Right Fanshuang met his hot and straightforward gaze, but couldn't help choking: "Why didn't you come back before?" ”

Su Weiyan's voice was blown to her ears by the ambiguous evening breeze: "Because the disease has not been cured, the heart problem is still very serious, my heart may collapse at any time, and I will be in a coma for a long time, I am afraid that you will experience despair again, so I will write to you after I have started rehabilitation." Later, when I traveled to other countries, I was not in a good situation, and I wanted to let you see me again when I was completely fine. ”

You Fanshuang remembered those letters, as well as the checks and currencies of various countries in them, and she suddenly felt a little embarrassed: "Actually, you don't have to send me money......

Her voice became smaller and smaller, and Su Weiyan didn't hear the second half clearly, he said softly: "Huh? ”

The deep voice is especially sultry at night.

Right Frost repeated with difficulty: "You don't have to send me money. ”

Su Weiyan's footsteps stopped, he bent down slightly to look at her, his eyes were always gentle and firm: "Shuangshuang, between you and me, there is no need to talk about this." ”

His eyes made the right frost's eyes hot.

Su said softly: "I'm just afraid that you will be restrained when you do what you want to do, I hope your life will go a little smoother, and I hope that even without me, you won't have to be bullied and have less trouble." ”

She can't continue studying music after losing her father, and Frost's mother is so demanding that he can't even be sure if she can pay her college tuition.

He definitely didn't want to see her fold her wings again.

Right Frost burst into tears, but threw herself into his arms.

Su Yanyan patted her on the back gently: "And the currency and banknotes you see come from various countries, every time I go to a place, I write to you there, and send you the local currency, I hope to use it with you one day, we were trapped in one place before, there is no way to escape, now, we have a long time to discuss." ”

Right Frost hugged his waist and buried him in his arms, tears flowing silently.

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Six years ago, Su Weiyan first met the person who said that he played the wrong shot.

And the girl categorically said that the beat was wrong, and just as the people around her refuted, the girl pointed to his heart and said word by word: "Your heart, the beat is very slow." ”

Su Yanyan's heart shook suddenly.

He noticed her, and every time he saw her pass by the cardiac surgery, he was always depressed.

Around her, there is always a sad and poignant atmosphere.

The first time, when he saw her passing by, he immediately got up and chased her down the hallway, calling out her name accurately: "Right Frost." ”

Right Fanshuang was stunned for a moment, and raised his head to look at him in some surprise.

And Su Youyan held the hanging bottle and tried his best to look at her calmly: "I'm Su Youyan, get to know me." ”

However, in the quiet corridor, Youfanshuang heard his pounding heartbeat.

Most of the time, Su Yanyan behaved like an ordinary boy, and even performed better than other boys, which made You Fanshuang a little confused about whether he had a heart attack or not.

And Su Weiyan said every time that he was just a normal person with a slower heartbeat. Just like her, just a normal person who is not very happy.

And the inpatient building where Right Fanshuang is located has patients who go crazy every day.

It was the psychiatric inpatient building.

He said that she was just a normal person who was not very happy, which made Youfanshuang strangely calm down.

It was a calm that no sedative drugs could give, replacing the picture in her mind of her mother tearing her up, calling her a slut, and scolding her for being a star.

When she was a child, because she was too busy with work, her parents fostered her at a relative's house, but that relative was not good to her, and she was verbally insulting, threatening, and cold and violent at every turn.

And after picking her up, although her father spoiled her because he was ashamed of her, her mother only felt that she was hypocritical, and when the right frost collapsed, she repeatedly said that she would only be hypocritical, and she would be the eldest lady with a pair of eyes on the top of her head.

Vitriolic and sarcastic.

Didn't take into account the feelings of the right frost in the slightest.

Later, after You Chunsheng died in a car accident, Li Yuejuan's behavior became more and more excessive.

Only let You Xuan eat at the table, only give You Xuan breakfast fees, every time You Fanshuang and her ask for tuition and miscellaneous fees or want to change out of the worn sneakers, Li Yuejuan has to verbally insult her, and in the end she will not give it, let You Fanshuang live in that home like a beggar.

Later, Li Yuejuan began to do it, beating her for no reason, every time she vented her anger for no reason, almost every day she had to beat her two or three times, cursing her why she didn't die, she killed her father, and she should die together.

Right Fanshuang was already very uncomfortable because of her father's death, and she was almost in pain when she faced such scolding every day.

After returning from the sea, her aunt You Yuan stayed at home for two days, saw what Li Yuejuan had done, and also found that You Fanshuang had severe PTSD (post-traumatic stress reaction).

As long as Li Yuejuan said a word and began to put on that face to preach, Right Fanshuang would be flustered, panting, chest tightness, and couldn't stop wanting to vomit, desperately clenching her fists, and constantly taking deep breaths to adjust her emotions. When I really can't control it, I will cover my ears and scream and roar, and my emotions are out of control to the point of being too aggressive.

For a weak and gentle character like hers, it is undoubtedly extremely broken to cover her ears and scream.

Right Yuan was distressed, and she took Right Fanshuang to do psychological counseling.

The results have changed over and over again, from severe depression to bipolar, and the conclusions have become more and more serious.

You Yuan decided to take out her savings and let You Fanshuang go to the best hospital for treatment, at this time, Li Yuejuan repeatedly stopped You Yuan, saying that Right Fanshuang was just hypocrisy.

Fortunately, You Yuan didn't listen to her at all, and resolutely sent You Fanshuang for treatment and stayed away from that hell.

You Yuan couldn't even believe that the daughter who was on the tip of her heart when her eldest brother was alive was abused like this.

Right Fanshuang can't remember how many times the sister-in-law hugged her and cried.

After arriving at the hospital, Right Fanshuang's mood was obviously much more stable, but most of the time he was still empty, and sometimes without warning, a line of tears flowed.

At this time, she met Su Weiyan.

Someone who said she was "just a normal person who wasn't very happy".

When he said this, he also saw her table full of tranquilizers, but he was still slow, and he took the abusive mental illness in Li Yuejuan's mouth inappropriately.

Whenever she was extremely emotionally broken, and even refused the doctor to enter the door, Su Weiyan would not hesitate to kick open the door to hug her.

Only Su Yanyan is the only one she will not refuse.

And Li Yuejuan came to see her on the surface, but in fact, she came to give her serious stimulation, and when she was deliberately looking for trouble, Su Weiyan would also slam the door for her and yell at the outside.

What others dare not do, Su Weiyan will do it for her.

Right Fanshuang was too impressed, he blocked Li Yuejuan outside, looked back at her who was hiding in the corner and shivering, and said categorically,

Right Frost, no one dares to come in, don't be afraid.

At that moment, his gentle eyebrows were extremely firm.

Gentle and polite, Su would even ask her what she wanted to scold, and then when Youfanshuang cried and trembled to say those words, he yelled at her outside.

She trembled and told all about Li Yuejuan's actions, and the outsiders listened, looking at Li Yuejuan's line of sight gradually became complicated, until Li Yuejuan was forcibly pulled out by the seriously depressed but tendony eldest brother next door.

And every time she wasn't happy, Su Weiyan's hospital room was like a refuge for her.

Su Weiyan lived in a VIP ward, as long as he locked the door, no one could come in and disturb him.

It was only by his side that she could get the stability she could maintain without medication.

Although Su Youyan didn't go to school, she went to school every time she took exams, and to her surprise, Su Youyan's grades on the transcript were among the best, and even he was a competition student, and after he was sick and couldn't compete, he simply switched to liberal arts.

Obviously, Su Weiyan's family background is much better than hers, and there will be a tutor in the ward to teach him alone every day, and the level of the teacher is far beyond that of ordinary teachers.

Over time, Right Fanshuang also began to listen to classes with him.

In a world where there are only two of them, all hustle and bustle is shut out.

It was the first time since the right frost was born that he lived in a safe space without worrying about getting hurt.

Feel like a normal person.