Chapter 408: Impossible
I don't know how long it took, there was no sound in the living room outside, Chen Qin opened the door and came in, Xu Yan wiped her tears in a panic and turned her back.
Chen Qin looked at her back, walked behind her, and asked softly, "Xu Yan, what's wrong?"
Xu Yan cried and said, "No, no."
She tried her best to pretend that nothing was wrong, but she couldn't control her voice.
She wiped her tears in a panic, but she couldn't stop it.
Chen Qin sat beside her, took her into his arms, and hugged her, "I'm sorry."
He didn't explain anything, just hugged her, patted her shoulder gently, very gently, and comforted her, "It's okay, no matter what, I love you, I live with you."
Xu Yan's shoulders trembled, and she turned to lie on top of him, it was originally the wedding night of the two of them, it shouldn't be like this, she was disheartened, no one can pretend to be indifferent when this kind of thing happens.
She cares a lot, and she already thinks about how she will live in the future.
Surely there is no day of peace.
And Chen Qin will also be embarrassed because he is caught in the middle.
That's it on the first day of the wedding.
Xu Yan was a little overwhelmed and couldn't hold on.
Chen Qin coaxed her for a long, long time, but she still cried, her eyes swollen from crying, and she couldn't speak.
"I'm sorry to have wronged you so much." Chen Qin was also distressed, hugged her and patted her gently, and after a while, Chen Xinru's call came, and Chen Qin opened the speakerphone, and gave it to her.
"No, Mom went to you again and talked nonsense to Xu Yan?! You called me earlier, how is Xu Yan now, is she sad? You tell her don't care, with me, I must be on her side, don't bother with our old lady, the old lady just has nothing to do, she is full of food and finds something to do."
Chen Xin was so angry that he scolded Chen Qin by the way.
The one who scolds is called a murderer.
Chen Qin didn't say a word, let her scold, just hugged Xu Yan tightly, and Xu Yan was embarrassed to continue crying.
Chen Qin waited for Chen Xinru to finish scolding before he said, "I know, you're right."
"What if you don't scold me at you! What about Xu Yan? Is she sad, you coax her well, don't make her sad, it's the wedding night of the two of you, and a night of spring supper is worth a thousand gold, alas, I can't call you for too long, you coax Xu Yan well, I'll talk to her here Mom, and if I can't talk well, I'll take her back to my hometown to live for a while, I'm annoyed."
Chen Qin snorted, "I'm in trouble."
"What's the trouble, you coax Xu Yan well."
"Hmm."
After hanging up the phone, Xu Yan stopped crying, and she was embarrassed to cry again, she was sad and didn't want them to worry.
Chen Qin gently touched her cheek and kissed her forehead: "Don't cry, it's all my fault, or you hit me, get angry, don't hold it yourself."
Xu Yan lowered her head: "I'm sorry."
"You don't have to apologize, what do you apologize, you don't need to apologize."
Xu Yan is still very sad, she just can't say the grievances in her heart, she wants to adjust her emotions as soon as possible, but the more she tries to hold back her tears, the more she can't hide it.
Chen Qin understood that she was in a bad mood, hugged her waist, and simply kissed her to prevent her from crying.
It's just that Xu Yan doesn't have that kind of mind.
Chen Qin sensed her resistance and didn't continue, just slept and didn't do anything else.
The next day, Chen Qin changed the lock at home and said to Xu Yante, "If the old lady comes to you again, she doesn't have to pay attention to anything, I will ask her not to come to the house."
Xu Yan knew in her heart that it was impossible not to come to the house, after all, it was his mother, and it was impossible for her to stop his mother from coming to them.
Xu Yan just smiled, didn't say anything, and said to him again, "Okay, I know, thank you for coaxing me for so long, I lost my temper last night, and my mentality didn't calm down for a while, it's my fault."
"Don't think so, it's not your fault." Chen Qin pinched her cheek, "Okay, it's time for breakfast."
Xu Yan nodded, "My eyes."
Isn't it swollen?"
"A little. But it's still that good."
"Where did you learn it, why are you so tired?"
"I'm from the bottom of my heart."
Xu Yan rarely saw him so gentle, and said, "It's really a little unaccustomed."
"Not used to it?" Chen Qin bent his eyes and smiled, "Really not used to it?"
"yes."
"I'm going to have to get used to it after that."
Xu Yan was amused, she said seriously, she had never seen him talk so much before, she didn't know if it was because his mother came last night, or because of other reasons.
She didn't dare to think about it.
Don't think about it, often only the truth hurts the most.
Xu Yan didn't want to explore any more truths, so she didn't want to do it.
Xu Yan and Chen Qin both took half a month's marriage leave, preparing to travel during this time, relax and play for a while.
However, now Xu Yan is not in the mood at all, she is very reluctant to go out with Chen Qin to play and travel, but she is actually absent-minded and in a very poor state.
In about a week, I lost five pounds and my chin was sharp.
Chen Qin noticed that something was wrong, and when he returned to the hotel in the evening, he ordered a meal, put it on the table after getting it, and said to her, "You didn't eat much just now, eat some more."
Xu Yan said, "I'm not hungry."
"Eat if you're not hungry."
「…… I'm really not hungry, I've recently lost weight." Xu Yan made an excuse, she just didn't want to eat. She didn't even look up at him.
Chen Qin sat next to her, put his arm around her shoulders, and looked at her gently, "Are you still sad and sad because of my mother's affairs?"
"Nope."
"Xu Yan, tell me the truth."
Chen Qin understood her too well, he always felt that she was lying, she didn't tell the truth, and she was also visibly haggard with the naked eye, and her state was really bad.
Xu Yan shook her head, still looking very tired, and said, "It's really okay, maybe it's too tiring to take a plane, or let's go back."
"If you're really tired, then we'll go back, but you have to tell me the truth, what's wrong with you, you tell me what's in your heart, okay?"
Xu Yan still shook her head, slowly leaned on him, and sighed heavily, "It's nothing, I just might be too tired, just rest for a while."
Chen Qin hugged her waist tightly, looked at her gently, and said, "Okay, take a shower after eating and go to bed early."
Xu Yan still didn't want to eat, she really didn't have an appetite, she was in a trance for a moment, and then said, "Chen Qin, I have a delusion, I am with you like a dream, it is very unreal, will I suddenly wake up from the dream one day."
"Stupid or not, what stupid things to say, this is not a dream, it is true, we just got married, and there are still a long days ahead."
Xu Yan didn't know what to say, she was suddenly very insecure, and she really didn't have a sense of security in her unblessed marriage.
She also wanted to have a long time with him, but she was afraid that he would leave first.