Xie Songhua felt that the faucet in her eyes must be broken, but he just said that, and she couldn't help but start crying again.

Xiao Yu seemed to understand what Xie Songhua said was sick.

Today's Xie Songhua is completely different from her previous state, her mood seems to be changing at any time, as if she may cry at any time, and it seems that she will get better at any time.

I don't know if I'm sad and lost because of a word, and I don't know what I'm going to be irritable because of.

Xiao Yu let his reaction be as gentle as possible, "It was all my fault in the past, I should have told you as soon as possible, I shouldn't hide it from you, there is probably a secret fate between us, that's why there will be such a magical thing, when I was in the most difficult, you took me in and helped me."

You are my salvation, and I should not be afraid, and I should not hide it from you."

Sure enough, Xie Songhua eased up a little.

She looked at him with red eyes, "So...... Why is that?"

Xiao Yu sighed, "Since I was a teenager, I've fought a lot of battles, whether it's Darong or Southern Xinjiang, or whatever.

I don't know how many people in this world are staring at me, looking forward to my death, even in the palace and in the capital, there are many hidden dangers.

I've been in such an environment since I was a child, and even a scholar at the beginning almost killed me, so ...... I can't afford to bet.

And my life is not only mine, but those who follow me also need me to live, do you understand?"

How could it not actually be understood?

From the moment she knew that he was Yu Ruzhuo, she had actually thought of it in her heart, and she already understood why Xiao Yu chose to hide it.

Even though she had that experience, even though Yu Ruzhuo already had a certain understanding of her.

But his situation is too special, and the environment he has to face is too complicated, and it is not a simple matter.

If she were a jade Ruzhuo, she would also make such a choice.

But it's one thing to be intellectual, it's another thing to have emotions in your heart.

Xie Songhua has always been unable to cross that hurdle, as long as he thinks of Xiao Yu, he will think of Yu Ruzhuo who was trapped in the ring at the beginning, and he will think of what he refused to tell the truth.

The deep reason for this is that her brain will subconsciously avoid it and only look at the surface of things.

And the truth that she had already understood in her heart, when he said it at this time, it seemed to have a different magic.

"This will never happen again, you are my wife, the person I trust the most, I will not hide anything from you anymore, I can tell you anything you want to know."

"Then I want your defense map."

Xie Songhua asked this sentence, and in fact, both of them were shocked.

Xiao Yu looked at her in surprise, "What do you want this for?"

Xie Songhua was actually stunned, how could she make such a request?

But what came out of her mouth was something else, "I just want to know if you give it or not."

Deployment map: That's something about a national crisis.

Now the war between Da Rong and Da Qi is at a stalemate.

Seeing that Daqi seemed to have the upper hand, but in fact, the cities behind it had long been empty, and the domestic supply was exhausted.

In such a situation, a small mistake can kill Daqi.

And Xie Songhua actually asked for a defense map here.

If something goes wrong when she turns around, even Xiao Yu can't protect her.

Xiao Yu was silent, Xie Songhua's problem was a bit too big for him.

It took him a long time to raise his head, sigh and say, "If you just look at it......

"That's it!" Xie Songhua interrupted him, and finally stopped his wayward emotions, "That's what I asked, I can't afford that responsibility."

It can be seen that the four princes succeeded to the throne, and it seems that they are far away

Xiao Yu of Datong did not participate.

But Xie Songhua is Princess Chen in the end, how could she not see Xiao Yu's various deployments before.

From the beginning of the Dengzhou incident, Xiao Yu has actually mentioned the four princes little by little.

It's just that it's been done more obscurely, and then Da Rong's side made a mistake, so he was directly taken out.

Now it seems that I am afraid that this time Darong's actions may not be without Xiao Yu's handwriting.

But even if the four princes succeed to the throne, even if the four princes are mentioned by Xiao Yu.

But it is a matter of national affairs, no matter how high Xiao Yu's status is, there is no way to explain it to the people of the world.

There is a saying in the afterlife that if you don't do it, you won't die.

And what is she not doing at this time?

And he is still holding Xiao Yu's future and the lives of a large family.

It can be seen that Xiao Yu is somewhat relieved because of this sentence, but this reaction makes her feel very uncomfortable again.

"After all, I'm not that trustworthy to you."

These words made Xiao Yu stunned for an instant, "No, don't think about it, it's just that the defense map is really important, if it is given to you, I'm afraid I ......will turn back."

"I don't want to hear it." Xie Songhua interrupted him, "Let's go!"

Xiao Yu suddenly became nervous, "No, my aunt......

"Han Jian has been here three times, right?"

I don't know why she suddenly mentioned this sentence, Xiao Yu didn't speak, just looked at her quietly.

Xie Songhua's face was expressionless, and his gaze was also faint, "I know that you and him are originally all the way, and all the opposition is just for the first emperor to see.

In that case, I think he should know all about you."

Xiao Yu nodded, "I have already said it, I will not hide anything from you anymore, I will tell you what you want to know."

"I don't want to know anything," Xie Songhua slowly pushed his hand away, "I only know that there must be something important about a person like him, coming over again and again.

I'm a woman, and I've just given birth, so he can't come to me."

As she spoke, she raised her left hand and looked at the ring on her ring finger and said, "It seems that he knows about this?"

"I fought against him at that time, and he was most familiar with my martial arts skills, so I couldn't hide it."

His words reminded Xie Songhua of the situation when he met Han Jian in the past.

No wonder, no wonder Han Jian not only let her go several times, but even helped her a few times.

It turns out that the roots are here.

"So...... It's just that there's a problem at the front, I'm afraid it's still up to you."

Xiao Yu hurriedly said, "I can handle it, but I will still be here with you."

Xie Songhua took out a delicate dagger from under the mat, which Xie Wenhua gave her at the beginning, "I don't need you to accompany me here, you go about your own business, and come back when you finish all those things."