I didn't expect that all I thought of was the fact that Meng Ling was really involved in the planning of this car accident.

I couldn't believe it and I was getting scared more and more, and I didn't know who else to trust.

If it was just Chen Gongming doing this alone, I think I could still face his resentment, but I really can't accept that this also includes Meng Ling, and there is actually Brother Zhendong.

I feel that there is really nothing to believe in this world, including the people around me.

I think that I have been abandoned since I was a child, and I have always been like wandering outside when I have grown so big, without a landing point. Now, even friends have betrayed themselves, and it's really tiring to live.

I looked sideways at the person on the bed on my left side and saw that the respirator mask was full of heat. I thought that he should get through the dangerous period, so it was better to pull out the blood vessels and walk away quietly, so afraid that he would wake up, so afraid to face his recognition, and so afraid of the human sophistication that would follow behind.

It's really tiring to be alive, father? Sisters? Close relatives? Lover? These people seem to be close to each other, but they seem to be thousands of miles apart. I can't be blackmailed by them like this, I can't be controlled by them, I have to go, go far away, and never see them again.

Thinking like this, I glanced at the man on the bed across from me again, almost becoming the father of my lover.

My heart hurts, and my chest still hurts terribly.

It seems that the tube between us is no longer connected, as if he is infusion, maybe he is already in the stage of self-recovery.

When is this? It's so quiet, wasn't that guy Mengling here just now?

How can I be like a dream, some people and things are as they were just now, and they seem to be far away.

Still don't think about it, sit up from the bed, gritted my teeth, I pulled out the infusion tube in my hand, the pain at the needle was so painful that I couldn't stand it, blood came out from the needle, but I didn't say anything, and pressed a pack of paper at the head of the bed to the needle. I need to get out of here as soon as possible, get out of this hospital as soon as possible.

I'm sorry, I glanced at the guy on the bed, and saw that he seemed to be conscious, or he woke up, I quickly took a step back and remembered my bag, oh, I don't have a bag, I don't have anything. What to do? I hesitated, I had nothing, should I go or not?

Let's go, take one step at a time, I have to take cover, there may be someone guarding the door, or the nurse will come to check the ward later, otherwise it will be discovered, and they will be forced to lock it here.

Night, it's really quiet, Mengling, that guy left silently, just left, I don't bother to pay attention to you.

What to do, I looked around, and saw a trolley in the front corner, covered with a white sheet underneath, thinking that it is unrealistic to sleep on it, even if it is asleep, no one may push it out, this is not possible. Or I can tiptoe out, I walk to the door, look through the glass window, but I don't see anything, is there really someone? I gently opened the door with both hands, and at a glance I saw a person sitting on the right side of the door, which seemed to be the one from the investment office。。。。。。 I couldn't even remember it for a moment.

What to do, there are really people guarding it. I looked back at the room again, but there was nothing to help with.

I go to the toilet, but there is a toilet in the room, what should I do? I took a deep breath and was overwhelmed.

I still used the excuse to go to the toilet, I had made up my mind, and I opened the door gently, a gust of cold wind blew in, I felt more sober, I took a breath again, the pain in my chest made me cringe, but I wanted to go calmly, not too nervous.

Sure enough, as soon as I went out, I saw one sitting at the door of the ward, all of them shrugging their heads, as if they had dozed off.

I was afraid that my footsteps would be loud, and I was afraid that someone would see me, like a thief with a weak heart, and I walked out. All the way, I walked to the front, and heard a dense whisper at the nurse's desk, as if someone was talking, I didn't dare to approach, and walked gently against the wall.

Go, go, get out of here.

It's late at night, and it's probably the time for normal people to sleep, so the whole hospital seems to be empty.

Coming out of the elevator, a cool breeze hit the hospital gate, and the smell of the sea breeze followed.

Really, this is in Hong Kong. Moreover, in the middle of the night, I sneaked out of the hospital room, why did I think about it, and I also had a kind of retreat. But thinking that since I came out, I shouldn't retreat, the road is ahead, I'd better go away, facing some people and some things, I really don't want to get involved anymore.

But where should I go, I am not familiar with the place, and now I have no money in my hands, and there is no acquaintance in this place, where should I go?

There was a faint pain in his chest, Chen Gongming, you bastard, you hurt people a lot.

Along the streets of the city, I walked the streets of Hong Kong. In the middle of the night, the city of brilliant lights, the sea breeze wafting from the Xiangjiang River is cool and pleasant. In the Eastern Corridor, walk through the ---- City Garden Mall---- Centre Mall ---- Causeway Bay. I'm familiar with this place, I've seen a few movies, and they've all been filmed here. Causeway Bay worships, brotherhood。。。。。。 Ekin Cheng's films. Stop-and-go. In this city that never sleeps, there are really many people enjoying the cool sea breeze on the streets, as if they are living their nightlife just like me.

The Pearl of the Orient really lives up to its name.

I'm so hungry that my chest is almost on my back. I felt a little sore in my legs, and I didn't know how long I had walked or where to go.

I walked to a railing by the river and watched the river waves, just like me, many people were sitting or standing here on the left and right, enjoying the cool sea breeze. I can't go back, even if I'm wandering, I can't turn back. Tomorrow I'm going to find something to do, wash the dishes and cook.

In this strange city, I can only rely on my own hands and wait for some money to go back. Thinking that I had fallen to this point, I took a deep breath and sighed that my fate was like this, and I couldn't blame anyone. That man who may have been his own father, who brought me into this world and brought me here, is really providential. I don't blame him, I feel that fate has arranged such a result, and I have no complaints. Back then, he may have had an unspeakable secret, or maybe it was because of his family, he abandoned me。。。。。。

"Why abandon me, why me!" I looked up to the sky and sighed, tears falling from my eyes. "You all have your own interests, bringing me and abandoning me," Why, why? "I screamed, I cried.

The river is microwaved, the sea breeze is refreshing, and I really think about whether I live in this world, whether it is superfluous, whether it will bring accidents and harm to everyone I know. From Huozi to Li Shang, from the surnamed Huang, to Brother Zhendong, and Gongming, and the lover's father who slept on the bed。。。。。。 And the adoptive parents who raised me but never cared about me。。。。。。

Alive, I really feel like a superfluous person, like a walking dead zombie every day, feeling so annoying. It's better to die a hundred. These people around them have nothing to be nostalgic for on duty, their own life and death, for them, are like a fly, there is nothing to be disturbed, where is there affection!

Perhaps, in this night, he died quietly, no one will know, and he will not cause trouble to anyone, so let's go! I'm going to heaven to be with my grandma, I love my grandma the most!

Chen Gongming, you guy. And the camel, you have a good makeover, and you live a good life with that woman. And Li Shang, you thing that people hate and love。。。。。。

Goodbye, Hong Kong. Goodbye, my lover father!

I stepped on the railing and jumped into it, without any thoughts, and it was very easy.

The sea was cold, my chest was squeezing, my head was full of colors, and my grandmother's smiling face was stroking my head with her hand. Grandma, I'm here to accompany you.

The water was so bitter that I couldn't breathe, so I let go of my hands and feet and let myself float in the water。。。。。。 My heaven is beckoning to me, grandma is beckoning to me。。。。。。

When I opened my eyes, I didn't see grandma, it didn't look like a colorful paradise.

It was like light, as if someone was talking.

It hurts in my chest, and something rushes from my stomach to my throat and to my mouth。。。。。。

"Wake up, all right! The water spat out。。。。。。 "The voice is chaotic and the figure is more than enough。。。。。。

Where is this? Isn't it heaven, it seems to be back again, why is it coming back again, I closed my eyes and let the voices around me be disturbed, "I don't know where, maybe it's messing around." "It's a woman again, these women are like this, and they can't think about it!"

"What is there that the little girl can't think of, to seek death?" "The police are here, send them to the hospital!"

"Police again? It's a hospital again! "I resist, I don't want to go to the hospital, I don't want to 。。。。。。

I seemed to be lifted up and put into the car。。。。。。

When I woke up again, the white ceiling, the white walls, the white sheets, the white medical care。。。。。。 It's back here again, I look sideways, I don't see the person on the left, and there are no familiar people next to me, what about them, where are they? I want to scream, I want to remember.

"Can't get up!" A man came in from the door and suddenly stopped me, "You haven't finished the infusion, you can't get up!" She glared angrily, as if commanding.

I lay down again and glanced at her. Sure enough, it's a girl who looks like a nurse. Holding the medicine tray, it was walking towards me. "Look at you, the tube is driven, and the needle is loose, if you don't pay attention, it will be dangerous!"

"I don't want to lose!" I said, as if she had made me angry.

"This is a hospital, not a place for you to be spoiled, who do you think you are?" The girl was unwilling to look down on the weak, "Don't do stupid things if you have the ability, what can't you think of, what's hateful?" ”

"You。。。。。。 Hum! "I was very angry and a little unhappy. I thought to myself, it's your business.

"Little boy, how is the patient?" A voice came from behind the girl, it was a man's.

"Oh, she's unruly, it's moving, and the pipes are all driven!" The boy blamed me.

"Persuade well, pay attention to yourself!" The male doctor approached and looked at my IV tube. The gaze at the glasses is soft and kind. Seeing that I was looking at him, he smiled at me and nodded.

Where have you seen this man? I can't remember, especially when he smiled, where this impression was so good! I shook my head, thinking that I was all a dying person, and thinking about those who were alive. Let him be.

"Hmm!" The boy snorted and made a face at me, "Okay, don't think about messy things!" ”

"It's your business!" I say from the bottom of my heart that this kind of heart teaches me to be very comfortable in my heart.