6 Xie Qiao came back this time with a very tough attitude and must take me to the UK.

My parents kept putting pressure on me.

But I have to say that one of his words touched me very much, "How do you know that you can't do without Shen Brew?" You haven't tried it since the day you met him. ”

"Across the jet lag, across the distance, what can't you forget, you..."

"Xie Qiao." I interrupted him.

I looked him in the eye and paused word by word, "I seem, I'm really in love with Shen Brew." ”

He smiled and replied, "Then you have to go to England with me first." ”

"I'm serious."

"Xie Qiao, maybe I don't know what love is, but at least I want to live with him all the time."

There was eason's 'Because of Love' in the café, Xie Qiao pushed his eyes, "It's not a secret, as usual, I came back this time to take you to the UK." ”

"And," he added, "it's not up to you." ”

He continued: "If you don't go, your uncle and aunt will personally return to China to pick you up, and then you won't be able to hide what you don't want Shen Brew to know." ”

"I'll give you another half a month at most."

7

After separating from Xie Qiao, I went home and cooked a large table of dishes.

After thinking about it for a long time, I decided to take a gamble.

I bet Shen Brew likes me a little.

He allowed me to sleep in his bedroom, and he would buy me gifts, which were worth the gamble.

I want to tell Shen that I love him; I wanted to tell him that I was going to England for treatment, and that he could wait for me; I want to apologize to him, I was wrong before, and I shouldn't have forced him in that way.

I didn't throw away the rings, I wanted to propose them on Valentine's Day.

Shen Brew always mocks my feelings, and this time I want him to know that I really want to spend a full moon with him for a long time.

I took a picture and sent it to him.

Immediately, a photo was also sent, with a sentence:

A little self-aware, okay?

It was he who sent a small hair, and in the photo, Shen Brew was holding Lin Su and putting her in the co-pilot.

For a moment, I felt like I was being drained, and my phone fell to the ground.

At that moment, there was a fierce beast in my heart, wanting to roar, wanting to scream.

Why? Why at this time?

As if I had been stimulated in some way, fragments of my memories flashed through my mind, and I tried to make a sound but couldn't.

I know that woman is going to show up again...

Aunt Yue's face gradually came to my mind, pulling me back to that long and dark childhood...

In my memory, the woman whipped me, the expression on her face was crazy and painful, and she shouted angrily while pumping: "Wen Rugu, how many times have I told you, don't associate with boys, why don't you listen." Men are liars, they lied to you, and they don't have to die well. ”

"As usual, Auntie has no children in this life, you must be obedient, I want to take care of you for the rest of my life."

"As such, why don't you always listen to me, why do you talk to that little boy."

"As such, I beat you to make you obedient."

"As always..."

In the past few years, my condition has been stable when I stayed by Shen Brew's side, and I haven't remembered anything about my youth for a long time.

When I was very young, my parents were diplomats and spent all the year abroad.

Aunt Yue is the nanny they found for me, and every time I make a video with them, she will force me to smile and tell them: Aunt Yue is very good to me, let them rest assured.

But the truth is, as long as I don't do what she says, she'll hit me hard.

Beneath this woman's seemingly gentle exterior is an almost perverted desire for control.

Aunt Yue's husband once abandoned Aunt Yue and took away all her property. So she can't see me interacting with the opposite sex.

In kindergarten, she would check the surveillance and if she knew I had spoken to a boy, she would hit me hard when she came home. But every time she finished the fight, she would hold me in her arms again, and say over and over again with tears in her eyes: "As before, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Big hot tears fell on my face and arms, and I was powerless to resist.

I'm living under the control of this pervert, and I think I should hate her until...

This woman, such a person, carried a fruit knife directly after learning that I had almost been molested.

That blood-soaked evening, in that deep alley, the person who bullied me died under her knife.

When I ran over, Aunt Yue had already committed suicide next to the corpse.

At this point, I suffered from severe mental illness, as well as intermittent rage disorder.

Occasionally I can't tell the difference between dream and reality, but I feel like she's still there for me all the time.

I would take a knife and cut myself, and the sharp pain brought me to my senses.

I said to myself: I should hate her. She was the one who made me what I am now, deformed and dark.

But in the end, she died because of me, and I couldn't hate it.

It was at this moment that I finally understood: the darkness of childhood has never passed.

I became a copy of Aunt Yue, and the paranoia I learned from her monopolized all of me on Shen Zhuang's body.

My body trembled uncontrollably, and I heard her calling me.

She said, "As usual, have you forgotten what Aunt Yue taught you?"

If you like something, you have to lock it up, men are very disobedient, they will lie to you.

She whispered in my ear: As usual, you can't bear to do it, Aunt Yue will help you, okay? Aunt Yue loves you the most, can I help you with whatever I want?

How do you keep him by your side?

You say, if he can't see or can't walk, will he be a little more obedient? ”

She smiled maniacally again.

I slammed the teapot and slashed the broken porcelain piece on my arm.

This is what Shen Brew saw when he entered the door.

He rushed in through the door, grabbed my arm, and shouted, "Wen Rugu, are you crazy!" ”

I gradually couldn't tell who was talking, one moment it was Aunt Yue's voice, and the other time it was Shen Brewing.

Under the push, the broken porcelain piece in my hand scratched his face.

Shen Brew snorted, and a slight blood mark appeared on his face.

The world around me seemed to suddenly stand still, and I stared blankly at the bloodstain.

I even felt a little difficult to breathe, and staggered backwards.

I hurt Shen Brew.

I really hurt Shen Brew.

Xie Qiao is right, I can't control myself anymore...

The blood on my arm ran down my wrist and dripped onto the floor, and I didn't feel the slightest pain.

Shen Brew stepped forward to pull me, but I stepped back, back enough away from him.

"Don't come, please, don't come." ”