate so much

Very personable

But very impolite

There is no reserve of a girl of that age at all

Dictate to others

Sometimes I was studying during the end of class

I'm reading a book next to me

The girl would come over and signal me to go away

Get out for a while

She was going to talk to Ho

I had a question mark on my face

So rude

Why don't you fuck out

But as a person who can control his emotions

I couldn't be mad at such a difficult girl

Because I know that getting into trouble with such a person can only bring unnecessary trouble

I don't need to be serious about these little things

Ho seems to like this girl very much

I had an unusual smile on my face when I talked to her

At that age, I subconsciously thought that I would never be friends with such a person

It's also impossible to be friends

So at the time of the subsequent seat adjustment

I voluntarily stayed away from her

After that, there wasn't much intersection

She has also basically always been the girl who stands at the top of the grade

I just think she's an introvert, weird and excellent person

Later, the college entrance examination was as unexpected as everyone expected

What was the champion of our year?

But the level of our students at that time was really hard to compliment

In the end, Ho chose to go to a 985 in BJ

The first winter break of freshman year

I met Ho again at the high school class reunion

As before, we are passers-by

But after dinner, some of us went together for tea and chatting

He and I also had a chat with each other

She can now devote herself to reading some literature

Go see her favorite movies

We talked

Matsuko, who was disliked, seemed to say a lot of things during his life

At that time, she added her WeChat

Not a word has been said until now

Thumbs up

Interact once

afterward

I learned from my classmates and friends

She was the first person in our high school class to get married

It's basically the speed at which you get married after graduation

And there seems to be only one female classmate in our class who later transferred to attend her wedding

She seems to have deliberately distanced herself from our group

And that's all I have to say about her

That's when I stumbled upon it

She blocked my circle of friends

I don't intend to pay too much attention to this either

After all, it's people who don't have much to do with each other

But when I think about it, it's someone who has had a deep impact on me

I didn't understand it before

It's a valuable experience to be able to work with great people

In the high school of that small city

Her near-invincible student career

Makes me blindly think she's an old-fashioned person

But the subsequent story happened to make me understand

I don't know or know this person at all

Still water flows deeply

It seems that the character of not making waves has great power

Many years later, I still have a deep memory when I think about it

Everyone has their own independent character

We don't have to identify with their way of life

Just respect them from the bottom of your heart

I often say

Instead of reminiscing about the past

It's better to think about how to face the future

But maybe it's getting older

I often think about the past

Recall what those people had said before

Although those things are a thing of the past

All that is often obtained is

no reply

Still water flows deeply

Cangsheng stepping on the song

The three lives are cloudy and sunny.

Once joys and sorrows

To whom