Guan Shenghou was under the porch, listening to the fact that there was still some contention in the room at the beginning, and slowly there was no sound. A round of golden crows in the west slowly sank to the other side of the mountain, and he couldn't help but sigh and bend the corners of his lips.

After more than half an hour, there was movement inside, the emperor lit the lamp, opened the door, and Guan Sheng hurriedly bowed to the ground, "Congratulations to everyone, congratulations to Niangniang." ”

"Get up." The corners of her eyes and eyebrows could not hide her happiness, Liu Ying nodded with a smile, and ordered, "Let the maid next to Madame come and serve, and then someone will bring some hot soup in." ”

"No."

Qing Kui walked on the corridor leading to the inner courtyard, worried in her heart, and asked, "This eldest brother, how is my lady now?" ”

Guan Sheng's body stiffened slightly, and he turned around and smiled, "Madame is very good, you can just wait carefully later." ”

For many days, Qingkui left Zhang Yan's side, and was questioned several times by "Lu Langjun", and later took him to a strange place.

"Big lady, that day in the clothing store, I was obviously guarding outside, and I didn't take a step away, but the lady disappeared. Later, Lu Langjun said that the lady was arrested. Those who catch the lady are really big bad guys. She crackled and said a lot, and the tears were already falling in large drops.

Zhang Yan leaned on the bed in a daze, looking tired, seeing Qingkui's appearance of finally seeing the light of day, her face froze for a moment, and she comforted softly, "Okay, Qingkui, I'm not here." ”

"Hmm. You bring me some hot soup - I want to take a shower. ”

Qing Kui answered, not knowing where the hot water was in the courtyard, and came out to find someone to ask, but saw two strange maids bringing hot soup over. smiled, "This is Sister Qingkui, right?" We were instructed to bring hot soup. Ignorantly, he answered, brought it in, poured it into the bathtub, tested the temperature of the water, and turned around and called, "Lady, the water is hot." ”

Zhang Yan responded, and planned to get up with her shoes on. Suddenly, there was a stumble. Qing Kui was shocked and changed color, and hurriedly threw down the hot soup bucket and stepped forward to help, "Big lady." What's wrong with you? ”

Zhang Yan had a slightly strange look on her face, and did not answer, but said, "I'm fine." As he spoke, the brocade coat he was wearing slipped down. A patch of snow-white skin was revealed, with bruises and bruises on it, like a flower.

Qing Kui exclaimed in surprise and covered her mouth. Although she was unemployed, she also guessed what happened to her own lady before. Bean-sized tears fell from his eyes.

Over there. Zhang Yan had already walked behind the screen and ordered, "I want to be alone and quiet." Go out first, and wait outside. ”

She wanted to say something, but after all, she didn't know how to say it, so she didn't say a word and went out gently. When I walked to the door, I turned around and saw a slender figure reflected behind the screen. He had already put his withdrawn clothes on the screen, so he gently brought the door to the door.

I don't know why, the tune that hasn't sounded in my heart for many years suddenly reappeared in front of me:

"The peach tree is gorgeous, brilliant and bright, when the household is not broken, floating and straight, and sighing and sighing!

The peach tree has Ying, Ye Ye and its spirit, and now it is not broken, and there is no one to prove it? Tell me to do it! ”

Ten years ago, when she first came to this world, in the middle of the night when she was first lonely, Tu Yu sang this song, soothing her unspeakable sorrow.

Therefore, when she saw the colorful peach blossoms in the wilderness of Shangshan, she couldn't help but remember this song. And now, her body is extremely tired, but her memory doesn't know why, and suddenly comes alive, as if she smells the peculiar damp and slightly fishy smell of the soil.

She lowered her head and dipped her face in the hot soup, sniffing the water and the tinted skin in the water. There seems to be a worm dormant in the depths of my heart, precipitating a rotten breath, just like the tide in the wilderness at the foot of Shang Mountain ten years ago. But I tried my best to sniff it, but I couldn't smell anything.

She wasn't terribly sad, she thought. For Liu Ying, this is always the most unusual person in her life. She has drawn a line for everyone in her life, but Liu Ying, no matter what he has done to him, is always within this line. even if

He had just raped himself.

The palm is beautifully textured and has entangled curves. She stared at the palms of her hands spread out under the water, and through the smoke of the hot soup, they became more and more crystal clear.

Perhaps, it can't be completely raped, right?

Although it was not entirely of his own volition, in the deepest part of his heart, at first, it was not completely unacceptable. Therefore, the resistance she made was not as fierce as it was against Min Ruo that day.

Reaching out and scooping up a scoop of hot soup, it poured off her head, she closed her eyes, and with a bang, her eyes were warm.

"Lu Langjun." Qing Kui's stumbling voice sounded on the porch.

"Hmm." Liu Yingying's voice came, "How is your master now?" ”

Zhang Yan got up in a hurry, wiped her body dry with a wrung out handkerchief, took the clean clothes on the brocade and put them on, pushed the door out, and saw Liu Ying really waiting outside the door, heard her movements, looked back, and her eyes lit up instantly, like stars.

"Are you still tired?" He asked, his voice gentle.

Zhang Yan took a step back without a trace, and her voice was faint, "It's okay." ”

Xu was very happy because Su Nian's wish was fulfilled, and she didn't notice Zhang Yan's indifference, but said with a smile in her eyebrows, "It's getting late, the kitchen has boiled some corn porridge, I'll let them bring a little, okay?" ”

Zhang Yan thought about it, too many things really happened in this day. She woke up from her slumber, was treated by the doctor, and had just experienced such a love, and she was already exhausted. At this point, he was really a little hungry, so he nodded.

After a while, two servings of corn porridge were delivered from outside. Shanan's high-grade annatto millet is extremely thick when boiled over low heat, with minced meat, the entrance is soft, and the taste that slides to the throat is very moist. Zhang Yan took a bite to blow on her lips, using it very slowly.

The candle flame jumped, shining on the side of her face, fainting a dim yellow color, which was extremely soft. Liu Ying looked at it with a smile, and for a while felt that all the beauties in the world were nothing more than this. And he and Zhang Yan have been married for four years. A bitter love finally has a happy ending. Be heartwarmed. said, "Tomorrow, I plan to go back to Chang'an." ”

Zhang Yan raised her head, glanced at him with dark eyes, lowered her head again, and answered softly, "Oh." ”

"What are you going to do? Let's dispose of it together. The people in Shanan's house are not fit to stay there any longer. I asked Shen Mo to go over and settle them. As for the girl named Qingkui, if you like it, it's tight. Let's take it back to Chang'an. ”

Zhang Yan's face sank slightly, and she put down the porridge bowl in her hand, "Can you tell me." Why did Qingkui go to Chang'an? ”

Liu Ying was stunned, and the smile on her face gradually lowered, "I thought that you had been with her for most of the year, if you really like ......"

"When did I say I was going back to Chang'an?"

"Ah Yan." Liu Ying's complexion slowly changed, "What are you talking about?" …… We've got a house. Naturally, they should go back to Chang'an together. What's more," he said, "you've already agreed." He knew that Zhang Yan had a stubborn temperament, so he said in a soft voice, "Ah Yan, I'm really worried about you." If you meet someone like Min Ruo again, how can I rest assured? "It's already a little pleading.

Zhang Yan only felt that her anger was getting hotter, and Huo stood up. "You just think I can't take care of myself."

Liu Ying was stunned.

"I forgot," Zhang Yan sneered, "I promised to go back to Chang'an with you, but that was when I begged you to let me go, did you let me go?" Fu stared at Liu Ying's eyes and repeated. You just think I can't take care of myself. ”

"Ah Yan," Liu Ying was shocked and angry. I really didn't know how to get rid of Zhang Yan's temper, so I reluctantly said in a low voice, "Don't you lose your temper anymore, okay?" I promise you that after I go back, I will definitely respect you, love you, and will not let you suffer the slightest grievance. ”

Zhang Yan pushed him away, looked up at him, and sneered, "You think I'm just a child, if you say good things and coax, I'll go with you, right?" ”

Liu Ying was poor, "That's not what I meant." ”

He didn't know how to persuade for a while, but he had been out for a long time, and he had previously revealed his whereabouts in Shanan, if he didn't return to Chang'an, he was afraid that the rumors of the whereabouts of the Son of Heaven would soon spread, and in the long run, the world would be in turmoil. At this time, I really can't tolerate Ah Yan's little daughter's temper anymore, "When you go back, you can do whatever you like, and I will never say a word." Let's go back first, shall we? ”

Zhang Yan turned her face away, only felt a chill in her heart.

Of course, she knows that in this environment, she should follow the local customs, so over the years, more often than not, she has just stood behind Zhang Ao or Liu Ying and done what she wanted to do in their name. But even so, she still remembers herself. She has her own loftiness and conceit, and she has been despised by Liu Ying many times, and she is really angry. Angry for a moment, he threw himself against the wall and lowered the bronze sword hanging on the wall, "If you force me again, I would rather die in front of you." ”

Liu Ying's phoenix eyes widened slightly in shock, "You...... What does this do? ”

The smile on the corner of her mouth was cold, "Don't you understand?" I won't go back to Chang'an with you. ”

Liu Ying was bitter in her heart, looking at her delicate face, "Ah Yan, I don't understand," in this room, they had just rounded the room, those charming exchanges, and the murmurs, didn't they have any effect on her at all? "We all ...... It's come to this point, do you still want to go? ”

Zhang Yan turned her head uncomfortably, "That's two different things." Pretty blushed slightly.

Rounding room with you and returning to Chang'an are two different things.

"You let me go."

Liu Ying closed her eyes and hardened her heart, "Impossible." ”

He understood his heart, and had memories of the happy days when she was by his side, and in the end, he also got her. He had seen her in love, and when she was in love, her ears and temples were grinding, and she would call his name in a soft voice. At that moment, he really thought that he had found his happiness. However, she told him in a cold voice that it was impossible. But for him, at this point, how could he possibly let her go?

"Good, good." Zhang Yan was angry and said angrily, "You just don't want to agree to me." If you must take me back to Chang'an, take my body back. With a brush, he pulled out the bronze sword in his hand, the snowy blade was exposed, and it was wiped off his neck. With a clang, the bronze sword fell weakly to the ground, Zhang Yan fell to the couch, turned her face away, and tears flowed down her face.

Liu Ying stood in front of the couch, her face pale.

"Are you ......" he looked at Zhang Yan with a painful voice, "Are you telling the truth?" "Would you rather die than stay by my side?

Zhang Yan was speechless for a while, and turned her head slightly.

She put on a posture of refusal, but in her cold eyes, crystal tears slowly oozed out, drop by drop, as if falling in her heart, and she couldn't do it if she didn't want to pretend not to hear it. The corners of Liu Ying's lips slowly curled, full of bitterness. He once thought that he had completely obtained her, but he didn't expect that she would be willing to pay the price of her life, just to leave him.

This realization gave birth to a dull pain in his heart. The feeling was so vivid that he couldn't bear it, so he could only bend down slowly.

"Ah Yan, you, do you really hate me so much?"

He kissed her long, dense eyelashes.

So, I tasted the taste of Ah Yan's tears, which was a faint salty taste.

"Don't worry. I can't do anything to embarrass you. ”

He smiled slowly, took a step back, and the light in his eyes turned gray little by little,

"So, don't cry."

"If you really refuse to forgive me at all, then, okay, I'll listen to you, and I'll go back to Chang'an tomorrow. I will not disturb you again in this life and this life. ”

His eyes widened, wanting to remember her face one last time, and then to remember it for the days to come. She is the Ah Yan he puts in his heart, and she still has such bright eyebrows and eyes, which almost makes him look stupid. Then I thought that the mountains and rivers would be far away from now on, and the meeting would be indefinite, and I only felt painful. I want to say something,

"If you still take into account our old relationship, and occasionally write a letter or two to me, well, it doesn't take many words, just tell me that you are doing well outside, and it will be good for me." But I only felt that each other had reached this point, and I was afraid that Ah Yan would be even more sad, so I swallowed it bitterly. His eyes wandered over her, and he saw a corner of her clothes rolled up in the left armpit. Stretched out his hand to smooth her and touch her body temperature, but he felt the fragrance in his nose, and his nose was sore, so he didn't dare to touch it again, so he turned around and said, "I'll wait for you outside." Let's go. I'll have you sent back. ”

Afraid that he would change his mind, he hurriedly took a step, his eyes were sour, but tears couldn't help rolling down.

A teardrop flowed down her cheek, and Zhang Yan stood on the street, dazed for a while.

She wanted to go back to her home, but after leaving Liu Ying's place and walking for a while, she found that she was not familiar with the place under her feet at all, and the traffic on the street was more than three points more lively than Shanan. After being stunned for a while, she recognized that the place where she was located was not Shanan County at all, but the county seat of Yunzhong County, where Shanan was located.

Come to think of it, it was when she was asleep that Liu Ying took her to the clouds.

When she just left, her heart was so excited, she couldn't remember what package she was carrying, and her body was full of clothes that she had just changed after taking a bath, in other words, at this moment, she didn't even have a copper coin on her.

——4250 words, revised on May 10, 2011