Finally returned to his hometown.

The rape flowers in May are already falling, or I have forgotten the season.

I used to be with my grandmother, remembering the time of each solar term in the dark night, from the beginning of spring, rain, 。。。。。。 To the winter solstice, the small cold, the big cold. At that time, I could recite backwards, and I could lean on the quilt at my grandmother's bedside and carry the date and duration of each solar term without thinking.

Looking up at the sky of my hometown, it was clear and cloudless. I like the clear blue sky at this time.

The rape is already budding, with long sharp grains, and it is full of seeds. The four fields are green, and the sun is leaking freely, not stingy at all. I stretched lazily, the most comfortable stretch I've had in days.

I took a deep breath of the air of my hometown.

Mom said my brother was getting married and asked me to come home once.

Actually, I want to come back again.

I know that my mother bought my brother a house in Wuhan, and she said it inadvertently during a small talk.

But I didn't care, and I didn't think about getting anything.

The familiar path, when I was under this sun, I suddenly had a hidden pain in my heart, which was the feeling of missing my grandmother.

Grandma has been away from me for more than ten years, in the blink of an eye. But I still remember it vividly.

I only mentioned a little fruit, in fact, I don't want to give her this bit of fruit that my mother has always given me.

I didn't plan to come back, and maybe, after I'm going to work, I won't have time to come back. Since I got married here, I have rarely come back, not only because this is not my real home, but also because my mother who raised me has never loved me with a smiling face, and I have never forgotten the little bamboo strip she used to beat me. Ever since I was sensible, I've vowed to get out of here and leave her.

Today, I'm back and she's still not smiling.

"You're back." She nodded, and the moment I stepped through the door, I saw her sitting in the hall, in the dim light, and I saw her sallow face, sparse hair, and dull eyes.

She's old. I was amazed! It turned out that I had been too strict with my adoptive mother.

My heart tightened, and I didn't say anything, just habitually went in, poured water, and drank it.

"Where's my dad?" I asked, I didn't call her, it's been my habit for more than ten years.

"Out of the car!" She answered. "Are you going to eat at home tonight?"

"No, I'll leave in the afternoon!" I say.

I sat down across from her and glanced at her, "When is my brother's day?" ”

"The eighth day of October." She replied. "A few months, Xiaowei, what are you doing now, camel?"

"I'm at work, a hotel." I say.

She nodded, her hands propped up on her knees, "I'll cook." ”

"How much is it today, isn't it soon, my brother's day?" I then asked.

"Hmmm! It's almost there. ”

"Mom," I called out anyway, and I realized that she was also so difficult, especially when I saw her just now, "when will I return?" I mean, when are we going to prepare? ”

"There is nothing needed at home, when the two families are combined, they will book a banquet in Huangshi, and it will be like this now." She answered me in the kitchen.

I didn't say anything anymore, thinking that when I got married, my family was not prepared. At that time, even the money for the dowry was 50,000 yuan from the camel's side.

"I'll go to Grandpa's place." I got up, and my grandfather was at the third uncle's house.

I brought a cigarette and a pair of cloth shoes for my grandfather, and I knew he smoked.

Grandpa hasn't been out since Grandma died. Every time he came back, he would ask me a lot, even to give me money.

Because I grew up under the love of him and my grandmother, I feel content and happy only when I am around them. From elementary school to junior high school to college, every time I came back, my grandfather would give me some money.

"How much will it cost this time?" That's a phrase my grandfather used to ask me.

"Thirty!" I replied. At this point, my grandfather would take it out of his jacket pocket and give me forty or fifty dollars.

And every day off, I would help out in my grandmother's shop, nominally to help my grandmother look after the shop, but in fact, I could eat whatever I wanted inside, and time passed between this superiority and pride, until I grew up, read, and went out.

Grandpa sat under the eaves at the door of the third uncle's house, and I saw his lonely back from afar, old and slightly hunched.

"Grandpa!" I screamed, tears streaming down my face. Because I can't stay by my grandfather's side for a long time, I can't keep my filial piety, and I can't do what I can for my grandfather.

"Is it Weiwei?" Grandpa, who is in his eighties, still has good hearing, and when he hears the voice, he knows it's me.

I squatted down in front of him and saw saliva coming out of his trembling lips. I pulled out a tissue and wiped him clean. Hold his hands in the palm of mine. Looking at my grandfather's gray hair, I felt the ruthlessness of the years.

The gentleman who educated his children on the three-foot podium back then, no matter how much knowledge and learning he had, he could not support his old body. The grandfather who raised me back then to support me is now in his last years.

"Wei, do you have any money?" Grandpa was very happy and grabbed my hand.

I saw tears under his sagging eyelids and white eyebrows, which made my heart ache.

In this family, the most important thing I miss is this grandma and grandpa.

I swear I must live well.

0000

Li Shang called me again.

This guy must have not been seen in three days, and it is not good to see me.

I didn't want to pick it up, and I didn't want to see him.

I was waiting for the notice from the hotel, and although I was sure, two days had passed and there was no news. I was afraid that something would go wrong, so I thought I'd better look for it again and see if there was anything else to do, and I couldn't sit still. Because I have to get rid of the house as soon as possible, or I'll have to pay a quarter's rent.

The surnamed Huang kept sending me messages, and each message was said in a sensual and explicit manner, and I didn't bother to pay attention to him.

Walking on the streets of the city, I suddenly felt at a loss.

Seeing that the sun is about to set again, I need to go get something to eat and fill my stomach first. Or, simply buy a few packets of instant noodles and go back so that you can eat a few meals and save some money.

Without the camel, I fell to this point, and my heart hurt when I carried instant noodles. You must do things well, and you must be out of the way. I think.

The phone rang again, I didn't want to answer, it must be Li Shang's guy.

The phone kept ringing.

I was so angry that I got on and scolded him, this scoundrel.

"There are so many people in the world who die, why didn't you die?" I was annoyed and yelled at the phone.

"What, people curse me as soon as they come out?" It was Mengling's voice.

"Ah?。。。。。。h I hurriedly looked at my phone, "Mengling, is it really you, my God!" I'm sorry, I'm sorry! ”

"Dude, it's not who I am! Which leather dress are you talking to on the phone again, and you're calling me? She called over there.

Oh, really, I jumped for joy.

"Where are you, I'll come!" I called into the phone.

"On this side of the People's Square, I came out in the morning, and I was locked up in it for so long, and I came out to inhale oxygen." She's still so humorous.

I quickly stopped a taxi. I don't care how much money this trip is, Mengling is out, and I seem to be alive again.

Hurry up, I kind of can't wait. It turns out that these days I am like a headless fly, without direction and coordinates. Meng Ling came out, she has always been my compass.

As soon as I arrived at the destination, before the car could stop, I opened the car door, and the master was so frightened that he shouted: "Hey, don't die, hurry up to reincarnate!" ”

"Yes, early reincarnation and early out!" I responded.

"Really!" The Master is still blaming.

People's Square is on the side of the city government, with lush forests and grasses, wide land and wide roads, and it is indeed a place for health preservation.

There were a lot of vehicles coming and going on the road, so I went straight to the square.

"Don't you want to die?" I heard the sudden braking of the car, and I also heard someone scolding.

Don't die, I'm tired of living. My heart is laughing, Xiao Mengling finally came out, laughing Chen Gongming really has nothing to say.

"Dude!" I heard Meng Ling shouting in front.

"Ah, Mengling!" I was in tears.

We hugged each other tightly.

She picked me up and spun me around. I was about to pick it up again, and I laughed.

"I'm free again!" Meng Ling smiled, she put me down, "Finally free again!" Let's treat ourselves to a good dinner in the evening! ”

"Drink some more!" I laugh.

"Of course, I'll take you there in the evening to loosen your muscles!" Meng Ling was laughing, "Sisters go crazy together." ”

"It doesn't matter where you go, I listen to you, I'll give it to you at night!" I tilted my head.

"If I were a man, I would definitely ask you to help me loosen my bones at night!" She laughed.

"I can too!"

"Okay, here you go!"

"Look at your beauty." I felt a fever in my face.

"Call Zhenhuan, let's catch a few Kaizi at night and go crazy together, what's the matter?" Meng Ling nodded and looked at me, as if waiting for my answer.

"How to play?" I was very excited, and I thought I should celebrate Mengling, but I was a little scared.

"I'll arrange it, you just have to play!" She smiled and hugged me in her arms, "I'm afraid that if you play this time, you will play the second time in the future." ”

"Don't do anything illegal!" I said as if warned.

"How so!" She took a step forward, "Rich people all play this, and the big masters all catch foreign ones." ”

"Oh!" I nodded in understanding.

But I'm still scared. Since I got married to a camel, I've never spent a night outside or gone out.

"It's okay, it's exciting! Men are good for this as well. Meng Ling smiled, "Look at your scare, adult party, everyone knows what everyone needs, what is there to be ashamed of." ”

"It's normal for a foreigner to teach his son X to love, and for a teacher to teach his students X to love." Meng Ling said seriously, "This is a trend, sex education is imperative." ”

"We don't seem to be that open yet, are we?" I say.

"Xiaowei, you are so stupid, it's just that the camel didn't let you go out to play, I believe he is not a fuel-efficient lamp, I don't believe he didn't go on that occasion." Meng Ling said quietly, "It's you who have suffered yourself." ”

"Huh?" I don't believe that camels are such people.

"You don't believe it?" Meng Ling seemed to be very serious and said, "People like camels, who play outside, don't come out like this." ”

Perhaps, when I heard Mengling say these words to me, I realized that I had been clean and self-conscious for many years, or I was stubborn and self-contained, and my thinking was too conservative.

As a result, I was eliminated by this society, and I was a little out of place, and even a little uncomfortable.