Xiao Yu hurriedly held her hand holding the dagger, and Xie Songhua looked at him in surprise.

"Not really."

Xie Songhua raised his eyebrows, "Didn't I pour the ring with my heart and blood at that time, and you came out?"

"That's just me coming out, not going back."

Xiao Yu held her hand, didn't say anything for a while, and was silent for a while before saying, "Do you really want me to go?"

Xie Songhua's heart couldn't help but feel bitter.

She has always been a very independent person, and she has no one to rely on since she was a child, forming her character of not relying on others.

So even if she knows Xiao Yu, if she encounters something, the first thing she thinks of in her heart is herself.

But at this moment, she felt her need for Xiao Yu for the first time.

She was a little scared, really scared of his departure at this time.

In the end, it's because of hormones in the body.

But......

She can't be so selfish.

Maybe she didn't understand what Xiao Yu was still insisting on in such a situation.

If she was at the beginning, empathy, she would not hesitate to abandon everything in front of her.

The heavens and the earth are big, and with his ability, he can't live anywhere.

But now she gradually understood.

Xiao Yu has been carrying one thing on his shoulders since he was born.

It's called responsibility.

This piece of Daqi was fought down in the hands of Emperor Taizu, who rectified a broken mountain and river, and then created the country.

It has brought stability and peace to the people of this land.

Even if Xiao Yu has been subjected to suspicion and murder that he should not have suffered because of his identity as the son of Emperor Taizu.

But the responsibilities brought to him by his identity have never left his life for a moment.

No matter how excessive the calculations and methods of Emperor Yufeng from the beginning of Emperor Jing to Emperor Yufeng behind him were.

He has always been the Xiao Yu who stood on the edge of the Great Apocalypse territory and did not let foreign enemies invade a step.

Such a responsibility seems a little inexplicable, but when a person has carried it on his back since birth, it is impossible to take it off for the rest of his life.

And those who stayed next to Xiao Yu and accompanied him in life and death, accompanied him to shoulder this responsibility, and even countless people who gave up their lives to protect him.

It's all because of this responsibility.

It's all because of the reverence and love for the original emperor.

Emperor Taizu has been gone for many years, but all the people of this land still remember him.

This is Xiao Yu's fate.

It's something he's always insisted on.

Even for this, he has long given up on himself.

Xie Songhua has reason to suspect that if it weren't for his appearance, Xiao Yu would have been living the same unchanged life as he had for many years before.

He will not get married and have children, let alone the troubles and choices brought to him by marriage and family at this time.

So Xie Songhua thought that while her sanity was still there at this time, she should make the right choice.

So she nodded earnestly, "Yes! You have to leave, you don't belong to me at this time, at least ...... Most don't belong, I ...... will be here waiting for you to come back."

Xiao Yu was silent for a while, but looked at Xie Songhua with deep guilt in his eyes.

"When I come back, it's not that simple." Xie Songhua couldn't see him like this, and he was obviously very sad in his heart, but he still tried to smile a little, "You said before, if you want to think of those who have a in the family, kneeling on the washboard in front of my window, do you remember?"

Sure enough, hearing this, Xiao Yu's expression relaxed a little, "Remember, I definitely don't dare to forget."

"That's okay," Xie Songhua took a deep breath, and his expression became serious, "Don't worry, I'm a doctor, I will try to get better, and I will return to my original self."

We can always find ourselves

Your own children, as long as they are in peace."

Xiao Yu couldn't help but get up and drop a kiss on her forehead, "Okay! I will come back safely."

It's like a promise, but it's not like it.

It seems to be a little too bland, but at this moment, Xie Songhua's heart is really much more stable.

Perhaps, in her tangled emotions, there is also his departure and the eternal separation that his departure may bring.

The child is no longer there, and she has no way to endure Xiao Yu's departure anymore.

But at this time, she suddenly understood that the choices in life are actually leaps and bounds.

They should all trust each other more.

Xiao Yu took her dagger away, then found a small hammer and handed it to her, "Remember what you said when we first met?"

Xie Songhua was stunned for a moment, looked at the small hammer, and said in disbelief: "So, what would have happened if I had really smashed it at that time?"

"I'm going to die." Xiao Yu's tone was flat, but the eyes that looked at her were full of smiles, "I was seriously injured at the time, but I didn't know that all the doctors, including Duhuo, thought that I was just an ordinary injury.

If you want to describe it, you can imagine that my soul was seriously wounded, and then my soul was raised in your ring.

When my soul is strong enough to be infused with the blood of your heart, I can break free and go back."

Xie Songhua looked at him, "Then ...... you now?"

"My Aunt," Xiao Yu squatted down again, holding her hand holding the hammer, "I was called here by you, and there was a strange connection between you and me before.

This seems to be the cause planted by my mother, and only the national teacher knows the specific situation, but the national teacher is dead, so I can't ask anyone what the key is here.

So because of that, even if you pour your heart and blood on the ring now, I won't be able to go back."

"So......" Xie Songhua looked at the hammer in his hand, "Now I can only let you go back in this way?"

"Hmm!"

"Then ...... between us"

Since he knew that Xiao Yu was Yu Ruzhuo, although Xie Songhua had a feeling of being deceived in his heart, but if he thought about it carefully, it was more of a magical experience that only two people had.

Or rather, rejoice.

Just like Fang Cai Xiao Yu said, there is a special connection between them that no one else has.

This is probably the so-called fate.

And she likes such fate.

If this hammer goes down......

Xiao Yu looked at her and suddenly smiled: "But we have a new connection, you are my wife, we are married, that is, we have made a contract between you and me, we will not be separated in this life, even if we die, we will be buried together."

Obviously it is not a touching love story, but Xie Songhua was firmly moved.

Immediately, he no longer hesitated, withdrew his hand from his palm, and smashed it against the ring.