Chapter 36: Secret Birth (5)

Maybe she's happy like she looks like this now. Because of her parents, she has suffered too much in her sixteen years of life that ordinary people can't bear, and she has never been so truly happy.

Since that Ming Jingxuan could make her heart no longer bitter, which was a good thing for her, how could he bear to break her illusions?

"Ugh." He could only sigh deeply: "Qinglian, as long as you are happy." It's not a bad thing to meet a friend who treats you well, so cherish your friendship with him. ”

"But you have to remember that he is a celebrity in Minghuitang, and we are just small villagers. There is a difference in identity, you have to pay attention to proportion. ”

"I know." Song Qinglian said sincerely: "Brother Xuan, Brother Cheng, and Shuangshuang are the most important people in my life, and I will cherish the friendship between you and you." ”

Hearing her words, his originally cold heart warmed up again. Although she doesn't have that kind of mind about herself, she still cares about it, so what is there to complain about?

It was late at night at the moment, and it was inconvenient for him to bother her about this matter anymore, so he patted her on the shoulder: "Okay, Qinglian, I know everything." It's not early, let's go back and rest, and talk about something another day. ”

"Hmm." Song Qinglian responded: "Then I'll go back, Brother Cheng, you should rest early." ”

She opened the door and entered the house, and Lin Acheng also entered her own house.

But sitting on the corner of the kang, he never could sleep. Although he said that as long as she was happy, the loss in his heart lingered.

In fact, I don't know when I had that extraordinary thought about her, but unconsciously, this subtle feeling has been planted in my heart.

knew that he would never be possible with her, but he was still attracted to her. What can make her feel affection is Ming Jingxuan, who has just met, not the self who has always been by her side as a neighbor.

It's a little ridiculous to say, let her meet Ming Jingxuan, all this is not because of herself.

If she hadn't been in a bad mood that day and took her to see Ming Jingxuan's performance, there would have been no sachets behind, and she wouldn't have gotten acquainted with Ming Jingxuan. Everything is due to my own decision.

But some things are fixed in the dark, who can say that if she hadn't taken her to see Ming Jingxuan's performance, she wouldn't have met Ming Jingxuan, and her heart wouldn't have moved for him?

If there is no Ming Jingxuan, who can say that her heart will not move for others? The person who can make her heart move will not be herself, maybe from the beginning, she is destined to be her lover.

Since he met Song Qinglian, the relationship between the two families has been bad, his parents and his disgust with Song Daquan's tobacco business, and Song Daquan and his wife also dislike their family's poverty, and the relationship between the two families has always been discordant.

But Song Daquan's daughter is very different from Song Daquan and his wife, she is kind and innocent, and treats people sincerely. Although the relationship between the two families is bad, his relationship with Song Daquan's daughter is extremely good.

The correspondence between the two can only be hidden from the family. Although Song Daquan and his wife don't like themselves, Song Qinglian has never disliked herself, and she has always been so sincere to herself.

Every time he sees such an innocent Song Qinglian, his heart will also be extremely comfortable.

Maybe it was in these comfortable years that I unconsciously moved my heart to her. Maybe what I like is her kindness, purity, and sincerity that no one else can replace.

But this affection was born in my heart, and I could only continue to bury it in my heart, and I couldn't say it to anyone, including her. Because I know that none of this is possible.

Father and mother have always hated the conduct of Song Daquan and his wife, if he let his father and mother know that he has a heart for Song Qinglian, he will definitely be ashamed, and he will definitely not propose to her for himself.

So this affection can only be put in the bottom of his heart, as far as he is concerned, as long as he can silently protect her, it is enough.

She will grow up after all, and she will also have the person in her heart, if she really has, then bless her. It's still the same sentence, as long as she is happy, she will be happy.

I can't bring her happiness, but Ming Jingxuan can bring her, so don't let her go with Ming Jingxuan. Only then will she be truly happy.

But why is it that when she sees someone else in her heart, she is still so lost in her heart? I know that person can never be myself, but why do I still feel sad?

Maybe there are some things, some feelings, that I can't control, and I can't change.

But as long as you can stay by her side silently, it will be a blessing from heaven. Don't ask for anything else, just be able to stay by her side for a little longer, it's enough.

Day after day, the years are like water, between the daily leisure and busyness, time passes quietly in the light.

Unknowingly, Lu Shuangshuang's fiancΓ© Jian Pengcheng, who was studying in Jincheng, was about to end his studies, because he was going through the graduation procedures recently, and the content was very cumbersome and complicated, so Lu Shuangshuang went to accompany him.

Lu Shuangshuang is leaving, I'm afraid it will take another ten days and a half months, so these days, only Song Qinglian is selling sachets on Baishan Road.

Life is still going on as usual, Lu Shuangshuang handed her the flowers before parting, and now the work of loading and embroidering the sachets has also fallen on her alone.

Occasionally, maybe Ming Jingxuan would go to Baishan Road to see her in his spare time and help her do some chores. Sometimes when my father and mother are not at home, I can occasionally talk to my neighbor Lin Acheng.

But these days, the happiest thing for her is to help Ming Jingxuan cultivate roses.

Before parting, Lu Shuangshuang handed over the recipe found by her parents to Song Qinglian. After getting the recipe, she went to Minghui Hall to find Ming Jingxuan, and together with Ming Jingxuan, they followed the tricks on the recipe to cultivate roses.

Fortunately, the hard work paid off, and under the careful care of the two people, the barren soil finally grew one gorgeous rose after another.

Both of them rejoiced in this.

This is the result of the joint efforts of the two people, Song Qinglian also feels very gratified, during this period of time, she will go to Minghui Hall to see how the roses grow, and the rose field has become a thought in her heart.