When I woke up again, I saw myself lying on the hospital bed, several tubes on the top of my head crossed each other, pulling each other, one of the tubes was connected to my hand, I looked to the left along the tube, and saw that the other end was inserted in a bed one meter away, it was not Secretary Hao, although his mouth was covered with a breathing mask, I still recognized him.

"Really?" I said, as if the sentence was so small that only I could hear it.

I don't think they gave me an anesthetic because I felt pain at the tip of the needle.

I looked at the face of the person across from me, and a sense of déjà vu came to me.

If he is really my father, should I be happy or sad? What would he think if he knew I was his daughter? Dad, this title that I have never really called is really hard to speak. When I thought that I had a biological father, my heart ached, and tears flowed unconsciously.

"It was a snowy winter, your aunt and I passed by the school, and found you at the door, your face was red from the cold in swaddling clothes, we waited for a while, and when we saw that no one came to look for you, we brought you back, and since then there have been you!" This is what my grandmother told me when I was sixteen, and she said that she would die soon, and that she had to tell me about my origins. At that moment, in my imprint, a snowy day and an infant self, these two imaginary memories are the deepest. In the dead of night, I would say to myself, you are a child on a snowy day, you are an abandoned child。。。。。。

June 19, 1983, an auspicious day, my --- is not, no wonder this day is so close and familiar。。。。。。

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"The patient has stabilized, thanks to the timely blood infusion. Thank you! The doctor said on the sidelines, not knowing whether to talk to others or on the phone.

I didn't bother to look at it, and my heart was still haunted.

Chen Gongming, who didn't know whether he loved him or hated him, remembered that he was still in the same room with him yesterday and treated each other honestly. I don't know what happened to him, I don't know what will happen to him. There was always a sense of foreboding in his heart, that is, he expected that his outcome would be unexpected, and he would die on the streets.

When I think of the first time I saw him, it seemed that he had long hair and ears, was very sunny and handsome, and did not like to talk much. When I looked at him, I was calm and steady, and when I looked at each other, my face was red and my heart was beating, and I was also scared at that time, afraid to look at him. But we secretly look for opportunities to see him, we all like to peek at each other like this in private, and like this kind of attention that wants to get close and want to dodge.

Looking back now, I really feel that I was not only shy at that time, but also timid, thinking about what was wrong every day. Especially after Meng Ling noticed my thoughts and hit the nail on the head to say the male god in my heart, the intensity of wanting to be with him all the time was even more intolerable.

"Come on, come on, don't worry, don't be too loud, everyone!" At this time, I heard a chaotic sound outside the door, and I looked sideways, and sure enough, it was Director Ma and some colleagues from the Investment Promotion Department, all of whom looked at us anxiously and sympathetically.

After obtaining the doctor's consent, Director Ma walked in gently, walked to my bedside, and stroked my forehead, "Xiaowei, it's really hard for you, we all feel sorry for you, and want you to suffer such a big crime!" Let you take such a big risk. ”

I shook my head to show that it was okay. I said in my heart, since this is the case, not to mention that I may have a certain relationship with it.

"After the province learned about this, it quickly activated emergency measures, sent a commissioner over, and several leaders of our city also came over, everyone came to see you, you didn't wake up just now, and they will come in the afternoon. You can rest assured, with everyone here, you will definitely be able to survive this difficulty. ”

"Thank you!" I felt a little comforted, and my heart was full of emotion. Looking at Director Ma's face, I wanted to say more, but there was still some pain in my chest, so I didn't say any more.

Director Ma nodded, "You don't have to worry about anything else!" ”

What else am I worried about, oh, Chen Gongming's kid, I don't know what's wrong?

"Xiaowei!" It was Meng Ling's voice, and at the same time, seeing him emerge from the right side of Director Ma, her anxious and joyful expression made me feel happy, because seeing her made my heart seem to be safer.

"Good sister!" Meng Ling sat down beside me and looked at me carefully. I saw tears blinking in her eyes.

I shook my head, and tears flowed out of my eyes.

"Everyone is worried about you, everyone loves you so much, you must get better soon!" Mengling attached to my ear, "There are a lot of things, when you are well, we will complete it together!" I'm waiting for you. ”

I closed my eyes and agreed.

"The doctor said that Secretary Hao will wake up soon, and his internal organs are not seriously injured, maybe just some external injuries, and a concussion, but it is minor." Meng Ling said seriously, "Don't worry, your 。。。。。。 He was fine, because the secretary surnamed Wu prevented his death. ”

"I didn't expect Chen Gongming to be from the underworld, he was just a hideout in Dongfang Mountain." I don't know who said it, the voice was jumbled, I didn't hear it, but I heard it anyway.

What's the matter, how did he become an underworld again, he is obviously ordained, with a few incense seals on his head, and he is licensed to teach the Fa, as well as his rules and precepts。。。。。。

The more I thought about it, the more I felt that something was wrong, how could these people talk about people behind their backs like this. I felt a little upset, the hand that drew blood may have moved, and someone was screaming, "Quick, pay attention, Xiao Luo's hand is moving, the tube, the tube for blood transfusion, otherwise Secretary Cheng's tube will 。。。。。。 ”

"These people are really imaginative, and they immediately thought of the consequences!" Meng Ling looked back and complained, "Isn't it okay, Xiaowei just moved, is it so exaggerated?" ”

"Mengling, tell me, you have to tell the truth!" To be honest, I'm still a little weak-hearted, and I think that Chen Gongming's matter will not get up if there is nothing to do, "Is Chen Gongming really a little unsightly, over the years, you have dealt with him more than me, maybe you know him better than me." ”

"Xiaowei, it's okay." Meng Ling shook her head, "Gongming's matter, it's not clear for a while, when you're well, I'll tell you again, okay!" ”

I had to endure it, sighed, and thought to myself that there was no need to ask again, and now in this situation, Meng Ling would definitely not say. Just thinking of Chen Gongming, how did he become like this.

From Dongfang Mountain seeing him and deliberately avoiding me, to Mengling coming forward after being arrested repeatedly, and then to his appearance with Secretary Hao, this journey seems to be normal, as if he is intimate and friendly with anyone. Especially him and Secretary Hao, who seem to be father and son, but they have such a deep hatred in private, which is really unbelievable.

I tilted my head to the side because I suddenly saw the person on the bed opposite, as if I had nothing to do with him, and I was risking my life to save him. At the same time, it seems that I have some kind of relationship with him, but there is no way to say it. This kind of fruitless reality is really heartbreaking.

Why, the people on the other side are so hidden, just like Chen Gongming, they are all in front of them and behind their backs. He has an inextricable relationship with him, with resentment and hatred, and an estrangement similar to the relationship between father and son. How do I trust them, and which one should I trust?

Forget it, when the blood transfusion is finished this time, I still won't bother him. It's really tiring, and no one wants to bother. I thought about how far I had come and felt that it was always me who was hurt in the end, and each of them saw themselves as a savior, not taking into account the feelings of others.

"Xiaowei, don't worry!" Mengling seemed to see my thoughts, she put down the mobile phone in her hand, "We came to Hong Kong this time, in fact, there are some things that we may not tell you, but it's okay if you don't know about it." She paused, then said, "Actually, Xiaowei, we are sisters after all, I can't deceive you, in fact, we all have 。。。。。。 ”

Meng Ling stopped talking, she looked at me, "Don't trust anyone too much, including me!" ”

I looked at her, and suddenly felt that Mengling was a little strange, but I didn't know where to start, I felt that she was weird.

"I don't know how to say it, Xiaowei, sometimes, I feel that I have changed a lot, including telling the truth, to you, to the people around me!"

"What's wrong with you?" I think Mengling has something to hide from me, and she is struggling.

"Xiaowei, alas!" She sighed. "Xiaowei, you are so kind!"

I saw tears blinking in her eyes.

"Mengling!" I called, I didn't expect Mengling to be like this, although those people have left at this time, but she won't cry here, let alone at my bedside, is she also unspeakably addicted? What's on her mind? Didn't she say she was married?

"Small and Micro 。。。。。。" Meng Ling sighed again, "Actually, Komeito came to Hong Kong this time, we know it, we know it in advance!" ”

I nodded, because Mengling's attitude had told me that she must know the purpose of Chen Gongming's visit to Hong Kong, especially the prompt that she wanted me to come out of the Victoria Hotel as soon as possible, which made me feel that she was hiding something from me. Even if she doesn't say it, I know what's at stake.

Meng Ling nodded, "I believe you also know that our brother and sister owe Gongming too much, and in Huangshi, every time he commits a crime, he comes forward." In fact, Zhenhuan, as well as my brother, everyone feels sorry for Komeito, thinking about how to repay him, they are all going to the soup and the fire and never giving up! ”

I nodded and motioned for her to continue, but she paused for a moment, looked at me, and didn't continue.

"So, this time to cause this car accident, you also have a share!" I stared into her eyes, and really regretted saying such a thing, as if as soon as it was said, our relationship was in danger of breaking, but I had to say it again, because the words were not clear.

Meng Ling did not answer, nor did she express her position. She bit her lower lip, sighed, shook her head, and said after a while, "So my brother regrets it, he feels that he has no face to come to see you, he has gone back!" ”

"I won't blame anyone, including you!" I said, "No one has anything to do with me, I'm just a person who has no home and no relatives, what are you going to do, which one you are going to kill, I don't see!" ”

"Xiaowei!" Meng Ling suddenly screamed loudly, which really scared me. I didn't expect her to be so furious.