Chapter Eighty-Seven: Social Fear

Yu Yingying took it generously: "Thank you, Ren Xu Xing." ”

Song Youya just stood between the two of them, carefully observing the eye contact between the two of them back and forth, obviously full of friendship, but people couldn't find those charming looks.

"Ren Xu Xing, you are really careful."

Ren Xu Xing immediately heard the yin and yang weirdness in Song Youya's tone, but he said smoothly as if he had been fully prepared for a long time: "I am a classmate in elementary school with the son of the owner of the duck neck shop, and every time I go to their house to buy it, I will give me a lot of discounts." ”

"Knowing that Yingying likes it, I went to bring her a little, Yingying has already given me the money in advance, this is just an errand job. Besides, we're all friends, and if you ask me for help, I'll help you. ”

“...... Hmph, I barely believe you. ”

Song Youya's eyes were always on Yu Yingying's body.

If Yu Yingying really had anything with Ren Xuxing, she would definitely be weak in this kind of confrontation.

Yu Yingying has nothing else bad, but the psychological defense line is too fragile and her face is too thin, but she didn't react anything unusual under the aggressiveness just now, and even gave Song Youya some duck necks by herself.

Could it be that these two have really cultivated an iron-blooded brotherhood?

"Then let's go home now, I'm almost hungry."

Yu Yingying picked up her schoolbag, urged Song Youya, who was still suspicious, and secretly gave Ren Xu a look.

"That's it, let's hurry home."

Ren Xu Xing understood her eyes at once, and strode behind Yu Yingying as if he were walking outside the classroom.

The three of them walked all the way to the school gate, and Song Youya gave up and went home in the opposite direction to them.

"Yingying, you did well today, and you didn't blush with a weak heart."

Since that day, Ren Xuxing no longer hides his thoughts about Yu Yingying, not to mention that he wanders around the corridor every day just to be able to meet Yu Yingying, and he will also fetch water and send snacks to Yu Yingying, in short

He is like he can't do without Yu Yingying's leg pendant, and he always has to make up all kinds of reasons to stay by her side.

"It must be because I am by your side that you are extraordinarily calm."

"Don't talk nonsense, it's obviously because I've put in a lot of effort during this time to get used to you everywhere."

At the beginning, Yu Yingying was indeed very weak-hearted.

In addition to her weak heart, she also felt extremely excited and incredible because she expressed her heart to Ren Xuxing and couldn't sleep, she lay on the bed, feeling that no posture could calm her down.

She could even imagine that three years later, they would be holding hands in a distant and prosperous big city, swinging around the playground again and again, even if they were standing in a strange land that she had never set foot in, and looking up at a familiar teenager, she would definitely feel extremely relieved.

Ren Xu Xing blatantly and deliberately filled her life, and this was a secret that only belonged to the two of them, like having a playmate who would never leave her, hiding everyone's nervousness and exclusive satisfaction made Yu Yingying quickly immersed herself in Ren Xu Xing's ubiquitous world.

"Are you used to it now?"

If in the past, if someone was willing to go home with her even if they took a detour, Yu Yingying would definitely feel that she was troublesome to others, but here in Ren Xuxing, it has become a matter of course without guilt.

This is the feeling that Yu Yingying has never experienced before, being favored and being put on the tip of her heart.

"I'm used to it, if you're not with me one day, I'll feel like I'm not able to do it for a while."

Yu Yingying remembered what she had said although Song Youyan had said-

"I don't want to get married and have children, I want to be free and easy all the time."

Now that I think about it, if there was no Ren Xu Xing by her side, she would take the train to go to college far away alone, she would silently endure all her emotions in an unfamiliar city, she would go to the hospital alone, take the subway alone, these seemingly ordinary things are like hell in Yu Yingying's heart, which makes people feel extremely terrifying.

She knows that people always need to grow up, just like her mother, she takes her father to seek medical treatment in a strange city alone, she can solve all the accidents in life alone, even if her mobile phone is stolen, she can quickly calm down and find a solution, even when her father is dying, she can endure all her emotions and sign her name on that piece of paper......

And Yu Yingying now, she doesn't have to do her own laundry or cook by herself, in addition to studying in life, she is taking exams, like most high school students, she only cares about burying her head in the questions, but she doesn't even have a lot of common sense in life. Even Yu Yingying rarely has time to get on the bus and go out alone, and she doesn't even know much about the route and direction of the bus now.

It's a shame to think about it, if she keeps going like this, will she degenerate into a giant baby who needs to be accompanied by someone for everything?

But Yu Yingying thought about it carefully, she became like this, it seemed that she was to blame, but it seemed that she couldn't be blamed entirely.

She doesn't know how to take the bus because she has lived in this area since she was a child, and she basically doesn't need other transportation except walking; She doesn't know how to do laundry and cook because she has a washing machine at home and her mother cooking.

As for her not daring to go out alone....... Maybe she should blame herself for this, she may have paranoia of being killed, and she always feels that everyone passing by around her is secretly laughing at her.

Yu Yingying sometimes feels that she is quite wronged, but adults will say that she is stupid to study, because the students of Changjun No. 1 Middle School may be like this.

Adults like to generalize and label everything they think is the most appropriate for everyone and everything they can see.

So Yu Yingying will always be the one who bows her head and admits her mistakes, and after a long time, she really thinks that it is all her own fault.

"I think you're like a swamp, weird and overwhelming." The sentence that came out of her suddenly made Ren Xu Xing a little confused.

"Do you find yourself falling inexorably in love with me?"

"No, it's just because I've made up my mind to force myself to be brave, but if you're around, I might be a little more cowardly. It's like being stuck in a swamp and can't extricate yourself, but you're still willing to do it. ”

"Don't say that, everyone has something to be afraid of, you just happen to be afraid of people."