Chapter 236: I'm Sorry
Jiang Miao didn't dare to move, and he didn't know when it started, in the face of Yuan Yanqi, Jiang Miao was so passive that he didn't dare to move.
They have been divided and combined many times, each time more heavy than the other, to now, it is not at all a question of love or not, the personality is not suitable, many questions involve the bottom line, she unknowingly, was pulled down again and again by the original Yanqi, low to now if she still has extravagant hopes for the original Yanqi, she feels sorry for herself.
Yuan Yanqi's footsteps stopped at the edge of the bed, but his breath was far away, and he didn't sit down, as if he was just standing on the edge of the bed and looking at her.
Jiang Miao's hand pinched the corner of the quilt under the quilt, and her heart was unconsciously nervous.
Jiang Miao couldn't guess Yuan Yanqi anymore, she didn't seem to be able to guess whether Yuan Yanqi would be kind or turn her face in the next second.
For most of the minute, it seems like a long time.
Yuan Yanqi felt that he loved Jiang Miao very much, and Jiang Miao might also love him, but he was habitually passively in love.
Maybe Jiang Miao's morality does not allow her to abandon Yuan Yanqi immediately after knowing his condition, but he knows that Jiang Miao can't accept it, Jiang Miao is a person who can't even accept Yuan Yanqi is different from before, when she said that she missed the previous Yuan Yanqi, she was already doomed, her love couldn't support the change of Yuan Yanqi, and it was a sharp and bad change.
Jiang Miao loves the perfect Yuan Yanqi, not the bad one now.
always felt that Jiang Miao was getting away from him little by little.
Yuan Yanqi squatted down and stroked Jiang Miao's hair with his hand, his fingertips were cold, as if he was still sweating.
The hardest thing is that I can't afford it, and I don't want to put it.
Yuan Yanqi admits that he is selfish, he treats Jiang Miao as a life-saving straw, and he is unwilling to reveal his sincere self, he is afraid of seeing Jiang Miao's spurning and indifference after learning the truth, and even hatred, in that case, he can't save himself, he is afraid that he will give up faster because of Jiang Miao's eyes and attitude.
With his hand leaving, Yuan Yanqi got up, and after a few seconds, his footsteps moved again, and this time he left the room directly.
Feeling the door being closed again, Jiang Miao took a deep breath, and didn't know whether she was more lost or more relaxed.
The next day, Yuan Yanqi made breakfast for Jiang Miao, but he didn't take the initiative to call Jiang Miao, just explained to Zhang Yang, and then went to work by himself.
The two of them are like this now, and he doesn't know how to face Jiang Miao.
It is impossible for him to confess those things to Jiang Miao, but if he doesn't confess, there is destined to be a gap between them, there are too many things, and he is exhausted, not to mention, what Jiang Miao said that day, Yuan Yanqi felt uncomfortable, not only because Jiang Miao said that she had a relationship with Song Chen, but more importantly, Jiang Miao had already opened this mouth, and she had found a strong way to influence Yuan Yanqi to sober up.
He was afraid that he would have another conflict with Jiang Miao, and he was afraid that Jiang Miao would easily stimulate him in this way.
Yuan Yanqi stayed away from her, for Jiang Miao, and for himself, he was worried that he would completely collapse and explode in front of Jiang Miao.
Now it's cold, and it can be cold, if he continues to communicate and try, he is afraid that he and Jiang Miao will really be pushed to the edge, he is afraid that Jiang Miao must be one to the end, and he is afraid that Jiang Miao will really tear his face with him and overturn all his feelings.
If Jiang Miao knew a lot of things, what would he do if Jiang Miao was going to leave him?
In the final analysis, they are still unwilling to let go of Jiang Miao, but they can't find a way to be gentle with each other.
Yuan Yan changed cars on the way to the company.
When he sat in Xiaomi's car, Yuan Yanqi breathed a deep sigh of relief.
Xiaomi turned his head to look at him, helplessly, "Mr. Yuan, has your hand injury recurred?"
Yuan Yanqi really rarely drives by himself now, and his hand has been injured before, although he has always said that it is okay, but now that it is like this, he can feel that there should still be something.
Yuan Yanqi lowered his eyes, looked at his hand, and smiled, "It's a little painful, so you have to continue to pick me up."
Yuan Yanqi lied, but it was not a lie, he let Song Chen hit him in order to achieve his goal, and now his hand does not hurt, but it hurts in other places, it is indeed a sequelae left at that time, a good proof that feng shui takes turns.
"Don't tell Jiang Miao", when he started the car, Yuan Yanqi looked at Xiaomi and added such a sentence.
"Understood", Xiaomi nodded, Yuan Yanqi habitually pitted himself, naturally he didn't want Jiang Miao to worry about something like him.
"Get you a surgeon to take a look at it?" Millet looks at him.
Yuan Yanqi shook his head, was silent for a while, and then spoke, "Find me a reliable lawyer."
"No", Xiaomi smiled, she thought Yuan Yanqi was joking with her, if her hand hurts and it is not good to drive, take it slowly, even if you don't drive, it's no problem, and it's not that no one picks you up, so what kind of lawyer to find, she turned her head to look at Yuan Yanqi, but found that Yuan Yanqi was looking at her very seriously.
"Why are you looking for a lawyer?" Xiaomi put away her smiling face and became a little more serious.
Yuan Yanqi looked at her expression, and suddenly smiled again, "I'm married, so I can't mess with a lot of things?"
Although it is said that many things are common property when they get married, in fact, many things in Yuan Yanqi were accumulated before marriage, and he wanted everything to have Jiang Miao's share.
"Anyway, I'm older than her, so I still have to give her enough protection, right?"
The best and best destination in Yuan Yanqi's heart is that he can grow old with Jiang Miao, even if he grows old without wind and waves, he is likely to leave earlier than Jiang Miao, not to mention that he doesn't know where his tomorrow is now, and maybe they don't have children.
After arriving at the company, the phone rang, and Ah Feng asked him if he had arrived at the company, saying that there was something to be handed over to him at the nursing home.
It didn't take long for Ah Feng to come and bring a notebook.
"I said it was for you", Ah Feng handed the book to Yuan Yanqi, "I haven't opened it."
"Got it", Yuan Yanqi held the book, but he didn't rush to open it, he raised his eyes to look at Ah Feng, Ah Feng was also looking at him, and he wanted to stop talking, if anyone could spy on some of Yuan Yanqi's secrets, then Ah Feng was the closest person.
"Brother Qi, are you okay?" Ah Feng still asked.
"No problem", Yuan Yanqi smiled, "It's okay, you go get busy."
Ah Feng nodded, Yuan Yanqi watched Ah Feng's figure leave, and then opened the notebook.
There is a line on the first page, and the handwriting looks very beautiful, and it seems that the person who gave birth to him was also an intellectual before, and yes, the more intellectuals like that, the more difficult it is to accept the bad changes that are completely different from the environment in which they live.
Yuan Yanqi has been very good since he was a child, except for the flaws in his character, he is really good in his studies, and he thinks that his father should also be a very good person.
The better he is, the more he can't accept his own changes, and he kills himself, because he can't stand those mental tortures at all.
The line reads: This is all the memories I can remember, I hope it will help you.
Finally, there are three words sorry in the bottom corner.