Actually, I don't feel anything, but now it's fine, just do what you want.

"By the way, Lu Wei, what about that girl from your college days? Still haven't been contacted. Zhang Zhi asked with his tongue wide open. I stared at the whirlpool in the wine glass and didn't speak, Zhang Zhi saw that I was silent, and said with a smile, "Hey, by the way, buddy is getting married next month, you have to come over early to help, Li Yu came over and introduced you to someone." A woman in black at the next table looked up at us, and Zhang Zhi beckoned to her.

As soon as she came over, Zhang Zhi introduced her to the relationship between the two of us, and this woman, who looked generous, stood up and shook my hand. "Jade, give you Brother Lu a bottle, your Brother Lu is more of a girl than you now, don't drink when you come to the bar, you say it's a shame." Li Yu glanced at Zhang Zhi, who was already with a big tongue, and said, "Just drink two more glasses of your words, and you won't be able to stop for a moment, don't pay attention to him, Brother Lu, I will give you a cup." I picked up the white water and said apologetically, "I drank cephalosporin today, so I can't drink alcohol, you have to bear more." ”

After Li Yu and I finished touching, he grabbed Zhang Zhi and said, "Brother Lu drank cephalosporin, and you still let people drink, so you treat your good friend like this?" Zhang Zhi leaned on Li Yu's shoulder with an aggrieved face, I looked at the love between the two of them, and I was really happy for this old friend. When I was in school, I was naïve, and when I grew up, I was still naïve, and I found a very good daughter-in-law.

When I went out together, I asked them to take a taxi back first, and when I left, Zhang Zhi was still saying that he would set a place to have a meal together tomorrow, I waved goodbye and nodded in agreement, walking on the road, I remembered that I had such happiness at that time.

On Saturday morning, everyone gathered at the school gate early, me and Xiaopang arrived first, Lin Qianqian and Xiaopang's girlfriend Liu Lu arrived later, and the four of us ate a little casually at the school gate, and discussed what to buy to see the class guide. In the end, Lin Qianqian and Liu Lu went to the supermarket to watch and buy, and Xiaopang and I squatted on the ground and smoked.

They were carrying a bunch of things in large bags, and Chubby and I rushed over to take the yogurt, fruits, nutritional powder, and a few other things in their hands that I didn't look at carefully. I took a taxi and let Xiaopang sit in the co-pilot, and we sat in the back, on the way, Lin Qianqian leaned on my shoulder, holding one of my hands and pulling my palm, drawing circles and dots.

I called the class guide, and she also went downstairs in advance to wait for us, and she was still a little angry when she saw us holding a bunch of things. "You children, just come and bring a bunch of things, and the teacher will take them, and you can bring these things back and eat them yourself." Lin Qianqian smiled and said, "Class guide, when we were freshmen, you cared so much about us and took care of us, we came to see you, and we couldn't come here empty-handed, these things are not expensive, they are all our hearts." ”

The class guide still kept counting us down, led us into her house, the four of us sat on the sofa, the class guide insisted on making us some tea, and I pulled us to sit down. "We just came over after drinking porridge in the morning, and we won't make tea if we're not thirsty, so we'll come and see you for a while and leave." "Then how can I finish eating at noon and then leave, and try my craft."

A brief chat about the recent situation. The four of us were ready to leave, after all, the class leader would have to go to the hospital to deliver food to her elderly father in a while, and we didn't want to bother us any more. Her father was partially paralyzed by a stroke, and she had a younger brother who was abroad and couldn't return for a while, so the burden of caring for her elderly father fell on her. As we left, we told her that if there was anything we needed help with, just say that we would be on call. The class teacher was reluctant to say goodbye to us, after all, in her eyes, we will always be her students.

Coming out of the class guide's house, we looked at the subway route on our mobile phones, and we could get to Happy Valley by transferring to two lines. Saturdays and Sundays are indeed crowded, every entertainment project has to line up for a long time, I was a little bored, Lin Qianqian stood in front of me, I tried to make a twist in her long hair for a while, or tie a bow, she also helplessly let me make a mess on her head.

Finally lined up with us, the four of them rushed to the roller coaster with great interest, I wanted to sit in the first row, but I was afraid that Lin Qianqian was too scared, and finally sat in the middle. Chubby looked unnatural, because he told me before he came that he had never played any of these exciting entertainments before, and I told him that I really couldn't do it and closed my eyes, and it was over in a while.

Lin Qianqian held my hand tightly, and I smiled and said, "Are you afraid?" If we're scared, we won't sit. "Don't be afraid, I'm not afraid of you." Lin Qianqian gave me a firm look. We heard a few ding-dong ding-from the horn, and we rushed out together to the screams. Uphill, downhill, spinning, rolling, our clenched hands bobbing up and down, she was really bold, keeping her eyes open the whole time, occasionally looking at me, and then screaming a few times with the crowd. After coming down, I saw Lin Qianqian, with messy hair, laughed out loud, and helped her gently straighten it up.

Chubby's complexion was not very good, pale and pale, and he also said that he didn't play anything in the back of several exciting amusement projects, and a person drank soda on the bench and watched us play, and he told me that his bile was about to scare out. I didn't laugh at him either, just let him rest down there for a while.

Playing around, basically in the afternoon, we played most of the projects, and I felt a little tired, "Let's go, let's go on the Ferris wheel and go back." Lin Qianqian took my hand and said to the others.

Fortunately, there are not many people who take the Ferris wheel, one of the two of us, the Ferris wheel slowly rises, the city's high-rise buildings come into view, the sun quietly sets to the west, and today's last sunshine is also released. I could only squint and look out, Lin Qianqian rested her head on my shoulder, and she raised her hand to block the sunlight that pierced my eyes.

I looked sideways at her, eyes in harmony with each other, and I bowed my head to touch her two rose petals. We hugged each other tightly and kissed passionately, kissed until we were old, kissed until the universe exploded, and everything around us was quiet at the moment, and we could only hear each other's breathing.

I don't know how long it took for me to reluctantly get out of this gentle lip. The two hugged each other, and Lin Qianqian whispered, "Will you love me forever?" I smiled and said, "How far is it forever." "Forever is a lifetime, this life, every day of life." She said with some seriousness. "I don't know how long it will be forever and how many years, I only know that after I met you, for the rest of my life, I can't imagine the future without you." I looked at her and said calmly, she seemed to be quite satisfied with my statement, and smiled at me tenderly.

On the way back, Chubby hadn't come out of the shadow of the roller coaster yet, and his bitter melon-like face left him with a deep memory this time. Liu Lu's mood doesn't seem to be very good, she should have thought that she could have a good time today, but after Xiaopang only played one project, she was left watching me and Lin Qianqian sprinkle dog food, and looked out the window alone in a daze.

Lin Qianqian was tired and leaned on my shoulder and slept very soundly, the harazi was about to flow onto the clothes, I reluctantly wiped it off for her, I should be happy at that moment. We went back to the school gate to have a bite to eat, and we went back to our respective places. Xiaopang asked me a little lost, "Am I a little embarrassed today, my timid appearance makes Liu Lu unhappy." I reassured, "What's so shameful about that? It's normal, some people can't stand this kind of exciting entertainment by nature, and some people like bungee jumping, the extreme entertainment of skydiving, people are different. Chubby nodded.

As a result, Liu Lu sent a WeChat message to Xiaopang in the evening, saying that he had broken up, and felt that he was not manly, or something. Xiaopang, a simple fool, cried a lot and asked me what to do, so I used his mobile phone to reply to what Liu Lu said or the few words that he would say to Xiaopang, but it didn't work. Seeing that Xiaopang sent a lot of words to Liu Lu by himself, and finally turned into a red exclamation mark, I could only sigh and shake my head. Which girl at this age has never imagined that her boyfriend is a big man who stands up to the sky, fearless of wind and rain, and calm in trouble, but there are a few such people at this age. They are all ordinary people, and it is inevitable that they will be a little unsatisfactory, and they are immortals who can be perfect in everything, not people at all.

Daqiang, who is in the same dormitory, may not be able to stand Chubby's whimpering, or he may remember his unforgettable story. I went downstairs to secretly buy a case of beer, and I also went downstairs to buy some duck goods, and the four people in the dormitory started today's drunken party, and after drinking three or four bottles, Xiaopang's dizzy head made him incoherent, one will be me so good to you, why am I so wrong to me for a while, I shouldn't let you be ashamed. Balabala said a bunch of words, repeating and repeating without conjuring up any new words.

I know that he won't listen to what others tell him at this time, so it's better to let him release his emotions well, and maybe he will feel better when he wakes up tomorrow. In order to ease the atmosphere, Daqiang told us an interesting story, which made everyone laugh, and then Guan Zi also told a few funny stories.

Finally helped Chubby to the bed, covered him with the quilt, and watched him fall asleep, and the three of us took a long breath and finally ended today.

Today's love comes and goes without a trace, fast-food love soothes every lonely soul, it seems that only at night do you need two people to fill the emptiness, the times are developing, it seems that everything is about efficiency, love has also become a game, you can love you today and you can love her tomorrow.

In this era of high-speed rail planes, it seems that everything is speeding up, and that eternal love has become a luxury. We are in the center of the times, whether the times have changed us, or have we changed the times. Breakups have become commonplace, and our generation of young people change partners even more often than they do about their clothes.

While we are scolding the ruthless society on the Internet, complaining that true love is hard to find, and on the other hand, we don't take every relationship seriously, and we are eager to find the next relationship when we are dissatisfied. Mu Xin once said that the carriage and horse in the past were very slow, and there was only enough to love one person in a lifetime. If you want me to say that the current carriage and horse are very fast, but I can't love anyone in my life.

The late night of the northern summer is not as much as the insect cry in the south, it is a little cooler, and the breeze makes my mind take my mind out of my memories. When people are about to leave this world, they always have the past in their minds, and I don't know how many days I have left, and the specks of memory have deepened my reluctance to this world. My former self seems to be busy with life, and I only miss these memories occasionally.

It's more like looking back on my past now, because it's been a short life, even though it's not much different from most. But it is also everything I have really experienced, the ignorance of my youth, the confusion and desire for the future in adolescence, the sadness and helplessness at work, little by little, pieced together this life, which is very full and fulfilling.

It was almost three o'clock when I got home, and I suddenly remembered that when I used to go to school, my father used to say that I didn't have a home before three o'clock, and it seemed that he was right again this time. I tiptoed like a thief to avoid making a sound, and quietly entered my room, my mother had already laid out the quilt for me, and I lay on the bed quietly looking at the ceiling in a daze, unable to sleep, or I didn't want to sleep. The headphones loop the default "Cover Up the Cement" when you are dying

You don't have yesterday and memories

You don't have today and mean

All you have left is tomorrow and ruins

You take everything and yourself

Fortunately, we didn't come to this day together, and she shouldn't be able to bear the pain of separation between life and death. I can't remember when I last saw her, but it was probably because I was too busy at work during that time. My concept of time is too vague for me, and now I think that if I knew that there was such a day, I shouldn't have been so busy.