Chapter 43: Different Things, Different People
"If you don't mind, can you wait for me here for a while?" Li Dongsheng needed time to carefully consider the relationship with Lian Shen, so he spoke directly.
"Gladly!" Lian Shen saw that Li Dongsheng put away his frivolity, and naturally felt the true feelings in it, and he also replied solemnly.
"Thank you." Li Dongsheng habitually nodded in thanks, and then sat on the stone bench alone and began to think about a problem he had always ignored - how to deal with the relationship between him and the people around him.
From the source, Li Dongsheng has no relatives in this world. From the first day he came to this world, Li Dongsheng has been working hard to survive, and when he is tired to death every day and has no personal rights, Li Dongsheng has no time to think about this kind of problem. Later, when the building collapsed, Li Dongsheng knew that many people were affected by this when he was "listening to the corner", and he couldn't convince himself that he embarked on a road of being busy in private. When the matter finally came to an end, Li Dongsheng didn't think about this problem, at that time, his body and mind were in the joy of unloading the burden, and his mind was full of wanting to buy a few people and wait for death.
The situation has actually quietly begun to change since the arrival of spring grass.
This world was strange to Li Dongsheng, and when he first came, all Li Dongsheng had seen was dirt and sin except for fourteen, so he never realized that this world was very different from his original world. One of the most important points is that in this world, the circle in which people live is actually very small.
In this world where transportation is not convenient, communication is extremely limited, and the wild is extremely dangerous, many people will never even leave the countryside and small town where they were born for the rest of their lives. At the same time, the relatively scarce materials and extremely backward medical conditions also make the average age of ordinary people in this world much lower than that of Li Dong's previous life. For people in this world, many times, separation means goodbye.
So, this leads to the fact that in this world, most people actually cherish the people in front of them. Because in their opinion, a person who is willing to help them may subconsciously be regarded as a person who can fellowship for a lifetime, so when they face people's kindness, they often simply remember and then simply reciprocate, such as fourteen, such as Chuncao, and Lian Shen. The reasons here are actually complicated, for example, they didn't think that they would be able to meet countless people in their lives who didn't have the opportunity to communicate deeply at all, and they wouldn't know from the Internet that helping the elderly on the road might be blackmailed.
They simply think that good people will be full, and Li Dongsheng is good to them, so Li Dongsheng is a good person and a person who can come and go for a lifetime.
However, Li Dongsheng didn't think so, at least before tonight, Li Dongsheng didn't think so.
Li Dongsheng is a practical person, whether in his past life or in this life, Li Dongsheng has seen too many betrayals. If Fourteen wasn't a dead man, he might not have been able to trust Fourteen forever. He cherishes Chuncao because Chuncao serves him very well, and to some extent, Li Dongsheng can no longer imagine his daily life without Chuncao. For Lian Shen, Li Dongsheng has always had the idea of exploiting.
Before this, Li Dongsheng thought that he had paid the corresponding price, but today, Lian Shen's serious and serious expression told him that he might not have thought too much. Because he has never thought about the problem from the perspective of Fourteen, Chuncao, or Lian Shen.
What Fourteen thinks of him, Li Dongsheng has no way of knowing now. How did Chuncao think of him, at the earliest, maybe he was her savior, but now, Chuncao is becoming more and more casual and defenseless against him, even if he rarely talks about Lou Yuqin, but Chuncao never urges him, and even since that night, Chuncao has never taken the initiative to mention this matter, more often, she will not care and say that it doesn't matter if she can't help. In fact, if you think about it carefully, is Fourteen worth befriending with your heart? Li Dongsheng's answer is yes, at least in Li Dongsheng's memory, Fourteen has nothing to say sorry for Seventeen. Is Chuncao worth befriending with your heart? Yes, a little girl who has always understood Entu, why shouldn't she be a friend? Because Mrs. Feng has the grace of nurturing her, even if there is little hope, even if it may anger Li Dongsheng, she still does her best to fight for it. Later, I knew that things were difficult, and I always felt sorry for Li Dongsheng, and I took care of and served Li Dongsheng every day without regrets, and many times I was more worried about Li Dongsheng's safety than Miss Qin, but Li Dongsheng had already triggered the system task at this time, otherwise he would have gotten rid of this matter a long time ago. Finally, Lian Shen, is Lian Shen a friend worth drinking? Li Dongsheng's conclusion is the same, in the face of the catastrophe of his junior sister, Lian Shen did not think of retreating at all, and was even willing to sacrifice himself at a critical time. Afterwards, he wanted to avenge his master and sister, and after being rescued by Li Dongsheng, he treated him almost honestly. When he was seriously injured, he confessed his affairs, at least as far as Li Dongsheng's current understanding is concerned, there is not a word of falsehood. Even if he told the truth at that time, he might face the fate of being driven away by Li Dongsheng. In order to repay his kindness afterwards, even though he knew that Lou Yuqin was a remnant of Loufu, there was actually a huge risk of falling into this matter, and the identities of the two so-called benevolent fathers were very suspicious, but he still agreed without hesitation and did his best for it.
So, no matter what you think, the three of them are not sorry for him Li Dongsheng, but what about Li Dongsheng himself? Is he worthy of them? Others treat him with absolute sincerity, but he has always erected a wall in his heart, and in the face of such a fact, Li Dongsheng can't say anything about it.
When others treat him sincerely, he can't respond, and this is the biggest problem he faces.
A question that as long as the system exists for a day, it will never be able to avoid it.