Jiang Miao felt that the more she messed up, the worse she became.

If you want to be worthless or not, if you want to be free or not, love has changed its taste, and life is a mess.

From the moment she fell in love with Yuan Yanqi, she was sad, happy, happy, and sweet, but in the end, everything turned into a sharp knife that devoured her.

There is no one to shelter her, Jiang Miao realized it later, and missed Yuan Jianjun more and more, the one who hadn't really lived together in peace for so many years, either noisy or noisy, her real only relative.

Yuan Yanqi slammed the door and left and didn't come back, Jiang Miao didn't hear the sound of a car leaving after a night of sleeplessness, Yuan Yanqi probably went back to his previous room to sleep.

Jiang Miao slept dimly after dawn and didn't want to pay attention to anything.

When she got up at noon, Yuan Yanqi had already left for a long time, Yuan Yanqi no longer asked her to get up for breakfast, and she deliberately did not leave the room when Yuan Yanqi had breakfast.

The broken feelings and the cold war of love are pitiful.

Just like Jiang Miao can tacitly know, anything crazy and suspicious, in fact, there is no need to suspect it at all, it was Yuan Yanqi who did it, Yuan Yanqi has not hidden his shameless perversion, why should she help him find any reason.

Jiang Miao ate something, and then went to the cemetery by herself, and Zhang Yang couldn't follow without paying attention.

Jiang Miao actually felt that the cemetery was a place, not to mention that the air was quite good, the ground was spacious and there were few living people, and there were trees on both sides, which was really aerobic.

Later, when she died, she wanted to be buried here, so that the whole family would be here.

Standing in front of the tombstone of Yuan Jianjun, Jiang Miao had nothing to say, talking to the air was an extremely stupid thing, so she didn't do it, she just wanted to stand there for a while.

Everyone has the right to choose, this is what she said to Yuan Jianjun at the beginning, but she also understands now that everyone should also pay for their choices, and rebellion needs to pay a price.

She is also paying the price for her rebellion, I don't know how to say how to say how she feels, Jiang Miao is not a good summarizer, but everything now is definitely not the kind of beautiful future she originally imagined, Jiang Miao is very sure of this.

In the evening, Zhang Yang came to the cemetery, and when he saw Jiang Miao, he hurriedly trotted over, his chest a little undulating, "Sister, it's good that you are here, if you want to lose it again, I am really useless."

Jiang Miao wants to lose it again, Zhang Yang is really not alive, and there should be a psychological shadow.

"I'm just here to relax, as for you?" Jiang Miao looked at him, smiled, and smiled bitterly.

Zhang Yang stood beside her and also looked at the tombstone, "Why did you suddenly want to come over, why didn't you bring anything with you?"

Jiang Miao came with a vacuum hand, and she didn't even bring two fresh fruits.

"I brought it, did the old man really receive it? Tomorrow the Administrator will have to clean it up."

At this moment, Jiang Miao was very sober and rational.

"If you want to say that, then I really can't argue", Zhang Yang was helpless, "Do you want to go home now?"

"Stay a little longer", Jiang Miao smiled, and then sat directly next to the tombstone, she looked up at the gray sky, and then suddenly looked at Zhang Yang, "Will you hate your dad?"

Zhang Yang lowered his eyes and did not speak.

"Maybe he's really good for you", Jiang Miao now has a deep understanding, "Don't listen to the old man's words and suffer in front of you."

"He just cares about the world's eyes", the elders always have a lot of truths, they can always make you speechless, and they can always be so serious that you even forget what you want to argue about and refute at the beginning.

"Not letting you be hurt by the world is also a kind of protection", Jiang Miao patted her ass and got up, then took Zhang Yang's hand and pulled him out together, "I also agree with your father's idea, it's for your good, he only has a son like you after all, but if you have to hit the wall yourself, I also support you, as long as you are willing to bear the consequences."

After returning home, it was dark, but Yuan Yanqi did not come back in time today.

If you don't come back, forget it, Jiang Miao will go back to the room after dinner, and if she doesn't come back, it means that she doesn't need it

It takes time and energy to get angry and quarrelsome.

Jiang Miao was in an upset mood, but she still patiently found a book to read, Yuan Yanqi may not come back, but at least if Yuan Yanqi comes back, she won't look too embarrassed.

Yuan Yanqi still came back, and when it was very late, Jiang Miao could hear the sound of cars, and even the sound of Yuan Yanqi walking at the door after going upstairs, and the footsteps seemed to have stayed at the door for a long time.

Jiang Miao's mind was not on the book, he pricked up his ears and listened to the movement outside, and finally, the door was pushed open, and Yuan Yanqi walked in.

Jiang Miao tried not to look at him, and kept lowering her head and continuing to read.

Yuan Yan opened the door, seemed to hesitate for two seconds at the door, and still walked in.

Yuan Yanqi's footsteps from the door to the bedside, Yuan Yanqi seemed to look at Jiang Miao several times, did not touch Jiang Miao's gaze in response to him, Yuan Yanqi took a deep breath, and returned the footsteps that reached the bedside, he went to the wardrobe, took a set of pajamas, and then walked straight back to the door.

"Good night", when Yuan Yanqi raised his feet and went out, he seemed to say this, but it didn't seem to be, Jiang Miao was very suspicious that she had heard it wrong, and she even suspected that Yuan Yanqi was leaving.

It seems that Yuan Yanqi really intends to carry this Cold War to the end.

The door was closed, Jiang Miao took a deep breath, then closed the book and threw it on the bedside table.

Jiang Miao lay back on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, she didn't know what she was thinking, Yuan Yanqi was not kind to her at all, but she still hoped that Yuan Yanqi would take the initiative to say something first.

Jiang Miao is really down to the dust now.

She said that she would never forgive Yuan Yanqi, and what did she expect him to say? Do you want him to say that he lied to her again, or that he has done something terrible and perverted?

Many things Jiang Miao can't pretend that they haven't happened, but she doesn't know how to deal with them.

Unless she can leave Yuan Yanqi, otherwise, it makes no sense for her tangled Yuan Yanqi to confess or not, because whether she confesses or not that those injuries exist, she is trying to survive in the cracks, is it so sad?

Is she willing to really leave Yuanyanqi? If she is willing, is it possible for her to really escape from Yuanyanqi?..

The separation between her and Yuan Yanqi is not only whether they still love each other, but that Yuan Yanqi's possessiveness is destined to make her unable to escape easily, it is this feeling that is the most uncomfortable, not letting go, but obviously feeling deterioration, too difficult.

Jiang Miao looked at the ceiling, she had never been so entangled and uncomfortable as she was now.

fell asleep in a daze, but Jiang Miao heard faint footsteps at the door again.