"You want to change places?"

In the office, the dim sunlight is scattered on the desk, the electric fan overhead is fanning the cool breeze, and the test papers on the desk are rattling.

"Yes, I want to change the position." I was very determined to talk to Mr. Zeng.

Teacher Zeng turned to the side and asked me very strangely, "Why, I feel that you have a good relationship, and Shen Yan and your grades are not bad, you can help each other." ”

Does a good grade mean that it is appropriate?

Yes, at that time, Mr. Zeng was ranked according to his grades, whether your grades were good or not, and what your status was in the teacher's heart, just look at your seat number next time.

"I want to change my seat, and I don't have a good relationship with Shen Yan, I feel that if it continues like this, it may affect our results."

Sure enough, as soon as I mentioned my grades, Teacher Zeng was silent, Shen Yan was her proud student, and if her grades dropped, it would not be good for her.

"Have you figured out who you're going to swap with?" Teacher Zeng asked.

I shook my head, I didn't think it clearly before I came, I didn't have many friends in the class, and at this time, my stinky rumors should be flying all over the sky, who will be at the same table with me? Why don't I try it with Lan Huan.

"Then I'll go back and ask, can I come back to Teacher Zeng tomorrow?"

Teacher Zeng nodded and said yes.

I walked out of the office and breathed a sigh of relief, was it that simple? I thought I was going to wear out my mouth.

As soon as I returned to the classroom, the class leader Rong Hongying found me.

"Are you going to change positions? Why don't you do it with me, Duan Xueyi said that she wants to sit with Shen Yan, you can change it, do you think it's okay?

"Okay, thank you, squad leader......" I sincerely thanked her, not only for the change of seats, but also for the fact that she had done it for me in the past.

The squad leader is a very gentle girl, she speaks softly and softly, and she wears a pair of rimless eyes on weekdays, looking very weak and weak.

But such a very weak girl stood out for me in a class.

At that time, I can't remember the specific content of a Chinese class, but I remember that during the class, the teacher's PPT put a picture of the Mona Lisa, and the teacher asked the students to get up and answer the questions.

One of the boys stood up and said, "I feel like Lu Ji is a bit like the Mona Lisa." ”

As soon as I finished speaking, the whole class burst into laughter, and I only felt a sense of embarrassment, although now it seems that it is an extremely honorable thing to look like a Mona Lisa, and the boy's words may only be unintentional ridicule, but for us who are thirteen or fourteen years old in a small town, we worship the gangsters who can punch the streets, and we like the eldest sister who is chic and responsive, and no one will be proud of the fact that they look like famous paintings.

After the boy answered, the squad leader stood up and said openly and secretly that the boy's eyes were not good.

It's just that I was so stupid at that time that I didn't hear anything, but later at my front table, when the squad leader was answering questions, I turned around and whispered to me: "Look at the squad leader to help you talk again." ”

I just reacted.

I am really grateful to her, because there are very few people in this world who can stand up for you, no one can speak for you as a matter of course, and it is really a blessing to be good to you, you can meet.

"That squad leader, I'll change it after class this afternoon."

Squad Leader: "Good ......"

"We're going to change seats this afternoon." Back in the classroom, I said to Shen Yan calmly.

Shen Yan looked stunned: "You've done it all?" ”

"Yes, from now on, I wish you a fragrant tablemate."

Shi Yuanyao snorted and laughed, I frowned and looked back at him, he smiled, and said, "How can there be a feeling of the protagonist's counterattack?" ”

"Hehehe, borrow your auspicious words." I laughed dryly.

Shen Yan silently gouged out our eyes again.

"This mole has a good meaning here, are you sure about the point?" The boss who spotted the mole held the potion in his hand and pointed to the mole in the middle of Lan Huan and asked us.

Lan Huan looked at me in embarrassment.

Today is the weekend, and Lan Huan and I have scraped together enough money for some moles, so naturally we want to come over.

It's just that the boss said that Lan Huan's most criticized mole is a "good mole".

"Then boss, let's discuss?" I said to my boss.

The boss nodded, Lan Huan sat up from the recliner and asked me, "Lu Ji, do I want to order it?" ”

I thought for a moment: "If it's me, I'll order, but it's up to you, what do you want." ”

After all, thirteen-year-old Lan Huan and I are still different, I am twenty-two years old, although it is also an age that does not go through the world, but after all, I have experienced life and death, in the past, I have also worshiped the idol of the god when I traveled, and I also used my own birthday to tell my fortune, the fortune teller said that if I was a teacher or a doctor, I would be very promising, and the fortune teller also said that I would get married after the age of twenty-seven, but as a result, my life came to an abrupt end at the age of twenty-two, saying that I have no regrets, it is also false.

Lan Huan looked at me and nodded: "Then I'll order." ”

Lan Huan said and lay down, and the proprietress put a potional solution on her mole.

I know that even if the mole disappears, there will be new shortcomings in the class to criticize her, most of the people in this world are bullying the soft and afraid of the hard, in the future, as long as I am stronger, no one will bully us, but I can't be by her side forever, after all, we will be admitted to different high schools, different universities, and run to different lives, I don't want her to be bullied again because of these things.

"Hmm~, the mole looks much better after ordering it, right?" When I visited the boutique, I smiled and picked up the mirror to look at Lan Huan, who looked at the mirror and smiled shyly.

"After that, I'll mess with Goddess Lan."

Lan Huan looked at me with a helpless smile: "Lu Ji, do you feel that you have changed a lot, it seems to be more cheerful, how did you do it." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and turned my head to see myself in the mirror not far away, the person in it was still wearing a ponytail like a bright top, wearing a cartoon T-shirt and skinny jeans to the extreme, and stepping on a pair of miscellaneous cloth shoes, but what I saw was still the twenty-two-year-old Lu Ji, who was not perfect, but liked himself very much.

I lowered my head and gently rubbed the delicate crystal ball in front of me, in which the winged cherub curled up in sleep, and around him, stars made of sequins floated around.

"I guess I met an angel......

In the ancient town in a different place, the lights are dim, the dragon and lion dance team performing in the crowded crowd comes mightily, the street is crowded, we turn into the alley, just in time to bump into the performance of Tujia folk customs to welcome relatives.

"Lu Ji Lu Ji, let's look at this!"

My friend, in order to prevent me from getting lost, grabbed my hand tightly and caught up with the performance of the wedding procession, which was the first time since junior high school that someone had such intimate contact with me.

In a bustling shopping mall, roommates crowded to see expensive face masks, and a friend blurted out: "Lu Ji, why do you never wear face masks." ”

I looked at the mask in the window in embarrassment, I had never had the concept of wearing a mask before I went to college, and a friend next to me joked for me: "It's not because she's lazy." ”

Then he smiled and put his arm around my shoulders and walked out.

Those good memories came flooding back, and my heart became full like a bottle filled with water, and the corners of my mouth subconsciously rose.

"Huh?" Lan Huan looked at me inexplicably.

I came to my senses.

"Because I have met a good person, you can rest assured, it will be fine in the future."

With me, no one will bully you anymore, and there is fourteen-year-old Lu Ji.

"Let's go, there's nothing to visit in the boutique, let's go somewhere else."

I said to Lan Huan.

Lan Huan nodded, and as soon as I stepped back, I ran into someone who was picking things up in the aisle.

"I'm sorry."

"It's okay, it's okay."

A familiar crisp voice came, and I looked back to see someone I hadn't seen for a long time.

"The head of the house......" blurted out her address.

The head of the house, Huang Yan, is a big-eyed girl, she is tall and thin, and her eyes are particularly bright.

No one can heal the wounds in their hearts lightly, just like me now, even if I hear the word stinky again, I can't help but tremble, but I will never be at a loss again.

Over the years, after leaving those who have hurt you, you will still meet many people, who are gentle, cute, or mischievous, but they are all kind people in the final analysis.

You will also see a lot of different landscapes: small towns nestled in the clouds, ancient towns with bright lights, bustling cities.........

These people, these things will melt into our blood again, grow into our flesh and bones, and then shape a new self little by little, just like the food we once ate in our stomachs.

I remember that when I graduated from junior high school, my mother took me to the mall to buy clothes, and when I took the clothes given by the clerk to the fitting room to try on, I heard my mother and aunt say behind my back: "Lu Ji is walking so childishly now, he used to walk with great strides." ”

At that time, I didn't say that I was wronged, but I was a little disappointed, everything I experienced in junior high school, my family didn't know about it, I was bullied by my classmates, like this kind of violence that I didn't use, what if they knew, they probably just wanted me to study hard, don't care.

Besides, admitting that you were being bullied is really a self-esteem thing.

What changed me was my high school roommate, at that time, because of my junior high school past, I was more cautious in the face of my first group dormitory life, and I was afraid that my words would attract abuse.

When I first entered high school in September, the weather was still hot, I took a shower twice a day, and I would smell myself from time to time, for fear that I would be hated because of the smell on my body, and whenever someone said that there was a smell, I would subconsciously smell myself.

It was my roommate who opened my heart, there were ten people in our dormitory at the time, we would go to the cafeteria to eat together, they would give me the dishes they thought were delicious, they would walk back to the dormitory together with a smile, even if I was silent at the time.

Among them, the one who has the best relationship with me is the head of the house, Huang Yan, she is my neighbor and tablemate, my first birthday gift was given by her, and it was also the first birthday card she gave me, and the greeting card was written with a lot of super meaty words, she said that we are best friends, and we will always be friends.

At that time, those ordinary and sincere words were scorching enough to burn people, but so what, when the hot water melted away the layers of guard set in my heart and reached the mouth of my heart, only a comfortable warmth remained.

It's a pity that our friendship didn't last long, and she probably wouldn't even know about my death.

Later, we faced high school classes, from seeing each other every day and meeting every week when we went out to eat, and the end of our friendship ended for a vulgar reason that many people have experienced - our friendship had one more person.

The person who appeared talked eloquently, the person who was cheerful and could cause a lot of topics, and I was used to silence, I was sensitive and inferior at that time, I had nothing to say in front of them, I was always silent.

So, I chose the way to make myself more comfortable and easier – quit.

But I didn't complain about them in my heart, because they gave me a lot of warmth, and gradually cleared the haze that hovered over me at the age of fourteen or fifteen.

Lan Huan pulled me behind me, I came back to my senses and said with a smile: "I'm sorry, I recognized the wrong person." ”

She smiled softly as before, and said to me, "It's okay, it's okay."

I looked at her back and thought that fate was really a wonderful thing, it turned out that my friends and I might have met a long, long time ago......