Today is Monday, and the morning is about to start the boring flag-raising ceremony and the national flag speech, and I am drowsy standing under the flag-raising platform.

"Alright, let's announce the class that has received the mobile red flag......"

"Stream...... Mobile Red Flag?! "I woke up right away. Is there anything else with this? When did this happen?

I then remembered that there was a mobile red flag in junior high school, and Teacher Zeng still valued it, every time she didn't get a mobile red flag, she would lose her temper in the afternoon fixed class meeting, and even let the students who made mistakes write a review and read it in the next week's class meeting.

Will I be deducted points for my fight with Wu Mingtao last week? There should be no ...... in my impression bar.

"Class 285, Class 286, Class 287 ......"

I held my breath and stared, don't deduct, don't deduct, don't deduct, I don't want to go on stage to read the review, this is simply a public execution.

“288，289，290………”

Class of 290......

It's so dangerous, I didn't deduct it, it scared me to death.

"Yay!!" The team on the right burst into a burst of cheers. I was a classmate of Class 301.

Class 301, in the fifth middle school at that time, our class was class F, that is, the poor class in the eyes of the teacher.

When I was in junior high school, movies and novels of the old boy and school bully were popular, and at this time it happened to be the high incidence period of the second disease in juvenile middle school, and that class was notoriously disobedient in the eyes of many people. They actually got it this time, and it seems that their homeroom teacher must have made a lot of efforts.

Soon, the flag-raising ceremony ended with the cheers of the 301 class, and I followed a torrent of blue and white up the stairs.

Coming back to this, it seems that many of them are different from before, and in the midst of this crowd, I only felt depressed and lonely, accompanied by deep tiredness.

Later, I experienced the pain and hardship of the graduate school entrance examination, experienced the infinite cycle of submitting resumes again and again at the job fair, and being abandoned, and finally found a job that I was satisfied with, but before I could report, I received the bad news of lung cancer, and my life was full of ups and downs.

Actually, junior high school was not so bad, but I never faced up to the problems I experienced, nor did I muster up the courage to solve it, let it develop, and finally turn my whole world gray and yellow.

When I returned to the classroom, I saw Zhong Xing standing in front of Shen Yan and talking to her with a smile, and my memory gradually became clearer.

At that time, my position was by the window, and the table was directly next to the wall, so I had to go back to my seat, that is, I had to pass behind Shen Yan, at that time, Zhong Xing happened to be standing in the gap between the stools behind Shen Yan, I returned to the classroom, and saw Zhong Xingzheng and Shen Yan chatting happily, I don't remember what they talked about, I only remember, when I whispered again and again, "Please let me go", Zhong Xing didn't hear it, Shen Yan just glanced at me, and then stopped looking at me.

I stood behind them for a long time, and then I couldn't take it anymore, so I pulled Zhong Xing away and sat back in my place.

The consequences of this unbearable were very serious, and Shen Yan scolded me in front of everyone.

The only creed I followed at that time was that if I could not attract attention, I would not be conspicuous, and if I could hide in the crowd, I would hide, Shen Yan stood in front of me like that, and scolded me commandingly, and for a while, all my shame, fear, and sadness came up, and I was silent...... I was silent, hoping that this invective would end soon, and my mind went blank and I couldn't say anything.

When it was over, I cried, just lying on the table, and I didn't make a sound, I guess everyone thought I was just lying on the table to rest......

Later, someone called me behind me, and I didn't dare to look up, I was afraid that someone would see my tears.

I stood outside the corridor and watched Shen Yan and Zhong Xing chatting happily, they were only thirteen or fourteen years old, and I didn't understand why I was so afraid of them at that time.

"What are you thinking, why don't you go back to the classroom?" A hand shook in front of my eyes, and I came back to my senses, it was Huang Zhiwei.

He and Shi Yuanyao were standing in front of me shoulder to shoulder.

I shook my head and smiled "It's nothing, it's like dangling in the hallway"

“……”

“……”

The three of us were relatively silent.

"That...... Is your jaw good so fast? I pointed to my chin and asked Huang Zhiwei

"Good morning, this little injury is nothing to me."

"Yes, yes, but it's your blessing, Lu Ji." Shi Yuanyao looked gloating.

"Thanks to me?"

"Huh? You won't know that Huang Zhiwei hugged you that day just to prevent you from fighting with Mo Weitao, but when you broke away and were about to hit Mo Weitao, your elbow hit his chin. ”

"Ah~" I remembered that when I was about to slap Mo Hongtao with one palm, it seemed that I had touched something that made me miss. No, this can be injured by mistake

"Why didn't you tell me earlier, I thought you got injured playing basketball."

"It's okay, it's okay, I used to play basketball like that." He began to laugh heartlessly again, revealing a mouthful of white teeth.

He's really an innocent boy. I sighed silently in my heart.

"That's not good, I'm really sorry if I invite you to drink milk tea after school."

"It's all right, I-"

"Bell bell bell ......" class bell rings,

"Alright, that's it!"

Back in the classroom, Zhong Xing also left, Shen Yan seemed to be even worse for me because I heard her scolding me, I just sat down, she took out the online calendar to stimulate me, "Stay away from me, it stinks." ”

I didn't pull the stool away this time, and I didn't hit her back like I did last week, I turned my head, looked at her and said, "Since I can't stand it so much, let's change seats." ”

Shen Yan was slightly stunned, and said after a while, "Then you go and talk to the teacher." ”

I didn't dare.

At that time, she and her former tablemate, that is, the girl who was also said to be stinky, changed seats, and she proposed to change seats at this time, Teacher Zeng would definitely have opinions, and Shen Yan at least had to retain her image as a good student in front of Teacher Zeng.

So, did you sprinkle all your anger on me?

I suddenly felt so sad that I was so sad at that time, for such a small start, I disrupted my junior high school life, it was really ...... It's stupid.

"Okay, don't worry, even if I sit alone, I won't be at the same table with you."

My heart was beating suddenly, was I scared before?

Alone, this is probably the most taboo word in middle and high school life. Fear of walking alone, eating alone, fear that no one will pick you when you want to form a team, alone, means you have fewer friends, you are not popular, you ...... Nothing.

But when I grew up, I realized that there is nothing wrong with being alone, a person is very quiet, and a person does not have to consider anyone's thoughts, and then I have more friends, and I also have the ability to quickly get acquainted with people I don't know and talk to Kaikai, but I still like a person, I have traveled to a far away place alone, walked alone on the extremely prosperous street, and also went shopping and buying clothes alone, but I no longer feel ashamed, on the contrary, it seems to have become a common thing, because on the street, There are many people like me.

"Okay, you'd better do what you say." Shen Yan turned sideways and ignored me.

I sneered, "Don't worry, I can do it." ”