Chapter 920: Give Up
Gao Ying just smiled faintly, and then said to the woman who was busy in the house, "Sister Lin, I have a guest here, and the price of that batch of embroidery threads has been negotiated, and I will come over to sign the contract later."
Lin Ruoxi looked back, she didn't recognize the eldest princess of Changning, but she saw that she had an extraordinary bearing, and she was not an ordinary person at first glance.
However, with Gao Ying's previous identity, it was normal to know any kind of eldest lady, so she didn't care, nodded with a smile, and said, "It's okay, you can catch up with your friends and sign a contract, I'll just come."
The eldest princess of Changning seemed to have entered a new world, looking at everything in this embroidery workshop curiously, which was very novel.
Gao Ying also casually introduced a few words to her.
When he heard that this embroidery workshop was opened by a mother and daughter, Changning was even more surprised, "This folk woman is more free and easy than people like us."
As he spoke, he arrived in Gao Ying's room.
As soon as Changning looked at it, he noticed that she was very different.
The taste is naturally excellent, but the exquisite feeling in the past is gone, and some are more life-like.
"You are in this room, and when you come in, you make people want to stay forever."
Gao Ying made tea for her with her own hands, and when she heard this, she smiled and said, "Then I will take this as a compliment from the princess."
Changning looked around, and was still curious, "What is the matter between you and Lord Chen? I'm in the palace, I don't know anything, I'm deaf, I only know about your family, everyone is alienated from you, and I heard that Lord Chen has been affected a little.
But at that time, the prince was really a little too sensitive, and I was also weak, you know my situation in the palace."
"It's already very good for the princess to have this heart," Gao Ying hurriedly said, "The tree falls and scatters, it is originally a common thing in this world, and I have become accustomed to and accepted it, as for me and Chen Runyu......
Speaking of this person, Gao Ying suddenly felt like a world away.
The people who liked it so vividly at the beginning, and who thought about it day and night, seemed to suddenly blur their faces.
She was silent for a long time before speaking again, and the eldest princess of Changning waited quietly without urging.
This made her grateful and allowed her to tell everything calmly.
There is no personal emotion, just a calm narrative of everything that happens between two people.
At the end, Gao Ying said with a smile: "In the past, my parents always said that they were right, I think this is their pedantic, it is their snobbery, and only now do I know that this is the experience of the predecessors for many years."
Changning couldn't help but have a melancholy look on his face, "But at the beginning...... You like him so much, I thought that if you can finally marry him, you will fulfill your greatest wish in this life, and you will be very happy and happy."
Gao Ying smiled helplessly: "In fact, for a long time, I had the same idea as the princess, thinking that I would be very happy and happy. qδ.net
But later I learned that it turned out that this happiness was really not so easy. There may be times when we stick to the wrong direction, and the more we cling to it, the farther away we will be from the so-called happiness we seek."
The two of them have known each other since childhood, Changning couldn't help but hold her hand and sighed softly, "Then ...... you now?"
"Doesn't the princess think I'm fine now?"
Changning was stunned for a moment and looked at her suspiciously.
"Now I don't have to care about my status, reputation, interests, who I want to marry in the future, I can become a lady, and I don't have to worry about all the things I might face when I get married.
I think...... Now I am the real me, you see, the food I eat, the clothes I wear, everything here is bought by myself, I earned it with my hands.
The most important thing is that I am doing this thing now, I do this work, I like it very much, and I found out that I am actually talented in embroidery.
Sometimes I have a larger work, and it can even be sold for hundreds of taels of silver, and this feeling is what I used to be
My mother gave me a shop, and I was never so happy."
Changning didn't understand very much, but looking at the light of the stars shining in her eyes, she felt that she felt it.
It's just that she still can't understand, "So, did you really put Master Chen down? You guys...... After all, we used to be husband and wife, and I have really seen you care so much about him."
"Princess, there is no one in this world who really can't let go, such as my parents, if it is true, is there anyone in this world who loves me more than my parents and is more important to me?
I don't have any children, so I don't know what kind of bond I have with them, but now that my parents have returned to their hometown, I find that I often don't even think about them.
For my mother, I can be separated, so what can others not live without? Therefore, the most important person should always be yourself.
If you are happy and feel comfortable in life, then you are really at ease, you are really satisfied, and if you focus on another person in your life, you have lost yourself."
Changning looked at her, his heart was touched by these words, he didn't know what to remember, and he couldn't speak for a long time.
Does she have an ego?
Gao Ying saw that her face was different, and then she remembered her thoughts.
I couldn't help but regret it for a while.
People like them, the so-called freedom, what a rare thing.
How could it have been done without a major blow.
For example, if it weren't for the changes in her family, how could she live like she is now.
And the eldest princess of Changning is a little different from her, she is the princess of the royal family, how can this set of shackles be locked on her, how can she take it off.
"The princess is going to wait like this?"
"He hasn't married yet!" Changning turned to her, his eyes suddenly reddened, "If he gets married, I don't have anything to say, so I should naturally give up."
But he didn't, he received my letter and told me through Ye Rongshi's mouth, I thought, at least, she probably has a heart, right? 「
"If you have the heart, why don't you mention it?" Gao Ying immediately asked, "Your identity is here, this kind of thing, there is no way to even fight for it yourself, now the relationship between the Wen family and the East Palace, it is not difficult to open this mouth!"
One sentence poked at the sore spot of the eldest princess of Changning, her tears swept down, and she finally couldn't control her emotions and cried, "I don't know, I don't know why he didn't respond to me at all, the Wen family often enters the palace, but no one has come to see me."
With the experience of the relationship with Chen Liu, Gao Ying was not optimistic about her relationship with the general surnamed Wen.
"Princess, you can't afford to wait, I think, or give up!"