Chapter 13 The Only Real Being
And he has been preparing for the college entrance examination, which makes You Fanshuang feel that he is only temporarily in a bad heart, and as long as he is cured, he will be on the right track.
Right Frost has always thought so.
It wasn't until Su Weiyan fainted from illness that You Fanshuang listened to the doctor's words that he knew how serious his heart disease was.
His disease was congenital, and the situation was extremely complex, to the extent that even any surgery required repeated meetings and discussions of experienced doctors.
And he went through much more than just an operation.
When everyone else was lying to him that he was doing well, Su Yuyan called everyone out, leaving You Fanshuang alone, and asked her, Shuangshuang, you tell me the truth.
Right Frost listened to his heartbeat and told him the answer.
Su Weiyan can stand everything, but he doesn't want to live in lies.
Only the right Frost will not lie to him.
Only what she said was getting better, it was really getting better. The false comforts of others only made him feel more and more detached from the truth, gradually draining all his life force, and he hated this white lie.
Talking too much, even if it is said that he is getting better, will not make him happy.
Only when she says that she is better, will he really relax.
But gradually, he got more and more bad news among the answers.
Fortunately, he was not terminally ill at that time, and he looked about the same as before.
Su has always wanted to go to the playground, ride the roller coaster and jump machine.
But the doctor and his family did not allow it anyway, and did not believe him, he could control his heartbeat from increasing sharply.
In fact, good shooters and spies can do this.
But neither the doctor nor the family will allow any possible accidents.
Su used to skydive and surf, and before his illness, he was almost a regular at the beach, and the playground project was a complete retreat.
But at that time, he was not even allowed to play the playground.
Only Right Frost, when he said he could control his heartbeat without a sharp increase, really believed.
Because she hadn't heard Su Weiyan's heartbeat increase rate above the span of ten.
Even if it was the first time I saw her, it was only a sudden change of speed for a while, and then quickly calmed down.
At that time, in the whole world of Su Weiyan, only Right Fanshuang believed him.
She secretly took Su Weiyan to the playground, and when she came down from the roller coaster, You Fanshuang was amazed.
Even on a roller coaster, he can maintain the rhythm of his heartbeat almost unchanged.
Even she, a person with a normal heart, can't do it, he can be calm and calm to this extent.
Right Fanshuang was holding her beating heart in front of the amusement facility, and Su Yanyan could still hand her water calmly like a nobody.
Under the fireworks in the playground, You Fanshuang looked up at him, with a pair of black and white lychee eyes, looking at him attentively and adoringly, and said, Su Weiyan, you are really amazing.
Su Yanyan took the burning fairy stick and kissed it without hesitation.
The fireworks exploded in the sky, and so did the heart of the right frost.
After that day, her relationship with Su Weiyan began to change.
Right Fanshuang began to find all kinds of reasons not to go to his side, pretending not to see the news and refusing him, so as not to be embarrassed.
When she thought of that day, she couldn't help but cover her head with the quilt and kick her legs in the quilt, but she bit her lower lip to prevent her overflowing joy from leaking.
Su worried, why is this so?
And Su Yanyan went off the rails, gave her a photo of the critical illness notice, and told her that she was going to die.
Right Fanshuang even wore her shoes backwards and rushed to his hospital room, only to find out that he was lying to her, he sent someone else's critical illness notice, she turned around to leave, but he grabbed her wrist.
He said, "Frost, I only have you." For me, you are the only real being, and without you, I can only live in gray despair and illusion.
In the hospital room, his voice was so heavy and sad that it made people's hearts cut unconsciously.
The photo is fake, but this statement is real.
The sourness welled up in her heart, and she couldn't help but turn around, but his sparkling crane eyes stared at her, but he tilted his head pitifully,
So, I'm already miserable, can Frost sympathize with me?
Right Fanshuang laughed angrily, but couldn't help crying after laughing, and couldn't stop crying.
How could he joke about such a thing, God knows how scared she was.
Admitted to the hospital for half a year.
In fact, she should have been discharged from the hospital, but Li Yuejuan seemed to have intentionally come to the hospital to stimulate her repeatedly when she was already emotionally stable, causing Right Fanshuang's mental state to recur, hovering between suicide despair and extreme anxiety.
Only Su Weiyan can easily soothe her emotions, and the most common thing he said was when she covered her ears and had a splitting headache, he would not hesitate to step forward and hug her, not afraid that she would hurt herself.
He would say, Frosty, your mother doesn't love you, I love you, and I'll always be here with you.
He held her crying and screaming in his arms, never minding her emotions getting out of control.
The relationship between her and Su Weiyan is not confined to love and friendship, and that feeling is dependent on each other and unforgettable.
His countless life and death lines and her countless life and death lines are played alternately.
Later, as she became more and more ill, her hearing became more and more sensitive, and she began to hear the sound of electricity and the faint sound of breathing, and she could not fall asleep all night long, and she became more and more agitated when she heard the noise of madness.
Only in Su Weiyan's hospital room can she really close her eyes and sleep peacefully.
With only him around, no amount of noise will subside, and listening to the familiar, unique heartbeat beat, she will feel that everything around her is safe.
She often leaned on his shoulder or fell asleep on his hospital bed, but she didn't want to say that it was because of the worsening of her condition, and she would tell Su Weiyan that it was because she was studying on his back last night.
Su Weiyan would use those magnificent crane eyes to look at her gently and smile, and he didn't ask questions, touched her head and said sleep.
His eyes were always gentle and delicate, like her haven.
In despair, none of them gave up on their lives at all, and even because of this atmosphere, a strange hope was born, and she and Su Yanyan studied in all the time they could.
They even took the college entrance examination together, encouraging each other outside the examination room, not seeking results, not seeking much change, just wanting to be a normal person in their rhythm.
Until one day, when she woke up lying on the side of the bed, she found that the hospital bed was empty.
And when he was pushed back, his face was pale, but he stood up and pretended to be fine.
His face was horribly pale.
She saw his reluctance, and didn't even dare to stay by his side longer, so she left immediately after saying a few words, for fear that he wouldn't be able to hold on.
When the doctor told him about the follow-up treatment plan, she hid outside the door and listened with tears streaming down her face. And Su was so powerless that he couldn't even respond.
And he became weaker and weaker in his speech, and many times he could no longer even pretend to show her.
But Su Weiyan has always been so stubborn, and he is never willing to show weakness in front of her.
When the news of her aunt's death in a car accident came, You Fanshuang collapsed, and it was Su Yuyan who stayed by her side and comforted her all night long.
My aunt made a will, gave all her savings to the hospital, and treated her.
Su said that that was her aunt's only wish, and she couldn't let her aunt down and live up to her aunt's expectations.
He said this without being discouraged.
However, he himself failed her.
He didn't make it to heal with her and leave that place.
Right Fanshuang will always remember the beginning of bad luck, when he had a heart attack and needed immediate treatment, even his lips were white, his forehead was full of sweat, and his condition was terrible.
But because he saw her standing by the door crying, he pursed his lips and stood up in pain, simply pulled out the needle in his hand, forcefully clamped her wrist and took her out, and then closed the door without hesitation.
He chased her for the first time.
He was so hurt that he couldn't even say a word. but he didn't want her to see it.
The more painful it was, the stronger he became, and she would never allow her to see his fragile appearance.
He was so painful that he couldn't sleep, and even when he fell asleep with sleeping pills, he would wake up in his sleep with rapid breathing.
Even because painkillers build tolerance, after taking too much, it doesn't work for him anymore.
It's so obvious, how can you hide it from her?