Chapter 14 owes three years
After several rescues, his heartbeat became weaker and weaker, even to the point that Right Fanshuang could no longer hear clearly.
They were admitted to the same school but couldn't go together.
She had never been so eager for her hearing to become more sensitive.
And he called her over and listened to his heartbeat.
As she pressed close to his chest, he reached out and took her in his arms.
He had never hugged him so tightly, as if this was the last time he had ever held him in his life.
His voice was very soft and slow: "Frost, can you hear its voice, now, it beats for you, there will always be people in the world who love you, after your father is me, after me, there will be other people who love you to come to you, there will always be a heart in the world beating for you." ”
You Fanshuang cried bitterly in his arms, and Su Weiyan held back the astringency in his throat and the soreness in his eyes, and his crane eyes flowed, forcibly suppressing his tears.
Right Fanshuang knows better than anyone that he has always been strong and has never shown his vulnerability, but he has already confessed his last words, which shows how serious his condition has become.
She couldn't cry in his arms, and said word by word intermittently: "Su Weiyan, if you leave, I won't be able to live alone." ”
Su worriedly tightened her hoops, and he said, "If you follow me, it will make me miserable, and I want you to live your own life." ”
Right Fanshuang cried bitterly: "I don't want to." ”
But he said softly: "Frost, if I really die, you must live the life you want to live, escape from your family, escape from all the things that will make you feel depressed, continue to study music, do whatever you want, live freely, don't care about anyone's eyes, and live with my share, this is my only wish." The only thing I can't let go of is you, and only then can I walk with peace of mind. ”
Right Frost didn't agree anyway.
He coaxed her to say that it was just in case, and she promised him to be at ease.
She reluctantly agreed, but he went to the emergency room the next day.
As if he had expected it, his heart stopped.
In just a few minutes, the hospital rescued and transferred to the hospital, and the speed was too fast for Right Fanshuang to keep up.
In the end, Su Yanyan's mother, with a pair of red eyes, told her that Ah Yan was gone.
Since then, the world of right frost has been reduced to hell forever.
There was no one who loved her anymore.
The last heartbeat that loved her, forever lost in the world.
Right Fanshuang returned to his hospital room, expressionless, poured all the tranquilizers into the palm of his hand, and swallowed them.
When she closed her eyes, she thought,
Su is worried, and she doesn't want to live anymore.
Ah Yan, how do you know how much I love you.
What keeps my heart beating is the sound of your heartbeat.
This world can be without Su worrying, but right frost cannot.
When the infrasound waves that belonged to the rock pigeon disappeared forever, and the infrasound of 0.05 and the heartbeat of the black-winged kite could no longer be heard, she stood on the cliff of his heart and jumped down, becoming the first rock pigeon in the world to commit suicide by falling from a high altitude without wings.
Even if it was just a fist's throw away, it was enough to break her bones.
Life and death are another name for hell on earth.
The world is upside down, and when she wakes up, surrounded by dripping instruments, she tries to kill herself several times, stubbornly pulling out her tube and slamming against the wall, only to be held down by the nurses and doctors.
Right Frost cried and begged them, begging them to let her die, she couldn't live.
She struggled frantically.
But they still held her down, and the nurse sister who had been taking care of Su Anyan was full of tears, pushing everyone away for her like Su Anyan protected her, hugging her tightly like Su Anyan hugged her, crying and saying,
Frost, you can't be like this, worry about loving you, even if he is gone, he still loves you, if you die, he will be more sad than death, his death, how can it be exchanged for your death. How do you want him to forgive himself?
When You Fanshuang heard a tone similar to Su Yanyan's, she couldn't help crying until she cried so much that she lost her breath and fainted.
When she woke up again, Li Yuejuan came to take care of her abnormally for two days, Right Fanshuang was lying on the bed like a dead corpse, even looking at the ceiling motionlessly, Li Yuejuan was no longer mean, but did her best and took care of her silently, and two days later, Li Yuejuan had to go through the discharge procedures for her.
When she got home, You Fanshuang understood why Li Yuejuan had negotiated a marriage for her, asking her to marry a disabled man in his thirties.
The bride price is 500,000.
The other party's mother kept praising her for being beautiful, but she was too thin, and she still had to be fatter to give birth. Li Yuejuan said to Hui Yuan, saying that it was just that she had a minor illness, and it would be good to make up for it.
Right Fanshuang, who was already like a walking corpse, sat there numbly listening, remembering how he looked when he spoke to her before he died, and for the first time, she had the heart to fight, and did not want to struggle in the mud anymore.
Everything is fine, she doesn't want to disappoint Ah Yan.
She would rather die than live like Ah Yan doesn't know.
She pretended to agree, and when the admission notice was sent to her home, Li Yuejuan knew that she had actually taken the college entrance examination.
A slap in the face was slapped on her face, but she felt that the world was too pathetic, and her biological mother was so unwilling to hear her good news.
She still has a trace of extravagant hope, hoping that her mother will let go of everything in the past and be proud of her when she sees the admission letter.
Li Yuejuan tore up her admission letter, but in this era, there is no admission letter that can be reported.
In this world, only Ah Yan loves her.
It's her wishful thinking.
Li Yuejuan locked her up, and she jumped out of the window of her home, which was less than two meters above the ground.
Since then, she has been living with Jumang, and everything has nothing to do with Li Yuejuan.
She can earn her own tuition fees, and she doesn't need the role of mother.
Until now.
The night breeze was leisurely, blowing through the hand of the right frost and Su Weiyan's ten fingers.
Her eyes were red: "What happened later, that's probably it." ”
Su looked at her gently: "Now I have something I really want to do." ”
Right Frost choked up: "What is it?" ”
Before the words fell, Su Weiyan kissed it, the soft lips touched in the night breeze, he held the back of her head, and kissed her lingering and deeply, this kiss, he owed it for three years.
All the wind was low, and she heard the steady and powerful heartbeat in his chest, and it was beating for her, it was her heartbeat.
And he reached out and hugged her tightly, almost inserting her into his wide arms.
The road is a bit off, and only the occasional passing car flashes by with its headlights on, but it doesn't bother them at all.
Lingering and ambiguous tossing, accompanied by crazy longing, his throat is dry and he hopes to rub the other party into his body.
The first time he kissed her in a dignified manner, he walked with the instinctive desire and impulse of a man. Some people just love each other too much, and they just look at each other and have the desire to kiss.
And the breath of the right fan frost was full of Su Yanyan's breath, and he had the smell of perfume that was polite to attend the event.
Deep, sexy, the base note is a musk representing male hormones and warm and sweet vanilla, which is very compatible with Su Weiyan's temperament, and the warm and gentle atmosphere is from the beginning to the end, overlapping with him once was.
Before she knew it, she had been deeply submerged in the ocean current of Su Worry.
After Chen Yansui came out of the photography exhibition, he was so irritable that he drove around the street, the cold wind blew from the window, brushing his handsome face, and his eyes were indifferent and annoyed.
The phone rang suddenly, and he picked it up irritably: "Hey." ”
The middle-aged man on the other end said in a deep tone: "The heir of the Su family has returned to China, and this project depends on the Su family to give face, you must go to the banquet, and be sure to please Mr. Su." ”
Chen Yansui said coldly: "I won't go." ”
Chen Bojin's voice was even colder: "If you don't go, you have to go." ”
Chen Yansui simply hung up the phone and threw the phone casually to the co-pilot.
When he took the steering wheel to get out of the middle of nowhere, he saw a couple kissing.
His expression was cold, and he wanted to drive away, but the headlights lit up the two men.
The young girl was buried in the man's arms, slender and slender, with black hair like a waterfall, a lake-blue fishtail skirt outlining her figure, a snow-white cut-out sweater on her upper body was soft and lazy, but the back of the whole person was as cold as frost.
It's exactly the same as what the right frost is dressed today.
And Chen Yansui's temples jumped suddenly, and he was about to open the car door immediately, but he just opened it a little, and when he was about to go out, a beautiful woman in a coat and long skirt blocked his vision and knocked on the car window.
Chen Yansui raised his head impatiently.