After confirming that Shang An was gone, the tears that Yu Xin had been holding back for a long time flowed down in the reddest or uncompromising.

It turns out that in front of the person you like, even crying is so humble that you need to hide it.

"I'm sorry"

Yu Xin didn't want to use Shang An's father as an excuse, because she knew how much it hurt a person's heart to talk about her parents.

In his heart, this thorn may never be pulled out.

But, at least in this way, Shang An can be completely dead, and he can hate her smoothly.

Shang An has suffered too much, and there is no need to suffer so much for her, a dying person.

Anyway, she has been used to loneliness since she was a child, and in the end, she died alone, maybe this is just a very common thing.

However, he has already made the choice to let him go, and he has already got his wish, so why can't he be happy.

The more he watched Shang An leave, the more uncomfortable Yu Xin's heart became.

She wanted to rush out and keep him, telling him that everything was a lie, but she couldn't.

If she is destined to suffer, let her suffer alone.

It's a big deal, it's just a painful death.

"What, haven't you woken up yet?"

In the car repair shop, looking at Shang An, who was reluctant to wake up, Mo San and Xiao Wu were at a loss.

"What the hell is wrong with these little couple?"

Seeing Shang An come back at a loss, Mo San knew that the two of them must have broken up.

Shang An looked like he was going to die or live, Mo San was both distressed and angry, and he didn't know how to comfort him.

Looking at Shang An's uncomfortable appearance, Xiao Wu tentatively probed his forehead.

Sure enough, seeing him sweating, Xiao Wu guessed if he had a fever.

"Third brother, Shang An has a fever, we have to take him to the hospital quickly, the temperature is quite high."

"What? Got a fever? ”

"Hurry up and carry him to my car, I'll drive."

With that, the two began to tease Shang An, but Shang An had no intention of leaving.

"Leave me alone."

"You"

Mo San was so angry that he couldn't even explain it, and even his tone of voice was a little heavier.

"For a woman? There are so many good women in this world, I will find you all if you want them. ”

Hearing this, Shang An froze his body, turned his head and opened his eyes to look at Mo San, his eyes were cold and chilling.

"Me"

Looking at Shang An's indifference, Mo San realized that he seemed to have said the wrong thing, and even looked at Shang An's eyes and began to dodge.

Shang An pushed away the quilt and got up, looking at Mo San directly, feeling ridiculous and pathetic.

"Who are you to say this? What qualifications do you have to judge Yu Xin. ”

Shang An pressed forward step by step, and Mo San suddenly stammered speechless.

"If it weren't for you, Yu Xin wouldn't have left me. Why are you showing up? I haven't seen him for many years, first causing my mother to disappear, and now I'm not heard from me at all, and now I'm around again, and I'm going to force away the person I love the most from me, are people like you really worthy of being a father? ”

It was like a thunderbolt hitting Mo San, and Mo San only felt that his mind was blank.

Shang An, got it?

Mo San staggered forward in two steps, recalling Shang An's words just now, only to feel that the whole person was weak and powerless, as if he was going to fall down in the next second.

"Xiaofei, do you remember everything?"

Hearing the name Xiaofei again, Shang An only felt familiar and unfamiliar, but for the person who called his name in front of him, he resisted from the bottom of his heart.

"There is no your Xiaofei here, I am Shang An, and your Xiaofei died 18 years ago."

"No, it's not like this" Looking at Shang An's resistant appearance, the thoughts and emotions that had been hidden for many years finally broke out at this moment.

He was afraid that he would not find his son, and he was even more afraid that the child was standing in front of him, but he would not recognize him.

"Xiaofei, listen to my explanation, what happened back then was indeed that I was ashamed of your mother and son. But I promise, as long as you come back to me, I will definitely make amends to you and let me do my duty as a father. ”

"So, what about my mother?"

Shang An sneered, the torment and pain in his heart were all overflowing on the surface, and he was full of ridicule for Mo San.

"For my mother, you didn't apologize at all, is my mother the same as Yu Xin, nothing in your eyes?"

"No, it's not."

Mo San wanted to explain, but he didn't know how to say it, how to tell Shang An that his mother had passed away. In this case, I am afraid that Shang An will hate him even more.

From Mo San's actions, words and deeds, Shang An probably guessed that his mother was long gone. When he was orphaned, his mother may have been watching him from heaven.

Xiao Wu on the side waited quietly on the side, wanting to come forward to explain, but found that he was not even qualified to help explain. yes, what is he?

"Mo San, either you don't show up, or if you appear, you will harm others. Even in your casino, how many people have been separated from their wives and families have fallen apart, do you really have no sense of guilt at all? ”

"Now you're saying you're going to compensate me? Is it ridiculous? Just because of your appearance, I don't want me anymore, what do you do to compensate me? What do you do in exchange for your mother's life, one life for another? ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry" Mo San shook his head and whispered, he knew the mistakes he had made, he was powerless to refute, and he didn't want to explain anything. However, as a father, he also wants his son to be good. As long as Shang An is willing to return to him, he is willing to give everything.

"Your presence will only make me sad, so please leave."

Shang An couldn't bear it, this was already the most decent thing he could say. The blood relationship between father and son is strong, how could he not know Mo San's sadness.

However, the more Mo San appeared in front of him, the more painful he became. The sad and sad memories of the past affected him all the time, and even affected his sanity.

"What do you say?"

Xiao Wu on the side clenched his fists, and he couldn't hold back anymore at the moment.

"Do you know how much the third brother has paid to find you in the past ten years? As long as there is a little bit of news, he has to verify it in person without eating or sleeping. I understand that you have resentment, but have you ever understood the third brother's heart to be a father? For so many years, he has lived in self-blame every day, regretting why he didn't protect your mother and son in the first place, and he couldn't sleep day and night, and his thoughts became sick. ”

"So what?" Before Xiao Wu could finish speaking, Shang An interrupted him, "Isn't this what he deserves?" ”

A sentence deserved it, Mo San couldn't bear it anymore, and the whole person sat on the ground.

"Yes, I deserve it, who can I blame?"

"Third Brother"

Seeing Mo San falling, Xiao Wu immediately went to help.

"Are you alright?"

"It's okay" Mo San shook his head slowly, this is all his sin, he has to bear it, and there is no reason to complain.

Xiao Wu couldn't help it, looking at Mo San's appearance, his heart was full of torment.

"Shang An, the third brother is not as bad as you think. When I was 6 years old, if my third brother hadn't taken me in, I would have starved to death on the streets. So, please don't think of him as a bad person, after all, he is your father. ”

"Heh" Shang An seemed to have heard a big joke.

"Did you know that when I was 6 years old, I was wandering? In my opinion, he is more like your father. ”

"You"

Xiao Wu was speechless to refute, and Mo San on the side was already numb.

Shang An's words were like a sharp blade, stabbing them into their hearts and stinging their hearts.

"It's really bothering your father and son."

Looking at their mutual support, it seems that they are a father and a son, and he is here, as if he is superfluous.

Shang An shook his head, and finally chose to leave the garage.

Mo San wanted to hold Shang An's hand, but at that moment he was empty.

It was as if he had returned to that year, and he still couldn't hold the hands of their mother and son, and finally separated in the sea of people.

"That's it, punishment for me, right?"

When I woke up the next morning, I still made breakfast as usual, washed the children, and cleaned up.

These things, without Shang An's existence, she seems to be able to accomplish them well alone.

However, every time she goes to a place, she remembers the traces of Shang An's existence, but the facts tell her: she can't do without Shang An.

When the quilt is about to dry after washing, Shang An will always come over to pick the quilt with her at this time, telling her that the quilt should be twisted in the direction to squeeze out the water faster; When he feeds the children snacks, he always sneaks them secretly, so that he always cries when the last child is not distributed; When you can't sleep at night, there will always be Shang An's figure in front of the doors and windows, and he said that the moon guards you, which is more helpful to sleep; When the children are disobedient and want to bully him, Shang An always fights with the children, and he will say that your sister is my person, and bullying him is bullying me, and I will not allow it.

In the past, when Shang An was in trouble, she would always tell him to be quiet; But now that Sang-an is gone in her life, there is no one to bother her anymore, no one to tease her anymore.

It wasn't until Shang An left that Yu Xin found that her whole world had disappeared, and even her happiness, under her hurtful words, had all disappeared.

"Sister"

"Huh?" Yu Xin lowered his head and looked at Tian Tian beside him.

"I haven't seen my brother for two days, has my brother also gone out to work to make money?"

"Why do you say that?"

"Because my grandmother used to say that when a person doesn't go home, he goes out to work to make money. When my brother comes back from making money, will he buy me candy? ”

"Tian Tian" looked at Tian Tian, and stopped talking.

Yu Xin took out the box of candy from her pocket, which was the same box that Shang An gave her at the flower shop.

He said that he would give as much sugar as he wanted.

"My sister has candy too."

"But," Tian Tian looked at Yu Xin, tears flashing in her crystal eyes, "I want to eat the candy given by Brother An." ”

"Sweet Tea"

However, before Yu Xin could finish speaking, Tian Tian ran away crying.

"Isn't this sugar sweet?"