I haven't seen Li Shang for a few days, and although the camel went in because of him, for some reason, I didn't hate him because of this. I annoy this guy when he's there, and I miss him when he's not around.

He's not a good bird, but he seems to be my support for where I am.

Chen Gongming seemed to be missing, and he didn't seem to take the initiative to call me. No matter how much I think about him, he seems to be a soldier who can't hold up a horse. I was helpless, like a headless fly, as if my life had lost its sense of direction all of a sudden. Chen Gongming said that Mengling came out in the past few days, but there was no news, so I didn't know who to inquire.

I had nothing to do every day, except to wander around the city, just to sleep, and sometimes I slept until I didn't get up the next night.

The phone rang, and I got it from the clutter on the bedside table, the one surnamed Huang.

"Hello?" He's shouting, "Hear which one is not?" ”

"Burnt to ashes, I know who you are!" I hate that some people don't even joke.

"It's good that I haven't been burned to ashes yet!" He seemed to be laughing.

"I hope you don't turn to ashes!" I am also unrelenting.

"Don't worry, I can't melt." He pressed me too. "After last time, I didn't have anything, and now I'm lighter, how are you, now?"

"Fortunately, thanks to you, I wasn't killed!" I didn't want to talk to him anymore, but it was so empty for days that I didn't hang up on him.

"Of course, my wife and sisters are very capable of fighting, and last time a woman was almost killed!" He seems to be blowing as a cowhide.

"You're really shameless," I think people nowadays are more shameless than the other, like me, and there are even more shameless people than me, are you showing off in front of me?

"Of course, I don't dare!" He seemed to relent, "Are you free?" ”

"I didn't, I'm too lazy to pay attention to you!" I hung up. Thinking about how he used to be a police officer, how could he have this hobby, maybe it was the result of this lust for women that made him lose his job and family.

The phone rang again, and when I looked, it was his again.

This man is shameless.

I don't pick up, I don't want to pick him up.

This time, he sent a text message.

"Xiaowei, you are the most memorable of all my women. If there is an afterlife, I will not let you go, you can rest assured, I will not destroy your family, if you need me one day, I will never give up! ”

It's so annoying that I simply turned off my phone.

I lay in bed thinking about these men.

I looked at the light at the curtains and thought to myself that the camel was gone, and our marriage seemed to be coming to an end.

I look around at the house where we used to be home, or, after a while, everything here will not be mine. I sighed, let out a deep sigh. I knew that I would have to face all my life from now on, including my daily expenses, the money I paid for renting, and my new lifestyle.

The light in the house was dark and bright in the curtain of flowers that were blown away by the wind.

At this time, I really wanted to smoke, and I took a deep breath like Mengling.

I felt hungry, as if I hadn't eaten a few meals, and I leaned over to the head of my bed, feeling lonely for a while.

What should I do, I'm thinking about this, I can't sit back and eat, I have to support myself.

The camel was gone, and my source of livelihood was cut off all at once. Thinking about how many days ago, I blamed the camel for his uselessness, and now I think that it is remarkable that he can feed me. A person, in an environment that is not necessarily, will feel a mood that is not necessarily. He should love me, I believe it's just that the woman is too clingy to him, or has some purpose. Even if he loved her, it had become a fact, and I noticed his infidelity several times, but I didn't say it, because Li Shang added in and I seemed to get a balance. But now that I think about it, I was too selfish. Or, if you are a little stronger at that time, maybe the camel will not apostatize and not be distracted from me like this, I am sure of this.

There was a knock on the door, could it be Li Shang, this child is elusive every day.

"Are you home?" It was the landlord, and as soon as I opened the door, I saw him looking at me, and I noticed that I was wearing pajamas.

"What's the matter?" Covering the door, he shrank his body inward by half a step.

"It's rent for the next quarter." He would say, "What about the camel, isn't he at home?" I haven't seen him in days! ”

"He's on a business trip!" I said, "Do you pay quarterly, how much?" ”

"Plus last month's water and electricity bills, together it is 1,910 yuan, this rent is 1,800 yuan, water and electricity is 110 yuan, together is so much, give, this is a bill."

"I'll give it to you tomorrow, and I'll call it a camel for you." I was just about to cover the door, and when I saw that he was still not leaving, I looked at him, "Is there anything else?" ”

"It's gone, it's gone, okay, tell the camel to give it to me tomorrow." With that, he went downstairs to his own eyes.

Rent, water and electricity, more than 1,900 yuan, fortunately my mother-in-law gave me 2,000 yuan last time she left.

I sat back in bed, and my mind was filled with anxiety that I had to think about the rest of my life. I know I'm running out of money.

I suddenly thought of the money Mengling gave me, and I quickly lifted the quilt and got up and found something hidden under the bed.

I opened it carefully, looked at the neat and thick coin in front of me, and couldn't help but feel heavy: I still can't touch this money, this money is of unknown origin, I can't use it, otherwise I won't be able to get rid of it, and it will be troublesome. Gongming said that Mengling entered the cage several times in and out, maybe one day something happened, and I would become an accomplice. But why does this girl Mengling want to give me this trouble, how can I deal with it now, no, I have to take it to the bank to save it, and one day she will give it all to her.

I was sure of it, so I was ready to go out.

Which bank should be deposited, and which bank should be more insured?

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I hesitated. Looking around, afraid that someone would follow, and also afraid that someone would harm me and snatch my bag, I held my bag to my chest and saw a construction bank in front of me.

There was a lot of traffic, and I had to cross the street.

I felt like my whole body was floating, like a shell without a soul.

I don't know how long I've been without eating, I know I'm hungry now, and I lament that I haven't eaten for a few days and no one knows.

It's me swimming, I'm top-heavy.

I can't fall, at least not before the money in my bag is deposited in the bank. I had a premonition that I might collapse and get dizzy.

There are so many people in the bank, why are there so many people at this time?

A security guard came over, probably seeing my nervous look.

"What business do you handle?" A woman in uniform behind me asked me, startling me.

"You're the manager?" I saw the number plate on her chest, and my heart was at least half settled, "I save money!" ”

I approached her, and the security guard walked up to me, and I felt much safer.

"Do you want to call a number first, you see, it's the peak season!" She stretched out her right hand, as if to press a machine by the door.

"Can you do it first, I have a lot of them here!" I motioned to her, and tightened the bag again. I looked around to the left and right, and I didn't think anyone was paying attention to me.

Is it because I have too much heart, or am I afraid that someone will harm me, how can I have such fear------- perhaps, I am too nervous.

This beautiful mature female manager led me to the second floor, and at this time, I felt so relieved, and I felt that this female manager was not only beautiful, but also empathetic, which was really worthy of praise.

She introduced me to a man who was writing at the desk, "Section Chief Liu, this lady has deposited a large amount of money, please handle it yourself, thank you!" ”

"Okay, you may be seated!" Section Chief Liu put down the pen in his hand and smiled at me.

The service here is really good, this bank can do things for the people like this, I believe there are many repeat customers. I suddenly thought that when I was studying business administration in school, it seemed that I had learned the side of service, from etiquette to appearance, from language to body shape, this aspect is really a knowledge.

Sure enough, the efficiency of this special event was less than fifteen minutes from entering the door to the end.

I suddenly felt like I had found what I was going to do, even though I was still a wanderer. But I saw the passion and attitude in the work from the staff of these banks, and also saw the spiritual outlook that should be reflected in a person's life.

When I stood on the busy streets again, my heart was filled with gratitude. It's a thank you to the people who made me feel safe just now, and to the people who took their work with the utmost seriousness.

I saw a job posting next to the station across the road, with a table set up next to it and two girls sitting next to it. It looks like a big hotel is hiring.

Although I was top-heavy at the moment, I thought I should be sure about going to work as a manager in a hotel or something.

Sure enough, it was a company called Cihu Villa.

I have heard of this hotel, it is a star hotel in the development zone.

Consult, fill out forms, all in one go. For such a job, I have a certain strength, and I believe that I will be retained or even promoted. I remember that when I went to the internship with Mengling, I chose to do it in a hotel, and I worked as a waiter, serving food, and even a foreman at that time.

Why didn't I think of doing this again! I'm laughing at myself, although the man just said that I should start as a waiter, at least I have done it, I have experience. So, I feel like I'm no longer a white eater, I can support myself anymore.

I need to eat something and get ready for work. Going to work, a word that seems so strange and yet so familiar. When I think about it, I think I'm really going to go to work, never be a parasite again, never be a parasite anymore. When I felt cornered, I was given a chance to change myself, and I felt that I was a phoenix thrown into the fire and had to be reborn.

I'm going to start all over again, I'm going to get out of what I used to be and go alone. Stay away from these people who are painful and sad to me. I seemed to think sadly, and my heart ached. Or, I have always been a person, facing everyone like this, or, facing those men, I am on the weak side, on the injured side. Now, I'm going to step away, I'm not playing, I'm going to a place where none of you know, no one knows, and I'm starting over.