Chapter 42 People are different, things are different

When Li Dongsheng saw Lian Shen, he was alone in the courtyard with a sullen fist.

"Although I really want to sue you for disturbing the people," Li Dongsheng yawned boredly, "but if you have something unhappy, you can say it and make me happy." ”

"......" Hearing this, the little brother Lian Shen, who had not suffered Li Dongsheng's baptism of speech like Chuncao, froze in place for a while.

"Brother Lin..."Has anyone ever said that you are very bad?" Lian Shen wanted to say this, but Lin Mucheng was his savior after all, so he could only hold back this sentence, "I have something wrong, and I hope Brother Lin will tell me." ”

"Oh, what do you say first," Li Dongsheng became interested, he really wanted to know what kind of questions Lian Shen would ask after being hit by Tang Liu, "If I knew..." ”

“........”

"Why don't you ask?" Li Dongsheng looked at the silent Lian Shen: "Do you feel that you are thinking about serious and prudent issues, but I look like a hanger, and I feel that I am not respected?" ”

"Engong is serious, Engong has a life-saving grace for me, how can Lian Shen treat Engong like this." Lian Shen hurriedly hugged his fists.

Yo~ This is really angry, and even the title is unfamiliar.

Thinking of this, Li Dongsheng put away his indifferent posture and sat at the stone table quite upright: "Okay, I won't joke with you." Just say what you want, don't hold it all the time, maybe you will suffocate yourself. ”

"Engong, I saw Miss Lou Yuqin."

"......" thought it was Tang Liu's business, but he didn't expect that it was Lou Yuqin who came first. Li Dongsheng didn't expect Lian Shen to unfold like this, and he didn't react at once, and after a while, he thought that he should be very excited and surprised at the moment, so he deliberately raised his tone and said, "What? Brother Lian, have you seen Miss Qin? When, is it today? ”

"Today, an adult surnamed Han asked to see Miss Lou Yuqin by name, so I followed." Lian Shen stared at Li Dongsheng's eyes and said, "I waited outside for a while and found that the dog official surnamed Han wanted to rape Miss Lou." ”

"Oh? And then what? Brother Lian, did you save Miss Qin? Li Dongsheng's expression was exaggerated.

However, in the face of Li Dongsheng's question, Lian Shen did not answer, but looked at Li Dongsheng deeply, and he sighed helplessly: "Engong, you don't seem to be worried about Miss Lou's safety?" ”

"Where? Where not to worry? I'm worried about her safety. Li Dongsheng flatly denied it. But in fact, he knew that Lou Yuqin was nothing at all, so he naturally couldn't worry about it.

"Eun Gong, I have spent some time in the Hanging Mirror Division, so Eun Gong's reaction can't fool me." Lian Shen pondered and said: "Although Engong said that Miss Lou was his old friend and was very worried about her safety, in fact, according to Lian Shen's view, Engong didn't seem to care about Miss Lou. Just like now, even if you hear that Miss Lou may be defiled, Engong, you don't mean to get up from the stone bench at all, do you? ”

These words are like five thunders hitting the top, and Li Dongsheng of thunder is scorched on the outside and tender on the inside.

Li Dongsheng actually knew that what Lian Shen said was right, he was actually not worried about Lou Yuqin's safety, after all, he was a character who had never even said a word. Now the reason why he is busy is for the system, if the system allows him to continue to salt, he would have used the summoning card to make a "dragon cross the river" to leave, so much effort, in fact, it is just for secrecy, participation and influence. After all, if Lou Yuqin was snatched directly, it would be a big deal for him to get an E-level settlement for this mission, and if there was no system warning, he would have finished his work and continued to live his otaku life. But the system Yin Xian wants him to do something, he can fish every day, but he still has to do things. Perhaps the system also sees the host's laziness and knows that this thing has no desire to change the world. It is true that Li Dongsheng, who deeply realized the malice of the world as soon as he landed, did not have the slightest urge to fight in this world. The good thing of bad Lou Yuqin is to activate the system, and the collapse of Loufu is to get rid of the sea of suffering, in addition, Li Dongsheng actually doesn't want to pay attention to any court filth, folk suffering, foreign invasion, ugliness of human nature, etc. If he had a choice, Li Dongsheng hoped that he could choose to find a remote mountain village to live with Fourteen, but unfortunately this choice was no longer available.

Maybe Li Dongsheng can defend himself, saying that he already knew that Lou Yuqin was fine, but he knew in his heart that this was not the real reason.

This world is too strange to Li Dongsheng, even if he travels to the ancient times of the former world, he may fight for those regrets in history, but this world is so strange to Li Dongsheng that Li Dongsheng can't even raise the desire to protect it.

Li Dongsheng once heard a joke that the ideal marriage partner for a girl is to have a car and a house, and both parents are dead. Now Li Dongsheng has done this in a sense, but he found that the reality is actually so cruel. After Li Dongsheng's personal experience, he found out that being a person under the Loufu is not the most desperate thing, and the most cruel thing is that he has no relatives at all in this world, no friends, and even no one who can chat without scruples in his spare time. In that world, even if things were not satisfactory, he still had parents, relatives, siblings, classmates and friends, and even at home, he could find pleasure from people he didn't know on the Internet. But after arriving in this world, he was alone and realized how happy he was in the past.

But the world that used to be is now gradually moving away from him, and as time passes, the roots of memory are broken one by one. Now, only the worldview and style of doing things that go deep into the bone marrow are resisting the dissipation of Li Dongsheng as an individual.

Subconsciously, Li Dongsheng still felt that he was the Li Dongsheng before, not Liu Seventeen, let alone Lin Mucheng. Decades of education and nurturing told him to be a good person, so although he didn't aim for it, he didn't want to become a stranger to him. It is precisely because of this that he will stay in Lingjing City after the fall of Loufu, in order to try to rescue those who were implicated by Loufu. Perhaps he could comfort himself that no snowflake was innocent when the avalanche came, and then he would ignore the others and be free from afar. But if he really did this, then what is the difference between his behavior of slapping everyone to death with a stick and Loufu?

Lou Fu recognized that he could easily shoot an insignificant subordinate to death, and he, Li Dongsheng, could easily shoot to death a person who confessed his guilt? They don't care about life, is there a big difference between the two? In the final analysis, many times the so-called happiness and hatred are chic and free, but they are just some raccoon dogs who are careless about people's lives.

Fortunately, Li Dongsheng couldn't pass the level in his heart.

He couldn't pass the level in his heart, so he never thought about cutting the grass and eradicating the roots; He couldn't pass the level in his heart, so in the face of the matter of the Nanchu Mission, he never thought of a way to kill people; He couldn't pass the level in his heart, so he really resigned himself to fate when he saved Lian Shen; He couldn't pass the level in his heart, so he hoped that Lou Yuqin could walk out of the Hanging Lan Fang innocently, and even if she wanted to, Li Dongsheng could send her back to Liu Sanfu and return the once destroyed marriage to her. Although, Li Dong, who knows the roots, is not physically and intellectually recommended that she choose this way.

Li Dongsheng doesn't want to owe the world anything, so he will take action for it. But, that's it, he can't treat anyone sincerely at the moment. Whether it is Chuncao, Lian Shen, or even Weiwei Beauty, when dealing with the three people who have the most important relationship with him, Li Dongsheng maintains an attitude of different people, different things, money and goods, and not owes each other.

Li Dongsheng thought that he could live with this attitude for the rest of his life.

But when facing Lian Shen at this moment, he realized that he was wrong.

yes, he was wrong, and he made a mistake that he had made before. He inexplicably thought of another sentence, that is, the only lesson that man can learn from history is that man does not learn any lessons from history.

Last time, he treated a person with a half-utility, half-playing, and that person was fourteen.

This time, he treated another person with the same attitude, and this person was Lian Shen.

Last time, he would regret it for the rest of his life. This time, Li Dongsheng put away all the jokes and frivolity, and solemnly looked at Lian Shen in front of him, this time, what kind of result would he get.