Chapter 20 The One Who Can Help You Is Not Me

"Actually, why do you do this?"

Seeing that Yu Xin was so sad, Xiao Wu, who was standing outside the door, walked in.

Seeing someone come in, Yu Xin turned around and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

"You only think that it will affect Shang An, but have you considered it for him from Shang An's point of view?"

"He has genuine feelings for you, but you treat his feelings as child's play."

Yu Xin didn't speak, because Xiao Wu was right, so people like her didn't deserve to be loved at all.

After a few moments, Yu Xin spoke slowly.

"I'll take care of my business."

"You never want to believe him, do you? Why don't you ask if he's willing to get through it with you? ”

Looking at Yu Xin's hard mouth, Xiao Wuyi was a little angry.

He knew that as an outsider, he had no part in speaking.

However, he really couldn't stand it.

"He wills," Yu Xin choked up.

Shang An was willing, how could she not know.

"But, I don't want to."

Seeing Shang An tired and sad, she was even more uncomfortable than him.

"Did you hear that?"

Mo San wanted to talk to Yu Xin, but on the outer wall of the welfare home, he saw Shang An.

Therefore, the conversation between Xiao Wu and Yu Xin just now, they all closed in their ears.

"So what?"

Shang An shook his head and smiled bitterly, but Yu Xin still refused to believe him and did not give him a chance to get through the difficulties side by side.

"Hey, where are you going?"

Mo San just wanted to speak, but saw Shang An hesitate for a moment, and then immediately ran away.

Shang An stopped on the side of the road, and then ran in the direction he remembered.

Now, Shang An doesn't know what to do.

However, one thing is clear to him, he has begun to doubt Yu Xin's love for him.

Is it really because of love, or is it because you don't want to be involved and love it?

After arriving at the locomotive shop, but seeing that the position where the locomotive was originally placed was vacant, Shang An suddenly felt a chill in his heart.

"Boss, where's my locomotive?"

"Oh, it's you, young man, your locomotive was sold two days ago."

"Come," the boss took out a wad of cash from his bag, "I said that if I sell it, I will divide it equally, and this one is yours." ”

"I don't want it"

Shang An shook his head and refused, he sold all the memories between them, what was the use of taking this money.

However, after a moment, Shang An hesitated again.

He has to take this money, and he has to raise money for Yu Xin's treatment.

No matter what, Yu Xin's illness can't be put off any longer.

Shang An looked not far away, in the big road where cars came and went, there seemed to be a scene of the motorcycle seller riding a motorcycle away, and the scene of riding at night with Yu Xin was even more vivid.

"You said you loved me that night."

After Xiao Wu left, Yu Xin lay on the sofa weakly.

There are so many things to deal with this day, and my brain hurts even more.

I looked at the time on my phone and realized that it was almost evening.

I guess the children have already gone to the city's welfare home.

However, when Yu Xin wanted to relax and rest for a while, the rapid sound of the phone made her wake up from her dream.

"Hello?"

"Yu Xin, it's not good, Tian Tian is lost."

"What?"

Yu Xin thought that she had not woken up from a nightmare, but after seeing that the caller was Guo Yi, she was so frightened that she immediately stood up.

"What's wrong with Tiantian?"

By the time Guo Yi came to the welfare home again, it was already eight or nine o'clock in the evening, and it was already completely dark.

"What the hell is going on?"

Seeing the bright light of the headlights, Yu Xin immediately ran out.

Guo Yi was also anxious, but after getting out of the car, he saw Yu Xin so flustered, and he suddenly didn't know how to explain it.

"You're talking."

"We arrived at the service station in the afternoon, thinking that we would take a break and let the children have a meal before we left. But when I gathered after eating, I found that Tiantian was gone. I looked for a long time at the service station, and I contacted many staff and said that I hadn't seen it. In desperation, I had to ask the driver to take the other children away first, and continue to look for them near the service station by myself. But the darker it gets, the more panicked I become, afraid that something will happen to Tiantian. Therefore, I have to ask you to see if Tian Tian has sneaked back. ”

"Nope."

Yu Xin suddenly felt worried, "I've been in the yard all afternoon, if Tiantian sneaks back, I will definitely see it." Now that she can't find anywhere, where can she go? This kid is not obedient at all. ”

Before leaving, looking at Tiantian's appearance of not saying a word, Yu Xin had a bad premonition.

"I'm sorry, I was out of my seat."

"It's useless to say this now, let's go find it quickly."

Yu Xin couldn't stand still for a moment, and immediately ran in the direction of the city.

"Yu Xin, get in my car, it's easier to go out."

"Okay."

Along the way, looking at the city streets with twinkling lights, the more uneasy it became for Yu Xin to feel at ease.

Is it wrong for her to send the children away?

If grandma knew that she had lost Tiantian, she would be angry.

Through the rearview mirror, when he saw Yu Xin's sad micro-expression, Guo Yi felt even more guilty.

"I'm sorry."

"It's okay"

Yu Xin shook his head and blew through the car window, trying to stay awake.

Now, she just feels so tired and tired.

"You go to the east of the city to look for it, and I'll go to the west of the city. Find it separately, it is more efficient, and you can call if you have something to do. ”

"Okay."

"Hey, wait a minute."

When Yu Xin was about to walk away, Guo Yi stopped.

"What's wrong?" I turned my head back.

Guo Yi took off his coat and walked to Yu Xin's side to put it on her carefully.

"It's cold at night, you're weak, don't catch a cold."

"Well, okay," Yu Xin bowed his head in thanks, and then turned to leave.

Looking at Yu Xin's back, Guo Yi couldn't take his eyes off for a long time.

It's really distressing to be such a fragile girl, but to pretend to be so strong.

Across the road, looking at the scene of the two of them, the wine bottle in Shang An's hand suddenly fell to the ground and shattered.

People passing by cast strange glances, but Shang An didn't notice it at all, because in his eyes, he only stayed at the moment when Guo Yi put on Yu Xin's coat.

Recalling every scene where Guo Yi appeared, bursts of pictures stung Shang An.

When Guo Yi first appeared, Yu Xin began to become cold to him.

It was also since then that there was a quarrel between the two of them, closing the welfare home, breaking up with him, and everything began to change in the morning and night.

Several times, he heard Yu Xin quietly talking on the phone in the room, so the person who was talking was Guo Yi.

I don't like him, I like Guo Yi, right?

In Yu Xin's opinion, it is not him Shang'an who can get through the difficulties with her, but that Guo Yi.

Therefore, every time there is something about the welfare home, Guo Yi will be there.

Oh, I see, then he understands.

Shang An bottomed oil, looking at the shattered glass ballast.

Squatted down, cleaned up one by one and put it in the palm of his hand, even if the palm of his hand was scratched by broken glass, he didn't snort. The heart hurts, and the heart hurts even more.

On the side of the road, Xiao Wu sitting in the car looked puzzled.

Things weren't supposed to be the way they went, how did they come to this?

Xiao Wu scratched his head in pain, he really couldn't figure it out.

This Guo Yi is idle, why do you have nothing to do with Yu Xin?

It's okay now, picking up the broken glass, my heart hurts even more.

"Tiantian, where are you?"

On the other side, Yu Xin was still walking through the streets and alleys looking for people, and several times he saw the back and Tian Tian similarly admitted that he was wrong.

"I'm sorry, I recognized the wrong person."

After coming down a few times, Yu Xin only felt tired, and his body was uncomfortable, so he only felt dizzy and swollen.

"How's it going, are you alright?"

I just happened to find this side, and I saw Yu Xin squatting on the side of the road.

Thinking of Yu Xin's condition, Guo Yi probably guessed that she should be uncomfortable.

"It's okay, just take a break."

In this cold early winter, Yu Xin's forehead was also oozing with a trace of cold sweat, and his face was even pale.

"Don't hold on."

Without waiting for Yu Xin to refuse, Guo Yi directly carried Yu Xin on his shoulders.

"I'll send you back first."

"Hey"

Yu Xin thought about it, but he didn't have any strength at all, so he had no choice but to compromise.

"What are you doing?"

Just as the two were about to leave, Mo San appeared and stopped them with a shout.

At the same time, Yu Xin's gaze shifted to the people beside Mo San.

Tian Tian is holding Mo San at the moment.

"Sweet?"

With a shout, Yu Xin immediately got down and went straight to Tiantian.

"Where the hell have you been? Do you know I've been looking for you for a long time? Why do you do this every time, do you know that grandma is about to die of worry last time you ran away, why can't this habit be changed? ”

"Sister"

Tian Tian had never seen Yu Xin so angry before, plus she had been wandering outside for a day today, and she had a misery in her heart, just a tearful look.

"I'm sorry, sister."

"Okay, don't talk about her" Mo San looked distressed.

"When I met Tiantian, she was being bullied by a group of children, and the children were also wronged and suffered, and they probably knew that they were wrong."

"Come here"

Yu Xin stretched out his hand and hugged the sweetness that came over in his arms.

"It's good that you're back, otherwise how would I explain it to my grandmother."

"Thank you"

Yu Xin raised his head and thanked Mo San.

"It's getting late, so let's take the Tiantianhui Welfare Institute first."

"Okay."

"Don't"

When she heard that she was going back to the welfare home, Tian Tian immediately broke free from Yu Xin's embrace and stayed away from Yu Xin.

"I don't want to go back to the welfare home, you're going to send me away tomorrow, you liar."

"Sweet Tea"

Yu was helpless, but he didn't know how to explain it.

She didn't want to either, but she could only do it.

"Brother Ann"

Just when everyone was at a stalemate and Tian Tian refused to leave, Shang An's appearance seemed to have found a support for Tian Tian.

Tian Tian trotted to Shang An's side and pulled Shang An's clothes tightly.

"Brother An, they're going to send me away, do you still want me?"

Shang An didn't speak, glanced down at Tian Tian, and then shifted his gaze to Yu Xin's location.

When he saw Guo Yi beside Yu Xin, his eyes were obviously a little fierce.

"Your hand, what's wrong?"

Seeing Shang An's hand bleeding, he couldn't hide his distress.

"What does it have to do with you?"

The four words coldly, like an Icelandic blade, rushed towards Yu Xin.

Yu Xin looked at Shang An in disbelief, he was just saying, what does it have to do with me?

Looking at Shang An in front of him, Yu Xin only felt that he looked like a stranger, and his body was full of thorns at the moment.

At the same time, the feeling of heartache spread even more, and Yu Xin only felt that her brain was occupied by pain, and there was a burst of light and darkness in front of her, and a vague and hazy feeling was like layers of mist covering her.

Before consciousness is swallowed up, everything around him seems to be gradually disappearing.

She wanted to speak, but she couldn't.

Before he lost his last consciousness, Yu Xin stretched out his hand and pointed in the direction where Shang An was.

Is it really none of me?