Chapter 19 What will you like someone for?

It's easy to fall in love with someone because she only gets into your eyes.

Walking aimlessly on the streets, Shang An returned to the original flower shop.

The florist, so to speak, is where he and Yu Xin began.

He loves flowers, so he likes to wander around the flower shop and look at the beautifully packaged bouquets everywhere, which makes him feel especially happy.

In my impression, my mother also loves flowers very much, and she always brings a few bouquets of flowers when she comes home.

Mom said that putting more pleasing flowers at home can also add more vitality to the home.

Moreover, the first time he saw Yu Xin, it was in this flower shop.

What attracted him was not only the flowers, but also the cold and beautiful florist.

So, every time he passed by this flower shop, he would always take a few extra looks.

He originally thought that there was no intersection between his life and Yu Xin's.

However, it wasn't until that time, when Yu Xin saved his life from the wanderer, that he understood a truth: simple liking can only be viewing; But if you really like it, you will want to have it.

When he saw her commit suicide by jumping off the bridge, he had only one thought in his heart, to save the girl.

It wasn't until he slowly got along with Yu Xin that he realized that this seemingly strong gardener was inferior and sensitive.

He wanted to take care of the girl, but the girl was so strong that it made him feel distressed.

Yu Xin suffers from heart disease, and even has a serious heart disease, which will make her afraid to love, but whenever she feels that her love will cause trouble to others, she will retreat.

Therefore, he can only express his love more intuitively, so that Yu Xin can better understand his heart and give her a sense of security that she needs more.

Later, they did have a heart-to-heart relationship, and they went through a lot of difficulties together, including the death of his grandmother, he was seriously injured and hospitalized, all these memories are sweet and bitter, but they make each other's hearts more certain.

But why is this happening now?

Could it be that because his father appeared, Yu Xin didn't love him?

So, do you love me or not?

At the corner of the street, Mo San and Xiao Wu followed from a distance, closely following Shang An's dynamics.

After seeing Yu Xin's flower shop, Mo San felt lonely for a while.

Could it really be because of his appearance that the little couple broke up?

"Third brother, don't be sad, Shang An just didn't figure it out for a while, give him a little more time, and he will know how good you are."

"Hope," Mo San sighed.

"That's right" Thinking of the important thing, Mo San immediately looked back at Xiao Wu.

"How's the matter with Xinyuan?"

Now, if he wants to gain Shang An's understanding, the only thing he can do is to cure Yu Xin's illness, maybe so that Shang An will look at him a few more times.

"The source of the heart is still being investigated, and it will take some time."

"As soon as possible, then."

Mo San looked at his phone, and Yu Xin didn't have much time to wait.

"By the way, the third brother has one more thing, Yu Xin seems to be going to close the welfare home, and tomorrow the city will send someone to pick up the child."

"Tomorrow?" Mo San was puzzled, "After the welfare home is closed, where will the rest of the mind go?" ”

"I don't know the specifics yet."

"Well, we'll go over tomorrow morning."

"Okay."

Seeing Shang An sitting there and not leaving, Mo San was even more melancholy.

Two people who also like flowers, why are their lives so bitter?

One morning, Yu Xin got up early to prepare, and was busy packing up his things.

"Sister, where are we going?"

Looking at the bus outside the door, Yu Xin didn't know how to answer for a while.

"Children, shall we go on a spring outing together?"

At this time, Guo Yi came over and easily alleviated the situation.

"Okay, we like the spring outing the most."

"Thank you" Yu Xin turned to thank her, she was worried about not knowing how to answer.

"You're welcome," Guo Yi smiled, "After Grandma Zhang left, you have also paid a lot for the children, and it is not easy for you." ”

"This" Yu Xin handed the box of candy to Guo Yi.

"Tiantian likes to eat candy, if she cries on the way, maybe she can coax her, and I'll trouble you."

"Good" Guo Yi accepted it and carefully put it in his bag.

Watching the children get into the car one by one, my heart was sour.

Even the welfare home handed over to her by her grandmother, she failed to protect her grandmother.

"Don't cry, Tiantian looks at you, children are very sensitive."

"It's okay" Yu Xin turned around and quietly wiped away his tears.

When he turned around again, Yu Xin gave the children a big smile, "Children, have fun, don't cry, don't make trouble, listen to Uncle Guo on the way, you know?" ”

"Sister, aren't you going?"

A few children looked at Yu Xin, their eyes full of innocence.

"My sister wants to watch the welfare home, so you have to be obedient when you go out, and don't make trouble for Uncle Guo, you know?"

"Uh-huh" the child nodded, and then happily ran into the car.

Yu Xin turned his head and looked at Tian Tian on the side.

Tian Tian, who was noisy in the past, didn't speak at the moment, just looked at Yu Xin quietly.

When she finally got in the car, Tian Tian glanced back, but the emotions in her eyes were unpredictable.

"Mr. Guo"

"I understand" Before Yu Xin finished speaking, Guo Yi preemptively replied, "I have seen a lot of children like Tian Tian." All you can rest assured, I will be optimistic about her. ”

"Hmm" Yu Xin nodded, she also hoped that Tian Tian could live a little better.

Not far away, Shang An was quietly watching all this.

It turned out to be true that the welfare home was going to be shut down.

In Yu Xin's eyes, it turned out that he was an untrustworthy person. There was an agreement to manage the welfare home together, but now this promise has been broken.

In addition, there were two people in the car on the side of the road who were quietly watching this scene.

Mo San saw it in his eyes, but he actually understood everything.

Yu Xin has been checking around, probably to see if Shang An has come.

And Shang An, the word missing, almost didn't write it directly on his face.

However, why do you want to separate when you have each other in your eyes?

"Little Wu, do you feel the love between Shang An and Yu Xin more?"

"Yes," Xiao Wu nodded firmly, "obviously." ”

"That's right," Mo San wondered, "You can feel it too, but why break up?" ”

"Third brother, is there a possibility, I mean if. Think about it, who brought up the breakup? ”

"Shang An is so uncomfortable, it is estimated that it is Yu Xinti's breakup."

"Let's put aside Shang An first, let's talk about Yu Xin itself. Think about it, Yu Xin, as the direct person in charge of the welfare home, what reason can she have for closing the welfare home? ”

"Because she doesn't want to do it."

"Then why didn't she do it?" Mo San looked at Xiao Wu puzzled, "What do you have to say, can you make it clear at one time?" ”

"I guess it's because of Yu Xin's own illness."

"Condition?"

After thinking about it, Mo San seemed to understand, "Yes, Yu Xin's heart problem is more serious, and he doesn't have much time." ”

"That's right," Xiao Wu stretched out his hand helplessly, "There is not much time left." ”

"I understand," Mo San suddenly realized, "So, because she doesn't have much time, she has to close the welfare home." At this time, she broke up with Shang An, also because she didn't have much time, she didn't want Shang An to be burdened too much, and she didn't want Shang An to be sad because of her departure, so she obviously loved each other, and she had to force each other to leave. ”

"That's what I meant."

"Why didn't you say it earlier?" Mo San regretted it a lot, if he had known earlier, maybe Shang An wouldn't have been so sad.

Xiao Wu shrugged helplessly: "I also just realized it." ”

"But, it's too late"

Mo San let out a long sigh and sat weakly in the saddle.

"Why?"

Mo San pointed to the bus not far away, "The bus carrying the children has already left." ”

Shang An, who was not far away, also turned around and left.

At the door of the welfare home, only Xin Xin remained.

Looking at Yu Xinxing's lonely shadow, Mo San remembered Rufang back then.

Rufang was also so isolated and helpless back then?

He can't let Dumbo become his second self.

"Xiao Wu, you go and follow Yu Xin, pay close attention to Yu Xin's movements, and ensure his safety for me."

"Good"

This time, Xiaofei's love, he has to protect it personally.

After sending the children away, back in the welfare home, Yu Xin suddenly felt a sense of coldness.

There is no grandmother, no Shang An, and no children, and now, she is the only one left.

In her life, it seems that she was born to be lonely.

She didn't want to follow her gambler father, but her mother, who remarried, didn't seem to want her either.

Walking on the street, when she met Grandma Zhang, who was also lonely, she thought that Grandma Zhang was sent by God to rescue her.

In the orphanage, among the many children, she seems to be the special one in the eyes of her grandmother.

Because she is the only one, she has never been given the opportunity to be adopted.

She couldn't count how many years she spent with her grandmother, but she remembered that her gray hair gradually increased, and finally faltered.

Yu Xinben has accepted these dull years, and only hopes to stay with his grandmother.

But all that, on his 25th birthday, seemed to have changed.

At the same time, there is a person who breaks into her world and tells Yu Xin that there is another person who loves her.

Such a straightforward love instantly filled her inner world.

But reality told her that it couldn't be, because she couldn't be so selfish.

The love she sprouted had to be pinched off by herself, so that the burden on her heart would be smaller.

After all, she still lost Shang An.

The promise she made that night in the Mid-Autumn Festival was something she failed to fulfill.

A mercy shattered all Shang An's beautiful illusions about love, more like a joke between two adults, but some people took it seriously.

Physical diseases are difficult to treat, and heart diseases are even more difficult to treat. How can a patient imagine that love will really come to him in the end?

She believes in Shang An's love, but she doesn't believe in herself.