Chapter 37: A Lot of Wind and Rain and a Lot of Sunny Days (1)
Obviously, everything is shallow and beautiful, but in the past few days, things at home have disrupted all the beauty and tranquility.
In recent days, Song Daquan's tobacco house needs to install a faΓ§ade and is closed for more than ten days, so no one is allowed to live there, so these days, Song Daquan has returned home.
And it was such a coincidence, her mother Jin Guilan lost money playing cards outside and owed a lot of gambling debts, so she also went home and did not go to play cards with those broad ladies again.
The couple went home, and the family must have been at peace. The relationship between husband and wife is not harmonious, and the two people will quarrel as soon as they meet, and from time to time they will smash things to get angry, which is really unbearable.
Song Qinglian can't dodge even if she wants to, even if she can go out to sell sachets to hide for a while during the day, she still has to face her father and mother when she goes home at night. Sometimes they will take out their anger on her, and in the face of all this, she can only bear it alive.
No matter how uncomfortable they are, they have to endure it, no matter how they are, they are the ones who gave birth to themselves, and they are not qualified to contradict them.
Although I usually look forward to my father and mother going home often, adding some life to this deserted house, but now like this, they will be noisy when they come back, it is better not to go back, although lonely, but they are peaceful after all.
On this day, it was the day when Song Qinglian and Ming Jingxuan made an appointment to go to Minghui Hall to cultivate roses together. After freshening up and dressing up early in the morning, I originally planned to go out to Minghuitang immediately, but helplessly, I heard the quarrel between my father and mother again.
Although Song Qinglian was in the room, and Song Daquan and Jin Guilan were in the hall, separated by a wall, the sound of the quarrel was still deafening.
I heard that Song Daquan slammed a porcelain bowl on the ground, made a "bang" sound, deafening, and heard him roar angrily: "You slut is really shameless, take my money to gamble and sell clothes, and your family is about to be ruined by you slut!" β
Jin Guilan didn't give up, and shouted at Song Daquan with a sharp voice: "You still have the face to say me, look at your own virtue, open a broken smoke shop, and that group of old smokers are drunk and dream of death every day, how much money do you think you can make, and you still say that I am a loser." β
"I, Jin Guilan, married you this coward, it's really bad for eight lifetimes, I want money without money, and I have to be able to endure it!"
"Don't be embarrassed!" Song Daquan was furious and shouted: "You rely on me to raise you, take my money to lose, and the little savings I saved have also been gambled away by you." Now I owe a lot of debts, and we can't pay it back if people want to pay it, it's all because of you, a slut. β
"That's because you're out of the picture!" Jin Guilan also-for-tat: "The debt is not only owed by me, but also yours, you can't afford to make money to owe debts, but you think of me at this time." β
"I haven't had a good day with you, and I'm still angry with debts, why was I so blind to marry you like a rammer!"
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The quarrel outside the house became louder and louder, which made Song Qinglian in the house upset.
Although it has become a habit, it can be seen that her father and mother are so emotionally discordant, and she will still feel uncomfortable in her heart. But there is no way to be uncomfortable, my father's original marriage was not what you and I wanted, and all of this is something I can't change after all.
In the past, when I saw them quarreling, I would go forward to persuade them, but every time I persuaded them, the result would be counterproductive. Not only will they not listen to persuasion, but they will quarrel more fiercely, and even anger themselves and beat and scold them together.
Instead of adding fuel to their fire, it's better to leave nothing at all and let them figure it out on their own. When they get tired of arguing, they will naturally stop.
This time I originally planned to go out, but it can be seen that my father and mother are arguing so fiercely, so I can only wait before leaving. If you want to get out of the yard, you must pass through the hall, and if your father and mother see that you slip away while they are arguing, you must be angry with yourself again.
But seeing that the time agreed with Ming Jingxuan was about to pass, and the father and mother were arguing more and more fiercely, there was no tendency to stop, if they wanted to wait like this, they would be late. Missing an appointment and being late has always been her least happy.
Watching the time pass little by little, she was anxious, and it was not a way to spend it like this.
In this way, they can only sneak away quietly when they are not paying attention. So she picked up the crossbody bag, opened the door gently, and walked out of the door with trepidation.
"The family is so poor that they can't open the pot, you still use the money I earn to gamble, to this point you are harmed, this debt is not repaid, I will sell you to pay off the debt."
"Okay, you ruthless and unrighteous Song Daquan, I have been married to you for more than 20 years and have not lived a good life, and you want to sell me to pay off my debts. Let me tell you, the old lady is not pinched by you as a soft persimmon! β
The quarrel in the hall was still deafening, and Song Qinglian could only cover her ears, bend her waist, and carefully paced along the wall. I hope that my father and mother can ignore their appearance and make themselves out of this courtyard smoothly.
"Stop, where are you going!"
A sudden roar frightened her whole body almost trembling, no matter how cautious she was, but in the end she was discovered.
Turning her head, she saw Song Daquan glaring at her angrily, and said violently: "You dead girl, what are you going to do?" β
Naturally, she couldn't tell Song Daquan that she was going to see Ming Jingxuan, so she could only whisper: "I'll sell sachets." β
Song Daquan was already angry, but this time, he sprinkled all his anger on Song Qinglian's body, and scolded her: "You girl who doesn't know whether to live or die, your home is about to be hollowed out by debts, you still want to sell sachets, how much can you sell that broken thing worth!" β
"When something happens at home, you never pay attention to it, and you still want to run out, just thinking that you are comfortable, right? You little thing with no conscience! β
Seeing Song Qinglian, Jin Guilan's anger also came out towards Song Qinglian: "Isn't it just to support you, a money-losing product, if your family is poor like this, I would have known that I shouldn't have given birth to you in the first place!" β
Song Daquan, Jin Guilan's scolding didn't leave any room for Song Qinglian, she couldn't even say a word of rebuttal, she could only let her father and mother be angry at her, tears rolling in her eyes.
Maybe when they say that the anger is sprinkled on themselves, they will dissipate their anger, and this will not be more than a lot of noise. These unjustified scolding has long become a habit for her, and what can it be worth.