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Looking at the small essays he wrote for Cangxi, which turned out to be as many as 27, Gong Yi began to cry and shout again. At the moment, she was enjoying the baptism of tears, blending in with the sound of rain outside the window. God snuggled up to her heart, accompanying this broken and torn mortal heart.

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Gong Yi thought clearly, she must work hard to get out of the haze of broken love, restrain her sadness, and get out of emo as soon as possible. She is determined to defeat the demon of emotions and accept the cruelty of reality. After the pain is finished, the sweetness is in front, the bitterness is first sweet, and the good things are grinding, which is a blessing.

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Gong Yi secretly made up his mind that he must know how to love himself and respect his personality charm, and he could no longer be completely hurt by Cangxi's words of "let's calm and calm" when he took the initiative to break up.

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Cangxi's "we are calm and calm" is actually announcing that this love is a death sentence. He is a mature, steady and sensible man, and all decisions are well thought out. He is not emotional, a ruthless character with a very hard heart, and there will be no little woman like Gong Yi from him, who is making trouble and making trouble.

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This time's "calm and calm" is not like their previous separation and integration. The previous splits, mergers, deletions, and blackouts were all Gong Yi's modes of getting along for love, and he became a clown who jumped off the beam alone, and he was coaxed back by Cangxi every time.

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This time is really different, Cangxi, who proposed it, really can't see any realistic hope for the future in this love, and this time it is really a breakup.

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In a long-distance relationship, they have too little time to get along, Gong Yi feels that it is almost the same with him or without him, and she is almost living alone in Z City.

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The distance between their cities is not far, and it only takes two hours to reach by car. It's funny, they saw each other three times in total, and they only got along for 5 days.

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During the 5 days they got along, Cangxi couldn't take a break because she was too busy with work and took Gong Yi to play, so she could only wait for him to come home from work in his apartment. Such a long-distance relationship was almost purely platonic, and in the end it did not end well, Gong Yi was deeply broken by Cangxi, and won tears full of pain.

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【Constellation Knowledge】

Which zodiac sign is best at holding a long-distance relationship?

Virgo is the most determined of the 12 zodiac signs in long-distance relationships.

Virgos are affectionate representatives, they are single-minded and loyal to their feelings, they love someone for a lifetime, and they are able to stick to a long-distance relationship. The rock has no transfer, and the grass is as tough as silk. Virgos are able to stick to a long-distance relationship, although it is very hard, but the voice in their hearts tells them to persevere.

Because once a Virgo person falls in love, he can die to the ground, and his infatuation with love and his purity of feelings will make him lose his mind, even if he is far away, he is willing to wait for his husband/wife.

When in a long-distance relationship with Virgo, Virgo proposes to break up, then the only possibility is that the other person cheats, or Virgo does not see the future. Otherwise, the long-distance relationship will never let go.

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So what's that? Cangxi is not letting go yet. There is no future love, Cangxi chose a quick solution. The reality of the virgin man's weighing the pros and cons both chilled and heartbroken.

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Why can't God let people who love each other break through all practical difficulties and walk together, loving and loving for a lifetime? If Cangxi gives up getting married and having a baby, they can go through a lifetime smoothly.

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Although getting married and having a baby is also a natural way for feelings to heat up, how can you get married and have a baby without a house? Don't say that Gong Yi didn't agree, and Cangxi didn't agree either.

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So I'm very embarrassed, Cangxi's real conditions can't repeat his money to buy a house in Z City, his real conditions have all been used in his hometown, and he can't free up extra money.

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Forget it, love is not the norm. Gong Yi wiped away his tears and told himself to look good and work hard. She no longer expects love to be windy and rainy, but she wants to have no regrets every day, make a little progress every day, and live a middle-aged life by herself. She needs to grasp the focus of life, feel sorry for all the emotions in her heart, and accept the imperfect but real world.

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Having said that, the persistent heart is like karma tormenting Gong Yi's heart, burning pain, painful to the heart.

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In the 125 days with Cangxi, Gong Yi seemed to be a different person, and for the sake of realistic conditions, Gong Yi had never had such motivation to find a way to make money.

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In addition to signing up for classes to participate in dubbing studies, she also worked hard to do self-media and write articles to make money. Although there is no actual income yet, this ruthlessness to make money is a motivation she has never had. You must know that Gong Yi's family conditions are not bad, and her job is also very stable, if it weren't for the future with Cangxi, who would be so ruthless to make money?

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Gong Yi's ideological consciousness still stays on the experience of love, as long as Cangxi does not give up on her for the future, she will do her best to find a way to make money and do her best to fight for their future.

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Now it's all gone...... The articles that have been written can be used as waste paper, and there is no motivation for dubbing learning. Only sigh is left.

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Seeing that he has written so many small articles, each of which has more or less the shadow of Cangxi, at least it was created when I missed him. These small compositions are like thorns, pierced into Gong Yi's body.

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In 125 days of love, Gong Yi tasted the ultimate happiness and the ultimate pain. According to the time calculation, the time that is definitely painful occupies a lot, and 80% of the time is painful.

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Cangxi is not a qualified lover, his coldness and casual attitude of not caring about maintaining love have broken through Gong Yi's bottom line infinitely, and he is still reluctant to let go.

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Virgin man, the most black constellation on the whole network, dogs don't talk about it. If so...... The unfair fate stifled Gong Yi's last unconditional rush for love, she felt that she would never have such pure love again, and even if there was enough bread, she might choose an old man who was disgusting in her heart like a world-weary one.

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If that's the case, is it Cangxi or Gong Yi who is the initiator, maybe some old man with a lot of bread? Buddha bless, don't treat Gong Yi like this, okay? She really loves Cangxi, she really tries her best to love such a moth to the fire, and the fireflies are shining. Can you give them reality? Give them the future?

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Gong Yi looked at her small compositions, one by one on XHS, she read each one slowly, and deleted one after each one she read. In the end, the hottest ones left on the XHS. The hottest one, with more than 120,000 views and a collection of 3,000+

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★ During the 125 days with Cangxi, Gong Yi learned to do self-media, and the small essays published in XHS have now been deleted.

★ [1] May you have the sincerity to love each other until you grow old, and you must have the courage to leave at any time (2022.6.29)

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Marriage is not only a joy, a festival, a joy between two people, but also a kind of destruction of familiar life, the establishment of a new model, and the recombination of both parties that contains wisdom, courage, and personality consciousness.

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Marriage is not easy, it needs to be managed, and only husband and wife can be together through thick and thin. Originally, marriage is very sacred, it is the sublimation of love, it is to go to each other, it is to respect each other, support each other, overcome many difficulties, Zui finally reached the soul mate relationship, and won a lifetime of never abandoning.

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But when the other party leaves and he is not cherished, he must also learn to turn around gorgeously. People can cry in this life, but they can't give up. It's all about fate.

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My friend once said, "If you really care about a person, that person will feel it." Love is when two people are running for each other, not one running and the other standing still. ”

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In other words, marriage goes both ways. In the same way, marriage is a responsibility, not that you want to change people, it is a problem with character.

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When the marriage is falling apart, I believe that neither party wants to see the end of the situation, but there is no way for Zui to end up in the end of the end of the dead end. No matter who is more at fault, a slap will not make a sound; Whether the marriage is irretrievable or not, the breakdown is always a fact, so please don't get too caught up in grief.

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There is no difficulty in life that cannot be overcome, and there is no person who cannot be separated from, as long as you maintain your independence and do not forget your original intention, you will eventually be able to achieve success.

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May you have the sincerity to love each other until you grow old, and you also have the courage to leave at any time.

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★ During the 125 days with Cangxi, Gong Yi learned to do self-media, and the small essays published in XHS have now been deleted.

★ [2] People can grow quickly in despair (2022.7.1)

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People can grow up quickly in despair, and I can endure the feeling of suffering alone. Life is like that, the heart is always far from the reality. That's it, no one understands me. If you die for yourself, you will die together, and the net will be broken.

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I've always liked someone, but I haven't been able to achieve positive results. He likes me but doesn't love me, he also has low self-esteem that he can't afford to give me the life I want, and he keeps retreating like that. I've been in a state of torment, we've been drawing the ground and not developing.

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After getting to know this person, I knew what true love is, what is love that goes both ways, and what is the fate of true love that can be obtained without chasing after him. It turns out that love does not require you to stand on tiptoe, even if you bend over, the other party will feel distressed and help you stand up, this is true love.

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This is the last chance to make me love deeply and deeply without regrets for the final blow into my heart. One day, I will break out of my cocoon and become a butterfly and fly to my own path of another life.

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I want your love to be as deep in my heart as mine, regardless of each other, if you don't love, get out of here! Not a cultural person, I'm rude. If your love is not as deep as mine, it is also a negative for me, and I am not worthy of you if you weigh the pros and cons of love!

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Believe in fate, time can be learned.

Yan Run's heart is clear, black and white.

You live up to me, and you are happy.

If you bear me, you will leave yourself.