You see, this love that seems to have been stolen by luck, she has a very unsteady, and she really wants to turn into a bubble at any time, and it will be empty when the time comes.

Xu Yan doubts herself very much, and she hates her current self very much, as if she is resentful every day, I don't know how long Chen Qin's patience can be used, whether she will be disgusted with her in a few days, and think that she has too much negative energy.

Sleeping at night, Chen Qin hugged her and didn't do anything, Xu Yan closed her eyes and felt his even breathing, he fell asleep quickly, but she didn't feel sleepy, she had been like this since the wedding, she had insomnia, and her heart became more and more restless.

Chen Qin is so good, can she really have him completely?

She was very unconfident and uneasy about herself.

Xu Yan had another dream that night, dreaming that she was still in school, Chen Qin was still a teacher, she took a lot of effort to grab his class, the school network was not good, often cut off the network, and it was slow, so she went to the Internet café to open the computer on the school system to grab classes.

After grabbing the class, she was ecstatic and jumped up in the Internet café, regardless of the strange eyes of the people around her, she couldn't help herself with joy.

But then she learned that the person Chen Qin liked was Wen in the future, she fell into self-doubt, and even thought about why Wen Jin, anyone can do it, but why Wen Jin, Wen Jin is her best friend.

She doesn't want to compare herself with Wen Jin, and she doesn't want to be friends with Wen Jin.

The relationship between the two of them can't be bogged down because of one man.

She deliberately avoided Wen Jin during that time, not daring to see her, and after that, she and Wen Jin untied their hearts and were together.

After that, the Chen Qin she saw was lonely and lique, and he lost his usual high-spirited appearance, like a different person, not like the Chen Qin she knew.

She knows that love can make people blind, and even Teacher Chen has become very strange.

It's really strange.

At five o'clock in the morning, Xu Yan woke up, couldn't sleep, her brain was very clear, Chen Qin was still sleeping, hugging her waist, lying on her side, she gently pushed him away, he was lying upright, not woken up, she tiptoed to bed and dressed, took a cigarette and a lighter and went to the balcony to smoke.

The early morning breeze was cool, she stood on the balcony, smoking, the tobacco was bright and extinguished, her smoking posture was skillful, she knew at a glance that it was an old smoking gun, she looked at the endless city, the building was prosperous, her heart floated, there was no sense of strength, and there was no sense of return.

She was in pain.

thought that everything would be better when she married Chen Qin, and she would live a happy and perfect life with Chen Qin, but the fact was that she was very uneasy, more and more uneasy, and felt more and more that she and Chen Qin would not be together for a long time, and if nothing happened, something would definitely happen.

Her life was like a life to die.

Xu Yan realized that she might really be sick, she needed to see a doctor, and she couldn't let it go on, otherwise she would die.

She was in pain.

Every day is spent in pain.

When Chen Qin woke up, Xu Yan threw herself into his arms and said with tears in her eyes, "I need to see a doctor, Chen Qin, I'm sick, I'm really sick."

Chen Qin gently stroked her hair and said, "Okay."

When she went to see a doctor, Chen Qin naturally accompanied her.

Xu Yan didn't have a very nervous, indifferent expression, when she saw the doctor, she was alone, and Chen Qin was waiting in the lounge.

After an afternoon, Xu Yan came out of the doctor's office, and Chen Qin immediately greeted her and asked her how she was doing.

Xu Yan said: "The doctor said that the degree is very mild, not serious, take some medicine back to eat, adjust sleep, and it will slowly get better."

Chen Qin didn't ask so much, and felt that she seemed to have a small cold, which was not serious and the problem was not big, so he took her home.

Passing by the cake shop, Chen Qin said, "I heard that it would be better to eat some sweets when you are in a bad mood, do you want to eat some cakes?"

"Anything." Xu Yan is not in the mood, and now it is the same for her, she is not in the mood.

Chen Qin still bought the cake, returned home, and cut a small piece for her to eat.

Xu Yan ate it casually, the cream was sweet and greasy, and she asked casually, "Is it animal butter?"

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"Yes. I specifically asked."

Xu Yan said, "It's delicious."

"If you like it." Chen Qin touched her cheek and looked at her gently, "You can tell me whatever you want to eat, and I'll make it for you."

Xu Yan tilted her head to look at him and scooped a piece to feed him.

He didn't even think to take a bite, "It's sweet."

"I think too, but it's too sweet, and it's not good to eat too much."

Chen Qin said, "Then what else do you want to eat? I'll do it for you."

"Anything." Xu Yan finished eating a small piece, drilled into his arms, hugged his waist tightly, as if she was afraid that he would leave at any time, she hugged very tightly and tightly, unwilling to let go of her hand.

Chen Qin put his arm around her waist and didn't say anything.

The life of the two of them is actually not harmonious, Xu Yan can't let go, and there is always an illusion.

After a long time, Chen Qin was not very comfortable, so he was more fierce, and rarely ignored her feelings and came once.

Afterwards, Xu Yan didn't speak for a long time, curled up and hugged herself, she felt as if she was being used as a stand-in, she always felt that Chen Qin was looking at others through her, she couldn't say it herself, but she had this feeling.

She was upset.

Chen Qin came out of the bathroom, put his arm around her waist, and kissed her forehead: "I'm sorry, it's me who is wrong. It was too fierce just now, isn't it uncomfortable?"

"It's not." Xu Yan shook her head and shed tears silently.

"What's wrong with that? Don't you like me?"

"No, I like you very much, how could I not like you, Chen Qin, I just don't know what's wrong, I can't say it, I can't lift my energy."

"Still too tired?"

"I guess so."

Chen Qin coaxed her: "Then take a good rest, rest at home for the time being."

"No, I can't rest."

Once she stops, she will only be more idle and think more.

She took a deep breath and didn't say anything more.

Chen Qin said yes and promised her that as long as she wanted to do it.

After a while, she began to be busy with work, every day was very busy, and she also traveled on business, had a lot to do, and rarely went home. ap.

Chen Qin was idle, and accidentally found that Xu Yan hadn't taken any of the medicines prescribed by the doctor at home, and put them in the drawer as they were, thinking that she had been eating them, but she hadn't eaten them.

Chen Qin didn't mention it, and when Xu Yan came back from a business trip, Chen Qin took her out to eat, and on the way to eat, he asked her about the medicine, and her face changed slightly, and she said, "Newly taken."

"When did you go to the doctor?"

"The day before the business trip, I forgot to bring it on the business trip, but you reminded me."

"Xu Yan, how are you feeling lately?"

Xu Yan casually drank the juice: "It's okay."

"If you have anything to tell me directly, don't hide it in your heart, we are husband and wife, and we can discuss anything together."